Focused in multiworlds

06/29/14

Today:

Focused in multiworlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:29:47 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Lots more worlds with even more new friends and some old friends too. There was One world that was frustrating. We really do not know why. Maybe it is old stuff coming up to be set free with love? DUH????

When We woke: We were thinking about the vast (probably infinite) number of worlds that We explore and lives that We visit. This alone is a grand revelation. Most people who even believe in other worlds and realities (and that is still far from the majority) assume there are only a few others. If We visit several or many every night and rarely visit the same One twice than that means there are a lot and probably an infinite number of worlds AND lives We live in those worlds. It is pretty mind staggering.

The messages We get and the things We do in many of those is sooooo far from Our limited thinking and beliefs that We often can NOT translate it into limitation 3D words. We real-eyes that more and more We are not focused only in limitation 3D even in waking.

We are reminded that We just need to allow Our natural abilities to begin to bud and come forth like a flower blooming. No pushing, forcing, planning and figuring it out will make it happen. This is very contrary to Our normal limitation 3D thinking and beliefs that We have lived by for sooooo long. We are getting the changes that We asked for and some are way beyond what We had imagined. Even Our wildest imagining and imaginating fall far short of what is actually possible.

Some days We can barely function in limitation 3D because Our focus is so far into multiD and multiworlds. Other days We can not function even that much in limitation 3D. The days that We spend fully focused in limitation 3D are getting to be rare. We used to think this was a bad thing: not being focused in limitation 3D but now We see it as progress. We ARE changing and evolving. We are in the midst of transitioning.

As We wake We are slipping into multiD and multiworlds. We likes that. We do want to do dishes today and We hope to be here enough to get Our dishes done but that could be physically or psychically, either way is fine by Us. Actually: We would really love to use Our natural abilities, that would thrill Us. So: We are feeling what it feels like to have done Our dishes using Our mind and Our psychic, natural abilities. Another imaginating process/project.

Somewhere along the line We slipped into multiworlds. We did get Our dishes done and drove to town for takeout. The drive-thru Thai place closer to home is now closed on Sunday. Bummer. Oh, yeah: We did repair Our bamboo screen for Our front window. We were really fighting OurSelf for some reason. It works but is hard to raise and lower. We know that We did something different than last time but We also used a thicker cord so We are not certain what is causing the difference. We are certain that is free of matter at this time anyway.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Adventures in being here AND there

06/28/14

Today:

Adventures in being here AND there

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:11:06 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

We do not remember too much from last night which probably means We are exploring new territory. These new and expanding explorations do push the limits of Our waking consciousness. We do remember meeting more new friends and playing. There was more flying and when We did wake We spent some time imaginating. Imaginating seems to be completely natural now when We first wake.

Allowing OurSelf to drift in multiworlds and multiD is easier too. We are making progress and that is what matters.

It is important to allow love rather than trying to force or fix anything. Our “doings” actually limit Us. We are changing Our old thinking that We had to “do” in order to accomplish anything. We can sense the change in Our thinking. It is much easier to imaginate and allow. We no longer have to force OurSelf AND We believe in what We are doing/allowing.

We returned to dream and dreamt about Our transitioning. We can not really put it into words because what We accessed in dream is beyond where We are in waking. We enjoyed it and We ARE getting closer in Our waking. We got up for a bit and will probably return to dream soon. We may or may not do anything physical around home today. We would say probably not much if anything. We did remove the wood etc. that We had on top of Our extension ladder so it is available for repairing Our front bamboo screen but We doubt that We will actually do that today unless We repair it using Our mind. We still do not fully believe that We can do that but Our doubt is less than it was.

We woke from a world where We are very rebellious. It was a rather twisted version of Our childhood. That world has less and quite different rules but there is still control and manipulation. At least there is in Our mind. There is something there/here that We need to set free and so We pony hop it. We even remember setting things free before We entered that world. We visited to set OurSelf free with love.

We have chosen to read some more from The Ringing Cedars. We are at the part about Anastasia living in complete harmony with nature. We have dreamt and intuited that this is possible. Because of society and those beliefs that We have bought into and projected We have never had any confirmation or validation of Our fleeting beliefs. Our belief in need has Allways outweighed Our belief (memory?) in this possibility.

At least We have made the first tiny steps into this way of life. We ARE getting there and it is the answer We have been seeking for sooooo long. Interesting that We were asking for help as We went to sleep and in Our dream life.

This explains many things to Us. Our world IS very, very different from what We think and believe or DID think and believe. That is changing. We ARE still projecting Our old beliefs but that too is changing and has been changing for some time. We just did not see it because We did not believe it. Again: We can not figure or plan this out. We must allow it to evolve. We can choose and be willing. We can pony hop Our old ways and beliefs. Our unconscious and the multiverse must make it happen according to Our life plan (or whatever). We just set it free with love and allow it to run free and play. We know that We have Allways had this intuition and ability but We needed to experience what We needed to experience before We could access it. We needed to desire and seek to live as love and from love and in love first.

The idea that We are introducing this more into the mass mind occurs to Us. We may be going to show by example or perhaps Our dreams will affect others and “they” will introduce it to the world. Either way matters not.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Practicing and playing

06/27/14

Today:

Practicing and playing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:29:18 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

More fun worlds and new friends and some worlds that are not so fun but there are still new friends to play with. We theel that We do the best in every situation but that is still much to learn. We theel that is what Our adventures last night are about. We can fly but first We have to learn how to use Our wings. Our best knowledge and waking experiences are based and bound in limitation and separation. Now: We are beginning to learn how to use Our love, Our inspiration and Our intuition. We are learning to listen to Our children. We are learning how to live in a completely different way.

We kinda fell into exploring multiD, multiworlds and the multiverse and do not have many words to type today. We are having fun and lots of insights and experiences just not much to say/type at this time.

As We play and wander about the multiverse: We have come back to an awareness wherein We can read at Our computer. We are reading Suzanne Lie's solstice message which pretty well describes what We are going through. We are expanding and adjusting to a new life while it looks like We are still in the old circumstances. This is part of blending and bringing the new into the old. The old is not being destroyed but being transmuted. It is Our hologram and We can play if We want to.

There is a reminder that brings up (for Us) that We (collectively AND personally) thought and believed that nature is Our enemy and that it contrives to make Us uncomfortable. Even the nicest places have the most horrible storms but that too is Our holographic projection. We must set this belief free with love in order to live in tune and harmony with Gaia. Our life will be very different Once We set this free with love remembering that We can return to play here any time that We want.

When We are awake We are reminded to be open rather than trying to plan and figure it out. Stay in the now is another important lesson. Simply allowing rather than having expectations that limit Us is another key. These are what We are practicing.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Doing what We theel is right

06/26/14

Today:

Doing what We theel is right

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:40:43 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Again We are feeling a shift more into multiD.

There are still many worlds that We are visiting and many new friends to play with. In Our last world We were working at the optometrist office again but now the boss has calmed down and was not screaming like he was when We quit. We were making All kinds of mistakes and even lost a customer yet he just said (calmly) that he needed to retrain Us. That was clearly another reality.

We slept well and only woke a couple of times during the night. It is still raining and apparently it rained All night. Our thinking and believing is definitely changing. Even if We are not (yet) fully engaged in being the creator of Our life and not the victim, at least We do know that it is true. It may not be Our default belief and thinking but it is Our dominant belief and thinking.

When We start think that something is going wrong: right away We remember that everything is perfect. More and more when We think We need to “fix” something We know and state that everything is perfect just as it is. We are grateful for what We have and it is perfectly All-right to want more and to want to grow. One does NOT negate the other.

We are theeling that there is something very new that We are bringing to the table. We have thelt this for some time but it is even stronger now. We are taking information that has been coming out recently and building upon it. This is how societal progress is made. This does NOT annihilate the old like it did in Our passed history but rather embellishes it and adds to it. Nothing is lost. Loss is old, limitation thinking and belief.

It is amazing how much Our life is controlled by limitation thinking and beliefs. Literally everything that We think, do and believe is based in limitation. We manifest limitation All over the place. We All-most All-ways think in terms of: “We need to.….....” rather than: “We WANT to.........”. Even Our wants are (currently) bound in limitation AND We create evidence that this is just the way it is and everyOne lives this way. We believe that We have no choice. BUT: We DO have choice. There are people who know and live free and limitless but We have made “them” into villains in Our mind and projected that onto Our world. That is Our judgment of OurSelf. That is Our limiting belief being projected onto Our world.

We are sorry. We are forgiving OurSelf AND setting OurSelves free. We love Us unconditionally and We thank OurSelf. We are source. We ARE source energy. We are free of need and powerful and limitless. We can stop pretending to be slaves and victims and begin to live as Our true Selves, Our true nature, Our natural state. We can allow Our spirit to be in charge and the rest of Us are free to play. Our children within can romp and play freely in the land of plenty, the land of love. AND: We can return here anytime that We want. We no longer need to fall in and get lost. We'll leave a light on for Us. It won't even require getting to the end of the tunnel. So much old, limitation thinking and beliefs.

Another important part that keeps coming to mind is staying in the now. We ARE here and now. Here includes everywhere and now includes everywhen. We just need to be open to it to experience it. Adventure awaits Us. There are sooooo many lies and locks and traps that We placed on Our game board to keep Us stuck there. We taught OurSelves that it is scary out there, that it is dangerous, that it is boring, that it does NOT even exist, that it will destroy All Our creations and dreams and We forced Our children within to suffer and live in fear and terror. We taught OurSelves that lack and scarcity ARE real and the rule of Our world. We lied.

During Our breaks and when We got home We were just too far out and not focused in just 3D to really be able to type. After Our morning route Our driver had a flat tire on her car and We helped her with that. She kept thanking Us the rest of the day and even called and left a message at home. For Us it is just the right thing to do but for her it was a big deal. We do understand. One of the things We have learned is that what We have and give to others is NOT the norm. Not yet anyway.

On Our morning section Our challenging boy said that he did not have to listen to Us or the driver and that is really the crux of the problem. We wish We did not have to cram this square peg into a round hole but alas....... We wrote another incident report on him and talked to the principal and Our supervisor. “They” gave Us behavior cards to fill out after each section that he rides. If he gets All yeses he gets a reward. At least this is more about reward than punishment. It may not be the ideal but it is certainly a step in the right direction, until We choose to live in a perfect world.

That is a good point: most people know that We do NOT live in a perfect world; few real-eyes that this is a personal choice. We know that this is Our reflection of Our projection. We take responsibility rather than casting blame and judgment. This is new behavior for Us. We are sorry for Our old thinking, beliefs, behaviors and projections.

For the afternoon section (the first time to fill out the behavior cards) We gave the boy All yeses (because he deserved “them”) and when We got to his house We told him that We were giving him All yeses. He had been mad at Us from the beginning because We did NOT let him sit across from the boy he had been bullying but he did say goodbye as he went up to his house.

Sometimes We really need to give OurSelf more credit than We do. It is the way of the old paradigm to look for fault (especially in OurSelves) but in the new world We look for what is right and loving.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A nice, peacefull day

06/25/14

Today:

A nice, peacefull day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:53:20 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

It seems like We had a couple of nights last night and that something shifted. We remember visiting several different worlds and some were not what We would ever expect OurSelf to be like. We are experiencing the variety within infinity. We are imaginating being much more than We ever thought We are.

One thing that We are certain of is that We can NOT figure it out. No amount of thinking is going to get Us where We are going but feeling can and will.

This group of kids is doing a lot for Us and what We notice is how deep into multiD “they” take Us. Even the experiences that seem unpleasant are growth and part of who and what We really are. Even the passive shadows have a place and deserve love. Love is the answer.

One of the things that We get about Our challenging boy is that he is really having a hard time being a round peg being squeezed into a square hole. He is VERY smart but few get it because of his behavior AND his interests. He gets bored easily and that is like a stick of emotional dynamite. We love him and even like him. That is NOT the question and never was. How to work with him IS the question.

Pony hopping is helping even if We do not see much evidence yet. We are hopping a lot.

We are also changing. Even though not letting go and not setting this situation free is old behavior, still We are NOT as frustrated and upset and scared as We would have been in the passed. Just now, as We pondered this We got it that this whole thing IS Our beliefs AND projections. That might have been obvious to an outside observer but right now We are NOT experiencing the outside observer. That was certainly part of Our dreaming last night but it is not part of Our waking until We choose for it to be.

In Our waking limitation 3D We are not used to being the observer as well as the experiencer. It has happened but it is yet to become Our default program.

It feels like We ARE choosing to be the observer AND the experiencer. One of the things that is a challenge for Us right now is how to take care of the others and be fair to “them” while trying to really give the challenging boy what he needs. Of course mind speak IS a big part of the answer and We have to remember that that is doing as much AND MORE as anything that We do in the physical. That can be hard to comprehend because physical action tends to bring quicker, more noticeable physical results.

There are more and more insights, inspirations and intuits coming. We real-eyes that We want to change and grow AND We cling to the old. This goes back to Our belief that We must kill or abandon One to have the other. Allmost everything in Our world (Our projection of Our beliefs) supports this belief. We create the proof to support Our beliefs.

We are sorry. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally. We thank OurSelf. We are grateful for what We have. We really do have a blessed life and We are aware of this and experience it. It is no longer just a philosophy.

All the students did very well this morning. It was very refreshing. We played I spy with Our challenging boy. We helped One boy with his reading flash cards and read some words to several of the boys. We All had fun.

We are still pony hopping because it is good for Us.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Challenges

06/24/14

Today:

Challenges

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:55:01 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Sooooo many worlds and lives to explore and sooooo many new friends to play with. All the different versions of OurSelf continues to amaze Us. We used to deny many versions, it was too hard to believe. Now: We are simply amazed. All the versions are transitioning. Some are ahead of Us and some behind AND “they” are All Us and each is perfect. Including this version.

More and more We feel awake and alive in Our dreams and asleep when awake. This too is part of Our transition and change of thinking and beliefs. It is still hard to not resist this feeling while waking. We have been taught, believed and taught others that is bad. It is habit to resist and dislike being sleepy which is actually being multidimensional. We ARE here AND there and We feel it. If We allow it then We can have more. This is part of becoming limitless. Thinking it is bad is just part of Our programing and lies We tell OurSelf.

Imaginating is getting easier and more a natural state. Flying continues to be easy to imagine and feel. Dragons are also easy to imaginate.

Some days it seems easier to allow feeling and experiencing being multidimensional than others. This morning We are actively choosing to allow and it is easier to function in 3D (while feeling this way) than it was before. We ARE changing Our mindset and belief system. We ARE making progress. We have found that We fear and/or dread facing Our challenging student and We know that is old stuff coming up to be set free. We keep repeating Our pony hopping mantra: We ARE sorry for limiting OurSelf and Our world and Our others. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. We do recognize Our children within aiding and assisting Us. This boy IS part of that, as hard as it may be to grasp that with Our conscious mind (Our mother within).

Our world(s) and life/lives are sooooo different from how We have believed and perceived that it does take getting used to the differences. It is One thing to long to be free and it is another thing Alltogether to begin to live free and adjust to being free. Our thinking and mindset are completely mired in being slaves and victims to an illusion that We created. Again: because We created it We love it so it is hard to let go but We can set it free with love knowing that We can return here anytime that We want. Another part of the illusion and its trap is thinking/believing that We have to give up One to have the other. Simply NOT true.

Our challenging boy seemed to be doing better until he found out One of the other boys is quite sensitive. We told him that We are done warning him and We wioll talk to his teacher if he does not stop being mean to the other boy, stop yelling and start to stay seated. Finally: it dawned on Us that he is bullying the other boy so We determined to talk to his teacher AND the principal.

We could barely keep the challenge under control since there is sooooo little We can actually do on the bus and he found very fun to pick on the other boy who ended up in tears. We tried to explain to the other boy that is just words and the best he can do is ignore the teasing.

At school We talked to the challenges teacher and the principal. We wrote up an incident report and Our supervisor is going to talk to the principal. We hate it that We had to go this far but bullying students is totally unacceptable.

One of the youngest boys was asking everyOne to just calm down, that part was cute. The rest of the kids were great but could not figure out why the One boy was being sooooo annoying.

We take responsibility and We are doing the best We know how. We are sorry. Please forgive Us. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. We did a lot of pony hopping this morning.

We are not quite sure how this fits into Our current process and imaginating but We do know that We ARE creating this, Our challenge is a part of Us, another version and pisces of Us. We know he needs love and attention. We ask for help from All Our higher and inner parts and our unconscious.

After school Our challenge insisted on sitting across from the boy he was bullying this morning. We had to get the principal and he even argued with her and refused to move. After she started calling his mom he moved yelling and hitting the whole way. The principal continued talking to him and trying to call his mom. After a while he agree to be good and We left the school. A few blocks from school he started yelling at the other boy and calling him names. We told Our driver to return to school. She was shocked and We insisted so she returned to school.

The principal and Our supervisor both got on the bus and got to here him screaming and arguing. Eventually he screamed himSelf to sleep and We were able to leave and he did not wake until We were close to his home. When he woke he was like a completely different person. He and Us had a good little talk but We told him that he would NOT be able to sit across from the other boy any more. He was mad but did not act up.

So: We know this is about Us. This is old stuff coming up to be set free. We have a very hard time letting go of this type of thing, it is very hard for Us to set it free. Allmost like it is not in Our nature. However: We know that is NOT true. It IS in Our true nature to set it free with love, to forgive All involved. The thing is that Our old thinking and habits and beliefs are kicking in. We think and believe that this is something other than Our creation and We believe that We are some kind of victim. We are sorry and We are forgiving OurSelf, We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. Pony hopping does help. Even if it does not seem to be helping the situation it does help Us set it free with love. That really is what counts.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

We are finding freedom

06/23/14

Today:

We are finding freedom

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:15:36 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

We are imaginating, that's what We do. That is what We woke to. We were imaginating in Our dream worlds and lives too. It was/is playful and We are creating with Our mind. We are remembering how. We have been doing it All along but We denied it sooooo much that We forgot. We believed Our lies. We gave Our power away. We completely forgot that We ARE source AND creator of Our world(s) and life/lives. We are changing. This change of mind and beliefs, this complete psychic change IS happening. More than changing: We ARE remembering who and what We really are. It is taking a while because We forgot and denied for eons.

Yes, We have a fear that We are too late but We know that that is part of the lie. We are All-ways right on schedule. We continue to pony hop AND imaginate. We are sorry AND We are grateful. We are forgiving OurSelf AND We love Us unconditionally. We allow inspiration and intuition to guide Us.

In Our waking dreams We are reminded that even when We “think” that We are doing things physically: We are actually doing “them” mentally and/or psychically. That too is what We do but We forgot and denied it. We are having a human experience and part of that is pretending to be limited and do things physically. But: We know better AND We are remembering. We ARE changing.

There is much to remember, Our children within have lots to set free so that All Our parts and pisces can play together in harmony. Remembering that We do this with/in love is another key. We ARE love.

If We look with open eyes, with Our real-eyes We see evidence that We are not bound by the rules and limits that We believed imprisoned Us. We see that it is Our mind, Our beliefs that creates Our reality. We had begun to suspect that Our One citronella plant produces two colors of blooms. This would seem impossible as last year One plant produced One color and the other plant produced the other color. This plant is NOT a third multicolor plant. It is One of the two from last summer. As We were looking at it this morning We DO see the two colors of blooms.

For some time now We have intuited that Our partial color blindness is actually changing the colors with Our mind. We actually have been quite certain of this but others rarely see this change and so We doubt. However: now We have another evidence that We created. Maybe We are needing less validation from Our others. Maybe this too will help Us experience flying and other natural abilities.

It does seem that flying has been Our first preference and easiest to imagine of Our abilities. Everybody wants to fly. We get it that someOne else may appear to master this first. That is okay. We get it that that is how We work. It is merely more evidence of doing Our best work in Our dreams. There is also the possibility that We will begin to experience flying before We see others doing it. We are open. Another key.

Today Our challenging boy wanted Us to sit with him, he even leaned against Us to sleep. What a switch but he also did get quite loud and when he decided he wanted Us to move he started hitting Us. He really does NOT like it when he does not get his way, whatever that might be in the moment. He mainly wants attention and freedom. We need to remember that. We do a lot of pony hopping with him.

We were mostly awake yet multifocused most of the day. When We got home We could barely put groceries away. We took a nap before dinner and then had an early dinner and “Dragons”.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More imaginating and doing

06/22/14

Today:

More imaginating and doing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:37:59 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Once again We played in lots of worlds with lots of friends. These worlds All seemed to be transitioning too. When We woke We stayed in bed a while imaginating. It is easier for Us to imaginate with Our eyes closed and laying in bed but We are getting better at while up and awake too. We were gonna say fully awake but that is not quite the case.

One of the things that We still find challenging is staying in the now. That too is improving. Our belief that We have to “do” and fix things physically is growing less too. More and more We are believing in Our mental and psychic abilities. Flying remains the easiest and most common thing to imaginate and that is fine. We enjoy flying.

We are playing around online some and using pictures to help Us imaginate and actually be in multiworlds. It is fun. The day is shaping up quite nice outside and We may go outside to play or just sit, relax and enjoy Our forest. It is a bit windy but that may help keep the bugs at bay.

We are reminded to: “Be still and know that I Am God”. This is very important.

We went back to dream and We have no idea if We went to sleep and/or how long We were dreaming. We got up and felt like playing with the new shed wall. We got it in place correctly, leveled it and got it plum. We checked to find out what length boards We want to use for the rafters and got out the board that We had stained last year to use to make the next section level with this One. We find that We will need it under about a foot of this section. We got a lot done.

That takes Us to time for dinner and “Dragons”.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A day of play

06/21/14

Today:

A day of play

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:45:47 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

We remember having a good time during the night and it seems like We are learning more that We do not quite comprehend with Our conscious. However: it also seems like there is more that We can comprehend. We remember a couple of the worlds We visited that are transitioning ahead of Ours. In One We were asked to help with some group of youngstars that had been captured for fear of being some type of threat. We told the authorities that We were the last person “they” wanted keeping these kids captive. “They” said that “they” wanted Us to determine if any could be set free. We quickly agreed and set out to free as many as We could.

In another world We were doing a lot of gardening and it was magikal. How cool is that? A magik garden. We are reminded that some of Our gardening here in Alaska is quite magikal and will be getting even more so.

We did spend some time practicing imaginating before We got up and We are doing some while We are up and about. It is feeling more real. More progress. We theel that watching “Dragons” is helping too.

It seems that We have chosen to spend Our day playing. No big insights or intuits to report other than: PLAY. Which is really very, very important. Play can be many, many things. We got the top board/plate on Our new shed wall and have ideas how to screen it. This section will be Our screened porch when done unless We changes Our minds. We really do want a screened porch to sit in and relax and NOT be attacked by mosquitoes.

It is overcast and windy today but so far no rain. It is nice to be outside playing at whatever. We have also done some web surfing and reading and email. And pony hopping and imaginating. Pony hopping and imaginating are becoming part of Our life whether We mention “them” or not.

Our head continues to try to tell Us that We are headed for disaster, that We can NOT do the things We seek to do and We will die an early and painful death because We are trying. We tell Our head that We love it and thank it for being a part of Us. Then: We imagine what it feels like as We create a new world and life. It is new to Us anyway, new to Our waking consciousness. What does it feel like to limitless and free? What does it feel like to live free of need? This is where We are headed.

It was a fun day playing.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Insights and imaginating

6/20/2014

Today:

Insights and imaginating

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:58:06 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

We remember playing with new and old friends in different worlds and having a lot of fun. Now isn't that what nights are for? Is it any Oneder that We often do not want to get up and go to work? It is not the kids that We do not want to face, it is the rules. That is where We really went wrong in this world: All the rules.

There is a real sense of returning to a world and life of play. If We can accomplish that anything else (like moving mountains) will be child's play (literally). We ARE imaginating it. There is lots of Self improvement material available on the internet but so far We have not found anything that goes far enough. Of course: that makes sense because “they” want to mass market and there is only a very small market for what We have in mind. Maybe this is Our inspiration and the direction that We need to move?

Our inspiration and intuition can guide Us and We are willing to follow. We are reminded that We may not have the entire project clearly in mind, We may feel like We do not know where to go but Once We start it will flow. Do NOT set Our sights on the finish line before We even get to the starting line. Sure: We can feel what it will feel like to accomplish great feats but We must allow spirit and Our inner tribe to figure out the path.

It feels like something big is percolating within. We likes it. We are reminded that We do Our best work in Our dreams. There may be words and typing to be done but the most important and valuable part will be done in dream. In dream is where We can easily touch hearts and minds. That is where We bypass All the filters of the conscious mind. We have known that for years but recently what We have been reading and doing makes it much more real.

As We begin Our day We are getting a lot of hits about Our old world/life of struggle (part of limitation and separation). All of Our thinking and beliefs about how things work is based in struggle. We (personally and collectively) DO believe that We have to struggle to survive. Fortunately many are beginning to teach otherwise but many are still stuck there. Even those (who We have found) that are teaching about limiting beliefs remain focused on “needs” which are part of the struggle mind set and belief system. Once again: the things that We want to do (which are fine and nothing wrong there but:) are based in trying to (needing to) break free of struggle or trying to survive in a world of struggle. So: there is something much deeper that We seek to set free beyond Our limiting beliefs about flying, money and All Our abilities. We seek to set Our belief (in struggling to survive) free. Yes, We also want to set Our limiting beliefs around Our abilities free but it is more important to get to these core beliefs. “They” support and perpetuate Our more surface beliefs. How can Our children within feel safe when We still cling to Our belief in struggle?

The onion has many layers.

Once again We are reminded that Our world is very different from how We perceive, see and belief it to be (and All-ways have in this life anyway). We constantly face the choice of clinging to and demanding Our old beliefs and projections or setting “them” free. Over and over again, moment by moment We are faced with this choice. Sometimes We cling, sometimes We fly.

The weather was nicer than expected and We still spent most of the day imaginating and even watched a few episodes of “Dragons” during the day. It is obvious that We ARE getting it that imaginating is more important to getting what We seek (the life and world(s) We desire) than doing anything physical. We still do things physically but it is not longer Our priority. We have long known that We actually enjoy the experience of doing some things physically while others not so much. However: We ARE here to have a human experience. Part of that is this transition. There is some kind of balance in there. We theel and believe more and more that We really can create and do things with Our mind and it is becoming experiential.

We are setting Our perceived limits free with love.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A multi day

06/19/14

Today:

A multi day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:58:06 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

We slept well again last night and We remember a bit from some of the worlds that We visited. Again We met new friends and played a lot. In the last world We were doing something important that was also very playful.

We really did not want to wake up so We spent about half an hour imaginating before We got out of bed. Our imaginating is expanding and that is a good sign.

This year's summer school students seem to be a bit more challenging than previous years. It is part of changing the way that We think and believe. We can tell that and We are recognizing these opportunities. This is not just lip service, philosophy and theory as some of these were in the passed. This is hands on real time experiential training. Most of the students are very typical (whatever that might mean with special needs kids) but so far We have One (not All-ways the same One) challenge each day. Plus the scheduling challenges. We choose to change Our thinking around these challenges. Of course: changing ways of thinking and believing that have been programed and embedded for many lifetimes is not a simple matter. However, We spot it fairly fast and pony hop and pony hop/ This speeds up the process.

The line keeps coming to mind: If We want to change then We have to change. What a concept.

It rained All day yesterday, it rained hard last night and it is raining hard again this morning. This too may create some challenges with the predicted flooding and standing water in the streets. Of course the boys love it when We go splashing through big puddles in the road.

When We went outside: We are again reminded that this is All about changing Our thinking and belief system. We can not change these by doing anything physical. This is an inside job. What We can do and what We are doing is be willing to change, to seek change, to be grateful for what We have and be patient with OurSelf. It is easy to think that seeking change means that We are NOT grateful for what We have. That is old paradigm thinking. We can appreciate what We have and still want to grow and return to Our natural state. Remember: We can return here any time that We want.

This year's kids are also very good at taking Us into dream and that is how We and “they” access Our multidimensionality. In dream is also where We do Our best work. It All-ways has been and it remains so.

Aha!!!! Our challenges are actually challenges to Our old, erroneous belief system. YAY!!!!!!!!!! That is very cool.

As We posted yesterdays “Today” to Our blog: We remembered that One of the other attendants said: “I have a girl that is autistic on My route” and went on to compliment her. We were thinking: “What You are really saying is that You have a girl that is very autistic on Your bus”. With All the degrees of autism, many of Our students are autistic but We mostly only recognize the severe Ones.

Our challenging student is probably mildly autistic and high functioning. That is when a melt down surprises people because We are not expecting “them” to not be able to handle simple things. Our driver is much more understanding and accepting of the kids than Our last driver BUT still she does not fully understand. We do not fully understand.

More shall be revealed.

We had a bit of a struggle with the One boy this morning. This driver is more particular about the students NOT laying down to sleep and the boy did NOT want to comply. We finally talked him through it and he did fine the rest of the trip. Progress NOT perfection.

Other than that it was a great morning. One boy definitely wanted Us to sit with him until One of his friends got on the bus. Most of the kids are okay with Us sitting next to “them” but some do NOT want it and others really do want it.

The boy who did not seem to like Us at first is getting familiar with Us and will now answer questions and tell Us what book he wants to look at. He is very good at getting himSelf in and out of the seat (for his size and age especially) and letting him do that is probably helping. Many of these kids want to do it “themSelf” when “they” can and We like to let “them”.

On the ride home Our challenging boy was great. He did not actually talk to Us except to answer questions but he was totally calm and cooperative. We really wondered what exactly was happening. We were delighted but We wondered why the difference. While pondering it a bit afterwards We remembered that while We were trying to get him seated and buckled in he did his usual angry response saying We are mean, he hates Us, etc. We do not think it was those exact words but something similar and We said: “I know and I Am sorry”. It dawned on Us that noOne (or a rare few) has ever said that “they” are sorry to him. We are using please a lot more with him (One of the other students had mentioned that We might try that. Boy was that a shocker to here from a student probably seven or eight.) and that too is helping. We think he just might be starting to real-eyes that We care about him. We also theel that he and Us had some telepathic discussions.

One of the boys really likes to tell Us stories (some made up and that is very okay) and he likes to talk loud but when We ask him to turn the volume down he does for a few minutes. There are three or four that are a lot of fun and the two youngest are becoming friends even though “they” are not in the same class. One of the youngest did NOT want an older boy to sit next to him but when the other young One wanted to sit next to him that was okay. It was the first time the two had indicated that “they” wanted to sit together.

After work We helped Our local friend get Nook and Kindle readers on her PC and then when We got home We found that four or five trees from Our property were uprooted and hanging more than half way across the road because of the ground being sooooo wet from these rains. We put Our refrigerated groceries away, got some saws and clippers, changed into grubbies and went down and cut off the pieces that were in the road. Thankfully the rain stopped for Us.

There is a definite shift going on in Our thinking and belief system. Even though this took some effort and We were tired afterwards, it was not an awful tragedy (in Our mind) and We theel that We are in many worlds, dimensions, lives, etc. We ARE changing and We likes it.

All-most forgot to mention that One of Our students asked if We could cast a spell on the teachers and the kids could just play and have snacks until it was time for the buses to come and take “them” home. Then the teachers could wake after the kids had gone home. Wouldn't that be a cool world? A child after Our own heart.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Adventures in challenges

06/18/14

Today:

Adventures in challenges

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:08:58 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

We slept very sound and do not remember anything. We know there was a lot going on but We that is All We know. Our intuition tells Us it was more experience in multiD that Our head can not translate yet. We stayed in bed an extra half an hour imaginating and We are still more there than here. We are allowing this and even practicing it. It does seem that currently it is flying is the easiest thing to imaginate and We are going with it. Well, flying and dragon riding.

We are also doing a lot of pony hopping. It is raining and the sound of the rain is very refreshing. We are just gonna drift and float a while.

As We allow OurSelf to be here AND there We are having some interesting experiences. It feels like We are there while functioning here. At One point it felt like We are manipulating someOne else's body from the inside. Lots of pony hopping. We are appealing to Our children within to help Us. We want to fly, to live in a world that is connected and limitless. We want to really help the kids.

On Our morning section One of the youngest kids got sick. That is certainly its own challenge. We do feel sorry for a sick kid but We really do not have any way to make it better for the child. Poor kid had to sit there with vomit All over himSelf until the nurse came to get him. The other kids (of course) were acting up about it and said it stunk. We could not smell it and We opened some windows to get fresh air but the others said it still smelled. Luckily: back at base We could get close to a hose to wash the bus and star seat out.

We did not feel like typing during Our break today or when We got home. Apparently the kids are taking Us into dream and it is All We can do in 3D to function at the most needed tasks. That is cool and We actually appreciate and even enjoy it whereas We used to resist it. We are changing. We are getting what We asked for. Fortunately We are recognizing it for what it really is much quicker than We used to.

At the library We discovered that “they” have several DVDs of the TV series: “Dragons” based on “How to Train Your Dragon”. A little girl (at the library) saw Us take: “Dragons. The Riders of Berk” from the unsorted “to be reshelved” cart and found several more for Us. We thought that was very, very nice of her and We thanked her.

Again We did an early dinner. We watched several episodes of the first DVD of “Dragons”. It is a lot of fun and helps Us. There is some real wisdom in the kid's lines. We find it interesting that in these movies and episodes the wisdom comes from the kids just like it does for Us in Our waking life. More changes in thinking and beliefs.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

An experience in many areas

06/17/14

Today:

An experience in many areas

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:33:08 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

What an interesting and informative night AND playful at the same time. It is hard to grasp and accept and it explains why We have not remembered much detail recently. It is completely contrary to how We normally think and believe. Like make a U turn at the speed of light. It completely defies everything We think We know. It makes chaos out of order and that is the key.

It began as We kept trying to deal mentally with the route changes that came down at the end of the day. We had had such a smooth and calm day. We (personally) just could not understand why make a mess of Our route. Yet: We know that it Us NOT “them”.

Limitation is about making order out of chaos. The multiverse is vast and limitless. Order requires linear time. Linear time is an illusion. Everything and everywhere happening here and now is a mess. We have to expand Our mind, Our thinking and Our beliefs to cope with and live in such a vast clutter. That is what this is All about. When We asked for a complete psychic change We had NO idea,

Having lived within limitation and separation for eons We are used to everything being in order, each part being distinct and clear. The multiverse is nebulous (that is the word that rang through in Our dream and still sticks with Us). We are comfortable with limits and boundaries. “They” are familiar and that is how We think. That has to change IF We are going to live multidimensionally. This is not gonna go over well with the masses. Everything is free flowing NOT restricted. We are about to break All the dams and let All heaven and hell break loose. Fury. Isn't it interesting that “How to Train Your Dragon” was not available at the library until yesterday????????

We spent the night coping with (and flying through and playing in) this infinite chaotic mess and We loved it. Our rational mind went kicking and screaming the whole way. We (society) restrict and define and corral and confine and limit everything and it is about to bust loose at the seams. It will be an explosion beyond Biblical proportions. Of course experiencing that, being aware of it IS a choice. We will each experience the future (and the eternal now) in Our own way. No Oneder most people just want a nicer version of limitation. Talk about into the fray and that is Our choice, Our desire, Our heartcry. Be careful what You ask for. We had no idea but even now that We have experienced it We still want more.

Are We there yet?

As We go outside for the first time this morning, We are struck by the beauty of Our forest and how much We love living here. It is totally random. Society has All-ways tried to tame the wild but it only succeeds temporarily. We love Our forest and its random scattering and coexistence of All these plants and trees. Yet We (personally) also try (fight and struggle) to make order out of Our life. This a very interesting lesson and observation.

We are certainly IN the process of a complete psychic change.

This group of kids can sure take Us into a semi-dream state. We are certain that “they” are helping Us access multiworlds. It took a while after route before We could type.

The route schedule changes were not nearly as bad as We had thought. We are certain that this is the result of the processing that We did. If We had maintained Our bad attitude We are certain that We would have gotten Our wish.

We do have One boy who like to be rebellious. Unfortunately it shows up in areas of safety so We have to find a way to overcome this. We had told him that We would be talking to his teacher and so We did. It turns out that he does NOT want Us to sit next to him so that is One We will be doing if he chooses not to stay seated and be quiet at the railroad crossings and continue to hit other students. He is actually (overAll) well behaved, he brings books and shares “them” with the other students but the ways he chooses to rebel are unsafe.

We do like All of Our students and most obviously like Us. The youngest is autistic and he was very unsure about Us. He is still shy but he does seem to be more comfortable with Us today.

Well, Our challenging student was very challenging on the ride home. We did a lot of pony hopping and had to move him to the back of the bus so the driver could drive. He was screaming for quite a while but finally calmed down. We know this is Our responsibility but not Our fault. Two different things. After he calmed down he took a nap and when he woke We asked him if he was okay and he nodded. When he fully woke he started a conversation with Us. It was like someOne had flipped a switch.

It were a bit rattled and it took a while to get Our wits back around Us and the driver was the same.

When We got home We were wiped out and had an early dinner, finished “How to Train Your Dragon” and went to be early.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Calm and smooth to chaos

06/16/14

Today:

Calm and smooth to chaos

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:26:31 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

More worlds, more friends and more play. Also: more transition and transformation information and insights. We are the key, We are Our source. This world seems limited and separate because that is the mass choice AND Our personal choice. We (personally) can experience being limitless and connected when We make that choice but there is a lot to that. It is not a surface choice. We must come into harmony within and All Our parts and pisces must agree. That is Our transformation. The world can and will continue to appear limited and separate as long as that is the mass choice and that choice too is a deep, inner choice.

One factor in this choice is that We must know, deep down that We have wrung every nth of experience from this experience before We will be willing to move on. As We have mentioned several times: We must know that We can return anytime We want. We must also cease judging and blaming OurSelf and others. We feel We have misused and abused Our power and abilities and money and that We do not deserve another chance. That is Our judgment of OurSelf and We project that out onto Our others AND the world. It is a lie but We are a very convincing liar.

Imaginating is helping but We must remember to keep pony hopping and to ask All Our children within to play nice and play in harmony. All Our parts need attention, even Our inner father (Our super conscious). This is such a major shift of consciousness, thinking and believing that it takes time and repetition.

We ARE the One.

Today is the first day of summer school. We look forward to meeting the kids and having fun with “them”. We still would like to sleep in. We gotta work on that. We want to love Our job at All levels. When We really get it that We manifest everything in Our life and world: will We still go to this job? We really do want to keep working with kids and from that perspective this is a great job. As a manifester We can change the early morning part and increase how much We are paid. Of course: it All comes from Us anyway. That is such a complete change of thinking and believing that it takes a bit to really sink in.

The victim mindset is deep rooted and has quite a grip on Our head and Our life. Our heart knows better.

Our world (and life) is actually sooooo different from how We have All-ways seen and believed it to be. It is sooooo easy to slip back into that old belief and perception. It takes a lot of adjusting and patience with OurSelf. We are sorry for Our old limitation beliefs and projections. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank All Our parts and pisces for being part of Us.

Today We will take another baby step, We will make a little progress and slide further into Our new mindset and belief system. We ARE powerful and able and worthy.

We had a great day. We met All of Our students and really like All nine. It is a long ride for several but “they” did great. One had a rough time at the end, like a balloon burst under too much pressure but that was only a few minutes. We can cope. All nine are boys under nine years old with fairly mild whatever You call its. “They” All like books and that helps with the long ride. On the way home One boy played: Are We there yet towards the end. The driver and Us played along and We All had a good time.

THEN: We got back to base and district has completely messed up Our route. We are trying to pony hop and accept and take responsibility but OMG. “They” now have Us zig zagging, backtracking, going the long way around with nearly half an hour less time and even though Our supervisor sees the problem and agrees with Us that is a mess and that We will probably be late for school: she says We have to do it the way district says. Inside We are furious. WTF??????? Does someOne love chaos and stress?

TG “How to Train Your Dragon” was finally available at the library and picked it up. We did about a thousand things when We got home to unwind and it is NOT working. We really are to accept and own this but, but, but.........

We really enjoyed watching part of “How to Train Your Dragon” and it is cool that One line was: “Everything We know about You (dragons) is wrong” We know this is true about Our world too and not just dragons. We need to completely change the way We think and believe.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Doing and imaginating

06/15/14

Today:

Doing and imaginating

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:21:42 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Once again We are amazed at the variety and number of worlds and lives that exist. Literally: as many as the stars in the sky. Perhaps each star truly is a world and a life.

In the last world We visited We are usually very nice and kind but We also turn very, very mean when provoked. The provoking (of course) is Our perception. We can even be mean to animals. That part hurts but it seems to another part that We need to own, love and set free. We are sorry. Please forgive OurSelf, We ARE forgiving OurSelf, We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. We remember that while We were being mean: We knew that We could stop and change. We knew that We had a choice.

Our thinking is changing. We are remembering to take a few minutes after We wake to imaginate. We know that Our imaginating is real. We know that We are doing the impossible. We do not have to tell anyOne and let “them” rain on Our parade. We can wait until We are stronger in Our belief and imaginating. We can practice quietly.

Tomorrow is the first day of summer school and We feel very different about that than We have in the passed. We know that this IS a good thing and that We ARE setting off on another adventure. Our thinking IS changing. We see examples of this every day now. We are grateful.

Now: We are imaginating again. If feels good AND it is real.

Gradually, through experience, as We allow the process to be slow and gentle: We find that being limitless and living in a limited world are not (necessarily) exclusive of each other. This is completely contrary to Our .imitation world's beliefs and thinking. We used to believe it was impossible too. We had the hint, the philosophy and theory AND the intuition that it is possible to live limitless while in the imaginary game of limitation but We did NOT believe it for a long, long time. Now, We are beginning to believe through Our experience and Our growing belief (faith as a mustard at first to be sure) is creating these supporting experiences.

We are doing the impossible even if the evidence is small to start. A tiny crack in the dam will become a deluge.

We are reminded that Our world is much, much more than We see, perceive and experience. Our old beliefs and thoughts are sooooo familiar and have limited Us so much that it is very hard to conceive of anything more. Even though We know that Our dreams are real AND We have dream visited sooooo many lives and worlds still it is easy to believe that those are far removed from Us and Our waking experience. We are finding a balance for We surely came here to have a human experience but that does NOT have to remain a limited experience.

The limitation game and experience has gone on for eons. It is time (because We choose it to be so) to change the rules and play another version, a new level. That is exactly what We are beginning to do. This does NOT mean that are destroying or abandoning the old version(s). We are setting “them” free with love AND We can return here anytime We want.

We really do like having Our front window (Our view screen) open to look out.

Slowly and gently We are getting stuff put back in the shed and the tarp tied back down. We are taking lots of breaks: sometimes to swing in Our swing and sometimes to sit and enjoy the view. We find that it is easier to relax if We come inside because then there are less projects and potential projects staring Us in the face. Of course it is also good practice to imaginate while sitting out amongst Our projects too. We like imagining and practicing pushing things (physical objects) back into the energy and pulling “them” out again. It is good practice for Us. We are remembering to take baby steps.

Everything is back in the shed: some by Our volition and (it feels like) some of its own. We did a bit of rearranging of how We have stuff/tools stored and We theel We are happy with this. We sat with it All for a bit and felt towards Our dragon since it is right in front of Us. We may play with it later but for now We are taking a break, maybe some imaginating and then We want to play around with the outer wall for Our greenhouse/shed beside the cabin.

As We were playing around with stuff We were reminded that many call “the energy” the ethers. This is important since We (collectively) have referred to “the ethers” long before We began to real-eyes it is All energy.

And so We did get a very good start on putting the new shed wall together. In fact We All-most got it done. It is going much easier than We anticipated even though it is a challenge working on a cut bank. We got the area where it will go mostly cleared out and We marked two measuring sticks to get it the right distance from the cabin when We set it. We have the top board left to attach and then put it in place. That may be another challenge as where it goes is sloped ground Maybe We will level it a little before We set the wall. We kinda think We may even get started on the roof this summer. WOW.

As it is: We ran out of energy so We put All Our tools away and came inside to relax. We did leave the tools convenient to the back door so We can go out and play with the wall easily. We are putting the rest of the laundry away (maybe), fixing samiches to take with tomorrow and that kinda thing along with reading some email and other posts online.

Dinner and “Fringe” soon.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Imaginating and walking in multiworlds

06/14/14

Today:

Imaginating and walking in multiworlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:21:36 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

So many worlds and different lives. In One We are a detective in another an average person who is the right place at the right time to become a hero. We do not desire either (that We are aware) in waking but it is exciting in those worlds.

We are practicing imaginating again and it feels more real than before. We are happy to have Our front window open again. It is also Our view screen on Our ship. We can feel being on Our ship, more than We have before in waking. We ARE grateful. We can feel being free of need more than before. We feel less limited and more free. We sense the presence of real friends and playmates and those We can (and want to) help. We can take people flying. That is All-ways fun.

Perhaps flying is Our most accessible natural ability beyond limitation. It certainly is the One most people experience in dreams. It is the One more people desire and seek.

Imaginating is fun and We are gonna practice some more.

Along with imaginating We are walking in multiworlds. The two go hand in hand. Reading some emails We find much that could draw Us back into limitation. We choose NOT to go there but Our head really does try. We are sorry for Our limitation beliefs and projections. Please forgive OurSelf: We are forgiving OurSelf and setting OurSelf free with love. We love OurSelf unconditionally AND We thank Us.

Imagine living free of need. Now, how does it feel? Really feel the feelings and remember that this is how it feels to live free of need. This is imaginating. We are limitless beans: how does that feel?

We recognize (just for today) that living free of need does not (necessarily) mean being immobile. We must learn and think in terms of “We want to do this” more than “We need to do this”. Subtle yet gigantic difference. We are here to have a human experience. Somehow that seems to mean having human experiences. Imagine that???? We can not “have” human experiences without doing things. And that means doing things in the physical realm. Yes, We are expanding into things in the mental and spiritual realms as humans as well. It is about balance. It is NOT about eliminating ANYTHING, it is All-ways about adding and never about taking away.

As We are getting to go to town to do laundry We decided to take the shelves out of the front window. We got that done and it IS One-der-full. We still have One shelf under the window for any plants etc. We want there but the window is completely open and We LOVE it. The plants were nice for the winter but looking out onto the forest is best. WE also got Our citronella cuttings (what broke off during the move outside) planted out in the forest. We hope “they” make it and live a long and fruitful life.

It is still earlier than We want to go to town so We are just playing now. Guess what? A lot of the difference between work and play is what We call it and how We judge it.

We are clearly drifting in multiworlds and it feels good. Our physical waking world is definitely here AND We are here AND there. Day dreaming? There is more power in daydreaming than We ever thought before.

Doing laundry was not as painful as We All-ways anticipate. We got home early since We went in earlier than usual. We were still too not here to put All Our laundry away so We had dinner and watched a few episodes of “Fringe”. We are kinda amazed that We watched more than part of One episode.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Walking in multiworlds again

06/13/14

Today:

Walking in multiworlds again

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:28:59 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Once again Our night was about Our transition and transformation but We do not remember many details. However: We do remember Our last world and life that We visited as We were waking: We were part of a large group of youngstars who were students at an ancient Roman academy. We were studying agriculture and discovering new and exotic plants and how to grow “them”. What We were doing was considered impossible just like We have been imaginating. It was sooooo controversial that We were going to be punished and banished. So We escaped into the night taking samples of Our plants with Us.

Notice that this is the second time (recently) that We have visited ancient Rome recently. We theel this is part of adding new experiences and memories to help Us set OurSelf free. You see We were One of the teachers at the academy and We were breaking the time honored rules of the aristocrats. This is new for Us. Our previous memories were either of being an aristocrat who ruled with an iron fist or One of the commoners. It is new for Us to be an aristocrat who is benevolent and well liked.

After waking We were able to imaginate for a while and We are still imaginating. We are unsure how to describe Our imaginating better. We are taking baby steps in Our waking imaginating and really feeling the feelings that come up. Our head tries to tell Us that what We are imaginating and feeling is impossible but We (inside) know that it is not impossible. We have just forgotten because We were so immersed in Our game of limitation and separation.

We are certain that We can play in limitation worlds and experience being limitless there. We have memories of doing that and being mean about it and therefore rejected. Again: that is Our own fear and judgment being reflected back onto Us. We are sorry for these old memories. Please forgive OurSelf. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love OurSelf unconditionally AND We thank Us. We are grateful.

We are reminded that We have not been keeping up on Our other writings and that We may want to catch up a little on those today, especially since We are up early. We did a little catching up on those.

We are beginning to see evidence of doing the impossible and what We do not see: We feel.

One of the things We dreamt about was adding a two foot section of metal roofing or plastic to Our new four foot, solid, outer shed wall because the (now) open window in the tarp is sooooo close to the edge of the four foot section. In a heavy wind and rain storm the rain would still easily get into that part of the shed. Not a major disaster, especially as We get more and more in tune with nature but We are not there yet and it would bug Us if We do not try to prevent it.

Remember: We are still taking baby steps and there is a lot of belief stretching going on. We have learned NOT to have expectations about how and where Our beliefs and thinking will grow and expand. We are setting All that free with love and allowing. Otherwise We would get much less than the uni-verse has to offer.

It is getting really cloudy, dark, gray clouds and even though We had started getting ready to play with the shed We decided to close it up again. We can open it up later if the weather and Our motorvation turn that direction. Our feelings tell Us to stop and come inside. We did move Our citronella moved outside. We broke more than We wanted and less than We had anticipated. We put the cuttings from the breaks We found in a bucket of water.

We went back to dreaming and We had fun. That is All that We remember: We were playing and it was fun, what else matters? We did hear the rain while We slept and We woke wanting some cereal so We got up to have some cereal. The skies are mostly clear blue now. We feel like We may go outside and play soon.

The hole is cut and the edges painted. We are taking breaks, letting the paint dry. Our cut out is rather rough, We have done better but working off a ladder and because We do not use a router much it is what it is. Next step is to install the window and then put up the piece of roof metal. Then We can put stuff back inside. It seems odd to be so close to being done.

Several times We have been aware of not really being here. That is a cool feeling. We will use that memory with Our imaginating.

Oh, We also started reading the first book in The Ringing Cedars series.

The window is installed. Again went smoother than it could have given that it IS glass and working off a ladder. We were just getting the roof metal piece up when the rains came through. Heavy, dark clouds and it looked and felt like it would be a downpour. We let down the tarp and left Our tools and ladder out under shelter because there are probably a few finishing touches We will want to do.

It looks like the rain passed through. Not unusual but We are ready for a break anyway and not much at All left to do. We can put stuff away now, if We want.

The next thing today is to make OurSelf a rhubarb sourcream pie. This is a new recipe and We are looking forward to eating it.

Our pie is in the over and smells great. The topping was supposed to be a crumb topping but We did not measure and the recipe calls for melted butter and without thinking We followed that part. Softened butter usually makes a better crumb topping. We have a runny caramel and flour topping. Should be interesting.

The rain is off and on so We are kinda in and out. We are gradually putting stuff back in the shed but We really need to put the lumber in first so We do not block access to something else that We put in too soon. Guess We will see how that goes. We are more accepting of these things than We used to be.

Good night AND thank You for playing.