Last night in My waking dreaming I felt a build up of male energy in and around the planet. It is a buildup that is reaching a critical need for release. Somehow it felt We are reaching a balance point, possibly a turning point.
We All seem to be aware that We have lived in a patriarchal world for quite some time and many feel it is time for a return of the matriarch. When male energy builds to a fever or boiling point it seeks release, in One form or another.
Most of Us are aware of how this male energy has been releaseing inside the earth (generally considerd female) recently. These events can also be seen as birthings, which could represent a balance or fulfillment of the combination of male and female energy.
This is a time of processing and choices for Us, for the people, the animals and the earth itSelf and probably also for off-world observers. Many choices lay before Us, and All options are available. In infinity All options and choices play out somewhere/somewhen. The Reconnections use the example of many movies playing on different screens in a theatre complex and if You come back next week some movies will have changed and some of the same movies will still be showing. Of course these are only limited examples of unlimited potential. The Reconnections also tell We Us are much more than We ever thoght possible. If We apply a little imagination to these movie examples We can expand the possibilities beyond what We have manifested so far in the physical. We tend to think totally in the concept of only watching One movie at a time, and so far for most of Us that is the only way We can enjoy a movie. I think One of the choices before Us today is to develop (re-develop/re-memeber) the ability to watch, understand and enjoy several (maybe even many) movies at the same time.
Many of Us are feeling these energy build ups and releases in Our bodies. Most of Us are processing alot of information/sensations/emotions flooding in All at Once. I have felt for several months that We are in a time of making choices. Of course the really cool thing about being more than We ever thought possible is that Once We make Our choices, We can change "them" at any time.
For those who choose to explore a single movie this current One will continue playing on screen A. On screen B there will be a slightly different version and on screen C a slightly more diiferent version etc. etc. It's infinity so the possiblities go beyond Z, way beyond.
So how will this male energy release? For some the Queen of Hearts will command "Off with his head" and We will return to a matriarchal society. For others the male will continue spewing power and weilding authority. For some there will be babies born as the result of combining male and female. Some babies will of course be obviously male and others obviously female. In some the difference will not be so obvious and some will be completely androgynous.
Our choices lay before Us and I feel it is time, the energy is near the point of exploding in a possibly life giving event. We can also choose not to choose, that is a choice.
This IS what We ARE doing
THIS IS WHAT WE ARE DOING (Picture found on Facebook, artist unknown)
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
More thoughts and a dream
I think as We expand it certainly does get harder to put into words because Our vocabulary was never meant to talk about infinity. We will probably find a new language waiting for Us when We reach the spot where We need it.
As I was reading about negatives, I was remembering how many of the things about Me (that were thought to be bad) turned out to be some of My best attributes. It's a classic example of how We have most everything (if not absolutely everything) inside out and backwards in this physical world.
This is why if We want the kids to "get it right" We must allow "them" to learn and process in whatever way "they" choose and whereever "they' choose. This is a very scarey concept to most a-dults. We really can share Our experiences with the children and support "them" and encourage "them" without trying to bend "them". This is a huge lesson for Me, and of course the hardest thing is to allow MySelf. I've set more rules for Me than I would ever expect anyOne else to follow.
I had a dream about a cannibal last night and I gotta tell You I'm clueless. The thing that is hard for Me is that I was the cannibal. Perhpaps at some point I was an observer, but as hard as I tried (in the dream) to not be the cannibal, I knew I was. This is the first time that I'm aware of trying to change part of a dream while dreaming, I've done it after I woke before but not during the dream. Then when I real-eyesed I was a cannibal, it is My nature, a child (late teens) showed up. A very normal appearing child but very timid, yet wanting to be held. I looked with a question in My eyes and was shown massive scarring on "their" back from a lot of beatings. My heart went out and I was able to give comfort and didn't even try to eat the child. In fact, after that I was not aware of eating anyOne.
As I was reading about negatives, I was remembering how many of the things about Me (that were thought to be bad) turned out to be some of My best attributes. It's a classic example of how We have most everything (if not absolutely everything) inside out and backwards in this physical world.
This is why if We want the kids to "get it right" We must allow "them" to learn and process in whatever way "they" choose and whereever "they' choose. This is a very scarey concept to most a-dults. We really can share Our experiences with the children and support "them" and encourage "them" without trying to bend "them". This is a huge lesson for Me, and of course the hardest thing is to allow MySelf. I've set more rules for Me than I would ever expect anyOne else to follow.
I had a dream about a cannibal last night and I gotta tell You I'm clueless. The thing that is hard for Me is that I was the cannibal. Perhpaps at some point I was an observer, but as hard as I tried (in the dream) to not be the cannibal, I knew I was. This is the first time that I'm aware of trying to change part of a dream while dreaming, I've done it after I woke before but not during the dream. Then when I real-eyesed I was a cannibal, it is My nature, a child (late teens) showed up. A very normal appearing child but very timid, yet wanting to be held. I looked with a question in My eyes and was shown massive scarring on "their" back from a lot of beatings. My heart went out and I was able to give comfort and didn't even try to eat the child. In fact, after that I was not aware of eating anyOne.
Thoughts
Interesting perspective. There is just sooo much to explore and We (masses) have so much narrow mindedness that prevents Us from opening Our doors to life. The good news is that more and more people are at least putting windows in "their" doors or at least peep holes. It certainly doesn't seem to be happenning fast and that can be frustrating. But We have eternity, so slow is ok.
If We can think of each of these variants as another Uni-verse to explore how exciting this can be. The old game We set up (seperation/limitation) doesn't have any room for that and We did a damn good job of locking OurSelves into the mindset and rules of that game.
We see something surprising in that even those crossing the old lines still believe everything fits in a box. That is the mentality We bring with Us.
When I first heard androgony discussed it fit like a glove. I had never really thot about it before but (at least on this One point) I had learned to throw out the stereotypes and follow Me. Being and learning that I Am kinestetic helped. Feeling is a very feminine quality and I Am in a very male body and mostly male mentality. No, I don't stop and ask for directions, wouldn't even think of it. Hell, I didn't even get out and look before riding My dragon off the edge of the road.
Yet, I love to please others and help "them" feel good about "themSelf". A very, very feminine aspect. This is not the same as people pleasing but can lead there very easily. I do put MySelf first, but when I find someOne who enjoys how and what I play I realy get off on that. You have experienced this in Our encounters in the ethers or other stuff that We do.
If We can think of each of these variants as another Uni-verse to explore how exciting this can be. The old game We set up (seperation/limitation) doesn't have any room for that and We did a damn good job of locking OurSelves into the mindset and rules of that game.
We see something surprising in that even those crossing the old lines still believe everything fits in a box. That is the mentality We bring with Us.
When I first heard androgony discussed it fit like a glove. I had never really thot about it before but (at least on this One point) I had learned to throw out the stereotypes and follow Me. Being and learning that I Am kinestetic helped. Feeling is a very feminine quality and I Am in a very male body and mostly male mentality. No, I don't stop and ask for directions, wouldn't even think of it. Hell, I didn't even get out and look before riding My dragon off the edge of the road.
Yet, I love to please others and help "them" feel good about "themSelf". A very, very feminine aspect. This is not the same as people pleasing but can lead there very easily. I do put MySelf first, but when I find someOne who enjoys how and what I play I realy get off on that. You have experienced this in Our encounters in the ethers or other stuff that We do.
Thoughts and dreams
There really are lots of examples in nature of this individual yet One. Lots of examples of being seperated, then merging without attachement, then seperating again and yet remaining connected by something (energy?concciousness). The mass conciousness just hasn't seen these examples because We havn't been looking.
Once the idea is introduced, even if it were only You and I (and I'm pretty sure there are others) it will spread because of this invisible connection We All have. I think that when two snowflakes merge and then seperate there are no broken hearts.
I did not understand the significance of last nights dreams until now. I was in a setting where touching, sex and nudity were not the accepted norm. Probably a classroom (highschoolish) possibly even a church. One guy started playing with himSelf and yes there was shock at first but All-most immediately people just started moving to each other and cuddeling or sitting at each others feet or whatever expression "They" chose. It seemed like it led to sex probably an orgy of sorts, yet that part wasn't as clear as the beginning mingeling.
This was written in May. Sometime back then I had begun experiencing pressure in My ears. At times the pain was excruciating, other times just mild. This continued on a daily basis until One day is September it basically just went away. Here's some stuff I wrote about the pressure in May:
My pressure in My ears continues but isn't as bad. I think it is a case of the help sent relieved the pain some but I need to remain aware of the pressure build up. There was a bad aftershock in China yesterday or today. (When am I????) I've never understood the difference between an aftershock and another earthquake when it's this far a part.
A friend suggested that when people have ringing in "their" ears it is someOne trying to get "them" to listen. She has suggested to others that "they" pretend "they" answer the phone when it happens. She thinks this pressure is similar and I just made a connection that there is a guy from the starchild board working on sending messages (mentally) to the world. Also, I had a code read (diagnostic) done on My dragon yesterday. Two things of interest. I thought from how it was running that the throttle position sensor was failing and the longer analysis test turned that up (this was mostly intuition as I Am barely learning anything about these newer electronic systems on cars) The other was the first shorter test showed the mass air pressure sensor is failing. This is the same thing I think is wrong with My Mazda mini-van and I Am feeling pressure in My ears and it is like the prssure We feel when We quickly change altitude (air pressure).
I have also been told that there has recently been a shift in the planets air and water currents (basically a reverse) which would also seem to account for My feeling pressure. So much happenning and We tend to look for (expect) One cause when there are what? Maybe myriad? LIke I was saying before about We (many of Us) do believe earth is birthing a new earth, but I don't think I've heard anyOne mention a litter of new earths.
Once the idea is introduced, even if it were only You and I (and I'm pretty sure there are others) it will spread because of this invisible connection We All have. I think that when two snowflakes merge and then seperate there are no broken hearts.
I did not understand the significance of last nights dreams until now. I was in a setting where touching, sex and nudity were not the accepted norm. Probably a classroom (highschoolish) possibly even a church. One guy started playing with himSelf and yes there was shock at first but All-most immediately people just started moving to each other and cuddeling or sitting at each others feet or whatever expression "They" chose. It seemed like it led to sex probably an orgy of sorts, yet that part wasn't as clear as the beginning mingeling.
This was written in May. Sometime back then I had begun experiencing pressure in My ears. At times the pain was excruciating, other times just mild. This continued on a daily basis until One day is September it basically just went away. Here's some stuff I wrote about the pressure in May:
My pressure in My ears continues but isn't as bad. I think it is a case of the help sent relieved the pain some but I need to remain aware of the pressure build up. There was a bad aftershock in China yesterday or today. (When am I????) I've never understood the difference between an aftershock and another earthquake when it's this far a part.
A friend suggested that when people have ringing in "their" ears it is someOne trying to get "them" to listen. She has suggested to others that "they" pretend "they" answer the phone when it happens. She thinks this pressure is similar and I just made a connection that there is a guy from the starchild board working on sending messages (mentally) to the world. Also, I had a code read (diagnostic) done on My dragon yesterday. Two things of interest. I thought from how it was running that the throttle position sensor was failing and the longer analysis test turned that up (this was mostly intuition as I Am barely learning anything about these newer electronic systems on cars) The other was the first shorter test showed the mass air pressure sensor is failing. This is the same thing I think is wrong with My Mazda mini-van and I Am feeling pressure in My ears and it is like the prssure We feel when We quickly change altitude (air pressure).
I have also been told that there has recently been a shift in the planets air and water currents (basically a reverse) which would also seem to account for My feeling pressure. So much happenning and We tend to look for (expect) One cause when there are what? Maybe myriad? LIke I was saying before about We (many of Us) do believe earth is birthing a new earth, but I don't think I've heard anyOne mention a litter of new earths.
Talking about some old and present dreams
Ever since I moved here I've said this is the land where dreams come true and guess what......
Lots of folks think "they" need to live in or near a portal, forgetting that "they" are the portal. Sure, there are areas that enhance and support that energy better, but sometimes We use this as an excuse to not start where We are.
In My first ever apartment by MySelf in Sacramento I decorated in a way that totally created the feeling of walking right into a portal. Originally this was not intentional, but when a friend walked in and said loud and clear: "You have created/opened a portal here" I embellished that with everything else I did and the affect was quite awesome. People either loved it or fled.
Whenever I moved I tried to re-create this, but it never worked as well. Later, when I moved here I brought All the "pieces" with Me, but never got the same affect here either. However, I was told right away that I Am the portal and tho I didn't fully grasp this, I clung to it. And baby look at Me now!!!!!
I have All-ways felt that there is a faerie castle overlaying this 1 room cabin. I have yet to see it, and tho I Am clear that I Am not visual, I would like to see it. That is why asking: "Don't You see it is such a trigger for Me." as much as I have no desrie to be normal, I would love to be normal.
I know I feel the castle, made of light and shadows. Bridges made of golden moonbeams and rainbows connecting treehouses and swings made of bark and leaves. I also feel the presence of the fae in this beautiful forest I live in. This is the time of year that really feels. A person can truly watch the grass grow it happens so fast with All the daylight.
What I haven't done or been aware of is experiencing the fae and this castle. I readily admit that if it happenned suddenly I'd shit My pants, but still...... I think having a dragon sitting in the front yard helps. It's hard to say for sure since the time after dragon followed Me home I've been so hard hit by the earth change energies. (I bought a Taurus station wagon that I think looks like a dragon and I call it My dragon wagon)
So, I'm working on My belief in the fae and a faerie castle here.
Lots of folks think "they" need to live in or near a portal, forgetting that "they" are the portal. Sure, there are areas that enhance and support that energy better, but sometimes We use this as an excuse to not start where We are.
In My first ever apartment by MySelf in Sacramento I decorated in a way that totally created the feeling of walking right into a portal. Originally this was not intentional, but when a friend walked in and said loud and clear: "You have created/opened a portal here" I embellished that with everything else I did and the affect was quite awesome. People either loved it or fled.
Whenever I moved I tried to re-create this, but it never worked as well. Later, when I moved here I brought All the "pieces" with Me, but never got the same affect here either. However, I was told right away that I Am the portal and tho I didn't fully grasp this, I clung to it. And baby look at Me now!!!!!
I have All-ways felt that there is a faerie castle overlaying this 1 room cabin. I have yet to see it, and tho I Am clear that I Am not visual, I would like to see it. That is why asking: "Don't You see it is such a trigger for Me." as much as I have no desrie to be normal, I would love to be normal.
I know I feel the castle, made of light and shadows. Bridges made of golden moonbeams and rainbows connecting treehouses and swings made of bark and leaves. I also feel the presence of the fae in this beautiful forest I live in. This is the time of year that really feels. A person can truly watch the grass grow it happens so fast with All the daylight.
What I haven't done or been aware of is experiencing the fae and this castle. I readily admit that if it happenned suddenly I'd shit My pants, but still...... I think having a dragon sitting in the front yard helps. It's hard to say for sure since the time after dragon followed Me home I've been so hard hit by the earth change energies. (I bought a Taurus station wagon that I think looks like a dragon and I call it My dragon wagon)
So, I'm working on My belief in the fae and a faerie castle here.
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