Mostly dream and multiD

1/30/2016

Today

Mostly dream and multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 1:19 PM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well visiting several alternate worlds. The Ones that We remember were different worlds where We are a bus attendant and some/many of Our students are there also. Some with major differences others more subtle differences. There is One that is quite different and surprising the role We play there. That is All that We remember: We are surprised at OurSelves there.

There are also some players from Our passed in some worlds that We visited. We may or may not have been visiting Our passed or alternate passeds.

We got up from dreaming just in time to get ready to go visit Our friends and will probably a little late and that IS okay.

We had a nice visit with Our friends: cards and homemade chicken soup with biscuits and cheddar garlic bread. We are not really into chicken soup, however Our friend makes very good chicken soup. We even got to talk about some multiD and multiworld stuff. We talked about Our experience of a day where We either slipped worlds or changed things in Our familiar world. We mentioned that We All do this All the time and just are not aware of it because We do not believe that We can. One friend did agree that “they” do it: sometimes aware and sometimes not. Most people are still not ever aware of doing it.

We are pretty much deep in multiD by the time We finish dinner and “they” do not seem to care about playing any more cards: We ARE glad as We theel a strong need to get/be home. We are very glad that We did All Our 3D stuff on the way to town and now We can go straight home.

At home We play in multiD a little and then are going to dream right away.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day in the physical within multiD

1/29/2016

Today

Another day in the physical within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 2:59 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well until around 2 AM. We decided to get up for a bit (since We were not getting back to dream anyway) and now We are gonna return to dream.

We dreamt well and woke to the sound and aroma of Our coffee maker brewing at the preset time. This does not happen too often as We usually get up a little before that and start the coffee. We do not really want to get up and lay in bed repeating “thank You” over and over. This is more than practice and “acting as if”. We theel gratitude, especially to and for OurSelf. We get up remembering that We ARE in multiD. How much We are aware of that is up to Us. Thinking that We have “to do” something to be in multiD is another snare. Thank Us unconditionally.

Interesting: We are having a kinda deja vu experience. It could be remembering yesterday morning and yet it is more. We ARE remembering an alternate life: We ARE certain. We ARE remembering more and more from other lives that We were not aware of living simultaneously. We ARE becoming more and more aware of this multiD aspect of life. We thank Us. We ARE unconditionally grateful to OurSelves. We are aware of being multidimensional and living multidimensionally.

What world(s) will We explore today? We hope to be open and allow rather than keeping OurSelves stuck in limitation.

The more We get in multiD the stranger Our body feels. This is NOT actually bad even though We judged it so and avoided this for eons. Our body is familiar with being and feeling limited and only 3d.

Our current process and experiences allow Us to learn and live that even when We wake in the (seemingly) same cabin, go be on the same bus and route with the same driver and same students: We CAN be in multiworlds: We ARE in multiworlds. We do not have to be on a flying bus to slip worlds. Those worlds are still a bit far removed to be aware of living there when awake. We CAN slip into closer worlds: We DO slip into closer worlds. We are experiencing this because We ARE changing Our thinking, Our beliefs AND Our awareness. We ARE delighted. We are grateful. We are unconditional even though We are only just beginning to be aware.

Another great day on the bus (probably in several nearby worlds). Our morning kids are getting along much better (whether being nice or just ignoring others) and there is no pushing and shoving to get off the bus at school. Our middleschooler still does not want to wake to walk into school and cooperates after a while. This is the One who barely walks so We appreciate “them” walking in at All.

Our beaks are normal and We do some shopping on Our first break.

Two of Our noon kids never ride on Fridays because “their” daycares are both closed on Fridays. We are letting the parents before those know that We will be coming by a little later on Friday since We can not ever unload at school before noon.

We get to hottub on Our second break so All is well.

Our afternoon kids are right on the edge so We do not let “them” change seats (who knows why “they” want to do this every day? Because “they” are kids?) until “they” settle down and listen to Us.

We do not really get in multiD and dream until We are Allmost back at the barn and then We go quick AND deep.

We stop to try a BBQ place on Our way home. It is not as good as the One We used to like but that One seems to have closed because of illness (the cook NOT the customers). There is at least One other good BBQ in town. We eat part of what We got with “Person of Interest” and save the rest. We still overate a little.

Time to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More 3D world(s) in multiD

1/28/2016

Today

More 3D world(s) in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:50 AM AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well again last night until around 2 AM. This seems to be Our current pattern. We woke several times and were able to go right back to dream. After 2 We were kinda semi awake and semi dreaming, maybe waking dreaming?

It seems that We returned to the same world every time We woke and went back to dream and We remembered it from previous nights too though We had not remembered it on waking. It is definitely a limitation and separation and We have no idea if there is any real significance to it or just another that We want to be aware of. We were working in transportation there too and someOne/something was targeting public and private mass transportation using night vision goggles and heat seeking weapons That was the focus and We were evading and avoiding attack. We used a lot of rooftop heating and cooling equipment to fool the goggles and weapons. We were pretty good at it.

When We did get up: We really wanted to stay in dream even though We were only partially there. We do not remember if We were still in that same world or not. We remember that We ARE learning how to remain in multiD when/while waking.

We are getting some insights about slipping back and forth and through multiworlds: especially returning to Our not-so-favorite familiar waking world(s) like We did yesterday. (We have no idea where today.) One big part is that it is probably worlds that We are familiar with and not just One world like We think. Another is about traveling linear timelines or not. Linear timelines are a construct of limitation and separation thinking. We may not know what We are really doing. We are NOT really following/traveling timelines.

Today’s world(s) seem(s) kinda between yesterday and the day before. Our morning students All ride and get along or ignore each other. There is no pushing and shoving getting off the bus. We let “them” know that We notice that “they” are doing well today. We appreciate “them” AND OurSelves. It IS important to acknowledge Our power and ability here. Our middleschooler seems to be trying to play with Us and it does not seem like “they” are trying to hit Us the way it looks. “They” are smiling and Allmost laughing.

Our morning break is mostly taken up with a safety meeting and We only have time to go get some breakfast and eat it (too) quickly. We do keep Our attitude up a little more than usual at/after a safety meeting. We ARE creating Our reality and this IS part of it. The meeting is less painful than in the passed. Thank Us. Our driver is grumping about it.

All of Our noon kids ride and are fun as usual. A couple have some attitude and We know that that is a reflection of the g’rups in “their” lives as well as other role models. One thing that We notice is that “they” use words that “they” do not fully real-eyes the meaning. Often “they” attach another meaning than what “their” tone implies. “They” too are learning. Thing is that “they” are generally learning how to limited 3d and leave multiD. We are a little glimmer in “their” multiD exisdance: at least We hope that We are. For some: We know that We are.

We do have time to hottub on Our afternoon break. That is Allways welcome. We continue to notice that We ARE in a more comfortable world(s) than yesterday and that We move through many different worlds in the course of a day.

Our afternoon section goes very well. The last two gradeschool students say that “they” are gonna do better and “they” do and We appreciate that and tell “them” so. The non-verbal students do seem to be in even better moods than usual. Lots of smiles and laughing.

Once again We are in dream and multiD by the end of Our route.

At home: We make macaroni and cheese because We have been wanting that for a while. We eat a little too much. After dinner with “Person of Interest” We play in multiD a few minutes and are/theel ready for deep dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Back to Our familiar waking world in multiD

1/27/2016

Today

Back to Our familiar waking world in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:17 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well again last night waking several times and going right back to dream. We woke from a nearby world that We returned to several times after waking. Remember: returning to the same world during the night (or other nights) is rare and only happens occasionally. As We wake We know that We are in another nearby world that is slightly different from Our familiar limitation 3d world. We can not tell what the differences are: everything looks the same and We theel the difference. This may happen All the time without Our awareness and today We are more aware than before.

In the other worlds different people (We were mostly focused on kids) required different fuel for “their” life force or perhaps it is different life force(s). Some require dream (that is what the fae need in the book Pale Queen Rising), some require water, some require story and there are other fuel/energy sources that We do not remember or were not made aware of (yet?). Some would “steal” other’s fuel.energy (like what We call energy vampires) only it is All about keeping balance. (We have thelt that about vampires in Our waking thoughts and intuits.) NoOne can take too much energy/life force from another. In order to take “they” have to have extra of “their” own and can only take what is excess in another. Stealing and harming and even killing are constructs in Our familiar/fantasy limitation and separation 3d world.

We went into One school wearing an old blanket as a hooded, wizard’s robe and were very popular with the kids. We were kinda given a tour and taken to places that are usually off limits to outsiders. Something about contamination and forbidden influence by A-dults. A-dults tend to be gr’ups and ruin the fun. (Shades of Our school bus.) We had a lot of fun in that world. We can tell that We are slipping further and further into Our limitation and separation world as We wake. We can theel that We do this every morning. We do not know how to stop. We get the intuit that We ARE addicted. Hmmmm.

We hope that last nights dreams are as much insights as the night before. We ARE aware that there were/are players from Our waking reality in those alternate realities too.

We returned to dream for a bit. We do not remember where We went and what We did. We woke thinking about learning to live multidimensionally. Learning to live limitlessly and as love in the physical.

We are reminded to open and allow and set it All free with love. Our head wants to think and plan: to capture these other worlds. Our head can not (yet) even conceive of multiD and limitlessness. The only thing that Our head can think, plan and capture (so far anyway) is limitation. We MUST open, allow and set it free (with love) in order to experience multiD, unconditional love AND limitlessness (All different words for the same thing: kinda anyway).

We ARE reminded that the way We think things are, the rules and laws and circumstances that We live by are only meant to keep Us locked (safely?) in limitation and separation.

We get the message, insight and intuit that as We experience these other/alternate/additional worlds more and more: Our waking, limitation and separation world will fade and no longer dominate Our thoughts, Our experiences, Our life. IF We forget this world (and any other limitation and separation worlds) then We will just be exchanging One limitation for another. Regardless of how “nice” the other may be: without everything that is possible (and impossible) it will still be limited: limitation and separation. That may be the choice of others: it is NOT Our choice. We truly hope that We will remember and choose to remain in limitlessness. We can be aware of and observe and even play in limitation and separation without falling in again. We had to fall in in order to fully explore and experience limitation and separation. No judgment, no blame: only choice and responsibility. Now: We have explored and experienced limitation and separation (nearly) to death. We can do something new. We ARE doing something new. We ARE learning HOW to do this.

We obviously slipped back into Our familiar world(s) and We do not know why. Is it because We want to remain aware of these limitation and separation worlds that We created? We can observe without falling in. We did not really fall in today as We are aware that there is more and there are choices. We remember yesterday’s experience.

The two students who sat together yesterday (and did well) are back to NOT getting along today. There are other normal occurrences and One student tries to push and shove to be first in line at school. We had “them” return to “their” seat until everyOne else is off the bus. “They” are mad. Our middleschooler was awake when We got to school yesterday and back to being asleep today and does NOT want to get off the bus and walk in to school. That is the norm in Our familiar world.

Our breaks are a little short just because of typical little things that can happen to make Us run late. Again: Our familiar waking world(s). We enjoy the kids except when We have to crack down on the two on Our PM section. We really hate that. We are taking responsibility. We (Our head) tries to blame “them” and We know that this IS Us. We forgive Us and accept Us unconditionally. It is easier to forgive and accept “them” than Us. It is also easier to forgive, accept and love unconditionally than conditionally.

We are slipping into dream as We take the last student to “their” stop. By the time We get to base We are well into dream and/or multiD. One of the non-verbal students had a nose bleed and We have to write an incident report before We leave. Not that easy when focused more in multiD than 3d.

It is above freezing (according to the thermothingy) and only slightly slick. About the same as the last few days, maybe not even as bad.

At home: We put away Our groceries and watch “Person of Interest” with dinner. We play in multiD a bit before heading to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Adding realities in 3D and multiD

1/26/2016

Today

Adding realities in 3D and multiD 

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:45 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt pretty well last night. We woke several times and went back to dream easily each time. Again: some were short dream spells and others longer.

This morning We are processing allowing and creating and projecting a world of unconditional love. Our head wants to think, plan and worry about this world. The results of that will be less than satisfactory. We woke from a world where We are making a transition into a less restricted world and life. It is still very 3D and physical. We do not theel that We will be leaving 3D and the physical anytime soon. We enjoyed that world and We made some choices and decisions changing Our world there as We can in dream. Someday (maybe soon) We will be able to make those kind of choices and changes in Our waking world.

We are processing how We cling to this world and lock it in to a set/fixed reality with Our thoughts and beliefs. We must open, allow and set it free with love in order to be able to make changes like in that dream world. We can rearrange the furniture of Our world and life when We allow OurSelves to.

In Our dream We replayed a scene (and several others) over and over making small changes until We got versions that We preferred. In One part of that world (or maybe some other that We poofed to) We were actually quite shocked at the behavior(s) and what was completely acceptable which would be judged and condemned in Our waking world. We real-eyes that We would be completely shocked to wake in some of the worlds and lives We live in alternately. Thrilled in ways and unable to cope in others.

This/these dream world(s) are in sharp contrast to Our waking dilemma. We real-eyes that if We have/create/live in a world like what We want: a world of freedom, equality, prosperity, abundance and play then We will have to endure and cope with some shock unless the transition continues to be very slow and gradual. Some of those changes are occurring gently now.

We can pony hop AND send Our driver situation unconditional love. We CAN change Our behavior. We can change Our reality to a world of unconditional love by starting here and now. We send Us and Our drivers unconditional love. So be it.

An interesting day to be sure. After last night’s dreams We are not as surprised as We would have been without those dreams (now We know that “they” are insights).

First thing is that We learned that the job that Our driver bid on is an attendant and not a driver. Even Our supervisor (the Sped supervisor) thought it was a driver position. Several others had looked at the posting and thought it was for a driver. We theel that yesterday it WAS for a driver and after the work that We did it changed (We changed it) to attendant. Yeah: We having a hard time believing. Yet..........

Then: later (on Our morning section) One student who has hated another asked the other to sit with “them”. We are totally blown away and yet....... The first student did not really share “their” game, only let the other watch (which “they” were adamant about NOT doing before) and talk about the game. The student who was playing Our game shared with the other since “they” were not getting to play a game.

What world did We wake in???? We likes it. We shared about this in an email on Our morning break. We seem to be slipping into Our familiar world OR We are acclimating to Our new world. As We have typed before: it is easy to slip and slide through nearby worlds without really noticing. This morning’s experience and last night’s dreams are real I-openers for Us. We know that We have done similar All the time and now We ARE aware of doing it and even beginning to “believe”. We can not truly know anything until We live it. We ARE beginning to live it.

Throughout the day: We are reminded that these experiences ARE about being here AND there. These worlds are not (necessarily) meant to replace Our familiar waking world (as We have thought/hoped in the passed). Rather: “they” are in addition to. Nothing is lost, destroyed or abandoned. There is only more. That is what being multidimensional and unconditional love are about: more, never less.

The rest of Our day seems fairly normal. Our noon kids are fun as usual. There were some changes yesterday (maybe because of a very different bus and today We are on a bus that is the same as Our regular bus) and today “they” are back to the usual seating and interactions. We get to hottub on Our afternoon break (this is normal for Tuesdays and Thursdays). At the pool: a regular (who has property in Kingman, Arizona and is moving there soon) thinks that We should check it out as a possible alternative to living here. We have been wondering if the cold affecting Us sooooo much this year is an indicator that it is (or soon will be) time to relocate. We do NOT theel this as strong as We did before moving here over twenty years ago. We are keeping doors, mind and options open.

Our afternoon run goes as usual. The kids get wound up and We have to do what We can to settle “them” down. We move the last two away from each other when the One will NOT sit down. We hate having to discipline “them”. We long for worlds where children can run free and wild. Harm IS a concept/construct of limitation and separation and We very much believe in these constructs (like time and money). We ARE changing.

We are deep in dream by the time We return to the barn. We had thought that We might stop for heating oil on Our way home since the pumps were not working right on Our way to town this morning. That is NOT gonna happen. We wanna get home.

At home: We are deep into multiD AND in 3D. Our cabin warms up quickly as it is warmer outside today. We have dinner with “Person of Interest” and are ready to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A 3D challenge in multiD

1/25/2016

Today

A 3D challenge in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:11 AM AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well last night. Sometimes short spells and sometimes longer. We visited many worlds and remember some. We played. That is good to remember. We actually play a lot even though We may not have mentioned that lately.

We were so, so about waking this morning and reminded OurSelves that We can remain in multiD. We are in multiD AND in 3D. Here AND there.

Our head is trying to think, plan and worry even though it can not really find anything to think, plan and worry about when We are grateful for everything that We have in Our life and experience. Everything IS working together for the best for Us.

We are having a fairly typical good day. Several of Our morning students did not ride and there is only One who does not have “their” own game or someOne who shares with “them”. “They” get to play Our game for “their” whole ride. “They” know how to play Minecraft but even “they” do not know how to stop it that We keep “their” place. We do have some ideas but (again) finding out will require Us playing it. Maybe someday. Maybe it does not really matter. Maybe this is One of those things that We think We need is NOT really necessary?????

We do not have time for Wifi on Our breaks and do have time to hottub on Our afternoon break. We enjoy the hottub.

Our noon kids are fun as usual and Allmost All ride.

We find out that Our current is bidding for a route at the other base which is much closer to her home. We understand and are afraid that We will get Our old, strict driver back. Our head is pretty much in a tail spin over this and We have a very hard time setting it free with love. Our afternoon kids are a bit wired and We have to keep reminding “them” to quiet down and settle down. We are pretty sure that We projecting this as We think about having to be strict if Our old driver returns. We ARE creating Our own reality. We remind OurSelves that everything IS working together for the best for Us. We are just having difficulty believing it right now.

At home We are still obsessed with changing drivers. Our head really wants to wrestle with this One. We get it (in Our heart mind anyway) that what We are doing is NOT going to resolve this situation in a way that We like. We are NOT a victim here. We ARE creating this for Our learning and experience. It WILL work out for the best for Us. Set it free with love. Open and allow. Stop trying to control with Our limitation mindset. Face this in Our multidimensional mind and theelings.

We have dinner with “Person of Interest” and are ready to go dream. We have done better with opening, allowing and setting it All free with love. Our head hates that. We ARE learning how to do this.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Lots of 3D and physical in multiD

1/24/2016

Today

 Lots of 3D and physical in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:00 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt pretty well last night: sometime short spells and sometimes longer spells. We visited lots of worlds and remembered many when We woke. The other worlds did not seem too significant, the memory more so. We also remember alternate lives that We are living. We remember these lives being as real to Us as Our waking life. In fact: “they” ARE alternate waking lives. This is hard to explain in 3D words. What part of multiD is not hard to explain in 3D words.

We have tried to broach this subject of alternate memories before. From time to time We have very clear memories of things that We have lived and done that just do NOT fit into Our current waking life. We remember doing things that We know We have never done in this life. When in those lives Our memories from this life probably do not fit there either. We have Allways believed that Our memories are rock solid and proof of what We have been and done. “They” are anything but. Memories are made up by Our head to create seeming stability and coherence. Memories create order. Order is part of linear time which is only real in limitation 3d.

We felt dreams calling Us and so returned to bed. We did some waking dream: exploring Our paradise world which We have not visited (that We remember anyway) in a while. Then We drifted into dream. Only vague memories.

We have several things that We want to do today and are in no rush to do anything. We want to fill Our heating oil AND change the heater blower in Our dragon. We could put those off and everything else if We choose. Everything else is less important. Heating oil and the blower in the dragon theel important. It is warming up outside and looks like it will be a very nice day. Actually: there are several things that will be best done today and none are hard or stressful. Of course: very little is actually stressful unless We choose.

We real-eyes that part of what is going on is facing Our fear and letting it pass through Us. More onion. We ARE learning how to live in 3D and the physical within multiD. It is a process. Interesting that as We real-eyes this We begin reading this.

BTW: We filled Our oil tank and now We are getting ready to go change the heater blower in Our dragon. Taking Our time and that IS new and a good thing.

We replaced the blower in Our dragon and it is working great. We took several breaks and maybe more would have been more betterer. We did loose One socket (who knows) and have One extra screw. At least We know where the screw goes and We were just having too much trouble getting it started. Does not look that important and certainly is NOT preventing the heater from working and not causing noise. Fortunately: We did another socket the size of the One We lost. Once again: We are very grateful for All the tools that We have. We did have to take the old electrical socket and attach it to the new blower. That was easy (Once again) because We have the tools to do it.

We do get it that this IS about Us learning how to do this. MultiD does include 3D AND the physical. At least that is what We ARE creating.

We relaxed a bit because We are really wiped out. Too much of doing what We are NOT used to without enough breaks.

We do the few, small weekend tasks that are left. We fix dinner: poached eggs on ham and toast and watch more “Person of Interest”. Now: We are quite ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

The physical is clearly part of multiD

1/23/2016

Today

The physical is clearly part of multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:03 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We are having an interesting night and since it is the weekend it IS still night and We ARE going back to dream.

We slept and dreamt well All night. Whenever We woke We remembered a bit of Our dreams and were able to go right back to sleep and dreaming. The glimpses and memories that We have of some of these other worlds gives Us a more better understanding of why it is that so often We do not remember what We did and where We went in dream.

Nearby worlds are similar to the familiar and Our waking brain/head can process some/most of what We see, feel and experience there. The further away We get: the more different it gets. Perhaps these are worlds We visit in deeper dream states? Maybe not? Whatever: Our waking brain/head can not translate and process the more different worlds. Some do not have linear time. This is a concept that many of Us are familiar with and yet until We can remember experiencing it there is just no clue what it is like. Trust Us on this One. We kinda remember experiencing non-linear time and yet We are still clueless and certainly have no words to describe it. Try this: think of experiencing an event before the cause happened????? And maybe experience the cause after the affect or maybe not. Or be in the middle of something and an entire other world, life and reality bleeds in and takes over Your awareness and later You finish experiencing the first something that You know was over lifetimes ago??????

How about being a human whose body is in a constant state of flux???? Maybe Your head is on the end of One leg or maybe Your head is on Your shoulders and square?????

These (and much, much more) are not just possibilities, fantasies, wild imaginings and make believe: “they” are VERY real. Our waking world is more of a fantasy than these crazy thoughts. It is All real and Our definition and understanding of real IS changing.

There was/is more and that is about All that We have words for right now.

The phone rand around 9 AM and woke Us even though We thought that We were awake. It turns out that We were in a nearby world that was still clearly not this world. Of course: We are no longer certain of what world this world is anyway. Is it Allways the same as We think, believe and remember? Probably not.

If You are still following Us (Our trains of thought) then You are probably a more advanced bean than You are even aware and certainly more advanced than any that We normally encounter in Our day to day.

We are clearly NOT focused in limitation 3D this morning. We are feeling and experiencing being muchly in multiD. We like the feeling more the more We get familiar with it.

We are listening to the third chakra meditation. We are having trouble really following this One. We know that We ARE changing and these meditations ARE helping. We real-eyes that We are further learning to live in meditation and not just meditate and leave that state to go about Our daily life. We used to think that We were missing something. We ARE experiencing more. We ARE learning to live multidimensionally as love IN the physical. Imagine that (if You can).

Here is another good channeling. As You know (if You have been reading these a while) We have difficulty with Our old (and current) expectations. We have been setting “them” free and even though We are aware of and practice creating new memories and experiences We have never thought to create new expectations. Interesting. MultiD expectations. What a concept. Limitless expectations.

We ARE experiencing being multidimensional and We just do not have words for All of it, not yet anyway. It is exciting AND scary and uncomfortable and growing comfortable All at the same time.

We are going to town to visit Our friends and on the way the heater in Our dragon will not come on after turning off the dragon and restarting. This probably indicates the blower going out. It happened Once or twice in the passed few weeks but not this much. We have a nice lunch and cards with Our friends. Tuna samiches and chips with dip. Letting Our children out. We make a couple of calls and find a store that has the parts We need for Our dragon heater.

On the way home We get a rootbeer frosty since the A&W is next door to the parts store and We do not get to that part of town much. Then We get the heater parts. Less than We expected and only about double the price of used at the junkyard. Hopefully this will eliminate doing this again. Or snot.

At home We bring in the stuff from Our dragon (parts and a down comforter Our friends loaned Us to try) and are ready to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

And yet more multiD experiences in the physical

1/22/2016

Today

And yet more multiD experiences in the physical

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:18 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well last night and visited many worlds. In the world that We woke from: some of the children that We take to school are the children of government officials and there is some sort of threat happening. We were awake with no problem getting up and now We theel the call to return to dream for a bit. We will answer the call.

We answered the call and visited at least a couple more worlds. Not sure if there was any significance or snot.

We are experiencing more vertigo this morning as We get up and move around.

As We ponder yesterday morning’s bus experience We get it that this IS about learning to live as love in physical embodiment. We do not know how: that is why We are learning. There is no instruction manual or physical teacher(s) for this, not yet. This is about transforming OurSelves, Our others, Our world, Our life and Our reality to unconditional love. We love Us AND We love You unconditionally.

Adding Our game has definitely shifted the dynamics on Our AM section. And another student who has a game to play wants to play Ours. We really did not know how to respond. We did not think to suggest trading for a while. Guess that We were caught off guard. The bottom line is that the students are getting along a little better and cooperating a little more. We are NOT perfect. We are still waking in a limitation and separation world. We are making progress. We also need to learn how to stop and save the game so that the kids do not have to start over every day. Or We have to get the kids who know how to show the kids who do not know how. Our head still wants to figure out and plan. We are setting it free with love.

We have lunch and Wifi on Our first break. We have some extra time since today four of Our noon kids (the first four) are not riding. We have fun playing with the kids that do ride. “They” have picked up a phrase that We can not describe well here. The tone and voice inflection are required to express it. The thing is that “they” do not understand the meaning and think it is a put down not a compliment or term of endearment which the tone implies. We have been hearing it without understanding the complications/misunderstandings until today.

We have time to hottub on Our second break. This is nice. We leave a bit late because the bus in front of Us (in the barn) is leaving late for some reason. Then We are behind a bus at Our highschool that is having trouble securing “their” wheelchair. We have started taking Our highschooler in to the gradeschool of Fridays at the request of those teachers who had “them” as a student All through gradeschool. The student loves it and the parents are happy to give Us permission. Today We do not really have time to take “them” in.

Several kids do not ride in the PM. Even though We have the last two students (who live the farthest away) We still finish early. We are taking Our bus to shop to get the student loading door fixed. It is out of sync and does not usually close right. There is a lot of cold air that comes in at 50 MPH and 5 below.

We are not as much in dream when We get back to the barn and still very much in multiD as well as in 3D since multiD includes 3D and We are getting betterer at this. We do stop for some groceries that We have not wanted to leave in Our dragon to freeze while We are on route. We ARE here AND there. It is interesting to do this more easily and get familiar with it.

At home: We charge Our Nook and check and it does seem that We lost the students place in the game. Our head is trying to figure it out and find a solution. We totally do NOT have enough information so it is a totally futile exercise and yet Our head wants to engage. We may play the game this weekend and see what We can learn. Then again: We may not. We doubt that We will have much 3D focus over the weekend.

We watch more “Person of Interest” with dinner. We play in multiD a bit and are now ready for dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More learning to live as love in 3D and the physical

1/21/2016

Today

More learning to live as love in 3D and the physical

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:49 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt pretty well again and visited many other worlds and realities. We even slept in a little for a school day. We woke from a world where We are thinking about living and playing in V.R. (virtual reality). We did not wanna leave. We remind OurSelves that We can remain in multiD as We wake. Things ARE different for Us now even “they” are also much the same.

We are looking forward to sharing Our Minecraft game with Our morning gradeschoolers.

We ARE clearly in multiD this morning more than only focused in 3D. This is NOT through any effort or “trying” on Our part (We have “tried” many mornings and failed) it is by being open and allowing. The experience, the divided attention, focus and senses are exactly what We used to avoid in ignorance. This transition and adjusting to allowing OurSelves to experience being multidimensional (while awake) is NOT hard or difficult: it IS uncomfortable.

For those who are going through this transition: We do recommend these channelings: http://danielscranton.com/changing-quan-yin/

We are certain that as more and more of Us go through this shift and transition it will get easier and more comfortable for Our others. Breaking trail is never and easy task.

Taking Our Nook did not work quite as well as We had hoped. One student who had “their” own game wanted to play the same game on Our Nook and “they” are One who does not share well. One student does share well and another does not. We will have to send love. We wanna say “work” with “them” and tough that is the wrong word: We do not know the righter word. We do real-eyes that what is really needed is love. Planning and “working” and All the etc will never bare real fruit until the foundation is love and the building material is love. More lessons. The kids do have a lot to teach Us.

Our morning students ARE doing much better on the bus and unloading. SomeOne shoved and slightly hurt One student at the door of the school and We do not know whether it was One of Our students or some other. A school administrator was there. It is not really Our problem. We try to plan what to do and We know that love IS the answer. Our head wants to take action. Our heart wants to answer with love. Our heart wants to instigate love. We ARE love.

Our morning break is a little longer because a couple of Our noon kids will not be riding. We have lunch and Wifi at Safeway. We read more about what We are living. It seems to be going around. EveryOne the We like to read and whose websites We follow are saying the same thing in different words. There are different levels of 3D in these and most people are still very much stuck mired in limitation 3d AND 3D IS part of multiD. 3D IS part of unconditional love. Matters not what anyOne says.

We enjoy Our noon kids as usual. Several like to play peek-a-boo and other games. Some are kinda into teasing and such. Hard to tell how much is just playing and how much is mean. Love, sending and giving love and attention IS the answer. Our head can step out of the way and let Our heart and unconditional love lead the way. We ARE building tomorrow. We ARE building a world of unconditional love. Some assembly required? Not physical effort so much though.

One of Our preschoolers is very upset after school because “they” did not get to go outside and play. It is only five below zero and yet feels much colder to Us. The student did not have boots so that may be the reason. “They” threw a tantrum at the bus door and the teachers tried to get “them” on the bus to no avail. We suggested We just let “them” work it out a while and the teachers are happy to leave it to Us. After a little bit We took off “their” backpack and carried the student (still crying and not fighting anymore) onto the bus and put “them” in “their” seat. As soon as the bus started moving “they” fell asleep. We were not sure whether it would work to let “them” sit with “their” friend and decided to try and it seemed to be helpful. We never know how an upset student will react and interact with others and “they” usually make it clear if “they” want to be alone.

This seemed to kinda set the stage for the afternoon. The last two students would not settle down and stop yelling and squealing and We chose to have the driver pull over so We could separate “them”. “They” got the message and We told “them” that if “they” did not listen to Us and cooperate then We would have to talk to “their” parents. “They” did not want that and We told “them” that neither did We: because We don’t. (One student was standing up in “their” seat and would NOT sit down.)

We still had to keep reminding “them” to settle down and not yell and “they” listened for a while. We are mostly okay with that. We real-eyes that if We were more stricter it would make Our job easier and that is NOT what We choose to do.

As usual: We went to dream by the end of the route. We were in 3D and yet barely.

At home Our cabin is cold because We had left the heater very low and it went out. We had thought that it was warming up outside and We were wrong or something. We ARE delighted that it is warming up quickly. We are certain that the last few days it has been warming up quicker than it used to and We give OurSelves credit. It is hard to take the credit.

We watch more “Legends” (How to Train Your Dragon) with dinner and then play in multiD a bit before going to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

And more being multidimensional in the physical

1/20/2016

Today

And more being multidimensional in the physical

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:43 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt better the second half of the night than at first. Our sinus cold bothered Us some. We know that it is about our transition and that is All We are sure of. We did not want to wake and We remind OurSelves that We can remain in multiD while awake and waking. We ARE learning how. Here is another great channeling about what We are living.

We would really love to stay home and dream today and We figure there will be a lot of people out again today so We are going to go in. We also know that We need to learn how to do this and the only way is experience. We are learning to live in multiD, to live as unconditional love in the physical. Doing that at home alone is One thing and quite another doing it out in the streets and alleys. We take it to the streets.

We are clearly walking in multiworlds this morning as well as being fairly deep in multiD. In case We have not Allready mentioned it: being in multiD is like being quite out of focus, like having Our vision and attention divided up amongst many things. Allthough it looks like (Our memory) of Our familiar, waking world We can sense that it is a bit different. This is a world that We have dreamed of and even seen in movies. We ARE projecting this. Our head keeps it looking the same as Allways (or seeming to as We manipulate Our memory) to keep Us safe and sound in limitation and separation. We are anything BUT safe and sound when in limitation and separation. That is the only place where there is any danger.

We ARE making progress and We ARE delighted and grateful.

We remember visiting elven worlds and being on Our ship(s) even though We do not remember any details.

We are listening to the third chakra meditation now because We forgot earlier.

We really wanna download minecraft to Our Nook to share with the two students who do not usually bring any gaming device on the bus. One the other students kinda share with and the other “they” absolutely do NOT share with. We think that “they” might actually be less annoying to the others if “they” could play.

We had lunch and Wifi at Safeway as usual. Oneder what We had for lunch? Our waking IS becoming more and more like Our dreaming.

We started Our noon section a little late because One first student is not riding this week and since Our regular driver is back We can tell her ahead of time.

We do some extra shopping on Our second break since the pool is closed for a staff meeting. We think We found a new bathrobe to replace Our lightweight robe that is wearing thin, very thin.

Our afternoon kids are fun as Allways and We do still have to remind “them” to keep “their” voices down. Our driver is bringing her grandson with her on the PM sections the rest of the week. He gets along well with the other kids.

As usual: the last student takes Us deep into dream. We are getting more familiar with functioning in 3D while dreamy and drifting in multiD. It is still a bit of a stretch though.

When We get home: Our cabin is warming quickly (again: though We doubt: We know that these temperatures and how the cold feels IS Our projection) and right away We start to download minecraft to Our Nook. We find that (for some reason) it did not install the first try and installed right on the second try. We Oneder if We can download it to Our RCA also or if We would have to purchase another copy? We may try that over the weekend after the kids have shown Us how to play it. We are kinda excited to share this with Our students.

We watch another episode of “Legends” (“How to Train Your Dragon”) with dinner and are ready to go dream when We finish.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Learning how to multidimensional and in the physical

1/19/2016

Today

Learning how to multidimensional and in the physical

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:25 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt in short spells and periods again last night and visited lots of worlds. We woke from a world where We are some type of resisdance fighter. Have not figured out that fighting for peace and freedom is a losing battle. It does seem that We are beginning to get it though. We are still mostly in that dream state. A multiD frame of mind. We likes it. We are not remaining in the freedom fighter mentality. This is more than that. Perhaps more of a continuation of another world: an elven world.

We did not want to get up again this morning and We remember that We can stay in multiD and play.

We are clearly in more than just Our familiar waking world this morning. We remind OurSelves that what We are feeling: what We have defined as “sleepy” is actually Our focus and attention being divided amongst many/several worlds, realities and dimensions. We would really love to go back to bed and stay home. We real-eyes that We need to learn how to live in multiD and as unconditional love in the physical.

We are learning how to do this. If We remember to play We will learn betterer and more easier.

We listened to the 3rd chakra meditation again before getting ready to go be on the bus. We ARE remembering to (and practicing) remain in multiD. This goes totally against Our old habits and mindset.

When We got to the bus barn We found out that a lot of people (including Our driver) have called out sick. We are glad We came in. It is really hard to do a route when both the driver and attendant are subs. Our sub-driver drives a big bus route and “they” are having another route cover her route. “They” are doing that with several routes and leaving dispatch unmanned to cover All the empty routes. The shortage of employees is getting worse with All the call outs.

We finish Our AM gradeschool section a few minutes late because Our driver started to go to the wrong school. She has an appointment to go to so “they” have someOne else do Our middleschool section. We have a little extra time on Our morning break and go have tomato bisque and Wifi at Safeway.

We know ahead that several of Our noon section kids are not riding and still this driver is One who wants to hurry up and wait. (Our projection of course) We finish at Our usual time because We can not unload early at school. We get to hottub on this break. The pool is closed for a staff meeting during Our afternoon break tomorrow. (We thought that We last week???)

Our last student does not ride in the PM so We finish early. We notice that We are not quite as deep in dream afterwards as when the last student rides. We have a good time with the kids even though the One misses Our last student. We continue working with “them” and talking and even playing. “We would like to find a betterer word than working”.

At home Our cabin is much warmer than We expected because We left on higher than We thought. We ARE creating Our reality even though it is still mostly unconsciously.

We do have a mild sinus cold and make some “throat coat” tea and then have a light dinner with “Shanarra”. We finish the first episode and are gonna wait to buy any episodes to see if “they” go free. We are ready to go to dream early.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A 3D day in multiD

1/18/2016

Today

A 3D day in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:57 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt in short spells again last night. We visited lots of worlds and even remember some clearly.

We visited a magik world (or worlds) and remember quite a bit. There are lots of enchanted buildings, some in ruins, some pristine and some both. We were in some group and We would explore these buildings and when We left part of the group would Allready be waiting for Us outside even though Our group had left first and there seemed to be only One way out. We knew it was the magik at work.

There was another world that We enjoyed and really thought We would remember clearly. It must have been too unfamiliar for Our waking brain as All that We remember is that We were/are there and enjoy it.

Oh: there is another world that is quite similar to Our waking world: cold. People are playing outdoors and We are One of the Ones who have a warm place for “them” to come inside and warm up. We do not relate to playing outside at subzero temps. We do relate to warming up.

We are having some difficulty functioning in 3D while this deep in multiD. This is new and unfamiliar and We do not know how. We ARE learning how. Yesterday We chose to dream and drift and play in multiD more than function in 3D and for that We ARE grateful. If there is judgment around it: it is the judgment that We did good. We thank Us unconditionally. Today: We choose to do more in 3D because there are some things that We want done before We go back to Our days on the bus. We want to fill Our oil tank (a simple task yet......) and do dishes.

We downloaded and listened to the 3rd meditation for unconditionally loving OurSelves which is focuses on Our 3rd chakra. Once again We ARE right on schedule (Our schedule). This meditation focuses on Our daily life. We ARE learning how to live Our daily life as the unconditional love that IS Our true nature. We still find it interesting how what We are experiencing and feeling lines up perfectly with what are receiving as We read and listen and pay attention.

We filled Our oil tank and did dishes and now We are wiped out. We finished listening to Star Wars while doing dishes. We also started listening to a Matt Kahn video while doing dishes and laid down to finish listening. We enjoyed it. He is talking about word codes: about understanding hidden meanings in Our words. Kinda multiD. Or is it very multiD. He also talks about how We try to figure out and understand this stuff. That does NOT work. No shit.

We make stroganoff for dinner and watch more “Shanarra”.

Now: We go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Some 3D and physical and mostly multiD

1/17/2016

Today

Some 3D and physical and mostly multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:13 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well until around midnight. After that it was only short spells and periods of sleeping and dreaming. We are aware of visiting other worlds during those times and that is a very good thing. We are also aware that those worlds are only accessible via/by/through multidimensional travel (whatever that is). We Oneder if All of other worlds/realities/lives require multiD travel to access?????? We are also aware of being on ship. Our ship is multidimensional so it is One way to access these other worlds. We are getting a message that multiD travel is a lot more about awareness than anything else. There is no time and space between dimensions.

We woke from a world where We are doing some “rights of passage” rituals/exercises with One/some of Our children within who are also manifesting/manifested/projected without. (Remember: We have been typing that multiD is hard to put into 3D words) Somehow part of “them” got stuck inside Us. We called “them” and told “them” about this and that We needed “them” with Us to get it (the part, essence, aspect, whatever) out. We were expecting it to take some time for “them” to get here and “they” instantly appeared. We woke before being aware of the stuck whatever getting out and knowing that it would.

Quite interesting. We know that some of this IS being experienced in Our physical body. We are bringing multiD and 3D and the physical together. It is not Allways a comfortable process. Not everyOne has to (will/are) go through it the way that We are. Each of Us does it in Our own way at Our own time.

Living multidimensionally (experiencing multiD) is NOT about leaving 3D and the physical. We used to think (and even hope) that it was. Many of Our projections still do (think AND hope). “They” ARE Us AND “they” are distinct individuals. How does One really explain that in 3D terms. We ARE aware that Our desire to leave is about limitation. We ARE limitless beans and We are tired of feeling stuck in limitation. That probably goes for everyOne. It is All Us. There are many versions of Us who have taken on lives of “their” own. There is still a connection between Us even though We have mostly forgotten and denied it. Remember: Our beliefs make the impossible real.

We have spent Our morning going back to dream, playing in multiD and reading some online. We have been wanting french toast for a while and so We had some this morning. Now: We will return to dream at least for a bit. The next thing We wanna do in 3D is make cranberry fudge.

We returned to dream for about an hour and We only know that We visited other worlds. We do not remember anything else so “they” must have been even more unfamiliar than what We shared from last night and this morning. We are still mostly in dream and multiD. Very drifty and still learning to be okay with that while awake.

Here is another article about what We are living and what We have been sharing here.

We are very drifty in multiD and thelt that We needed to lay down for a bit before doing anything in 3D. We got Our cranberry fudge made after We got up. It is delicious and cooling in the fridge now.

We tried (kinda) to do more 3D stuff and it just is NOT happening. We are deep in multiD and choose to return to dream. When awake We choose to drift and play in multiD rather than do 3D tasks. It really is more important. Of course: learning balance is important too. We can do that more tomorrow.

We find the first episode of “The Shanarra Chronicles” available for free on Amazon. We start watching it. We do not feel like having dinner as We are still quite full from Our french toast earlier.

Now: We are gonna go find what dreams may come.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD insights and some 3D experiences

1/16/2016

Today

More multiD insights and some 3D experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 12:12 PM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We woke from another (or the same) wild west world and with the word: “vegetararian” on Our mind. Clueless. The memory of the world were very clear while still in waking dream state and fading fast now. Must have been stuff that Our waking head still can not process. Even though We are getting deeper and deeper into multiD everyday and having multiD experiences and even activating Our multiD consciousness: still there is much that Our physical brain can not yet handle.

We ARE clearly more in multiD today than focused only in 3D. We ARE glad and grateful to be aware of what is going on. As We notice being (very much) in multiD We are not quite as resentful of being awake, out of bed and out of dream as We often used to be. We had Allways resisted how it is/feels to be awake in multiD and hated having to be out of dream. Pair-a-docks? Now: We are unconditionally grateful. We ARE creating/experiencing/remembering an unconditional world. Unconditional love is the primary element, energy, aspect of Our world. Is it new earth? Is it just new to Our awareness? Does it even matter? It is hare and now. We thank Us.

We are also getting ready to go visit Our local friends. We will head into town soon. The temperature does seem to be rising. Yesterday it was up and down All day. The sun is out bright (which usually means COLD this time of year) and shining through Our front window (view screen) and that may be why it feels warmer. We continue to experience that how any temperature feels is mental and still that is hard for Us to fully accept and live.

We ARE learning. Here is another great channeling about what We are living. For a long time We have known that relaxing and what looks/seems/feels like doing “nothing” IS the key to great/real accomplishment. As You know this totally flies in the face of current mass belief. We have been practicing doing “nothing” for many years. Daniel’s blog is growing in popularity and that means that We ARE projecting these ideals and ways of living more and more. YAY for Our team (Us). We still have a ways to go to really, totally relax and We ARE making progress. The hard part is not in the doing: it is in the being okay with it. THAT is the real change and it IS within. We ARE learning how to live as unconditional love in the physical.

We had a nice visit with Our town friends. “They” wanted to talk a lot about very 3D and physical stuff (drama) and We really do not relate. We just nodded and did Our best to pay attention. We had little to say. We did share a little about what has been going on with Our kids on the bus. We played One hand each of two types of canasta and had beef stew/soup for dinner. It was very good.

We are glad that We did not need/want to stop anywhere on the way home as We were way deep in multiD and did not want to mingle with muggles (even though “they” ARE Us).

At home We did whatever it is that We did and stayed up a while before going to dream. Now: to dream We go.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD experiences in 3D and the physical: COOL

1/15/2016

Today

More multiD experiences in 3D and the physical: COOL

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:18 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt fairly well again last night. We woke a couple of times and were able to return to dream fairly easily. We are not really any more rested than when We do not sleep and dream as well. We did/do not really wanna get up. We remind OurSelves that We can remain in multiD. We may go back to dream for a little bit still.

Our nights are not really about resting anymore. “They” are about visiting other worlds, lives and realities. Maybe “they” Allways were and We just thought it was about resting because that is what We made up on a mass scale?????

We returned to dream for a bit. At times like these We theel there are a few more dreams that need dreaming. We do not remember much from Our dreams and when We woke We thelt that We were/are in the wardrobe from the Narnia chronicles. Now: We can theel being in Narnia and Our familiar waking world both. We likes this. We are having the theelings that We ARE changing Our world and that really is what Our life is about. Again: this is NOT arrogance. This IS who We are and what We are here to do. Simple. A fairly major task and One that does not require labor and struggle. We do most of the work (if We can even call it work) in Our dreams.

We ARE creating a world/worlds of unconditional love. We are transforming and transitioning this world into a world of unconditional love. There may not be a lot of evidance and yet We do theel it. We theel the shift. Slow and gradual so that noOne gets hurt and noOne is gets left behind. “Left behind” is a myth. Ain’t gonna happen.

We real-eyes (and are reminded) that All the kids on Our bus ARE Our children within whether We recognize “them” or not. We remember that when We first began to invite Our rejects and castaways back in: many refused and rejected Us the way We had rejected “them”. Others returned with open arms. We see this same behavior on the bus. Often: We forget and Oneder at kids behavior. “They” ARE Us even if none of Us knows it.

We also notice that the second week, second chakra meditation is quite focused on Our children within (she still uses the term inner child). We totally theel that is right on time with Us being where We are with this new group of kids on Our morning section: especially the gradeschoolers. We have only had One of the middleschoolers One morning and the other is definitely connecting with Us even though “they” are non-verbal and in ways unresponsive. “They” sleep through the ride every day and hate waking up at school and We are the One who wakes “them”. However: We do theel that by the time We get “them” into class “they” are aware of what We are doing and why and appreciate Our assistance. “They” can barely walk and need a lot of assistance.

We continue to make progress with Our gradeschoolers and We know that “they” do have lots to teach Us. “They” play a lot of video games and share with each other to some extent. We are thinking about downloading some of “their” favorite games to Our Nook. One of the kids does not bring a game or device of any type and none of the others really want to share with “them”. None of the others like “them”. The more We are around “them” the more We do understand and We are trying to help with that and mostly through pony hopping and the unconditional love exercises that We are doing with Our world. The best work, most effective work is done at those levels and We really are beginning to get that and apply it and live it.

We have breakfast/lunch and Wifi at Safeway on Our first break. Several kids are not riding on Our noon section so We have to hang out with the first kid We pickup. We show “them” our maps in Our route book and that really does fill up most of the half hour that We are just sitting, waiting. That is the hardest thing for kids on the bus.

We finish Our noon section in time to get to the pool before the hottub closes for aquacize and We appreciate getting to hottub. It is really a nice relaxing time for Us. Even though it is hard to walk afterwards: hard to be in 3D period actually.

One of the usual kids does not ride on Our PM section and the ride is much quieter. We finish early and of course the last kid takes Us to dream as usual.

On the ride back to the barn We had a very interesting experience: We had been in dreamish and were kinda wakingish and it was like everything went to slow motion for a bit. It was a thrill and unsettling both. As We were aware of it and trying to allow it and adjust it/everything faded/slid/slipped back into “normal” time. It was really cool to be aware of this time slip even though it was very unsettling at first. If We had not been aware of Our current process it probably woulda really freaked Us out.

We are aware that We are mostly in multiD and have to focus in 3D to walk and drive. We do stop for a few groceries.

At home We are updating Our Nook apps and this takes too much internet whatever to listen to Star Wars yet We can watch more “How to Train Your Dragon”. This latest free season actually goes by another name and a rose by any other name smells as sweet. When We finish the current episode Our updates are done and We listen to Star Wars with dinner. We got a parmesan chicken pot pie at the store because We wanted something different. It is quite good with Star Wars. We kinda want some dessert and choose to wait.

We theel quite ready to go dream so here We go.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More physical and 3D in multiD

1/14/2016

Today

More physical and 3D in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:59 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

Last night: We had difficulty getting Our heater adjusted properly and it kept going out. We kept waking to the cold. We are still kinda amazed that temperatures that were quite comfortable when Shadow was still here are now sooooo cold. Temperature and comfort are relative and NOT absolute as We Allways believed. We have known this for some time and now it is becoming experiential. This makes it more real to Us. We are learning that everything physical IS relative and not absolute. This is sooooo totally contrary to what We have Allways been taught and believed that it remains hard to fully grasp, hard to live. We have created sooooo many facts and proofs that the physical is absolute and then We completely forgot and denied that We created the facts and proof. This is very hard to swallow and harder to live.

Our beliefs govern Our reality and these beliefs go very deep and make Our projected reality very real. It IS real AND it IS relative. We are learning and adjusting and it is a slow and gradual process. Experience is the bestest teacher. Playing is the bestest way to experience and We forget that too. We really do take OurSelves too damn seriously. Acceptance is another key. Resisdance makes it hard.

We are reminded that often We are theeling that We are learning to walk and function in zero gravity. Remember Our “Space Walking Academy” stories? We are living that now.

Our head keeps trying to “think” and “plan” how to “deal” with the kids who are having trouble getting along. We know that pony hopping is much more effective than our physical actions. Something about balance? Yes: We remember seeing “balance” as We rushed by on Our way to the other extreme. We love, forgive AND accept Us unconditionally. We are unconditionally grateful.

We are reminded that Our students ARE versions and aspects and reflections of Our children within. This is fairly easy to accept as a philosophy and not so easy to adopt as a way of life. “They” ARE us. When We get angry We just reinforce All the anger and rejection that We felt as a child. We ARE sorry. Please forgive Us. We forgive AND accept Us.

We keep finding/reading articles etc saying mostly the same thing in different words and “they” are All about what We are living and experiencing. This IS Onederfull (IMO). This Seems to be another example. We have not read it All yet. We ARE in process (in sooooo many ways).

As We prepare to go to town: We find that We can not get Our heater turned down as low as We want without it going out. We are going to trust OurSelves and leave it on high enough to stay lit.

Another good day with the kids. Our morning kids continue to make progress and it is delightful to watch “them” go from being abusive towards each other to accepting (even if only a little). “They” are opening up to Us more too and that is a real delight and cause for gratitude. Thank Us and thank You unconditionally.

The temperature is dropping and We real-eyes that leaving Our heater on higher than We thought that We wanted was intuition and We are grateful. We can look forward to going home to a fairly warm cabin.

We got to Safeway for soup and Wifi. “They” have clam chowder and baked potato soups which We like to mix: yummy and great for a chilly morning. We read more info online about Our (personal and planetary) ongoing transition.

Our newest preschooler throws his hat and We react more strongly than We might. No throwing anything on the bus is One of Our big deals. He does not know this. We emphasize it and keep his hat because he threw it. He sulks. After a bit he says: “If You leave My hat on the bus: My mom will be mad”. We smile inside. We tell him that We will give it back to him at school. Another preschooler does not want to leave the playground at headstart again. The aids there wonder if it is something about the bus and We theel it is about leaving his toys. “They” can not get him to stand and walk to the gate so “they” let Us go to him. We talk to him a little and offer him Our hand. With the assistance of another aid: We encourage him to stand and he does and walks with Us to the bus whimpering All the way. Once in his seat We ask if he wants Us to sit with him and he shakes his head yes: so We do. He is fine the rest of the trip and wants Us to return to sitting with him after We get each kid on the bus.

We get to hottub on Our second break. We stop on the way and real-eyes that the convenience store We stopped at is NOT the One We thought. We ARE in multiD and not focused completely in 3D. We notice this more and more each day. We ARE delighted and grateful. Thank Us unconditionally.

Our PM kids are “their” usual Selves. Sometimes frustrating when “they” get loud and rowdy and We appreciate that this driver is not as strict as Our old driver. We can allow “them” more freedom and still work with “them” to keep “them” safe. Two of the older boys who used to sit together are not getting along as well as “they” were so One gets to sit with the preschooler who goes to headstart. We theel this is good for both of “them”.

Again: We are deep into multiD when We are done with route. Again: We Oneder if We can drive and check within. We are here: it is just that more and more We are also there. This is what We have wanted for sooooo long and yet resisted because We did not recognize it when We got it.

At home the cabin is fairly warm (the temperature definitely dropped during the day) and it is easy to get it up to where We are comfortable. We continue to marvel at how much higher the temp needs to be (in Our cabin) in order for Us to be comfortable than it used to be. We know it is All in Our head and yet We do look for physical reasons. Old habits. We (Our head) wants to find problems and “fix” “them”. Never mind that that never worked. Even if it seemed to work: it did not last.

More Star Wars and there is more about Ray that We theel the movie missed. We theel that she is the One in whom the force is awakening. We do hope that “they” develop this in another movie. Maybe it is time to make a movie(movies) about balance rather than All about fighting. Or maybe not.

Now: We are ready to dream, dream, dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.