Feeling My feelings
Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:15:40 PM
Good morning. Quiet night.
I got to feel some old feelings right away. I started to quash “them” and hurry on. Then it came to Me like a blinding flash of the obvious, I need to feel “them” and accept and own “them”. Then send My feelings love and set “them” free cutting the cord(s), the tether line that binds Us both. I imagined a hot air balloon floating in search of adventure.
Then I read an email about old feelings and wounds and started to share what I had just experienced and BAM it All hit Me again even harder than before. So I really got into it and felt the feelings and typed it out and posted it as night school. I guess this explains why I got up about an hour earlier than usual. I knew I was definitely ready to get up but felt like I had NOT finished dreaming and/or night school. I really am loving being aware of My intuition and (even better) following it.
That was a fun and even exciting experience. Now, I Am listening to One of the channelings from the cruise. I One-der where today will take Me. I'm having some interesting experiences and physical sensations as I read and process My most recent inputs.
I just got it that the One reject that I accepted and invited in not long ago is One of My immortal Selves and somehow I had missed that part. We had a discussion about it and it felt really good to recognize embrace that aspect. I experienced another aspect to this version, being a shape-shifter. Not really surprising yet there is some surprise. And, the ability to be androgynous and/or either male or female at will. Quite curious that ability.
I Am experiencing and feeling being more of My expanded Self. I've felt this before but resisted, resisted a lot. I usually judged it “bad”.
I decided to take a little time to sit back in My recliner waiting for time for today's web-casts to begin. I rarely use My recliner during the day. When I put My feet up and head back I felt a feeling and sensation that I remember from when I first starting using this recliner here in My cabin. It feels like I Am in the captains seat of a star-ship. I tend to think of The Enterprise but I don't think the captains feet are ever elevated there. The other distinct difference is that even though I definitely control the ship with or through My hands there aren't actually any controls. I think this is a new feeling/sense. It reminds ME of the dream I had about operating a anti-gravity car by holding a small crystal in the palm of My hand. When I sit in My recliner My large picture window is directly in front of Me. I see only trees and sky. It reminds Me (feels like) the view screen of a space craft. Another sensation that seems new today was the feeling of movement, flying and being in space. It really felt like My cabin is a space craft.
Another thing that I keep being reminded of recently is that I Am worth more than money.
I had a terrible time getting and keeping a decent Internet connection for any webinars today. I know part of it was the quality of the webinar and/or how little I might relate to the material. There are several that I can get the replay later and some that I can't. It's All good.
Shadow agrees that it's better to have dinner and a movie.
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