Accepting OurSelves and multiD

 6/29/2015

Today

Accepting OurSelves and multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:25 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We seemed to focus mainly on One alternate world/life/reality but maybe that was the just the One closest to Our familiar waking world. There was a lot more freedom and lots of new friends. We live mostly in a community type house and All We do is play. We actually have several of these houses All over the world. Some are nearby to meet different desires and interests and provide easily accessible variety and others are scattered far and wide. No needs and no restrictions and no limits. That is the way We are meant to live. It begins in Our minds and imaginations.

When We believe Our imagination is real then We can begin to live there just as much as We live in Our limitation world.

We are clearly more in multiD than focused in on limitation 3D. We feel very spacey and drifty and We likes it. We do have to pay more attention to what We are doing in 3D or We trip over Our fingers. We can not rely as much on autopilot in 3D when focused in multiD. That is another way We have kept OurSelves trapped in limitation. 3D is a bit trickier to navigate when it is not limited and We are more expanded into multiD. This may change as We get more familiar with it and it may not.

Whatever: We are delighted with Our progress and process and We do NOT demand as much limitation thinking and action from OurSelves.

Because words were hard yesterday: We forgot to mention that Our head was trying to tell Us that We are wasting Our time and even Our life. Funny that. We are doing, living and experiencing what We have been seeking for many years and Our head calls it wasting time. Another mindfield. Everything is perfect now IF We allow it to be. Everything IS working together for the best for Us. We likes that too.

When We start accepting and stop “wanting” (what We think We do not have but actually have) then Our world really opens up. At some stage wanting benefits Us. It helps Us get out of Our limitations but eventually We must real-eyes that We Allready have it All and stop denying who and what We really are. It is time to stop pretending to be what We are not. It is time to radically change Our thinking, beliefs and mindset and that is exactly what is happening while We are wasting Our time.

We pony hop. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally. We care for, comfort and nurture Our frightened children within. We do NOT admonish or chastise “them” as We used to. We honor Our fear. Yes: fear IS the mind killer AND it IS Ours. We love All of Our parts and pisces unconditionally. No longer are We about destroying or abandoning any part of OurSelves. We love Us. We must keep repeating these words AND actions until All of Us accepts and believes “them”. We have spent lifetimes being mean to Our orphans, Our rejects and castaways and even Our beloveds. It has only been a few years, maybe only months that We are accepting and honoring All of Us. We really do forgive Us unconditionally as much as We are able now.

We theel that Our description falls way short of what is happening within and without. That is because it is new and unfamiliar and We really do not have 3D words to fully describe multiD. We do the best We can with what We have.

We are finding some pictures online that depict the world/life/reality We remember visiting last night. That is cool. We love confirmation.

We are reminded that We live everywhere. That is a hard concept for Our head to grasp. Our head rejects this as it Allways has. Our heart knows that it is true. We live everywhere. Separation is an illusion that WE created. Then We forgot that We created this illusion, this holographic projection. Then We denied it. Now: Our heart is opening the portal to remembering. We ARE everywhere. That is how We actually multilocate and teleport. Doing these things the way that We used to think of “them” is actually part of limitation. There are sooooo many things that if We had done “Them” when and how We wanted: We would have severely limited OurSelves and probably gotten stuck there. Our head really hates these insights. We are afraid of these insights. We face and honor Our fear. We love Us unconditionally: All of Us.

It is nice to imagine spending All of Our time playing. Again: Our head rejects this idea and does NOT believe it is even possible. Our heart knows that it is not only possible: it is the way things REALLY are. Work is a limitation and separation construct. As We feel how it feels to live in a world of play We begin to imaginate it. The impossible takes a little longer and We persevere.

As usual We enjoy Our time with the kids. The student that We pick up first and take home last is the most talkative and Our favorite. “They” seem less inhibited about “they” talk about with Us than a lot of kids in middleschool and highschool. We feel more accepted by this. It is more like the kids in Our dreams.

We are fully 3D functional AND very much in multiD. We slip easily in and out, back and forth. Of course those are only limitation constructs and concepts but limitation is still Our default mindset. It just is NOT as strong and dominant as it was.

We are doing better at eating smaller amounts and that makes Our stomach and body more comfortable.

At home: We put away groceries and have a small (for Us) rootbeer float before going to dream. It feels like We do not go to sleep but more time passed than We are aware of. Once again We have a light, early dinner and only find bad movies to watch. One is just weird enough that We may watch it some more another evening: “2035. Forbidden Dimensions”. The title is better than the movie.

And now it is time to return to dream and full multiD.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another multiD day

6/28/2015

Today

Another multiD day

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:54 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We have been up a couple of times playing in multiD and reading online and such. We did not theel like typing before and only barely theel like typing now. So far today: words are hard. We are theeling and experiencing multi-possibilities for everything and words tend to limit that.

It is a nice day outdoors so far and no smoke. NICE.

It has clouded over some but it is still nice. We went for a short walk somewhere.

We are kinda playing lost in space (or multiD) and remembering that everything that We think We want: We Allready have. We have been in De-Nile for sooooo long it is hard to even conceive and/or imagine. We can imagine how it feels and that is important.

We are going back to dream IF We have not had too much coffee.

Once again We are spending Our day playing in multiD and going back to dream. We are present in 3D but not doing much there. Our focus is on multiD and Our dream worlds/lives. We are repeating Our mantras but even that does not hold much of Our attention because We are drifting in limitless multiD.

We read a bit online too and find it is about Our expansion.

Another early, light dinner and finally found a movie We are enjoying: “Hugo”. Still a: “words are hard” day.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

3D within multiD

6/27/2015

Today

3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:04 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We visited lots of worlds and came/woke into a waking dream state (perhaps lucid dreaming). We became aware that We were/are quantum jumping and multilocating. We were in the body of Our doppelganger (or One of “them”) who is aware of multilocating and using other natural abilities that are latent in Our waking version of OurSelves. We were visiting new friends in many worlds, realities and different parts of this world and showing “them” how to multilocate. It is a lot of fun. We took off All the taboos and played in many worlds to Our heart’s content.

We have been getting it that We are not finding anything (or not much anyway) about a lot of what We want to do because it has not been done yet. At least not in this realm. There are no instruction manuals because We are writing “them”. Nobody is talking about taking off All the limits because We (collectively and personally) are just beginning to let OurSelves even imagine it much less do it.

We (personally and collectively) are on the frontier. We are at the edge of breakthroughs for/in the physical. As far as We know/remember the physical has Allways been limited. We are taking off the limits and nobody knows what that will look like and how it will turn out. Most believe it will end badly but it does not have to. It IS Our choice.

Multilocating (and All of Our other psychic abilities) is not really new. It is the awareness of doing it that is new. We are practicing being aware of multilocating this morning and Our head is resisting with All it’s got. We are eager AND We are a bit scared. We noticed the fear last night too. We are facing Our fear, gently. We are being gentle with OurSelves in/on this practice, this new exploration. Sure: We have ventured here (a bit) before but this is going further and doing it awake.

Our head wants to stay focused in limitation, in One world/life/reality. It does not matter if it is this current, familiar reality or any other but it only wants to be in (experience) One at a time. Our head, Our frightened children are trying to hold Us back where “they” think We are safe. We pony hop. We have given OurSelves good reason to be afraid and We apologize. We seek forgiveness and We forgive OurSelves unconditionally. We are Allmost driven/compelled to explore this new realm of multi. We know that We are the Ones compelling Us. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us unconditionally.

It is hard to be multifocused, to allow it. We are sooooo used to being limitation focused that allowing OurSelves to multifocus seems nearly impossible. A lot like falling off a bike Once was. We remember and draw on these types of passed experiences where We eventually mastered a seemingly impossible skill. We use quantum jumping to return to a passed, familiar version of OurSelves who mastered skills that We use everyday. We can also quantum jump into other Us who have mastered new skills. Both types of jumping are helpful but right now We need to remember how it felt to begin and then gradually learn to do things that We are now familiar with and apply that feeling/theeling to the new skills/abilities We are becoming aware of.

The more We practice being here AND there, the more real it gets.

We returned to dream and continued to practice and focus on multilocating. We remember theeling about the realms of multi. We woke feeling different, no longer stuck and limited. It is a great feeling and We ARE grateful.

Living in multi does take getting used to. It is not as simple as living in limitation. There are more choices and options and One must pay more attention to where We are and what We are doing. It is easy to slip into another/different reality where the rules no longer apply. In fact it is easy to find that there really are no rules. Rules simplify Our choices and decisions as well as limit Us. Rules appear to relieve Us of responsibility. In the realm of multi We must accept responsibility: NOT blame and/or guilt: only responsibility.

We are reading another channeling by Suzanne Lie which confirms more of Our awareness (scroll down the page a bit for the channeling). We are also reading some from American Kabuki which (so far) looks like more confirmation.

We are practicing allowing OurSelves to be THERE (wherever “there” may be) while sitting here mostly awake. We have fought this feeling and sensation before. We fought it a lot. It is a lot like being both awake and asleep and We did not like it. We Allways wanted to be One or the other. Now: We get it that being both is what We really want and We did not recognize it before. We made it bad, wrong, uncomfortable to keep Us out and locked into limitation. We did sooooo good at keeping Us limited and separate.

We are reminded that everything that We think that We want: We Allready have. We just need to stop denying it AND denying who and what We really are. We can return to pretending any time that We want but We do NOT need to believe that Our pretending is All that there is.

We are reminded to set Our expectations free with love. Our specific expectations still limit. Seems like a morning of reminders.

We tried to return to dream but seemed to stay awake so We got up and did some email and read some more online. It is raining and We are practicing drifting and playing in multiD while awake. Being here AND there. This is not brand new but We are going deeper and even deeper. (That is a key phrase for Us to take Us into trance.) Maybe We will do some more quantum jumping.

We went back to dream and this time We got really deep into multiD. It was very nice and We thoroughly enjoyed it. What We remember clearly was similar to our waking life and yet quite different also. Similar as in still 3D and different as in very different circumstances, choices and actions. We do not remember using a lot of abilities other than multilocating and maybe teleporting. We did NOT feel as limited as We do in Our waking life and We do not feel as limited in Our waking life as We used to.

Here is a quote from One of Suzanne’s channelings that We really like: “The catch is that third dimensional life has taught you well how to create difficulties but has fallen short in teaching you how to create happiness and love.”

We are having a nice time reading, listening to a YouTube and listening to the rain outside. We are experiencing drifting around in multiD. We choose to be happy now.

Another early dinner with too much dessert. We seem to be finding lots of low budget movies that look good but are not to Our taste. Oh well. Time to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Confirmations of Our multiD awareness, insights and intuits

6/26/2015

Today

Confirmations of Our multiD awareness, insights and intuits

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:57 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Once again We visited several worlds last night and do not remember a thing. Except that We had fun. We played with some friends from Our waking life. We processed Our current process. We got more insights into OurSelves. We ARE making progress and We ARE delighted with OurSelves. Everytime We make enough progress to remember Our dream life clearly on waking then We venture further into the unfamiliar and can not remember a thing. Or so it often seems.

Here is an exert from an email We sent this morning: Two first steps about multiD: First: We are Allready there and Allways have been. We just forgot and denied and did so well that (hardly) nobody believes it. Second: thinking happy thoughts is the way back. Our society is trained and programmed to think negative (waiting for the other shoe to fall, prepare for the worst and You won't be disappointed, etc.)



Think of Your happiest memory and see how long You can hold that thought. If You can hold that happy thought/memory more than a few seconds You have super powers compared everyOne else. Keep doing that throughout the day, week, month, etc. Should not be hard to do from time to time since it is Your most pleasing memory. How long You can hold that thought will grow with practice. Took Us a while just to find a happy memory while amongst the muggles in the work-a-day world. That is how far We had fallen into the programming.



We have also been trained and programmed to think that multiD and the supernatural and etc. are totally different from Our daily lives. We ARE Gods for god's sake. We are just very good at pretending not to be Gods. We told OurSelves lies about who/what We are. The only way We would ever believe a lie as absurd as: "You are not worthy", "You are less than", "Nobody loves You" is if We ARE the One who tells that lie to OurSelves.



MultiD includes 3D, that is why it looks sooooo much like 3D. Believe US: when We can control Our thinking and retrain OurSelves to think happy thoughts on demand and by choice and to BE happy BY CHOICE: then 3D looks a whole lot better. Beauty IS in the I of the beholder.

And that’s the truth.

Harm and suffering are actually impossible except in Our imagination. Our imagination (coupled with Our belief) is sooooo powerful that We make it real. Not just “seem” real but actually real. This makes NO sense to Our brain, Our limitation thinking, beliefs and mindset. We can only start with accepting and beginning to maybe, just maybe believe that it IS possible. MAYBE.

Then (and only then) can it begin to dawn on Us the true nature of Our thoughts, beliefs and imaginations. Unless We choose differently. If any of this makes any sense then You too have begun to theel multidimensionally.

We are listening to an interview that was recommended to Us: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx3bDIpFe2k We will reserve comment. It is about two hours long so We will listen in segments. It does sound interesting so far.

We are going to get water and when We look outside We see things that are NOT there (apparently not in the physical world?????). How does One (or many) explain and describe such things in limitation 3D words? We do NOT have a vocabulary for the infinite or for limitless.

At the spring: We got into an interesting conversation (with another local) about government maintenance of the spring which led to other topics about Our government. It is interesting to see how much We still cling to Our old beliefs about being the victim. That sure seems to be up for Us. The awareness of this is where We ARE making progress and We ARE delighted with that. It IS time to stop throwing rocks at OurSelves.

It has started raining which is cooling the temps and seems to be clearing the aid some. Much appreciated. Thank Us unconditionally.

It is also interesting to Us that We can actually “see” the rain in the air. Is that normal? We do not theel that We can Allways “see” the rain in the air.

We real-eyes that We are multitasking. Even though We are mostly only doing One thing at a time: still We have several windows open on Our computer and are flipping back and forth between “them”. Nothing is holding Our attention for long. Kinda like a hyper child except that no observer would label Us hyperactive. It is part of living in multiworlds or maybe a metaphor of that.

We are reading a free Ebook from Heart Math about appreciation. Appreciation ties to gratitude and it is more. It builds on gratitude and expands Our heart strength. The book helps Us see how living where We live (Our cabin in the woods) has helped Us over these many years. We truly appreciate the scenery, the calm and stillness, the nature that surrounds Us here. Co-inky dink: today’s quote from Abraham-Hicks is about appreciation: “If all you did was just look for things to appreciate you would live a joyous, spectacular life. If there was nothing else that you ever came to understand other than just look for things to appreciate, it's the only tool you would ever need to predominantly hook you up with who you really are. That's all you'd need.”

---Abraham

What an insight.

Again: We do not remember much specific for the rest of Our day. We are in and out of dream and drifting and playing in multiD. We have an early dinner and do not eat much. We try to watch some strange futuristic movie and switch to another not quite so strange futuristic movie and are going to dream early.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day mostly in multiD which includes 3D

6/25/2015

Today

Another day mostly in multiD which includes 3D

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:50 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We visited several worlds and met more new friends. The only really clear memories that We have are rather unpleasant but that is judgment again. We theel this may relate to what We have been real-I-sing lately about attachment(s). Negative and positive attachments are both attachments and equally powerful. We real-eyes that We are very attached to Our job AND the rest of limitation 3D. We ARE setting Out attachments free with love and “they” are still hanging around and/or We are hanging on to “them”. It is a process.

Our process continues and We ARE theeling more and more of being in multiworlds and multiD while being fully aware of being in 3D. We know this and it is becoming more experiential. No longer are these just theories and philosophies. We may not “see” anything different yet but We certainly can feel the different and it is very real. It may not seem as substantial as limitation 3D (yet) but it is growing more real. We CAN feel being here AND there. At first it feels a bit scary. Those feeling tend to chase multiD away. However” We must acknowledge, accept and feel Our feelings. That is the only way to grow. That does NOT mean that We have to wallow in misery and/or suffer. We only need to feel and then We can move on to better feeling feelings.

We can and do choose happy thoughts and feelings. Again: We are reminded to stay in the now. We ARE experiencing being here AND there. Experiencing it more and more and deeper and deeper.

Just saw a great quote from Tolkien: “Not All those who wander are lost”.

Another great (yet smoky) day with the kids and wandering in multiD. It is not nearly as smoky in multiD as it is in only limitation 3D. We did a bunch of 3D stuff on Our break (but We do not remember what) and still had time for some dreaming. Dreaming and waking ARE merging and that is part of what We have been seeking a long time. We continue to get it (experientially) that Our difficulties with the hours of Our job ARE Our creation. It is Us (within) that needs to change not the job or circumstances. We have known (and kicked against it) for some time but NOW it is becoming experiential. The only way to truly know anything is to live it.

EveryOne is glad that this is Our last day before another three day weekend.

We stop for milk and I-scream after work. At home We are in multiD but not ready to go to full dream yet. We have another early and light dinner with very little desert. We watch the last free episode of “Teen Wolf”. We have been wanting to check out “Downtown Abby” (for some reason that We do NOT remember) so We did. We still do NOT know why We wanted to watch it. It probably has something to do with Our negative judgments and memories of being rich and powerful and the (apparent/imagined) inequality of Our limitation world. We know that WE project this but that is not yet an experiential knowledge, more of a philosophy. We want to live free of these negative beliefs, memories, thoughts and projections.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Insights into Us and multiD

6/24/2015

Today

Insights into Us and multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:04 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We visited several worlds and slept better than We have the last few nights. In One world We had committed several murders and We were taking responsibility. We were asking for leniency in Our sentencing and even though We plead guilty the lawyers were dragging the trial on and on. In another world/reality (that We woke from) it felt really empty. We got it as We woke that it is about entering the void (whatever that means). There were others worlds that were clear at the time but We do not remember much of now.

Again: We are learning (through experience) about clinging to the old or detaching with love (setting it free with love). We have been doing a lot of setting it free and detaching with love. However: We also easily revert to Our old thinking and planning. We have sooooo many “shoulds”, “to do’s” and “We wills” and We have ways of doing things (that We have “perfected” over millennia) that All keep Us trapped in limitation. We plan, plan, plan and trying to cling to those plans and old ways of doing things just digs Us deeper and deeper into limitation. We are choosing to go deeper in multiD instead. In multiD: limitation no longer truly limits. Limitation is Our creation and therefore We love it. We are NOT destroying limitation or abandoning limitation: We are simply setting it free with love and thereby setting OurSelves free with love. Limitation is free to roam the uni-verse, the multiverse and play as it will. We can return to limitation (to play with it) any time We want. We do not have to fall in over Our heads again: unless We choose to.

It is still impossible for Us (Our head) to really grasp or even fully imagine what living without limits is/will be like. We can begin to imagine what it will feel like. Getting the thrill, the feeling is where/how imaginating starts.

We are doing less and less in 3D because We are setting “need” free with love. The hard part is setting Our demands, pressure and expectations (that We place on OurSelves) free and detaching from Our old ways of thinking and doing. We ARE, but it takes repetition. Repetition make perfect. So: We repeat some more. We are also getting betterer at staying in the now. Now is where multiD lives. Living in the future and passed is where limitation lives. We can look forward to the future and cherish the passed without burying OurSelves there. It is a bit tricky at first, just like learning to be “in” the world but not “of” the world.

We are delighted with OurSelves and We thank Us unconditionally. We ARE setting OurSelves free and learning to think differently which changes Our actions and (gradually) Our world.

As We play in multiD: We continue to real-eyes how limiting Our beliefs are. All of Our old beliefs and ways of thinking and doing ARE limitation. It is pretty amazing. Even those teaching about being limitless cling to the moors of limitation that are agreed upon and established by the mass consensus. It is easy to do. Of course (also) that is Our projecting. When We set Our base limits free then We will find others who are also setting those limiting premises free.

We are reminded that everything is perfect NOW. All of Our thinking, planning, worrying, etc. is about things (something, anything, everything) NOT being at some point in the now.

We continue to get lots of insights today. Oneder what “they” are? Some are about judgment and attachments: positive AND negative attachments. There is stuff about duality and polarity and most everything that We think and how think is based on/in duality and polarity. A good example is going within or going without. Both/either are only possible in duality and polarity. We could be tempted to argue and defend Our perspective of in and out but that is only important in limitation where duality and polarity exist. We wanted to explore and experience All of this and We done good.

Some kids are indoctrinated into this old way of thinking and even tough it is easy to blame Our society: “they” too make choices. Others resist and that is usually hard on “them” and “their” families. We pay attention to Our students (and for some this is very new) and We allow “them” to be “themSelves” as much as safety allows. Our driver (this summer) gives Us a lot more freedom. We like not having to be sooooo strict. Kids wanna be kids.

We continue to be aware of Our attachments and how “they” keep Us locked in limitation. Both positive and negative attachments keep Us locked in limitation. We can feel Our feeling about everything without getting attached. We can: We just do not know how (yet). We are learning about this. We are learning to detach with love. This does NOT have to mean that We do not feel. Feelings are very important and “they” are key(s) to multiD. We need to learn to theel more and think less.

Our most autistic student is starting a new program today. The parents hope it will help the behavior issues. We have heard about the issues but have not seen “them”. We wish these kinds of programs were aimed at Us and learning to accept autism rather than trying to fix it. Society tries to “make” autist “fit” in when We should be making room for “them” as “they” are. Of course this too is Our projection and We do not know how to fix that either.

In multiD, in limitlessness there is room for autism as “they” are. After All: multiD is exactly where “they” go. “They” inherently know that Our world, Our limits, Our society is messed up. “They” may or may not have answers. “They” do not need answers. “They” live in a world where answers are not needed AND “they” live in Our limitation world too. That has gotta be a real challenge.

We (personally) do theel that We are getting more and more autistic. We no longer fear falling in and not being able to take care of OurSelves. If it happens then that is what We chose to experience. We theel that We will (and are) go deeper into multiD AND remain functional in 3D. Even if the functional is barely functional and that will be because that is All that is needed. We really are growing less and less needy. The changes are a little hard to get used to. Our body is changing, Our thinking, Our beliefs and Our actions are All changing. That is a lot of change. We are glad it is going slow (seemingly anyway) and gentle.

We are able to drift into multiD after Our last student is home but NOT able to really get into dream state. There are so many levels of this. We try to describe, define and categorize it All and that is totally limitation desire and thinking. We are changing and it is a process.

At home: We put away some of Our groceries and do some of Our routine and go to see if We can get into dream.

We dream but it does not last long. We have another early and light dinner and watch some “Teen Wolf”. We can not really get into “Teen Wolf” today: probably because of the violence. Our appetite seems to be getting less again too.

Early to dream and exploring multiD and the multiverse.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Learning more about multiD

6/23/2015

Today

Learning more about multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:07 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Once again We visited several other worlds, lives and realities and played with Our friends. As usual We met lots of new friends. What is different is that We were very aware of other worlds (including Our familiar waking world) overlapping and coexisting with these other worlds. Our experience and awareness of multiD and multiworlds is getting deeper and expanding. We are delighted AND excited. Calmly excited but excited none the less.

The overlapping worlds and realities reminds Us of some old horror where castles and haunted houses fade in and out of physical exisdance. Of course We made this seem/appear scary and horrorfrying to keep Us out. We done good. Now We understand the human fascination with being terrorfried a bit better. We know it is real and that We can NOT really be harmed. We love to dance on the edge of a razor because We know that We can and that We will flourish.

Living in multiworlds is not new to Us but the fullness of the experience, the real-ness is a bit more than before. We continue to find that each step deeper into multiD takes adjusting to and getting used to. Each must be experienced before We can describe and share it. No longer a theory and philosophy: this IS a REAL experience. Going beyond Our established and accepted limits is an amazing journey. We ARE experiencing Our complete psychic change and it just keeps going deeper. We DO celebrate. We ARE the diving exploring OurSelf. We ARE playing in Our multidimensional exisdance.

We keep remembering some of the castles and mansions from last night. “They” are communities. The difference in these communities from limitation 3D communities is that everyOne looks for the similarities and allows the differences in each other. No judgments and that IS A huge difference. Lots of acceptance. Unconditional acceptance. We are using the word “unconditional” a lot now days.

Once again We are theeling (through experience) how keep OurSelves locked in limitation with Our “to do’s” and “shoulds” and “wills” and “going to’s”. It is subtle and seems natural. It IS normal but NOT natural. What We usually think of as: “human nature” is NOT Our nature at All. It is Our training and programming. Our nature is what We often/usually/normally think of as impossible, fantasy, day dreaming, unrealistic and even evil. We have tricked OurSelves. We ARE the master trickster. Coyote ain’t got nothing on Us.

Again: We have a good time with the kids and go into multiD. We are able to do a few things on Our break but We are having a hard time getting a good wifi connection so We can not do email. We must need more time to drift deeper into multiD. We do.

Most of the students fall asleep on the afternoon route today and “they” take Us with “them” into dream and multiD. We are able to stay awake until the last student is home but We are in multiD with “them”.

We go straight home afterwards and go right to dream. We do not feel like coming out of dream and multiD enough to do the webinar this afternoon. We are barely able and willing to do dinner and watch some “Teen Wolf”. Even though there is a lot of violence: We like the way many humans are accepting the supernaturals and how the alpha is trying to help people not just eat “them”. It does seem to be a step in the right direction.

And now: early to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Portals deeper into multiD

6/22/2015

Today

Portals deeper into multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:03 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We visited and played lots of worlds yesterday and last night. Yesterday We were so deep into multiD that We just could not do words. We were able to read a little (very little) but typing was beyond Our grasp/interest. This morning We are still mostly in multiD (which is a good thing) and a bit more able to function in 3D. Balance. Sometimes We have to go to an extreme to get to balance.

This morning We are experiencing being in multiworlds. We recognize what is happening and go with it (for the most part) rather than getting frustrated the way We used to. Again: this is All hard to fully explain with 3D words. Words are hard.

We are spending Our day in multiD and multiworlds. We get it that the solstice is/was a portal deeper into multiD and We are still feeling and experiencing the effect. Hopefully We will not lose it, at least not totally.

Our students are (mostly) easy to deal with and We are certain that “they” are taking Us deeper into multiD. After All: that is where “they” live. Again: We ARE 3D functional AND in multiD. As We practice and experience this more it is easier to do with less focus in limitation 3D. Even if it does seem that We are “barely” 3D functional: it is enough. A lot of Our 3D functions only exist in limitation. All of Our needs ARE only in limitation. The pressure and demands that We feel are Self-imposed.

After Our day on the bus We went to the spring for water but the line was way to long to wait in the heat and smoke.

At home the heat and smoke were much less and that is a real relief. We can see smoke in the air nearby but We do not smell it much and Our eyes are not burning.

We are sorry that We do not have more words for Our day. As We get more familiar with this new depth of being aware of living in multiD We will probably have more words. For now it is like a farfetched dream that does not make much sense to Our head. We ARE getting what We asked for and We ARE delighted.

We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us unconditionally. Lot of mantra repeating today. Lots of pony hopping Our old way of thinking, expecting and acting.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Dreams and multiD

6/20/2015

Today

Dreams and multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:22 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We woke around 1 AM and got up to play in multiD a bit. It was not too long before We were ready to return to dream for a while. We visited several worlds and two still stand out clear in Our memory: In One: We are visited by Our best friend from Our school days. There is another friend whom We have just met. Our school friend is still college age as the last time We saw each other. We can not tell Our age but it is clearly (somehow) happening in the present. Our school mate is having some type of trauma, sweating profusely and We do All that We can to comfort “them”. The new friend has some advice that We do not really understand.

Next: We are on Our school bus (present dayish) with a substitute driver. This driver is mean and very rude. He has gone through Our route book and made a total mess of it. He has thrown out a bunch of maps and put in lots of pages that have nothing to do with Our route. Immediately he says that We do not have maps to the first student which We used to have in the book. While We are looking through the route book and trying to find the accurate maps this sub driver takes off and gets Us completely lost. We yell and scream at each other and someOne else tries to make sense of the route book too. Finally We get on the radio and share Our situation suggesting that “they” send another bus with accurate route sheets on Our route and IF We can find where We are We will figure out what to do.

We HAD to get up to get away from that world. Somehow: those two worlds are connected (probably from Our perspective of One flowing into the next) even though “they” are (obviously?) very different timelines and We can not get back to Our friend without encountering OurSelf lost and angry on that schoolbus.

Online We are given a link to an article about parallel worlds. http://www.shiftfrequency.com/time-parallel-realities-quanta/ it is understandable and quite helpful to Us. It is another confirmation (scientific) of what We are intuiting and experiencing. Our brain needs to know that this is real and that We are NOT just hallucinating Our experiences. We are not really who needs and seeks scientific proof/validation (especially) since We have become aware that We create/manifest any proof to support Our thoughts/beliefs. However: finding the confirmation is nice and helpful. Even IF We created/manifested this article then that too supports Our new belief in Our abilities. It is a win/win.

There are a couple of webinars today but We doubt that We will attend either. We theel way more into drifting in and playing in multiworlds, alternate realities and multiD. (We are clueless whether or not these are terms for the same thing. That only matters within limitation 3D. Even though We remain in 3D: We no longer live only in limitation 3D.)

Of course We are going back and forth between dream and waking. Which is which is no longer as clear as it was. Suzanne Lie’s http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2015/06/the-top-of-ladder-arcturians.html post speaks to this. There are a couple of times that she uses words and terms and descriptions that We have been using for years. Interesting that. This post: http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/ also looks like it is talking about Our current experiences.

It is kinda cloudy outside today and We can smell smoke. That does not interfere with playing in multiD and dreaming.

As We play in multiD and go in and out of dreaming We find and experience that We ARE walking in multiworlds. Things are One way, then another and then back withing minutes and We did not move or fall asleep. We ARE living in multiworlds, We are becoming aware of living in multiworlds AND Our head is beginning to accept and recognize that We are living in multiworlds. That is real progress. We ARE delighted with Us. We ARE grateful to/for Us. We love Us (All of Us) unconditionally.

We slipped deep into multiD and really do not know what We did in 3D the rest of the day. We know that We are experiencing Our transition and transformation and We like it. We just do not have much memory and definitely not many words. Perhaps the dreams about massive downloads was/is about what is happening.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Adventures within

6/19/2015

Today

Adventures within

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:58 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We woke around midnight again and this time it took a couple hours before We were ready to return to dream. We are very glad this is a dream in and stay home day. (We are trying to get away from the word “work” as it still holds negative connotations for Us. Then other words and descriptions for days off are equally effective at dragging Us into negative thoughts and beliefs about Our life.)

At that time: We woke from a world(s) that are quite similar to this world and there We were/are taking training courses and getting lots of downloads. There is some connection to the school bus there and the courses are similar to the webinars that We attend only these courses ARE the content and not a marketing tool AND “they” are free and easily accessible. The problem that We encountered is that the information was coming in sooooo fast and furious that We could not fully absorb One concept/expansion before a bunch more came hurtling at Us. All of this is kinda similar to and metaphoric of Our current, familiar waking life. The thing in Our waking life is that We ARE taking it slow and gentle enough to really take in, absorb and integrate a lot of (most of) what We get.

We real-eyes that We should be (and ARE) delighted and grateful for how Our process is going.

Again this morning: We read another channeling that supports and confirms Our current process and focus. We woke with the theeling of really getting into multiworlds and multiD today. We ARE here AND there and We are getting better at living this. We ARE the divine at play: if only We will recognize, accept and allow this. We open, allow, believe and set it All free with love.

We are doing what We know to do to play in multiD this morning. We ARE grateful for All the tools that We have. We love Us unconditionally.

We ARE noticing more portals through which We can slip and slide into other worlds and/or other perspectives. We really are practicing being here AND there.

We returned to full dreaming for a bit and had fun. We have no clue what We did but it was fun. We did wake thinking about how when We do not remember Our dream adventures there is either TOO much or it is too new and out of Our frame of reference to remember. That reminds Us that We want to check out the video about not being able to see what We do not have a word for. Thanks.

You might remember that We have mentioned changing Our mindset a few times. Here is a video about just that. It is kinda long and We have not watched it All yet. We are gonna watch it in bite size pisces. Finished it in not too many sittings by playing in multiD while listening. We got a lot out of it AND got OurSelves nicely focused in the more of multiD. We have found that the best “how to” information is coming out in reference to money. That is a good way to appeal to the masses and those people in poverty tend to need the most mindset change.

We are going for something bigger and betterer in addition to money. Nothing wrong with having a lot of money along the way. Our goal is to NOT need money. An impossible goal to be sure and the impossible does take a little longer but We know in Our heart (and starting to get it in Our head) that We CAN do this. We ARE doing it. We have begun Our journey AND We are enjoying the journey to living limitless and free of need. A big part of that is staying in the now which Our head hates to do. We love Us unconditionally. All of Our parts and pisces including Our rebel children within, Our frightened and wounded children within and Our playful children within. Kids just wanna be kids.

And with that We go deep into OurSelf and multiD. Whatever else We did the rest of Our day is forgotten like a wispy dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More 3D functional while aware of being in multiD

6/18/2015

Today

More 3D functional while aware of being in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:22 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We woke around midnight and were having a hard time getting back to dream. We got up and played in multiD awhile and soon We were able to return to dream. We remember that We visited some interesting worlds that We thought We would remember but We do not remember any clear details. From what We do remember those were worlds that would be frightening to Our waking brain. Again: too much for Our waking head to handle. We do not remember anything from before midnight and We were pondering that while We were up and playing in multiD.

This morning We thought We were listening to the rain but it was Our automatic coffee maker. We are not used to it yet. We really did not want to get up but We are practicing being awake and in multiD. That really does take getting used to since We resisted it for sooooo many years. We thought it was a bad thing. Who knew that it would be the very thing that We are after?

We just read about (and were shown part of) an experiment showing that We (generally) can not see something that We do not have a word for. This is similar to the concept of having no point of reference and not being able to see something. The experiment solidifies this concept even more better. When We read that We can not see dark matter We accepted that phrase at face value. Perhaps now that We have a name for it and a little bit of understanding about it We can begin to see it. That might answer some of Our questions about pictures of dark matter.

That took Us back to dream. This may be counter productive to learning to be awake in multiD but it feels sooooo good. Maybe there are just more dreams that need dreaming. Maybe there really are NO mistakes and either choice would be equally valid?????? Of course. We visited some more alternate worlds and We remember flying. We were driving on some mountain roads (even higher than around here) and We just took off. We have come close to experiencing this in waking but have resisted so far. Maybe????? In the dream life We did not resist. It was the most natural thing in that world.

We woke more gently than We used to to allow Us to stay more in multiD. We have been doing this quite a bit lately. We used to jolt OurSelves (sometimes automatically and sometimes intentionally) awake in order to get out of multiD and into 3D. Now: We are doing a more gentle transition and not leaving multiD as much.

Another good day and fun day with the kids. We did some email on Our break and did not take as much dream time as We have been. That does NOT mean that We were not in multiD. We are living aware of being multidimensional more and more while awake and functional in 3D. That brings Us less and less to “limitation” 3D. So far We have not found anyOne else speaking of the two types of 3D that We are experiencing. We are finding more talking about what We are experiencing but not so “limitation” 3D and expansion 3D.

Our route scheduling is smoothing out and that makes for much less stress. As We get out of Our head and set it free with love then We have less stress and it is easier to get out of Our head and set it free.

It is another hot day here. That makes it hard to sleep but not hard to get into multiD. When We get home We do NOT feel like watching the webinar happening this afternoon. That is okay. We are trusting Our feelings more and being nicer to Us. We do not feel much like napping either but We do theel like experiencing more multiD and so We do.

We have a very light dinner because We had a rootbeer float earlier. We stay up a bit later than usual watching “Teen Wolf” and hoping it will cool down. It is up to 73 inside and probably more like 90 out front where the sun is hitting. Even though 73 is too hot for Us it is more Our squirrel cage that stops Us from going to dream. The heat just wakes Us up sooner. At least that is what We have been observing the last few nights.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

3D AND multiD

6/17/2015

Today

3D AND multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:54 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept better last night. It was partly due to Our cabin being a little cooler and mostly due to Our head being quieter. We still woke several times (that is not unusual) and We were easily able to go back to dreaming. We do not really remember much from Our dream lives even though We felt really active.

This morning it is easier to get up and We were up early enough to go back to dreaming for a while. This time We are aware of visiting several alternate/parallel worlds in this short dream time. The worlds are futuristic (the best way We theel to describe “them”). That is about All We can say clearly because “they” are still too unfamiliar to describe in words.

We are practicing feeling dreamy and staying awake. We have mentioned this before and it is still new and unfamiliar. We need to practice to become familiar and comfortable with doing this. This IS part of living consciously multidimensional. We ARE doing some mantras for gratitude, forgiveness and living happy. Detaching from Our familiar, limitation, waking life is still hard for Us. We practice. We repeat.

Even with All of Our progress and delight with Our results from setting it All free with love: still Our head tries to trap Us in more mindfields. We recognize this faster and do what We know to do. We ARE delighted with Us. We forgive Us unconditionally, We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us unconditionally.

Wow: We just real-eyesed that We are running half an hour early this morning. Slip, sliding away. Cool. This is exactly the type of experience/slip that used to frustrate the hell out of Us. Now: We ARE delighted. We celebrate. We are getting more familiar with slipping into other, nearby alternate realities and allowing, believing and accepting. Still hard for Our head to handle though. Now: We have time to play in multiD a bit and water Our plants before We leave.

Again: We have a much nicer, smoother day when We get out of Our head and more into Our heart. Another concept that is hard to explain and makes much more sense when experienced. It is not a logical/intellectual process or concept.

Our relationship with the kids is improving. We like that. We are developing rapport. The One connected and wanted to talk right away and others are following suit. One that does not talk much asked Us a question which gives an opening for Us. We really do have difficulty starting conversation. We just do not know what the other person wants to talk about. This applies to Allmost everyOne and not just the kids.

After dropping off the last student We slipped way into multiD and were still able to function in 3D. We really ARE learning how to do this and We ARE evolving.

At home We are still mostly in multiD and only dream for a short time before getting up until bed time. We have dinner (a bit more than usual and just a little too much), watch some “Teen Wolf” and then go to dream just a little bit late. We must have done other stuff too. Oneder what it was?

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Setting it free with love and slipping into multiD

6/16/2015

Today

Setting it free with love and slipping into multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:11 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We did not sleep well and We are kinda hoping We can go back for another short bit of dreaming before time to go play on the bus. It was hot All night and even though We did make progress getting Our thinking to quiet down still it did not completely release Our drama. We do not remember what We did in dream but each time We woke We were immediately thinking about Our route scheduling and We went back to dream focused on a parallel reality where We limitless, free of need and use Our psychic/mental abilities to consciously create the life that We choose. We usually forgot to be delighted with OurSelves.

We went back to dream for about half an hour and We do feel a bit more betterer now. It IS cooling off with clouds and some wind. Our head is still trying to throw rocks at Us and to get Us back into limitation thinking. That is still mostly Our default mindset BUT it is changing, slowly and gently.

Our head is doing betterer than it did yesterday and last night, even though it is still trying to find hooks to get Us back into limitation thinking and then throw rocks at Us for slipping back. We thank Us, We forgive Us unconditionally, We love Us unconditionally AND thank Us unconditionally again. We comfort Our frightened children and remind “them” that We ARE All in this together. Nobody is being left behind or destroyed. Our head will just be learning how to think/theel multidimensionally and then it will have and accomplish its true purpose (even if it does NOT believe Us yet).

We ARE setting OurSelves free with love. Yesterday: We may have forgotten to mention that We did use Our quantum jumping whenever We were able to get into dream at night. We find that We actually get into these other worlds quite easily. That is probably due to Our dreaming. Also: everyOne does more multiD stuff than We are aware of. Once We begin to be aware then Our awareness grows exponentially.

Now: We have time and focus to play in multiD a while. We ARE making progress even if yesterday We did get out of focus and slip back into limitation 3D thinking and behavior. Today: We can and will do better. We ARE delighted with OurSelves. Even if We were out of focus: We recognized it and did what We know to do to change rather than defend and justify Our limitation thinking and mindset.

We real-eyes that We are very attached to Our job. There are negative and positive attachments: One is as strong as the other and We have both. Lot of both. We continue to learn to detach with love (sounds a lot like setting it free with love) because We really do not (yet) know how. We are good at detaching with hatred and anger. That is NOT what We are after. That is old, limiting thinking and energy. That is very old pair-a-dime.

Our kids are great and We are having a lot of fun time with “them”. Bottom line about the rest is that Once We got out of Our way, out of Our head unforeseen and unforeseeable circumstances caused everything to work out fine. This is NOT how it has gone in the passed but in the passed We were still in limitation mindset.

The student that We pick up first and drop off last is Our favorite so far. Mainly because “they” like to talk to Us. We are not good at starting conversation and much better at responding and showing that We ARE paying attention. We do know that communicate telepathically (especially) with the students who do not talk. It really is nice though to have some verbal communication too since that is what We are more familiar with. The telepathy is more accurate and meaningful so We do want to get familiar with that.

We are still more 3D focused than We really want yet We are also able to slip in multiD focus easier today. It was very pleasant and surprising for Our supervisor to totally agree with the route changes that needed to be made and get right on it. Again: We know that WE created/manifested this. Our head tries to poo, poo it and deny it. We MUST take responsibility IF We want to evolve into a conscious bean. If We want to manifest the life We desire then We must take credit and responsibility for what We are creating and manifesting Allready. We can drown in De-Nile or flourish in acceptance.

At home We do a few things but go to dream fairly soon. We wake in time for the “Consciousness Engineering” webinar. We theel that We said earlier that it is like Our imaginating. That was a mistake. What many are calling “creative visualization” is like Our imaginating and “consciousness engineering includes this. There is supposed to be another webinar on this next week. The times are a bit messed up for some reason. We know that it is because We are wandering in multiworlds and Our head is struggling with this too. We enjoyed the webinar and We had to lay down and drift off listening to it. We know that We have Allways learned better this way. One of Mind Valley’s goals is to change education and for Us this drifting off is part of that.

We do not know if next week’s webinar is a repeat of today’s or a building upon this One.

We easily go to dream for a bit after the webinar.

We got up after a while and turn Our computer off and are returning to dream. We theel calm and relaxed enough to easily go to dream even though it is still quite warm.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

First day of summer school and mostly 3D focused

6/15/2015

Today

First day of summer school and mostly 3D focused

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:26 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Lots of quantum jumping and lots of worlds. Not as many new friends as usual though, mostly Us. What is the difference between quantum jumping and just dreaming? With the quantum jumping there is more intention and more picking (in a general way) the worlds or what “they” will be like. We are looking for worlds and versions of OurSelves where We are successful with using Our psychic and mental abilities and living limitless and free of need.

As We go outdoors: We are reminded to stay in the now and then We have thoughts of Our magik kingdom. We do not think that We have ever specifically thought of Our forest as a magik kingdom before. Nice thoughts.

We real-eyes that a lot of Our difficulties/discomfort (mostly with how We feel) are/is caused by NOT staying in the now. Our now is Allways perfect. Now that We ARE remembering that everything is Allways working together for Our best We tend to feel more better and more optimisticer too.

We are having some more memories of visiting/being/living in other/alternate world/lives/realities. These are worlds where We ARE better at using (being aware of using) Our psychic and mental abilities AND consciously creating Our life. Our head is barely able to cope with this but it IS beginning to accept it.

We are reminded that the only thing standing between Us and using Our psychic/mental abilities to consciously create and imaginate the world/life that We are AWARE of living is US and Our old, limiting beliefs (of which there are many). We have added new beliefs and ways of thinking but the old programming is deep and strong. Our dreaming and recent quantum jumping do seem to have helped.

Tomorrow: there is a webinar on conscious engineering (which is pretty much what We call imaginating). This is supposed to be a new webinar and NOT a repeat of an old webinar. We are looking forward to it either way actually.

We are playing in multiD a bit before We go to be on the bus. We are having fun and enjoying Our morning.

We are reminded that what We see (with Our physical eyes) is only a small fractions of what is really here. We have All believed that it is All that exists even though deep down inside We knew better. This has been a source of unrest and discomfort and frustration: knowing there is more while believing this is All there is. Often: We notice and remember that there is much beauty in this physical world. Another good reason NOT to leave and We know that We are NOT going anywhere. We are expanding to conceive and comprehend beyond Our borders and limits AND what is within those borders and limits will still be here for Us to play within. Struggle CAN be a thing of the passed. The choice is Ours.

The question arises: can We have beauty without judgment? We theel that We can. Hopefully: We will find out.

We like Our driver, Our route and the kids. “They” added another student morning and afternoon so We will be closer to the hours that We anticipated. We have to start a little earlier but it’s not bad.

We took care of tasks and 3D stuff during Our break and only had a little time to go back to dream. During Our route We had to focus more on directions than We will when Our driver has learned the route. We are much more in 3D than We would like but that is how it tends to be on the first day. We get in a little multiD time.

It was quite a mess loading kids at school as is typical for the first day. We had One student get on Our bus who belonged on another bus and One of Our students got on “their” bus. Fortunately We double checked before the other bus left. It was pulling out as We got teachers to find where the kids belonged. If this sounds odd and unusual: remember that these are special needs kids and some can not (or do not) talk.

We have a very pleasant afternoon route and enjoy talking with some of the students who want to talk. These are All highschool age kids and even though We do tend to prefer preschoolers We are having fun with this group.

Our driver is a safe driver and lets Us handle the kids as We see fit. It is nice to be able to be a bit more lenient and allow the kids to be kids. We still keep “them” safe without being as strict as with Our previous driver. We CAN have balance.

Our scheduling is kinda whacked and We need to get that fixed. This took over Our head and is running around like a frightened child. We probably should have done more than We did to get the fix started before We left work but Our supervisor was kinda running around like a frightened child herSelf. We thought it would be easier to do the fix OurSelves but that really bothered Us after We left.

We are doing what We know to do to get calmed down but Our head is really having a hay day with Us. We keep breathing, repeating mantras and doing calming exercises. We are able to find another reality where We Allready are living limitless and using Our abilities but Our head keeps dragging Us back to old, limiting thinking. What a rat race upstairs. It is also hot outside and the temp inside is going up too.

We have a nice, fairly light dinner without overeating and watch more “Teen Wolf” and We are in and out of Our head (old, limiting thinking comes back, We set it free, it comes back, We set it free). We do decide on a betterer course of action to get the route scheduling fixed. That helps. The rat and squirrel cage was not completely for naught and it is now calming.

We are having trouble getting to dream but when We get up We real-eyes that We did get to dream for a short while but then woke again. It theels like this may be how Our night goes.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD and forgiving OurSelves

6/14/2015

Today

More multiD and forgiving OurSelves

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:25 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We have been in and out of dream so far this morning. We stayed up quite late last night and only slept a few hours and yet feel as rested as ever. Before We returned to dream the last time this morning We listened to a Quantum Jumping audio. It did take Us in deep. We are enjoying these guided meditations (which are exactly like hypnosis sessions in Our opinion) for quantum jumping.

We do not remember clearly what We did in dream but We know that We are processing, quantum jumping and getting more experiential insights and intuits. We ARE expanding Our awareness into multiD. We woke thinking about adding a new page to Our blog: “How to succeed at living multidimensionally”. Will We act on that? We will see. We are going to start and see where it goes. We like the first line but that is it so far. The first line was part of the idea/inspiration that We woke with and the rest (so far) came out of Our fingers as We typed. We are not impressed with what came out Our fingers. We will see if We get any more inspiration and save what We have so far.

The last few days We have been very aware of slipping into nearby alternate worlds, lives and/or realities. Today: We are experiencing this again. Some of these affects are often attributed to Mercury retrograde which is occurring now. Mercury retro is usually thought of as a negative. If it assists Us in being aware of slipping through multiworlds then We see it as positive. However: as with All Our thinking and beliefs in limitation: We have trained OurSelves that any key or assistance into multiD is bad and even evil. Our head is (Once again) trying to wrestle with these experiences and even find reason to worry and be in fear. It is easy (now) to recognize this as old limiting thinking and beliefs. We ARE changing and We ARE delighted with OurSelves. Even though Our head still tries to throw rocks at Us: We recognize it and choose NOT to be a victim (of Our world and/or Our head) anymore.

We choose to real-eyes and accept and live that We ARE multidimensional, We ARE limitless, We ARE free of need AND We do create and project Our reality. Thank Us unconditionally. We forgive Us unconditionally. We love Us unconditionally.

We theel that We want to mention that autists live in multiD. To what degree depends on “their” degree of autism spectrum. We (personally) do not see it as a disorder. That is part of Our old thinking and projections. We seek unconditional forgiveness AND We forgive OurSelves unconditionally. We take responsibility. That is NOT blame and/or guilt: only responsibility.

We just watched another video about overcoming limiting beliefs. Good information BUT Once again “they” still believe in some limits. “Their” limits ARE way beyond the “normal” accepted limits but “they’ are still limits and limits ARE limits. We recognize that this too is Our projection AND that it is up to Us to introduce actual zero limits to the mass mind. Yes: others use the term zero limits (and again “their” limits are way beyond the norm) but (in Our current, waking reality) “they” still believe in some limits. Once We believe in and live limitless and free of need then We will find others teaching this and confirming Our thoughts and beliefs. That is the way it works (as far as We can tell).

Our only limit(s) is/are Our beliefs.

At some point this morning (not sure if it was in dream or waking) We real-eyesed that We would like to visit Our doppelganger/twinSelf who IS living limitless and free of need. We have visited several doppelgangers recently and often We visit the same One who is living in “their” power but NOT fully aware. Of course: (now) We real-eyes that We ARE visiting several similar yet slightly versions of this reality/life/world. There are an infinite number of worlds/lives/realities and an infinite number of versions (doppelgangers) of Us. This is still hard for Our brain/head to grasp and it is NOT (yet) Our default thinking. We ARE changing AND We are still in the process. We ARE experiencing Our complete psychic change but it is not finished and We doubt that it ever will be. We ARE infinite and eternal: there will Allways be more.

We just rewatched a video about developing Our mind/mental/psychic power/abilities and We did feel a little fear. We still fear these abilities and using/misusing “them”. Of course this is False Evidance Appearing Real and WE created this evidance. We pony hop. We set it free with love. We have been repeating Our mantra: “Open, allow, believe and set it free with love” a lot today.

We are reminded to stay in the now. There is a soothing, calming and healing quality to staying in the now. Even though We did not real-eyes that We needed any of that: We did find OurSelves (Our head) trying to think and plan ahead. Summer school starts tomorrow. We wonder how much Our changes have taken hold and will We be able to focus on multiD and feel being limitless and free of need while in town and on the bus? So: We bring OurSelves back to now.

We have another light dinner and even with a little dessert We do not seem to have overeaten. We watched to last free episode (on Amazon Prime) of “Boardwalk Empire”. We sure do see a lot of Our judgments, many that We were not aware of before. We accept and forgive OurSelves. Lots of pony hopping. We go to bed around the usual time for a night before being on the school bus. We will be getting up about the same time as during regular school but a with a much longer break and get home much earlier.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

About judgments and living multidimensionally, limitlessly

6/13/2015

Today

About judgments and living multidimensionally, limitlessly

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:19 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We are experiencing judgment and lots about judgment. It is in Our dreams AND Our waking. We just real-eyesed that We ARE judging (or at least Our brain is trying to judge) what We are doing: how We are spending Our days (and nights). In Our waking and dreaming We are facing other (many other) versions of OurSelves, Our twin Selves in many alternate and concurrent worlds, lives, realities, uni-verses and dimensions. We are forgiving OurSelves unconditionally AND accepting OurSelves unconditionally.

This current, waking world is built on judgments and made of judgments. Without judgment this world would be completely different: so different that is would seem to crumble and die. Except that it is energy and energy does NOT die: EVER.

So: to set judgment free is very scary to Our head, Our brain, Our ego and some/many of Our children within. We have given “them” good reason(s) to be afraid, be very afraid. However: those reasons are judgment(s). What a tangled web We wove. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally AND We accept All of OurSelves unconditionally. We love Us unconditionally. This is NOT hard but neither is it easy. There are sooooo many judgments and We have defended and demanded Our judgments for sooooo long. Lots of pony hopping.

We keep returning to that same basic version of OurSelves and reality to forgive and accept OurSelf. We are not quite there yet. Our head throws rocks at Us and We are walking in a mindfield and no mistake. All that We really have to do is stand strong and face OurSelf which IS facing Our fear(s). New insight: We thought Our fear(s) were/are external. WE ARE Our greatest and oldest fear. We let Our fear (Us) pass through Us. Fear is (We are) the mind killer. We seek forgiveness from OurSelf. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally. This could be done in an instant but it goes deep and We choose to go slowly, kindly and gently. We comfort Our frightened and wounded children. We must be gentle for We are who and what “they”/We fear. We love Us. Perhaps that love is also what “they” fear.

There is sooooo much coming up to be loved, accepted and set free. We ARE delighted even if it does not Allways feel good for good and bad are merely judgments. “They” are the foundation and building materials of Our world, Our life and Our reality. In order to live limitless We MUST set Our judgments free with love and there are a lot of judgments to be set free. We choose to be happy now and right now: facing OurSelf (and the judgments We are built on/of) does not seem like a happy time. We are grateful. We are getting what We asked for AND what IS best for Us. Thank Us. Even though it is NOT comfortable.

We are reminded of some visions and experiences We have had (mostly in dream) of infinity. There is sooooo much and sooooo much of it We have negative labels and judgments for/of. We knew then, from the first time We ever looked into infinity that We would have to release judgment in order to fully face and experience and live completely in infinity. We knew it was/is a tall order. In the webinar (that We listened to) from Heartmath and The Shift Network “they” even said that We can not and will not eliminate judgment (and for now, in this limitation and separation world) that is probably true. “They” are going for reducing Our judgment(s) which is probably the best We (masses) can do for now or at least it is where We CAN start.

However: We (personally at least) ARE learning (through experience and not by word and theory alone) to be IN this world of judgment(s), limitation and separation but NOT OF this world. It is not hard but it is certainly unfamiliar. We continue to waver back and forth and that too is an important part of the process. No more rocks please. We have done the rock throwing to death (quite literally). For those who do not remember: We have a passed/parallel life memory of being stoned (rocked) to death when We tried to return to the pack after leaving. Now We know that it was Us that rejected and stoned OurSelf. That is quite a revelation to experience. It is One thing to know it and a completely different thing to live it. We forgive OurSelf unconditionally. We face OurSelf and We love Us unconditionally.

We ARE learning to live here AND there. We are releasing and setting free with love more of what is holding Us back from experiencing multiD. Within multiD there is much that We judged as “BAD” and rejected and denied. How can We fully and consciously enter multiD while holding these fears, angers, rejections and judgments of sooooo much that is there AND IS Us? We fear and judge and reject the dark and yet dark matter makes up eighty percent of the known uni-verse. (Probably the unknown as well). The dark is NOT stronger than the light. “They” are equal and the divine complement of each other. We MUST accept, forgive, love, honor and nurture the dark every bit as much as We cherish and seek the light.

We (personally at least) face OurSelf, Our greatest fear. We merge with OurSelves, Our greatest fear(s). And so: We let it pass through Us. We remember to celebrate OurSelf. We thank Us unconditionally.

The world around Us is very different from what We have Allways seen, thought and believed because We have Allways seen, thought and believed through the eyes/filters of judgment. We have rejected that which We judged, labeled and called bad and/or evil and embraced whatever We judged, called and labeled good. We are learning to theel it All as neutral. Without Our judgment it truly is All neutral. It IS All energy. We even judged OurSelves and that is the most viscous and damaging of judgments. Then We created evidance of great harm done to Us because of Our judgment.

Harm is actually impossible but We created such convincing evidance of harm and how cruel it can be that We believe in it totally and completely. That belief: OUR belief: gives it life and what a life it is living. Now: We set it free with love. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally. We love Us AND All of Our creations unconditionally. We set OurSelves free with love. That is a frightening proposition. We call on Our alternate Selves in parallel worlds who have Allready done this (and succeeded) to aid Us and keep Us safe. We ARE safe but We need to be fully and consciously aware that We are safe. We do NOT feel safe facing All this. We fear the wrath of the gods even though We know that WE ARE those gods. We truly ARE Our greatest fear.

These thoughts came to Us during Our last dream/quantum jumping session this morning. “They” have been percolating a while.

Earlier (when We went outdoors) We recognized that walking around in 3D while in multiD does actually feel a bit like walking on water. Even though (on the surface) it does look like We have been wasting Our time the last few days: We are making AND accomplishing great strides in Our evolution.

Another key (which We have mentioned several times is: staying in the now. In the now Our judgments can still come up BUT it IS easier to set “them” free AND BE FREE of judgments. There is NO magik key but there ARE keys that open doors. Our judgments are based in and on passed memories and projections which We made up to keep Us locked in limitation and separation. We are THE master of that game.

We are reading the latest Quantum Awakening newsletter and her introduction is clearly speaking about what We are going through.

We are going in to town to do laundry and visit Our local friends. “They” too are feeling the current energies and are having a bit of an emotional hard time with “them”. We will just have to see how the visit goes.

We were mostly in multiD AND 3D functional on Our trip to town. We had a great dinner and a good game of canasta with Our friends, did a wee bit of grocery shopping and got Our laundry done. At the store We experienced someOne recognizing Us from “their” dreams and not being freaked out. That was pleasant.

At home: We are mostly in multiD and leave most of Our laundry to be put away later. We meander in Our process. We stay up a little late but can not get to dream so We stay up until Allmost midnight (a time when We often wake) watching “Boardwalk Empire”. We get it that this (or reminds Us of) a version of Us that lived as a rich and powerful person. There are a lot of good reasons (in this series) for Us to shun being rich and powerful. We do a lot of pony hopping. We accept and love that version (and All versions) of Us unconditionally. This really does bring up a lot of Our old stuff. We are enjoying the show so it is a pleasant way of dealing with some issues. These ARE deep issues, Allmost core issues except that “they” are NOT Our true nature and only that is really Our core.

Good night AND thank You for playing.