Limitation or absolutely everything

03/30/14

Today:

Limitation or absolutely everything

THAT is the question

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:12:36 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We woke with the words: morphogenetic field running through Our mind. We think that is the energy field around Us and the planet but that is probably an oversimplified definition. Maybe We will Google it.

We clearly remember One dream from last night. It was One of those dreams that continue after We wake and return to dream. It is a life and world quite similar to this AND quite different. It IS clearly transitioning into freedom and equality maybe multi-d and some people are having a hard time adjusting and getting comfortable with it. We are having this trouble BUT it is getting easier for Us. We are clearly making progress. One interesting part was where We were with three of Our children of gradeschool age. One was preparing a fruit salad and the others were watching and playing. We noticed One was missing. We were in some type of gathering or community building or multifamily dwelling and there were lots of people around. We asked a lady (probably Our wife but We are very resistant to that idea) if she had seen the missing child. She informed Us that the children were All out playing amongst the other people. When We started to say that two were still here, We saw that All three had disappeared. We real-eyesed that because We were distracted and paying full attention “they” had slipped off and left an essence, an image of “themSelves” there. We have dreamt and typed about this ability before (mostly in camps where the youngstars have decided to allow the government to keep “them”) but We have never experienced it from this side before.

There were other experiences and mostly play and getting used to being free and equal and living as love. It is certainly something to look forward to.

As We were pondering it dawned on Us that in order to live as love and be limitless in a limitation world We have to be willing to break the rules, to upset those who are closed and narrow minded and to appear to be “better” than those who deny who and what “they” are. This is truly a bitter pill to swallow and We are grateful that We are allowed time to process such things. We real-eyes that as We change then Our world and Our others will change. That is All true and well and good. However, a big part for Us is that in infinity and eternity All worlds and All choices remain and continue. It is an IMPORTANT point that many of Us miss and that keeps Us locked in to the limitation world(s) We created because We love Our creation(s). So, since We do seem to continue to explore this limitation world as well as visit and even live in expanded worlds and transitioning world(s) then We must be prepared to face AND embrace whatever We find. Everytime We say: “that is impossible” or “that won't happen” then We limit OurSelf to world(s) where that is impossible and that won't happen. Pretty simple really.

So, if We want to explore and experience everything (and We [personally] do) then We must be prepared to experience and explore everything. We must be willing to face, embrace and accept OurSelf in the mirror (on the wall AND in/on the world). Another thing to remember is that when We created Our limitation world We also gave it the freedom to develop a life of its own. While this is One-der-full it can mean that these worlds are running wild and free and We have to be willing to accept that or create even more limits for OurSelf. It seems it is time to face the truth: everything includes absolutely everything. Anything less is more limitation.

We are doing more dreaming and even awake We are drifting. Not sure where We are drifting and do not really care. We know We are changing and THAT is what matters.

BTW: today is new moon and We are approaching another full lunar eclipse. We are feeling these energies and have been for at least a week. Learning to just accept and go with the flow of the energies is a big lesson.

We watched part of “The Last Mimzy” but the copy We got at the library did not play well. We will probably end up renting a copy.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

All-most a lost day

03/29/14

Today:

All-most a lost day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:00:32 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) It seems that We are shifting from catering dreams to restaurant dreams and We are also visiting and playing in worlds where We are much more free or transitioning into freedom.

One of the courses We took recently talks about focusing on Our current strengths and abilities. Focusing on what We All-ready have done and CAN do. This is part of what We are dreaming too. After Our restaurant dream life last night We felt very confident and knowing that anything We try will at least be successful enough to support Us. It might only be that successful right now BUT if We stay focused on what We can do and ARE doing it will be like exercising a muscle. The more We believe in OurSelf and Our ability the stronger that belief and then the ability will grow.

Along with everything else, it seems like that is where We are right now and what We are moving into. We are exercising Our beliefs and Our abilities. Start where We are which is a lot stronger than We usually give OurSelf credit for. We get the sensation of major shifting and changing inside and projecting onto the outer but We really have no clue where or when this will go from here. We do know that believing in OurSelf is a huge step and key.

We returned to dream. There is a relaxation technique that We have been avoiding mainly because it is sooooo long and We only have a typed version and no audio version that We could listen too laying down. We did think about making an audio for it but have not done so yet. What We did decide to do is start with the first few steps and go from there. The thing with Us is that when We do any type of relaxation or hypnosis induction that We go sooooo deep sooooo fast and it happened again today. We visited many worlds in a short time. We remembered some but that was about an hour ago and now We only know that the memories are inside.

We did a few returns to dream and then went to town to visit Our local friends. We went out for burgers and came back to play some cards. We really do not remember much as We were not really focused in 3D but when We came home it was a little hard to get out of limitation thinking. We pony hopped a lot and that is All that We remember.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Experiences and insights beyond words

03/28/14

Today:

Experiences and insights beyond words

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:55:12 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We do not remember much from Our dream life/lives but it does seem like We are focusing more and more on Our transitioning 3D reality in both waking and dreaming.

That being said: We have no idea what it means really. Perhaps it is like being at the drawing board and We are designing ways of living that Our waking mind can not yet comprehend. That is how We thelt yesterday as We pondered Our transition. Perhaps We will go back and fill in that gap in yesterday's log first.

It seems that We are kinda filling in the gaps between Our waking world and the world of Our vision. We choose not to call it the world of dreams or Our dream world because those are sooooo many. Our dreams are more of multiworlds whereas this vision is One world and One reality. However it opens onto and is fully aware of everything. It is hard to describe in limitation words.

It theels like this in between may well be the area where inventions come from. It may where Tesla and Edison and Einstein looked into to get “their” ideas. It is Our path to the future. We theel certain of that. Even if some of it will only be explored Once We have become aware of experiencing Our vision world. It may be like watching home movies of a vacation.

It continues to theel that energy is the corner stone of Our evolution. There are many ideas of techniques for producing free (or low cost) sustainable and renewable energy. These are mostly devices. Though We are quite certain that the real answer is that We ARE energy and energy surrounds Us and We are infused with energy and that it is Us (Our bodies either/and/or Our physical bodies or Our energy bodies) that will end up being the source AND the generator and/or the transistor or something like that or something else. However We do understand the need to smoothly transition into this rather make a quantum jump and fry those transistors.

We continue to get the growing sensation of being on ship AND the area around Our cabin being a space port. Stay tuned for more exciting (or not) updates.

There is a lot going on within, the kids keep showing a lot of life lessons. We are getting lots of insights. The words are still hard but the lessons and experiences are strong. Just because We do not have the words does NOT mean We do not get the lesson and insight.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Transitioning

03/27/14

Today:

Transitioning

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:00:19 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We do not remember where We were or what We were doing but We sure do NOT wanna stop and return to waking 3D. Even knowing that We do not have to return to limitation 3D and that Our world is changing as We change does not really help.

We are going to let OurSelf drift a while so this may be another short entry.

As We go through Our morning: We get it that how We are feeling (on mornings like this) is because We still buy into the old beliefs and lies that We must fully wake up (which is actually a drugged sleep and programing) and return fully to limitation 3D. We do NOT want to do that. Sometimes: it seems that even being able to type here is more limitation 3D than We are willing to experience. The old thinking and beliefs ARE softening and We real-eyes that We have options even out of bed.

For a long time We thelt that the only way We could experience and explore multiworlds and multi-D is to be in dream. That was Our preparation grounds, Our training camp and remains the best place to fully experience multi-D. We are also beginning to explore and experience multiworlds and multi-D in Our waking life. That is good news.

Our thinking and beliefs are changing. We are in the midst of Our complete psychic change. As We have stated before: it is One thing (and much easier) to experience and explore multiworlds and multi-D when in dream in Our safe place in the mountains (actually foothills) in Alaska. It is quite another thing All-together to take it to the streets. AnyOne can do it in isolation. It takes a true master to do it out on the streets and in the work-a-day world. That is where the real challenge is.

To be “in” the world but not smothered by it is truly a challenge and it is something that We have chosen (unconsciously) to do. We appreciate the help Our children give Us even though “they” too are confused and distracted by All the mixed messages “they” get. We love Our children unconditionally and We are sorry for All the harm that We have caused “them”. We ask for forgiveness and We thank “them” for being part of Us. We go gently to allow Our children to feel safe and loved.

We have decided to type out Morna's prayer again to help Us memorize it to use at any time rather than having to read it. During Our day We often adapt/expand the four phrases and the part of Morna's prayer that We remember to fit Our circumstances and feelings at the time.

Dear spirit, superconscious: please take Me to the origin of My thoughts, feelings and beliefs about limitation and separation. Take each and every level, layer,area and aspect of My being/bean to this origin. Analyze it and resolve it perfectly with God's truth and love. Come through All generations of time and eternity. Healing every incident and its appendages on the origin. Please do it according to God's will until I Am at the present filled with light and truth, with God's peace and love, forgiveness of MySelf for My incorrect perceptions. Forgive of every person, place, circumstance and event which contributed to this, these thoughts, beliefs, memories and feelings about limitation and separation.

We have forgotten and then denied what powerful and magnificent creator beans We truly are. We imagine that something about Us is regrettable and ugly, then We project that judgment onto Our world/others and then deny it. We forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally.

As We were pondering and letting Our mind drift around the multiverse We thought about Our ideal world that We envision and All the possibilities in between here and there. We got it that We do NOT want to try and plan any of it because We would still be planning from a limitation perspective. Our mind IS expanding and Our mindset is changing but We still think from a limitation default setting. The vision of Our cabin opening onto everything is from a dream and it is limitless. What else happens maybe like turning a dial and zooming in on All the degrees and nth possibilities in between here and there.

It feels like We will experience some of those possibilities on the journey to Our vision but many will be explored after We real-eyes Our ability to experience Our vision, Our power AND Our abilities. We do not think We will just make the jump from here to there but rather We will make a smooth transition, more like a slide than a jump.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Watching OurSelf

03/26/14

Today:

Watching OurSelf

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:52:56 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We woke briefly, several times last night but We only remember visiting One world. It was what We would call: “more advanced” technologically. We are not sure if the technology was machines and gadgets or mind control. We had fun though and again met new friends.

It does seem that allowing OurSelf to dream in another hourish is helping but We would still like to dream in longer. Part of that is adjusting to not being fully focused in 3D. All-though We have been adjusting to this for a while We keep going deeper into multi-D and multiworlds and so We have to keep adjusting. We really do not like the adjustment process but We do like being less limited.

Words are hard again this morning. We can certainly feel the changing and shifting of Our world. The change is happening from the inside (which is how We want) and welcome even if NOT comfortable.

We are having a rather I opening experience. We actually watched OurSelf make OurSelf sick because We expected to get sick as a result of conditions around Us and things We are doing. This is partially an expectation of being punished for having fun, running free, breaking out of the norm and those types of “naughty” behaviors. The other part is more a neutral expectation of cause and result which is conditioned and not necessarily true, natural or even normal. Then, Once We became aware of what We were doing and stopped feeding the fear and expectations We turned around within an hour and the result is continuing hours later. This also relates to how Our vehicles are acting but We do not know if We believe in OurSelf strong enough to maintain that but We did see similar results in the way Our chariot behaved on the drive home.

We ARE learning and growing.

The kids continue to teach Us also. We have mentioned before how adding or removing One student can change the entire dynamics on the bus. The most addition of One gradeschooler is having such an affect. All the students on that section are interacting and playing together like never before. It is rather amazing to watch. Even the two boys who do not (or did not) like each other are speaking to each other (politely) and playing together in the group.

Also, We are experiencing being more and more multiworld and multi-D and less and less fully focused in limitation 3D. Part of this is feeling rather dizzy and even disconnected from the limitation 3D world.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Change from within

03/25/14

Today:

Change from within

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:59:07 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We spent the night visiting different versions of OurSelf doing the same job (special needs attendant on school buses) in other worlds and realities. There were several different versions where We have to use a ladder to get the kids into “their” home or wherever We deliver “them”. In One We use an extension ladder that hangs on the side of the bus or rides on the top and in others We have a type of hook and ladder type school bus and in others We have a kind of bucket on a mechanical arm or lift like some utility vehicles have for working on power and phone lines.

When Our alarm woke Us at 3 AM We were definitely NOT ready to get up. We chose to dream in for another hour. We do not know if We actually went back to sleep or just remained in bed in a waking dream state. BTW: We are enjoying whatever state We are in now. And speaking of states We also chose to remote view AND experience Our life in other areas and states. For some reason (seemingly some kind of inner guidance and/or inspiration) We chose to focus on Iowa and also (at least) be aware of OurSelf in other areas too and Oregon was another that came to mind. Therefore We really do not know for sure where We are focused in/on right now but it is probably Alaska. We will see as Our day goes along. We theel We might be becoming more fully aware of multilocating. It may be an interesting day.

It does seem like We were mostly viewing Our life in other areas rather than having a full experience of any. The difference between being an observer and a participant. However, now We are more AWARE of being a participant in some of these other areas. We would say that what We have known for some time about multilocating and bean multidimensional is become more real and deeper, more experiential.

Having an hour less to ponder and type in the morning is definitely feeling like an hour less. It will take some getting used to if We decide to do it again. We theel We will be learning to give OurSelf the option of getting up at different times. We have allowed OurSelf to wake earlier and even sometimes dream in a half hour on work days but this (nearly an extra hour of dreaming) is kinda like a bold adventure for Us.

The concept of visiting OurSelf in waking dream (if not in full waking yet) in other areas but still (pretty much anyway) in the same world is quite new. We were mostly viewing but there was a little awareness of actually being there and experiencing Our life/lives there. If Our living quarters look similar (in those other places) then We could actually be there AND/or there. We do expect to find Alaska outside Our door and then again We could (easily) be experiencing OurSelf on a/the holodeck on ship. We could be doing All of the above.

Earlier in the night and the last few days We have also been feeling even stronger about developing Our ability to convert current cars and other vehicles into non-polluting, sustainable and renewable energy powered hover craft. After watching part of the Tesla movie We now have a picture/vision/feel of the motor or power device We will be using (converting to). That is exciting. We hope We can be patient with Our progress here. Right now We are excited AND feeling patient/willing to let it unfold as it will.

As We stood up We are very aware that even though We look and feel like We are in Our familiar waking world there has been a shift IF We can/will allow it. It is easy to hang on to Our memories of how it was (should be) and much harder (still) to set that free and begin to embrace/experience the more. We definitely get a sense of allowing a little of the more and experiencing it even if ever so slightly.

We real-eyes/remember that (maybe yesterday, maybe last night or in another life All together) We are getting (more as an experience and not just a concept) it that it is Us that needs to be healed/changed/repaired rather than Our vehicles. Our dragon is still not drivable (as far as We know) and now Our chariot seems to be developing some of the same symptoms. Coincidence? We theel not.

This is NOT to say that We are broken for that is NOT the case. However: We ARE programed and being run and judged and even condemned by Our memories and programs (whether real or imagined). These programs and memories can and need to be cleaned and set free through pony hopping and other methods. These programs and memories are meant to keep Us in and experiencing the game of separation and limitation and now that it is time to change/expand the game We are resisting change. We are holding on to the familiar even as it crumbles in Our hands.

We are sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. We need not know everything, in fact in Our current condition We are not capable of knowing everything. We do know that We judge OurSelf and keep Us from living as Our true nature. We still fear this true nature because of Our programing and memories. We ask Our children, Our subconscious to set the memories free with love. We know that We are in the process and We desire to continue even when the process is uncomfortable. The unfamiliar is All-ways uncomfortable.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Some insights/outsights

03/24/14

Today:

Some insights/outsights

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:01:47 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) A VERY interesting night. Apparently We just do not like getting up around 3 AM. We know that for many people 3 AM is an important dream time. It does seem like it was easier when We were getting up at midnight (to be at work at 3 AM) than it is getting up at 3 to be at work at 6 AM. Now, it seems that midnight would be too early, too many hours before time to leave and not enough sleep and 4 AM would not give Us enough time for Us before it is time to leave.

Anyway: We experienced a bit of limitlessness and as much as this thrilled Us We understand that Our consciousness just is NOT ready. It was quite overwhelming. This in no way means that We will stop seeking limitlessness!!!!! We still want it, maybe even more having tasted it. We just need to evolve and expand to be able to handle it. It is just too much, too much of everything non-stop for Our processing abilities. We were wiped out in mere seconds. It may be something that will change with experience though. It really is awesome if overwhelming. We were even partially awake for the experience, it was not totally in full dream state. It was lots of everything happening All at Once and All the time and then more and more and more. That is the best explanation We can give at this time.

After that We visited several limited worlds that have more freedom. We do not remember any particular friends in limitlessness, there were simply too many and too much going on. We do remember specific individual friends (from the freer limited worlds) and playing with “them”. We had a very good time. Even in this it did seem like We were more awake than usual in these visits.

We are learning and preparing for even more expansion and freedom. These dream and waking experiences did answer some of the questions from Our ponderings yesterday. We do want to experience more limited realities as We prepare for and transition into limitlessness.

Very interesting: We have not read Suzanne Lie's postings for a while and today's (actually yesterday's) entry hits Our current real-I-say-sons right on target. Perhaps with a few variations but that does NOT make either of Us wrong. We are exploring from a slightly different vantage point and reading hers is I opening for Us. We used to reject anything that did not correlate exactly with what We were experiencing or intuiting. That is NOT exactly being All inclusive and accepting and connected. We are growing.

Her explanation sheds some more light on Our work and discomfort dilemma: It is a memory and pattern and program replaying. We can clean it. We are sorry for this memory within Us that is replaying as being bound/enslaved to (stuck in) a work schedule that We do NOT like (even though We do love the work that We are doing). Please forgive OurSelf and set this free across All time, dimensions, space and reality returning Us to Our natural state, to easy world and filling Us with love. We do love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. We also did some tapping on this. The world We are actively imaginating is free of work and schedules and commitments. We ARE free to play and even be naughty if We want.

It was very nice to get to see and be with All the kids again today (if only We did not have to get out of bed to do it). We really do enjoy what We do and We also learn from these kids about Us AND “them”.

We also got some more insight into Our discomfort. We do not mean to be complaining or saying We are unhappy. In fact, it really is quite the opposite. We have never had it better and many others would be (and are) jealous. However: We know there is more AND We know that We ARE more and We would like to experience that. Yes, sometimes We feel disappointed in OurSelf and where We are on Our journey and how little We are using Our natural abilities. But then when We look at how far We have come and such and We are less disappointed yet We still know there is more and We want it. That (of course) is a driving force in Our life.

Now, We are going out of 3D focus again and that is what We want but it is NOT what We are familiar with yet.

We are watching the movie: “The Secret of Nicola Tesla” on Netflix. We are getting several insights: The reason autists get lost in watching running water (and the patterns in carpet etc.) is because “they” see the energy in it. Something that is invisible to Us but that would also hold Us spellbound IF We could see it too. Another is about the lies and beliefs We hold about good guys and bad guys. Those who appreciate Tesla tend to villainize Thomas Edison while U.S. history and Our education system deify Edison (and often defy any actual accomplishment by Tesla). This is (at least) a part of how We have convinced OurSelf that is bad and even evil to be rich and powerful. It matters not what the truth is. Our lives are not ruled or even affected by truth (if there even is such a thing) but rather by Our beliefs. We can and will All-ways create proof of Our beliefs making “them” THE truth (of the moment). Because We ARE that powerful and capable and then We will deny it to Our death beds (or at least that used to be Our M.O.).

The belief that being rich and powerful is deeply embedded in each and every person who lives in the middle class or poverty. The mindset, the thinking of these people is a loop of memories (true or false but still memories) playing over and over and over. For these people (OurSelf included) live in victim consciousness and that is Our story and We are (or hopefully were) sticking to it. But, it is a lie to keep Us locked into the game of limitation and separation AND locked into pretending to be what We are not. Again: We need a complete psychic change. We have a vision of this but no better words at this time.

We theel that Tesla was what We now call a high functioning autist. We are going to dream with that theeling.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More examining Our process

03/23/14

Today:

More examining Our process

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:44:50 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play)

Another night of fun and games in other realities with new and old friends. We remind Us that children/youngstars learn by playing and that is how “they” teach Us. Last night was a lot of play AND it was definitely about Our learning from Our children within. Often, when playing and teaching Us the children will shock Us. Our first reaction is normally: “Oh NO. You can't do that.” and then We justify OurSelf with: “it's not safe” or “it's not acceptable” or whatever. Sometimes We recoil at Our own words and last night was One of those times.

These are the limits and restrictions We have placed upon OurSelf and Our children. It it any Oneder that “they” act up and rebel??????? So, as We have only done a few times since the beginning of creation, We allowed the children to do as “they” please and We joined in and We All had a blast. Now We ask Our children (Our subconscious) how do We do this in Our waking/limitation world? We await an answer and it is coming in small, digestible fragments.

Part of the answer is: “What did We do that sparked this learning session?” and now it dawns on Us that We finally experienced another “Night School” and perhaps there have been many that were recorded within but not remembered consciously? The answer to: “What did We do?” is that One of the courses We are hit and missing is about the Sri Yantra . It feels like this IS a key for Us so We will pursue it as We feel inspired to do so.

In Our dream life last night We really enjoyed taking off Our Self imposed limitations and restrictions and We are enjoying feeling that same feeling this morning even though it looks like We are in limitation 3D again. One of the suggestions coming out now is to remember the feeling of Our imagination of Our ideal world/life. This is certainly a part of that.

We are pretty much All over the place today and it is good. We are doing some email, watching some vids and reading some of Our different course materials. We have not really been able to get back into dream state but then again Our waking state is more dreamy than usual. What We are really doing is following inspiration. We are catching up on some 3D tasks and transferring files from Our desktop to Our laptop for those days We want to take Our laptop to town with Us.

When We did do a bit of waking dreaming We kinda examined where Our discomfort or lack of fulfillment in Our life is. We really have the life We have dreamed of but We still believe and live in limitation. That certainly does seem to be the heart of Our lack of comfort. We know that We can be AND DO more than We are. We are not talking about saving the world (though We will since it IS Our projection). We are talking about living as Our true Self which is love and We are hearing and reading that from more and more people.

This is definitely a process. Perhaps it can happen instantly but that is not Our choice, either by Our conscious, Our subconscious or Our superconscious and/or All choosing together. What a concept: All these parts and pisces of Us being in agreement????? We have chosen to go for the (perceived) root of All Our problems and discomfort and dissatisfactions: Belief in limitation and separation. We know that We chose to play and maybe even chose to fall in face first All the way to Our toes but We do NOT want to play that way anymore and digging OurSelf out seems to be a much longer process than We ever anticipated. That is okay, even as frustrating as it is at times. There is much to learn and experience along the way.

As We aim for this root (belief in limitation and separation) there are many other smaller fears and beliefs that come up along the way and We pony hop, and tap and use any other tools We find or remember to set these All free with love. We do NOT intend or try to destroy or banish any of these parts of OurSelf. We acknowledge, own, and set “them” free with love. That is OUR choice.

At this juncture it seems that Our shame and judgment of OurSelf is Our focus. This is about being rich, powerfull, free, uninhibited and All those things We associate with living as love in the physical. We set this All up and Once again We state that We did damn good. And so We set it All free with love and when “they” get back up in Our face and mind and beliefs We set “Them” free with love again. We are powerful creators and We are also power-full setters free. We needed to read that.

Oh, All-most forgot to mention: We love playing with the kids on the school bus, We love what We do at Our “job” BUT there is still something in there that is bringing deep dissatisfaction(s) into Our life. We know that a huge part is THE schedule. Is it the twelve hour days five days a week? That is at least part. We love to be at home. We know that not too many people love being at/in “their” current home the way We do. We are blessed in this. Maybe it is just that We feel enslaved to someOne or something else's schedule????? Or just that We still enslaved? Is it working within a system that We do NOT believe in (even though We NOW know that We (personally) created that/this system? Is it All that AND more? Working a job IS part of NOT living free and limitless. We want to live free AND limitless.

It is sooooo nice outside that We were able to comfortably sit out on the front porch in the sunshine. We All-ways really enjoy Our first time at that every spring. It was even nice enough for Us to comfortably take a little walk down and back up Our driveway without being All bundled up.

We are also finding that many of the teachers We are reading lately talk about relaxation. Another case of affirmation of what We are and have been doing for some time now.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Changing

03/22/14

Today:

Changing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:12:19 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play. That is because We have forgotten that this is a game, that We chose to come here to play. With this forgetting We fell into Our game and believed that it is a matter of life and death and Our belief made it a matter of survival, of life and death. That is the crux of where We are and what We pretend to be. Then We blame everyOne and everything else and that just digs Us deeper into the game. We are waking from the game but it is a process. Maybe it could be instant but obviously that is not what We have chosen to experience.

Our children within play a major role in this. “They” are not the “good guys” or the “bad guys”. “They” are just playing and often acting out because We have forgotten that “they” even exist. In Dr. Emoto's experiments with water he found that the neglected water turned stagnant and foul even faster than the hated water. Remember that everything in Our world is Our holographic projection of Our beliefs. That is a hard concept to really grasp and live even though We are living in it each and every day. We have denied Our power for so long that it is hard to even come close to grokking just how power-full We really are.

In Our dream life We visited a world where We were highly involved with a group(s) of people working hard to change the world from the outside. There is plenty of evidence that Our society/world is broken. In this case We use the word world to reflect what We have done on/to Our planet. The planet is NOT broken. Our human society is. Even the actual people are NOT broken, just asleep in the limitation/separation dream. And All of that is also just Our projection. We (consciously) do not know what is real, We are not consciously capable of knowing what is real. Perhaps when We turn back on the 90% of Our brain and DNA We will and that too is Our projection. We are responsible and We are sorry AND We love Our creation(s) and Our projection(s) and Our game(s).

Back to Our dream life: in that world We are trying to change the world from the outside and it is a lot of work. There are a lot of very confusing words, theories and ideas. We gathered in board rooms and class rooms and conference rooms and even war rooms to discuss and learn and plan and brain storm about how to “fix” Our world. And even in that We recognized that We need to understand and change the people in order to change the world. Changing any circumstance or situation (whether it is starvation or poverty or war or crime) will only go so far if Our hearts and minds do not change. However, not many believe that (and that too is Our projection, Our belief).

Then We visited and played in other worlds. That first dream world was way to heavy for Our taste. Even though We have many friends that We recognized there We prefer the more playful versions and aspects on other freer worlds. We did and are doing a lot of pony hopping and paying attention to Our children within (remember that these children ARE Our subconscious).

We keep remembering that One teacher says that Once We begin to awaken the child is no longer in charge. To that We say: “How sad”. The children may no longer be acting out and rebelling and “their” playfulness is a much better world than that of any gr'ups. Let the children play. Listen to the children and set My children free with love.

This morning We are quite aware of being on ship at Our communication center.

We are reminded that balance is a/the key. Balance of father (super conscious), mother (conscious) and children (subconscious) teaming together, playing together.

Our computer is acting weird. We do not know if it is sunspots or if it is Us blocking Us from watching a video We thought We wanted to watch. We have restarted Our computer twice now and will check the video again soon or not. We are able to watch the video but the introduction is hard to stream but Once We get to the important part it streams just fine. The hard part is being patient to get to the good stuff and no, We can't just fast forward to that spot or the streaming gets even worserer.

There is a lot that We are taking in at this time but the crux of it All is that the power is truly within. We know what We want: to live free of need, to live as love in the physical, to be free and limitless. The thing is that We have never really believed that this was and is actually 100% possible. Now, We are finding confirmation from Our others. Funny thing that much of this confirmation has been available online for over a year and even longer but We are just now finding it. When We are ready.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Feeling Our feelings and fears

03/21/14

Today:

Feeling Our feelings and fears

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:16:06 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) Another interesting night:

First We were on a road trip with a friend in two different cars. Ours was a sports car like a Z or Vette or such. We got separated somehow and then some guy pretended like We had hit him with Our car. Fight or flight syndrome set in and We fled as fast as We could. As We mentioned Our car was a sports car so it should be able to go fast. In fact it did go very fast BUT the guy was able to run fast enough to keep up with Us. That in itSelf was pretty amazing. The thing is that We had/have no idea who this guy is or why he wanted to accuse Us of hitting him with Our car.

Because he was able to run as fast as Our car would go We real-I-said that this is a lesson for Us. We stopped driving and began pony hopping the guy and he left. That was All it took. After hours, maybe even days of trying to outrun this problem, this fear, this whatever Once We stopped and started pony hopping he just went on about his life, seemingly perfectly normal.

We woke from this dream experience and did a lot of pony hopping. Next We were in another world with lots of new friends playing freely. We really, really enjoy these worlds. We try to remain in “them” as long as possible. Something All-ways draws Us back to Our waking world. We do recognize that Our waking world is evolving into that type of world and Our imagination is a key for/to that. We must remember that just because it looks like the same ol', same ol' does NOT mean anything. How does it feel?

Pony hopping some more.

This morning We are practicing paying attention to how it “feels” to imagine living in Our dream/perfect world, how We “feel” as We experience it in Our imagination. It is thrilling, invigorating and exciting. We are capturing the “feeling” in Our imagination.

Interesting that We also find a fear of success in this. What exactly are We afraid of? And why? More pony hopping.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More holograms

03/20/14

Today:

More holograms

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:57:36 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) Another interesting night. It seemed that We were using remote viewing which We have never really been aware of doing before. We were also aware of being on ship. We located more of Our children that We have abandoned. Yes, there are even more than We have All-ready located.

We teleported to these new finds and “they” were All-most comatose from neglect. We used the technique that Dr. Hew Len teaches being very, very gentle and telling “them” We are sorry and that We love “them” and asking forgiveness and thanking “them” for being part of Us. Gradually “they” came to a state of waking and We were able to nurture “them” and eventually We were able to play together. Children can be quick to forgive especially when We are being defensive of Our actions. We take responsibility which is new for Us AND “them”.

As We ponder these experiences We real-eyes that “they” do not make sense in what most people believe to be the “real” world. However: what really does not make sense is that “real” world. There everything is limited and separate. We pretend to be what We are not. We pretend so well and sooooo long that We have come to believe that We are what We are not. That is what does NOT make sense. Finding Our missing pieces of OurSelf All over the world using remote viewing makes perfect sense in light of returning to being what We really are.

The old is not “passing away” in the sense of being destroyed or abandoned. It remains for anyOne to visit and even live in whenever We choose. That is part of eternity and infinity. However: Our belief in it being All there is has begun to weaken. We are more than We ever imagined. Our world is more than We ever imagined and We are developing senses and abilities to thrive in this more.

We have made a choice. We have decided to set limitation free. We are no longer bound to only limitation and it is no longer bound to Us. There have been attachments that held Us in limitation but most of those are gone and those which remain no longer bind Us. “They” are now like breakaway connectors that separate under pressure. Anything that can join Us is welcome. The only difference will be that We and All that We see and perceive in limitless and connected. We are connected at heart level.

That was another part of Our dream experiences: everything is alive and sentient. Another belief in limitation 3D that makes no “real” sense is that only people and animals are sentient. Who decided that? Does that fit into unconditional love. We can and have rationalized any belief. Now it is time to question All beliefs. Beliefs are NOT facts nor are “they” even based on facts. Facts are based on beliefs. It may not be easy to change but We ARE in the process.

It seems that We are at a critical juncture: One We may have been at before AND We have learned and experienced much since the last time. Because of these experiences We find corridors to explore that We did not notice before. This is part of what happens when We think that We have gone backwards or are making yet another One more trip around the mountain. Because of Our expanded vision and beliefs We find possibilities where We saw nothing before.

We are having many insights this morning AND We are even finding words for some. We flashed on All the people/players in Our holographic drama. At first We thought of “them” as caught in the Matrix because that is exactly how most of “them” appear. However We quickly remembered that this is Our projection and only Our projection. So, We pony hop it. We are aware that pony hopping has become a major tool for Us. Taking responsibility and asking OurSelf for forgiveness.

Now, We real-eyes that We are walking through (and playing in) Our own holographic projection. Again We had a sample of this. We were theeling that most people can not accept Our dream reality as even being possible. We real-eyes that this is Our projection of Our own doubts. We are sorry, please forgive OurSelf, We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us.

We had not read Rother's monthly channels for a while but today We chose to read the most recent. What jumped out at Us is the statement: “most people are ashamed of financial hardships”. We know this is about Our own recent processing and pony hopping of Our own shame. We have chosen to jump to the root (or so We theel anyway) of All Our discontent: Our belief in limitation and separation. We are using tapping, the 4 pony hopping phrases and Morna's prayer on this base/core/root belief. We also use these tools on anything (fruits) that come up along the way such as shame. Shame is a big hook for Us and We project it well.

We feel a lot of change happening or beginning or something-ing. Others are speaking of this also. The words are softening. Now We read words like dissolving rather than ending or being destroyed or abandoned. Yet, this is still a bit too strong for Us. The Reconnections have said for a long time that this life/world/reality is a vacation in limitation. When a vacation ends and/or winds down, vacation land does not disappear or dissolve or get destroyed or banished. DUH!!!!! It is still there. Some may close at the end of a season to reopen next season and some stay open year/eternity around to be available to those who choose to vacation off-season. When We leave, move on, whatever the vacation land remains and/or when We go on vacation Our work-a-day world awaits Our return even if We never actually return it still awaits Us. Pictures, movies and even fading memories can keep it alive for/in Us. Regardless nothing that exists is ever really destroyed or banished from reality. That is what makes eternity and infinity and that is what We are about to discover/remember/experience. Unless We chew-snot.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Finding freedom from need

03/19/14

Today:

Finding freedom from need

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:42:46 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) It seems that We are visiting One or more of the same worlds repeatedly. This is new for Us. This world(s) are very similar to Our waking world but with much more freedom. It does seem like “”they” too are transitioning but further ahead than this reality. We got up so that We could go back to dream soon.

We are also aware of being on ship AND changing Our waking world.

Once again We find that Our familiar waking world is feeling less and less real and Our dream worlds are becoming more and more real/experiential to Us. Being more and more aware (waking and dreaming) of being on ship is part of it but there is more. Perhaps from the ship it is a little easier for Us to access other worlds? A type of connecting gate? And it is probably easier to believe in OurSelf and Our natural abilities on ship than in limitation 3D. Lots of pieces to this puzzle.

We do still find OurSelf judging others. We know that We are projection on to “them” and then judging “them” for Our own projections. Much like in vampire scenarios where the vampire IS the reflection of the person who judges the vampire as evil. We are sorry for this projecting and judging. Please forgive Us, please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us.

We had thought that during this spring break We would do more typing but the words just are not coming. Lots going on inside but not many worlds coming out.

A reminder: it would/will be lovely and One-der-full to live in a world, in a life where All of Our needs are met. But, how much more to live free of All need. That is Our purpose, Our mission.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Something IS happening

03/18/14

Today:

Something IS happening

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:12:16 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We woke pony hopping. We were/are in a world where We are changing and cleaning the world by changing and cleaning OurSelf. Sounds like home. This is exactly what We are seeking. We were creating a society where everyOne is equal. Where noOne chooses to explore being impoverished and a slave to society. A world where everyOne real-I-says that it really is a choice and We can stop playing victim and begin to live as the victors We actually are.

Oh happy day. And so, a hopping We will go to set free with love whatever it is within Us that has created (and creates) worlds and societies where anyOne suffers. From the beginning of creation until now. Across All time, dimensions, space and reality. This is NOT about “them” and that is a key. It is about Us. The only reason poverty and misery exist is because We project it onto Our world screen. We ARE responsible AND We ARE sorry. Please forgive Us/OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us.

We knew that this is exactly what this spring break is about and it is happening within OurSelf. We have experienced being onboard ship a lot and We have been pony hopping. We are paying attention to Our children within. If having a lot of money is part of this that is okay with Us. We give OurSelf Our permission to be and live rich. What We really want is to live free of need. We set it All free with love. Love is the answer. Living in a world of love is the answer. We have lived long enough in a world (that We projected) where We pretend to be less than love. We are ready to live as love in the physical. We acknowledge that We are worthy of living as love and others WILL want Us AND We WILL succeed.

Again We are reminded of what Dr. Hew Len says: “If We do Our cleaning, everyOne else will be fine”. It is sooooo true. Many others are saying it in different words and it is All the reflection of what We project.

We can feel that something is happening within that is going to show up on the outside but We have no idea what or how. We know that We ARE on Our way to a world based on and built of love. The world We have dreamed of for sooooo long.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Cleaning with love

03/17/14

Today:

Cleaning with love

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:23:52 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We spent most of the night on board ship. There was a part where people were being transported onto the ship but most of the night was about life on the ship. We are free to do whatever We want and that is the big difference between life on board ship and life in limitation 3D.

Thanks to the holograms Our surroundings on ship are much like Our homes and other familiar surroundings in limitation 3D. This is intended to keep Us comfortable and help Us adjust. Being free is a big adjustment. That alone takes enough getting used to without having to do it in unfamiliar surroundings. Many do not even know that We are on ship and that is okay. “They” will become aware when and if “they” are ready. “They” can tell that things have changed. We are no longer projecting Our victim and “power over others” scenarios. There is a spirit of complete cooperation. It is sooooo pleasant and peaceful.

Sitting here at Our computer: We really do not know if We are now on ship or in limitation 3D and We really do not care. We are calm and at peace. Our head still tries to scurry and find needs and shoulds but Our heart overrides All that and We just relax and allow.

So, what is going on? We really do not know and We are (mostly) okay with that. We know that We are changing, evolving and growing and that is exactly what We are after.

Another day of very few words. We seem to be focused on setting OurSelf and Our children within free and clearing Our shame with love. That is important work.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Setting Our shame free

03/16/14

Today:

Setting Our shame free

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:49:03 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) More worlds to explore, more friends to play with and more memories to set free with love. That is what is going on in Our dream lives. We feel a lot of change happening within but We do not really have words to describe it. Perhaps that is because limitation 3D is not equipped with words to describe taking responsibility and living in Our power.

Remember this is not about judging and/or blaming anyOne. It is simply taking responsibility and setting it All free with love. That is quite unfamiliar in limitation 3D.

We are reminded that We spent (seemingly) a lot of time last night aware that We are on ship. Our cabin is also a cabin on/in the ship and the view out the windows can be a holographic projection that is sooooo similar to the view out the windows in Alaska that (except for the feeling) it is very hard to tell if We are in Alaska or on ship. We even wonder if there is any difference?????? We theel there is but not what We have All-ways thought and believed. This too is part of changing mindset. Everything We have thought and believed is All messed up. It has been memories looping.

What is coming up big time now is Our shame. Much of what We are remembering and experiencing is about All the things We have done and/or wanted to do that We are ashamed of: things that We have judged as bad, naughty, evil, wrong, etc. These judgments require something to be separate from OurSelf. If We are All One there really can be no victims and no perpetrators but We sure can pretend good. This also relates to how We feel about rich and powerful as well as being completely free. Judgment after judgment keeps Us enslaved to limitation and separation and We keep projecting that onto the real world and creating a very distorted version of reality. We are sooooo familiar with this/these version(s) that We can hardly imagine (much less believe) that anything else exists. We can not (yet) imagine what real freedom would even be like. And, when We get close We fall into shame, blame, judgment and rejection.

It is very important to/for Us that We remember that when We see others doing this, that IS Our projection. We really need to stop judging “them” and real-eyes that We are seeing Our own reflection.

We are living and experiencing what Dr. Hew Len says: “If We do Our cleaning, everyOne else will be fine”. It is sooooo true. We must take responsibility (NOT blame) and clean OurSelf only then can We, will We project and see and live in a perfect world and even perfect multiworlds. All the other worlds that We have created and projected remain as part of infinity and We can return there any time We want. We can visit but We do NOT have to fall in and forget.

There was/is an alternate or parallel life that We have vague memories from that keep coming up (maybe a collection of other lives rather than just One) and it seems very nearby but a lot more free even though We still have physical chores and tasks and maintenance to perform. Just some memories coming up that don't quite fit into this life.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A spider's web

03/15/14

Today:

A spider's web

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:20:40 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We went to dream early and dreamt in late because We can. We are paying attention to Our children within and making amends to “them” and it IS creating results. We visited worlds and lives where We are enjoying living in Our abundance and power and abilities. We ARE playing. We woke and started pony hopping.

When We found OurSelf judging others We immediately pony hopped that. We want to clean NOT judge. Those are Our projections NOT something outside and foreign to Us. There is nothing outside and foreign to Us. Those others whom We would judge are different versions of Us playing this game a little different. Some are actors and actresses who contracted to play certain roles in Our holographic game but “they” are All Us at some level. We real-eyes that the only way to change Our world is to clean OurSelf which is Our pony hopping.

There are many proofs and much evidence that We have projected to keep Us in the limitation 3D holograph. Many of these are disguised as exits and ways out of the matrix but “they” do not work. We try “them” or examine “them”, find “them” false and then judge and blame “them”. This is a trap. It is often referred to as the human condition but that is only an illusion too. It is like a spider web. However it is NOT a web that is strong enough to hold Us unless We allow it.

As We started to read a few emails We easily see how much judgment, blame and denial of OurSelf We project out there. There is a lot within Us that needs to be cleaned. We ARE sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally (even the ugly and uglier parts) and We thank Us.

We find that the judgment and blame aspects are still very strong within Us. Again, We gain nothing by trying to abandon or destroy these aspects. In order to change and grow We MUST own and love ALL aspects and set “them” free. Setting things, people and places free with love is the act of a child and We are learning to listen to Our children.

We thought that Our entries might get longer on Our spring break but today We find that words are still hard. We are getting lots of insights but apparently not in limitation 3D words. That thought opens even more ideas, feelings and insights.

Lots of memories are coming up to be set free with love. This is also bringing up the idea and question about memories of what and who We really are. Where do those memories fit into All this. We real-eyes that the memories that We remember and those that are coming up are what might be called false memories as “they” are about pretending to be what We are not. So: are We setting All memories free or just the false memories. It seems obvious that freedom is what everyOne and everything wants.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

And then spring break

03/14/14

Today:

And then spring break

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:22:38 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We woke naturally again and vaguely remember being in other worlds and lives. We would have preferred to remain there but We pony hopped a bit and got up. Today will be a bit shorter day because school has early outs and then next week is spring break. YAY!!!!!! We will get All the dreaming We want. We will miss the kids but We know We will visit “them” and be visited in Our dreams.

There is definitely some residual influence from last night's webinar. We are reminded that We are putting many different techniques together like the pieces of a giant puzzle. This was also mentioned in the webinar. As We were entering dream last night We were also reminded that We are projecting All this and All these different methods. It is good to remember that none of this is coming from anything or anyOne outside of OurSelf as We have been programed to believe. And remember that We are the One who did the programing.

The world(s) where everyOne is equal and noOne is more equal than anyOne else are available just as soon as We accept “them”, OurSelf, Our power and Our natural state. It All revolves around and depends on Us. We are responsible AND We are capable. We can tell that Our mindset and belief system are changing and expanding. We are becoming more willing to allow Our power and abilities to function. We ARE love and We are learning to live as love in the physical. We are finding and embodying what We seek.

We are reminded that love is Our focus. This is a huge key that is easy to miss and/or forget. We can learn All the secrets of creation and without love “they” are dead.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Remembering Our true nature

03/13/14

Today:

Remembering Our true nature

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:15:59 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) Once again We find many interesting worlds to explore with new and old friends. We really like that. We also find We are getting many messages about Our children within. “They” are key to Our future development.

We real-eyes that We were exploring worlds where We are quite comfortable being rich and powerful. That is fun.

The messages about Our children are no surprise. We have long felt drawn to focus on the children. However: We were not really aware of how much “they” are Us. Not just a metaphor or pretty philosophy but quite literally. Many things that were philosophy and theory before are becoming experiential now.

This feels like it is going to be another short entry because We are just too much in multiD to really make much sense and be clear. There is another webinar this evening that We hope to be home in time to catch most of.

With everything We are reading We clearly remember how We felt living in Our power last night. It is exciting and exhilarating. We thank OurSelf AND Our children withing for this experience. This is the first that We aware of really feeling great being Our true Self. We theel this is a milestone and jumping off point.

We love You. Please forgive Us, please forgive OurSelf for Our limiting fears, beliefs and memories. Thank You.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

We are responsible

03/12/14

Today:

We are responsible

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:31:17 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We woke from visiting a life quite close to this One. This was about setting memories free. We had been pony hopping and went into this dream where more memories and Our attachment to “them” came up to be set free. There was a song playing with the line: “Only this moment” and We kept repeating to OurSelf: “God I want to succeed this time”. Well that is certainly true in All areas of Our life/lives/

At some point (We have no idea when or if in waking or dream) We were pondering the subconscious fear of: “If I try I will fail”. Our form is usually: “If I succeed, then I will stop” and that does seem to have been true at One time. But, is it true now? It certainly does not need to be. We have learned enough now to know that there is All-ways more, All-ways better. Infinity is about: All-ways growing and expanding. As Abraham-Hicks says: “You can't get it wrong because You never get it done”. There is comfort in that.

As We went to sleep We were pondering taking responsibility. As horrible and terrorfrying as that seemed at first, now We find it very comforting and liberating. Quite the opposite of what We All-ways believed and what We are still projecting onto Our world. We are curious creatures. We are remembering much faster to stop the blame and take responsibility but Our mindset is still to cry: “victim” first. We still see Our behaviour mirrored in Our others and judge “them”. Even though We quickly pony hop most of the time, still Our beliefs and thinking need transforming and We do see how that is happening in Our life. We are getting what We asked for.

We are sorry that We project onto others and Our world and then judge. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. The matrix is unraveling. We no longer support it. We are feeling much change going on within Us and We are beginning to project that onto Our world.

This morning We are again having the sensation of being on ship at Our communication center. We like this feeling. It reminds Us that We are more than just this body even though We get up in this life which is actually Our personal holographic projection.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Allowing

03/11/14

Today:

Allowing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:24:27 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play)

We visited several nearby realities where We are more free with less limits and still on the school bus. This is a bit of an I opener and a message about how We keep OurSelf in limitation when We could be experiencing (if not full limitlessness) at least less limitation. When We wake in a world that looks and feels much or exactly like the limitation world in which We went to sleep, then We tend to mentally reconstruct that same limitation world. This is mostly habit but it is also a choice.

There is a lot in this and it feels like this real-I-sation will be opening many doors if We allow it. SITH is about setting the memories free. Memories have been replaying over and over and over again. We see that when We wake in a similar world We run Our memories over again. If We allow: inspiration CAN create something new. This is One of the many junctures and portals where We can make a different choice by finding a better feeling thought. It is a place for Us to start. We choose to rehears Our mantras to begin.

One of the things that happens is that We see the familiar and then think We know what is happening and going on and coming next. This is the point of choice. We can choose to be open and set the memories free with love or We can choose to replay the memories. Again, it is a place to start. We can remain mentally open and consciously set the memories free. We are learning and remembering that We really ARE that powerful. The thing is that We have to allow rather than expect some exact result or outcome. That is another difficulty for Us. Keeping Our limiting hands and mind out of the way.

It will be interesting to see how We do with allowing today. We are getting the view of exactly (or approximately) how many time during the day We make the choice to play the memories. We real-eyes that even when We tell OurSelf that: “We can” there is a small and very familiar voice that says: “NO You can't”. And We usually believe this familiar voice without question. It is time to start challenging it. We can begin by asking: “Really?”.

We are reminded that gentle, subtle, minor changes and shifts are the easiest to integrate. “They” are also the easiest to miss.

At the end of the day We were pondering how easily We got distracted and reverted to old thinking AND the good news is that We recognized it and returned to Our better feeling thoughts.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

And yet another short entry

03/10/14

Today:

And yet another short entry

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:24:44 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) It was another night of much coughing and processing, pony hopping and feeling Our feelings. We also visited many other worlds and played with new and old friends. No Oneder We feel tired. We are awake but We would rather stay in dream. Next week is spring break and We get to dream in every day.

We certainly do continue to feel the shifts and changes within and feel “them” reflecting outward. We lay in bed a while pondering an equal world. We really have no idea what it would be like. Even though We have visited the two rich brothers many times We barely remember what “their” world is like because it just does not relate to Our familiar world. We know that We ARE projecting Our familiar world and that really is All that it is: a projection AND familiar. Perhaps, equal and everyOne having plenty will soon become familiar too???????

We found yet another course about changing Our mindset (as with most it focuses on money because that is what attracts people) and We are pondering a bit. Most of these courses are very similar but repetition and slightly different perspectives can really help get through All the eons of programing. It is important to Us that We take responsibility for the programing and the unequal/unfair system. This is what is different from most approaches and so We have to adapt. We are adaptable.

Good night AND thank You for playing.