Here AND there again and again

5/30/2015

Today

Alternate passed waking lives

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:39 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Once again We have been in and out of dream and waking several times this morning. We have not felt like dealing with words until now. It took Us three sittings to read One good newsletter.

We are finding that more and more are talking about what We are living. That is a good thing. We like confirmation.

We find that We are clearly drifting in multiD while basically awake and functional in 3D. Here AND there. We have been noticing other realms out of the corner of Our eye: those little flashes that everyOne poo poos away. Or used to. More and more are becoming aware and talking about it in safe places. We theel beyond limitation. We know that there are answers in multiD but Our brain trying to figure “them” out is totally pointless. Our brain still thinks in limitation.

We are learning to live free of need and limitless. We repeat that living free of need is quite different from having Our needs met. Having Our needs met may be the road to living free of need but it is not the destination. There is probably no real destination but there is a journey out of bondage. We created the bondage and now We are finding the way out.

MultiD is more. It is energy and it is unconditional love. Those still in a limitation 3D mindset can not even begin to comprehend unconditional love. We know the words and We have hints and breadcrumbs but no real understanding of unconditional love. We have glimpses and tiny experiences of unconditional love but We have never come close to the true vastness. Just like We think that Our thinking and actions are Our human nature but “they” are the opposite, “they” are limited and true human nature is free and limitless. Few of Us have a clue what that really means. We can not know it until We experience and live it.

We have begun but only that.

We remember now that last night We visited some alternate passeds from Our waking life. Then We did some life reviews of Our remembered passed waking life. The main point that We got was to help Us get it (experientially) that there is not just One passed, present or future. Nothing is written in stone and unchangeable. The passed version of Our life that remember is only One version of that passed. This is a hard concept to grasp even though We experienced it.

We went to town to visit Our friends and found OurSelves going deep into multiD after dinner and playing cards. We were here AND there most of the visit but were going even deeper after a while and decided it was time to drive home. We are barely able to stay focused enough in 3D to drive and go right to dream when We get home.

After dreaming for a few hours We are awake and decide to watch something on Amazon. We discover that “they” have added season four of “True Blood” to the free for Prime viewers selection. This IS good for Us. We watch (and enjoy) an episode and return to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Physical effort aids going multiD

5/29/2015

Today

Physical effort aids going multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:54 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We have been up and returned to dream several times today. Words are hard today. Yet: We also notice that is still difficult for Us to be still and know that We are God. It is easier in dream state. Everything seems easier in dream state. We find OurSelves wishing that We could stay in dream state more and wake less. We real-eyes too that those are limitation 3D perspective and actually bassackwards.

We tried to go back to dream but it theels like the now to go cut up the tree that fell across Our driveway. We are told (by Our local friend) that the rain got canceled today but We just never know. It is mostly sunny (so far) but not hot yet. We had actually gotten started but We forgot Our mosquito wristband. So: here We are resting after trekking back up Our driveway.

All done, Kinda. A few pieces left to be moved for the snow plow but there should be no rush for that.

We find that the extra physical exertion aids Us in going into multiD focus. That is cool. In fact it takes Us deep and We do not have much to say in 3D words about the rest of Our day.

We do know that recently We are more aware of Our shipmates when We are on board. We have started playing with “them” more than We have been aware of before. This is a pleasant addition to Our experiences. EveryOne likes to play Once We get it that We are free to do so. Work is a construct of limitation and separation and is highly overrated.

We continue to play in multiD and explore there. We are doing so in dream and waking. We do not know if We have a physical body in multiD but since it does include 3D and since We are familiar and comfortable with Our body: We still wear it. We do know that Our physical body IS changing. It is changing a lot. This change is not particularly comfortable but more annoying than anything. It does (sometimes) bring Us out of multiD and back into 3D awareness.

We ARE learning to be here AND there. That is what We have Allways wanted. We do NOT want another form of limitation even if it is a nicer limitation.

Another early dinner with “Teen Wolf” and early to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Getting more comfortable in multiD

5/28/2015

Today

Getting more comfortable in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:32 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Another fun night visiting and playing in other worlds. Most are on this planet as far as We can tell and there were also a few visits to the most familiar scenes of Ta-rare-a. We have been up several times (this morning) playing in multiD and We are just now able and willing to type in 3D. We do want to post yesterday’s entry but We are not in any rush it seems. We are more interested in playing in multiD today. This is more progress. Nothing in 3D is demanding Our attention or We are not demanding that We pay more attention to 3D than multiD.

Today: it seems that We are getting a better feel for opening and allowing and setting it All free with love. We are getting more comfortable with it. This (too) is hard to really describe with limitation 3D words. It is simple but NOT easy. It goes against Our programming and training. It used to feel very uncomfortable. It felt like weakness and failure.Now: it feels like success and progress. It feels like We are accepting Our natural abilities.

(We just heard a tree fall out in Our forest. Apparently it was not too close to Our cabin. There is no wind but it fell anyway.)

Our limitation programming has been so thorough that control and plans seem like human nature but “they” are not. Being open, allowing and free ARE Our true nature. Following Our heart not Our head IS Our true nature. Most everything (if not absolutely everything) that follows society and the current world values are against Our true nature.

Our resis-dance to this grows weak. Our acceptance of who and what We are grows stronger. We continue to open to and allow and set free multiD. We are getting better at just “being” and not having to be “doing” to feel comfortable in Our own skin. This is All easier to do in dream state than awake. We are practicing both.

We decided to get One unneeded tarp folded up and put away. It went well. Baby steps. One more tarp and Our play table outside will be uncovered. We have been trying to move it around without uncovering it (God knows why????) and it was being very resistant.

Now the wind is coming up and it does look like a storm might be moving in. Maybe not. We can still use more rain.

We just went outdoors and noticed that the tree We heard fall fell across Our driveway. We have noticed it leaning recently. We are glad it fell during Our vacation and We do not plan to go anywhere until Saturday. It also started raining while We were out. So: even if We were hell bent to cut the tree up today (which We definitely are not) We would wait until at least tomorrow. We also remembered that a few days ago (maybe earlier) We noticed this tree leaning and thought that We might wanna bring it down this summer so that We do not have to deal with it falling across the drive on a work day. We manifested that first part quite effortlessly. Thank Us. Taking credit is an important step for Us.

Remember that several years ago We knew that We wanted to lucid wake? There is now an online newsletter titled: “Lucid Waking” and We just received Our second One. The author has a free Ebook which looks interesting.

So: We spent Our day going back to dream (what a surprise) and We drifted into multiD and have no clear memory (like many of Our dream ventures) of what We did the rest of the day. We did try Once again to find something different to watch but We are mostly finding really bad acting.

More “Teen Wolf” and light dinner. We did good on the amount of dinner until We wanted dessert. Our eyes remain bigger than Our stomach but We did not do too bad. Gas-X to the rescue.

Time to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Ta-rare-a

5/27/2015

Today

Ta-rare-a

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:56 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We spent the night visiting another planet. It is called: Ta-rare-a. We theel the name is related to: Terra. This is the first time We are aware of visiting another planet. As far as We have known and/or been aware All of Our visits to other worlds/lives/realities have been on earth. When We say that We spent the night there: We are being quite literal although it was mostly daytime there. Every time that We woke and went back to dream We returned to Ta-rare-a. It is not the first time to keep returning to the same world but it is unusual for Us to be aware of doing so.

The inhabitants are humanoid but NOT really human. On earth We would call “them” deformed. “They” are not deformed or misfits, this is the way ”their” species has developed. In dream state We are aware of this appearance but in waking Our brain/head makes “them” look like humans. It needs that conformity to cope with this. It is hard enough for it to grok Us being there without the distraction of unfamiliar and unattractive looking beans. We do Oneder how We look to “them” but nothing is said about anyOne’s appearance. We find “them” attractive the way We see “them”. We see each and everyOne as a creature of beauty. As far as We can tell: “they” see Us the same way.

This changing “their” appearance with Our mind is very interesting to Us. Previously We Allways thought that if someOne’s appearance changed “they” shifted or made “themSelves” appear different. We were not aware that We are able to change “their” appearance with Our mind. It makes a lot of sense now that We think of it. We actually/probably do it All the time without ever being aware of doing it.

There are a lot of youngstars on this planet. We are working with “them” similar to how We work with “them” on earth. TG: there are NO schools here or if there are “they” are very different from earth. We do not know if We live on Ta-rare-a or if We are just visiting. As comfortable and familiar as it feels We must visit often if We do not live here. The way We work with “them” is first: accepting “them” as “they” are. Doing that (alone) on earth would make a HUGE difference. We allow “them” to do what “they” want, to live by and follow inspiration and intuition. We pay attention to “them”.

On earth We believe that A-dults must teach children in order for “them” to survive and prosper and progress. Even IF this is true: what We teach is limitation. We program and indoctrinate children to think and believe in limitation. This is NOT the case on Ta-rare-a. (BTW: We have no idea the correct spelling if there is One. This is how We “felt” it.)

There is a lot more freedom and use of natural abilities. Ta-rare-a is similar to earth in that it is a 3D physical world. We are not certain if “they” are aware of being multiD or not but “they” certainly are a lot less limited. People are NOT ashamed of “their” bodies or using “them” or experiencing the pleasures of a physical body. It is not believed that only a few can succeed and thrive and even excel. AnyOne who wants to can be a great performer in any area that “they” choose. EveryOne is encouraged to excel at “their” interest and when the interest changes then “they” are encouraged and supported to pursue this new interest.

There are no needs or requirements on Ta-rare-a. Hard to imagine but We experienced it and it does not seem odd or absurd there. All that We do is play (whatever that means to Us at the time) and pay attention to each other and the planet. We have not (yet) noticed any animals or other species other than the people. The people captured Our attention totally.

There is no good and bad, right and wrong on Ta-rare-a. Those are limitation and separation beliefs. Ta-rare-a is NOT a planet/world/reality of limitation and separation. We ARE excited to finally be aware of such a place. We ARE delighted that Our waking head can remember any of this.

We theel that We have been visiting Ta-rare-a a lot recently to get used to (familiar with) it. We had no memory of this until last night’s visit but somehow Our head can remember it upon waking.

There is sooooo much play going on. All kinds of play. Lots of laughter from children AND A-dults. It is pretty amazing. The laughter is not forced or conditional. It is natural and ongoing and free flowing. And love? It is palpable.

We real-eyes that many of the scenes are familiar from Our dreams over the passed few years. We just did not know that these were scenes from another planet at the time.

Even though We see (for those who do not know this is unusual for Us in Our dreams. We are usually like a blind man experiencing Our dreams.) people, flora, beaches, beautiful skies, jungle like forests and clear, expansive bodies of water: We do NOT hear words. There are sounds: the wind in the leaves, bird song (even though We do not see the birds) and water lapping up on the shores but no words. We communicate telepathically and/or with mind speak.

EveryOne here/there has (and uses) the abilities to teleport, distant view, levitate, fly, mindspeak and more. We hardly even notice this because it is not only natural: it IS normal.

We merge Our body with that of others. This leaves sex in the dust. It is like two (or more) drops of water merging. When (and if) “they” separate again each carries part of the other(s) with “them” forever. We are forever connected and in contact no matter far apart We may venture. Our skin is permeable and allows others to flow in and through Us. Like the walls of Our blood vessels here on earth. Our skin is not a boundary or border or limit on Ta-rare-a.

The more We recall: the more it theels like We do also live on Ta-rare-a. We have forgotten sooooo much in Our game of limitation. We would love for Ta-rare-a to be Our primary waking world and visit Gaia in Our dreams. We are certain that there is a version of Us for whom this is the case.

How to describe a world where everyOne is free (really, really free), equal and has no needs. On Gaia limits are sooooo familiar that is hard to even imagine a world without “them”. Experience is really the only way to know this.

People on Ta-rare-a are beings not doings. “They” live in a meditative state. There is no striving: only relaxing, enjoying and flowing from One experience to another.

As We go outside this morning We are well aware that We are not “here” (Our familiar, limitation 3D, waking world) much at All. We know that We have been shifting, slowly, gently and gradually into something more (multiD) for some time. We reiterate: this does NOT necessarily mean that We are leaving 3D (or even limitation 3D) and even if We do it will be here waiting for Our return any time We wish. We are also reminded that We need to accept and appreciate this world (limitation 3D or wherever We find OurSelves) as it is. This does NOT mean that it won’t change and/or that We won’t have a part in changing it but FIRST We must accept and appreciate it as it is.

We have been introduced to a sight that We think We will like. We have not really checked it out yet but here is the link. I see that there may still be some blaming of others but that is only at a glance. I have not read the articles yet.

We remember to open to and allow multiD and set it All free with love. Set it free and not try to control. Control is a very limitation and separation concept and practice. It is still part of Our default thinking and practice. We ARE changing and it is a slow and gradual change.

We plan to go to town today and We are going back to dream first. Sooooo many memories and visions from last night are flowing through Our mind that We can not really get back to dream. We are drifting in multiD AND 3D functional. We ARE here AND there. We ARE delighted.

Sometimes (like now) when We are drifting in multiD: it is hard/uncomfortable to walk around. Often in this state We theel dizzy with any movement. A bit like being on the high seas.

We real-eyes that is still hard for Us to just relax. Our conditioning has trained Us to do, do, do not just be.

Even though We have not been able to go back to full dream: We find that IF We just sit a while then We can go into what We call Our waking dream state. This is where We are awake but much more focused in multiD than just 3D. It is often called: spacey and/or day dreaming.

We are going to town to hot tub and do some 3D repairs for Our local friends and a little grocery shopping.

We are able to function in 3D enough to get the repairs done even after hot tubbing but as We finish We find OurSelves slipping out of 3D focus. We are glad the grocery list is very short. We are able to drive safely (apparently) as We get to the store and gas station and then home safely. We do not remember much of that but We were able to function.

At home We try Once again to find some other things to watch on Netflix and Amazon but settle for more “Teen Wolf”. We have another light dinner which is once again too much but not as bad as other nights. We are heading to dream early again. We do love dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD learning and experiences

5/26/2015

Today

More multiD learning and experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:27 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Again: We got up very early because We were awake and played in multiD until We were ready to go back to dream. We vaguely remember visiting several worlds and We distinctly remember being on ship. We were playing with some friends who are only acquaintances in Our waking world. It is very nice to find people from Our waking world in these other realities and especially nice to find that We are friends there. Our cabin on ship is the same (or exact duplicate) as Our cabin in the forest in Alaska from Our waking life/reality.

There is an aspect of Our cabin that is fairly common in other worlds/lives/realities: the front door exists in many places where We live and play and when anyOne opens it and goes through it takes “them” inside Our cabin from wherever “they” may be. That is really cool.

We woke on Our ship and really did not want to leave. However We are awake in Our familiar world, or at least We think it is Our familiar world??????

Again We are thinking of how to share what being multidimensional is like: what being here AND there is like. A lot of it (maybe All) is in Our mind and Our awareness. We do catch glimpses of other worlds out of the corner of Our eye but it is mostly (still) beyond that. We All have these glimpses too. We just deny and explain “them” away. That is a choice. It is up to each of Us what to believe. However: it is hard to expand when We deny what We experience.

Yesterday: Sophia Love posted an article about being multiD (We had no idea that she is American Kabuki). Basically she is saying a lot what We have been saying: it’s in the little things. Most of Us ignore and deny Our multiD experiences and We have for lifetimes. Then We Oneder why We do not experience being multiD anymore??????? A great point that she makes is that We do not All agree and We do not have to. That is easy to forget. We (personally) forget it a lot. Disagreement does NOT make One wrong and the other right. We simply have different experiences.

The weather is nice today: a bit cloudy and kinda cool. We thought We might wanna do some more 3D stuff outside but We find We do not have enough 3D energy and focus right now. Maybe later, may be snot. MultiD really is Our priority anyway. Dreaming here We come.

We woke smiling. We know that We visited Our ship again.

Even though We do not feel like really doing anything energetic: We did sit out in the sun for a bit but even that did not last long. A few minutes after We came inside We are having a cloud burst. Trust. We did NOT see it coming but We knew. We kept thinking that We could really use more rain. It is fun to watch the water run down Our tarp and into Our rain barrels. This rain half filled One of Our rain barrels. YAY!!!!!

We returned to dream again and again We do not remember what We dreamed, where We went. However: We woke with an expanded perspective. How to explain? We theel more at peace. We can theel other dimensions and possibilities coexisting with Our familiar world that seem to have woken to. We are much less sure that it is actually the same as what We are familiar with. We theel Our mind’s ability to create what We desire. This is not new knowledge: it is new knowing. We can begin to live this knowledge. We do not have to avoid the mundane. We can face it with confidence. This is not about doing: it IS about being. Everything that We want is a state of mind and not anything outside as We have Allways thought and believed.

We ARE changing how We think. We also continue to feel Our body changing. We do not understand this physical change but We know that there is nothing to fear. Fear is part of Our old way of thinking.

Another day spent here AND there. We ARE adjusting and learning. We are having dinner early and trying to find something new and enjoyable to watch on Netflix or Amazon. Some look interesting but nothing is really “doing it” for Us. Early to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More experience being here AND there

5/25/2015

Today

More experience being here AND there

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:29 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We visited several worlds that are a lot like Our waking world with several (maybe many) of the same players/characters/inhabitants and some that are quite different. We are mostly aware of those that are like Our waking world. This is probably because Our waking head can just barely begin to cope with, acknowledge and process other worlds that are similar to this One. Our head still has a hard time with the coexisting part but that too is getting better. We ARE changing Our thinking and beliefs. We are no longer completely of a singularity mindset.

We have been thinking about adding a multiD label to Our blog and so We did. We have been holding back because We do not remember when We started talking about Our multiD experiences. We would like to go back and add this label to All of Our posts talking about being multiD. We may go back and find some but We doubt that We will find “them” All. It dawned on Us that every day that We wait to add this label the worse it will get to try and find All those posts. DUH. The hard part for Us about remaining in limitation 3D IS words and communication.

It still seems a bit weird to be here AND there (and there and there and there). Our head is still rejecting and struggling with the concept. However: We continue to make progress.

We are definitely here AND there this morning. We are drifting and playing in multiD and multiworlds AND We got two more citronella plants moved outside. This year We are putting One on Our back deck for the first time. We also got most of the mess of broken stems and leaves cleaned up.

It is cloudy and rainy today and a little cool. We need the rain. Even though it is not raining hard Our rain barrels are filling up.

We are reading Brenda Hoffman's latest and it too describes what many of Us are experiencing. We like the confirmation that is coming from several sources. Brenda’s article does lean a little towards leaving 3D but she also mentions that We can visit any part of Us at any time We wish. That is a good summation of how We theel. We ARE moving into multiD and 3D is waiting right here for Our return. The only real place is here so........ Everywhere is here. Nothing is lost or negated. Temporarily misplaced perhaps but not lost.

We just let OurSelves flow in multiD. Our head wants Us to do something. As good as We are at doing nothing We still have a hard time (sometimes) relaxing and being the flow.

We definitely fell into multiD and We are also semi-functional in 3D. Words remain hard. We are having fun and doing lots of dreaming: awake and asleep.

The clouds are moving in and out so not inspiration to be outside but getting some stuff moved that We stored for winter right where We need to walk when We tear Our pallet steps apart. So: here AND there and that is the way We want it.

And that is how We spent Our day: in and out of dream, here AND there both in dream and awake. Doing some light and easy 3D tasks while being more aware of multiD All around and within Us. Everything is actually within but We think it is outside Us. That too is a big part of what We are learning and experiencing. It is probably even harder for Our head to grasp than AND.

We did not get as much rain as We had hoped but We did collect quite a bit of water in Our rain barrels. We may have to supplement with spring water but We really hope that We do not need to haul much water for Our plants. Of course All of that is in limitation 3D and We do not spend as much time there as We used to.

Once again We are having a light dinner (but it is still too much) and watch some more “Teen Wolf” and now it is time to return to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

“And” rather than “or”

5/24/2015

Today

“And” rather than “or”

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:46 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Once again We got up very early to play in multiD and then returned to dreaming. We remember visiting several worlds/lives/realities and especially One where a new friend has an old beater pickup which We both use. Clueless. It theels related to Our space port and starship experiences somehow.

This morning We are experiencing being here AND there. Again: it is the AND which is hard for Our waking head to grasp but it is getting easier as it becomes more familiar. We ARE making progress and We ARE changing how We think. We are theeling more and more.

We theel like going for spring water soon. It seems like a good idea as We have not gone for several weeks. Perhaps it is part of being here AND there. Perhaps it is more than perhaps.

It does seem like We are experiencing more of being here AND there. It really takes a lot of change in Our mindset, thinking and beliefs to be aware of and accept being both here AND there AND more. We can have it All but do We really believe it? Is it experiential truth and reality? It is starting to be and that is what is going on. We have a lot more 3D energy than We had anticipated AND We are aware of and playing in multiD.

Many think that going multidimensional means leaving 3D and maybe it is (will be) for “them” but that is certainly not Our experience. We are NOT leaving anything only expanding into more. Perhaps at some point limitation will seem a distant world but certainly not yet. We remain in limitation but not of and not controlled by limitation. We are limitless beans playing in limitation. We have pretended to be limited for long enough.

We got One citronella plant and Our tomato plant moved outside. We (accidentally) broke off the best vines of the tomato plant and that kinda bums Us out. We stuck “them” in dirt and watered “them” well. We hope everything survives and thrives. What frustrates Us is NOT being able to “FIX” it right now. We really do get frustrated with limitation. We are over pretending to be limited yet here We are.

We are also going back to dream a lot today.

Our head continues to throw rocks at Us and say We are losing ground. What is really happening is that We are learning to live in multiD AND function in limitation 3D. Words continue to be hard. Communicating with words is sooooo inefficient. We look forward to using mindspeak. We look forward to sharing what We mean rather than words that are sooooo easily misunderstood. Of course: misunderstanding is misleading too. EveryOne interprets what “they” need and can handle. EveryOne including Us.

We slipped out of limitation focus enough that We just did not have it to post yesterday’s entry. We can read some but typing has gone out the window for Us. We read Suzanne Lie's blog entry for today 5/24 and again she does a pretty good job of describing what We are experiencing. We do NOT see eye to I about the “cabal” and “dark Ones” but not too many do see it the way We do. We believe that We gave Our power away and then blamed others for taking it. That is what We theel inside. To Us anything else smacks of the blame game but that is what many people relate to. We have learned (and ARE learning NOT to throw the baby out with the bathwater).

We ARE aware of Our cabin being in Alaska AND on Our starship(s). We can feel/sense it. Everything looks the same (to Us at this now anyway) in both versions. Not surprising really but again a concept Our head rejects. Our front window (in Alaska) is Our view screen on ship. We figure that it is probably a holographic view screen.

This takes Us to time for an early dinner, a little “Teen Wolf” and then off to dreaming for the night. We did eat a bit too much (it does not take much to be too much) and Our stomach is complaining a bit.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Adjusting to being here AND there

5/23/2015

Today

Adjusting to being here AND there

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:26 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We got up very early (because We were obviously awake) and played in multiD a while. Today: We were able to go back to dreaming. We remember that earlier Our dreaming was world(s) and lives very similar to Our waking world/life and was about processing Our waking process more. We ARE learning how to live multidimensionally. We have vague memories of other more different worlds from Our later dreams. What We mostly remember is being more free and (of course) meeting new friends and playing together.

When We set Our limits free then We ARE more free. We are also more friendly and We find it easier to meet like minded friends: “they” are also less limited. Fear is also less and time is no longer a constraint. We really have no idea how to live without linear time and without any other limits. If We ever knew it is long forgotten and the program, training and indoctrination of limitation and separation is well grounded/established in Our conscious head/brain. Some of Our children within cling to the old while others clamor for freedom. We love All Our children within and We comfort and console “them” All. All are going together. No One escapes and no One gets left behind. Some may venture ahead breaking trail and others may linger in whatever playground delights “them” but We keep Us All within sight (so to speak). Remember that Once connected any part remains in contact no matter how far removed. We ARE inseparable.

We put up Our tarp in front of Our cabin and got Our rain barrels set up with it. It is supposed to rain sometime in the next few days and We need the water for when We move Our plants outside.

We are going to town to visit Our local friends. We are present and functional in 3D but Our focus is more multiD. It is the limited words and communications that We are having trouble with. We notice Our friends seem to be having more difficulty communicating. Maybe We are just more aware of it. It takes Us some time to adjust to being with other people in 3D today. Once We do adjust We have a good time.

We get home and are kinda lost as to what to do 3D. We are definitely more in multiD and multiworlds rather than totally focused only in 3D. It takes getting used to. Sometimes We do Oneder if We are slipping back into total 3D focus as We have more 3D energy than We did last summer. We remind OurSelves that We are in 3D as well as in multiD. Learning to live in multiD means learning to live in 3D at the same time.

Our old thinking demands that We have/do One OR the other. Our new multidimensional thinking allows Us to do/be/have One AND the other(s). Our head must adjust to this. Our heart is fine with it and We must begin to think with Our heart to live multidimensionally. Our head has its place but it is no longer the only way to think. Our head is no longer Our ruler. We are NOT victims of Our world. We are NOT stuck with what life deals Us. We can and do create. We forgot and We forgot so good that We now deny it.

We probably did something when We got home from town but All We know is that We are ready to dream and dream We shall.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

First day of summer break spent here AND there

5/22/2015

Today

First day of summer break spent here AND there

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:51 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

First day of summer break: YAY!!!!!!!! We only dreamt in about an hour because We were awake and having trouble getting back into dream. We got up knowing that We can return to dream anytime We want. We do not remember any dream worlds/lives but We were definitely in a different something whenever We woke. Was/is it a different world, life, dimension????? We were in Our cabin but We and everything felt very different (altered????) even everything (including Us) look(s)ed the same. At least as far as We remember it looked(s) the same. That is the tricky part, especially now that We know (even though We forget) that Our memory really does/can play tricks on Us. What We remember is NOT necessarily how it was. As humans We tend to trust Our memory explicitly and that is what keeps Us trapped (maybe).

Nothing is written in stone. That is another limiting belief. We have so damn many limiting beliefs and “they” really suck Us in.

Interesting: We did not think We had much to type yet. We have been doing some email and reading online and downloading updates and free kids books to Our Nook and RCA tablet and playing in multiD. We ARE enjoying OurSelf and learning how to do what We want to do (especially in 3D) in small bites. It feels to be a fun and interesting summer.

Time to return to dream.

Seems like We are not ready to go back to full dreaming so We are back. That is okay: We do have lots of things We can play today.

We are finding that We are not as wiped out as We were after last school year. We are doing a bunch of little things to put stuff in a home rather than have to move shit around every fall and spring. With the extreme weather and variances between summer and winter a lot of people here have a ton of stuff to do and undo every fall and spring. We try to keep the changeover to a minimum and We have found more stuff that needs a permanent home. We are glad to feel like doing this cleanup.

Since We have not been able to go back to dreaming We have decided to have an early dinner. We are bbqing a New York steak with a baked potato. We doubt that We can eat it All and that is okay.

We have spent Our day being here AND there. Mostly here but also feeling and sensing and being aware of there and things that do not usually belong in limitation 3D. We have also been playing in multiD a lot.

This is an email that We sent to One of Our online discussion groups. It may be repetitive but it thelt like a good idea to post it here:   “School is finally out for summer and I have some time to read and type here. The last few weeks of school are Allways intense and with these current energies it was way intense. The interesting thing is that I Am not as wiped out afterwards as the passed few years.



I Allways sleep a lot and I prefer to call it dreaming because that is what it is about for Me. The last few months I real-eyesed that dreaming is (or can be anyway) going multiD. I love dreaming. On free days I often spend 12 hours a day dreaming.



Going multiD is what is happening with Me and many of the teachers, channels, etc.that I follow say that the entire planet is going multid (or Allready is and the people are ALL becoming aware of it). Welcome to the REAL world and it does not matter which pill We swallowed.



The thing is that most of Us forget the multiD includes 3D. Nobody is left behind AND nobody gets to escape either. There IS choice but many major choices were made long ago (before this incarnation). We can change the minor choices but probably those major life plans like: "I wanna go to earth and be part of the transformation". Proof being that here We are.



Sometimes I remember My night time adventures in multiD and sometimes I don't. Often when I don't it is because I Am experiencing something brand new to My waking brain. In dream We often experience new things and repeat that experience until it becomes familiar to Us. Then Our waking head can begin accepting and remembering (if We choose). Lately My dream life has been about processing and fine tuning My waking experience/process. My waking is becoming more and more like dreaming. I Am experiencing and aware of living multidimensionally. Very little about My waking life has changed except Me and My limits and boundaries. But: take away the limits and boundaries and Our familiar world becomes much less familiar.



Can many of Us even imagine what a world without limits would be like?”



We enjoyed Our dinner and watched more “Teen Wolf” and are going to dream early. We are a little over full even though We only ate half of Our steak.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Nothing is really written in stone: NOTHING

5/21/2015

Today

Nothing is really written in stone: NOTHING

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:35 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We got up a little earlier than usual this morning because We did not theel We were going back to dream anyway. We visited several worlds during the night but the most interesting experience was semi-awake to awake. We woke and were having a hard time getting back to dream (this seems to be an increasing pattern). We sat in Our recliner as We have started doing at these times. We were drifting in and out of waking dream and clearly saw (in Our mind’s eye) two worlds coexisting in the same space and time. Remember that sight/vision is NOT Our strong/primary sense. To see anything in this state is unusual for Us, even One world. To clearly see two worlds at Once is brand new (at least to Our waking consciousness). Obviously this is growing more familiar so that Our waking brain can remember it.

We can not recall either world in Our waking state but We still remember the image of two worlds together even if both are blurry in Our memory. We still have to go to a slightly altered/enhanced state (dream and/or waking dream) to see either/both clearly but the progress is real. We are reminded that We can visit anywhere/anywhen/anyOne(s) that We wish with Our mental/psychic abilities. We no longer have to do something in the physical and/or awake in order for the experience to be real. This has been a growing awareness the last few years but it is getting more real and more experiential. We ARE delighted. We thank Us.

Learning to thank OurSelves is fairly new and still kinda rankles. Our old training and programming try to kick in. We face Our fear here. We thank Us. Practice makes familiar and familiar is more comfortable. We do not stick with the old and familiar We add and repeat memories and experiences to become familiar with the new.

We can feel/theel/sense that trying/wanting/longing to “go there” (wherever there might be) physically is another way to keep OurSelves stuck in limitation thinking, believing and mindset. We are sooooo f’ing clever and good at keeping OurSelf stuck. We designed this game of separation and limitation very, very well. So: We are practicing “going there” in Our mind. This is part remote viewing and part multilocating and maybe part something else or something, something else.

We forgot to mention that Our kaleidoscopes arrived yesterday. We get it why “they” are so cheap. “They” will do for a start and We can easily give “them” away. We will probably order a better One and a deck of Pokemon cards too.

We gave Our driver and some students kaleidoscopes. That feels good.

Allmost EveryOne is happy for this last day of school. There are a few who would rather go to school than stay home. To Us: that is very sad.

We had not incidents today and that is nice. We did a lot of pony hopping before each section. We continue to find examples of manifesting exactly something that We have asked for. We still tend to deny Our part at first but We are recognizing this and accepting that “WE” did it. Giving OurSelves credit is an important step. We also remember that We are accepting Our power and not taking/demanding it in any forceful way. All of this type thing is part of Our change in thinking and action. We still see many/most acting and thinking in old paradigm and old energy ways AND We must remind OurSelves that that too IS Our projection and reflection (even when it is Our passive shadow).

We set Our judgments of others free with love. We console and acknowledge Our children within. We are kind and gentle with Us.

We only had two riders on Our last section so We are home very early. We did something and are doing something else. We did eat too much because it was sooooo tasty. We are learning to be careful to eat less. Our body IS changing. We theel it is adjusting to not really “needing” food. Any need is just a limiting belief but those beliefs are very powerfull and deep.

We watched some “Teen Wolf” with dinner. It looks like We will enjoy it even if it is still professing the old lies and myths. This too is Our reflection and projection. As We change what We see and experience will change. Nothing is written in stone the way We have believed that it is. Everything is much more mutable and changing/changeable than We ever thought. We ARE grateful for Our changes and progress.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Adventures in taking responsibility

5/20/2015

Today

Adventures in taking responsibility

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:51 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We remember that We visited some other worlds and that We reviewed Our current waking process. We ARE making progress in Our waking towards living free and multidimensionally.

As We do some limitation 3D stuff: We are reminded to stay in the now. We are used to (familiar with) planning everything and that keeps Us stuck in that world (the world in which We have plans). That keeps Us limited. We really are masters at staying stuck and keeping OurSelves convinced that We belong in stuck. That is NOT Our true nature but it is sooooo familiar that it is hard to even imagine that there is anything else. We ARE changing. We ARE aware that there is more even if We do forget.

We ARE delighted with OurSelves. We are no longer chastising OurSelves nor throwing (as many) rocks at OurSelves.

It is hard to leave the familiar. Even as much as We want to experience and live in more, live to Our true nature: We still cling to the familiar. Part of that is fear, part is loving Our creation(s) and part is just that familiar is comfortable no matter how much it hurts and also We have Our old mindset, way of thinking and beliefs that influence Us. As We type We often notice just how much Our language is designed to keep Us thinking in terms of separation and limitation. It is subtle and effective.

Everything about Our thinking and actions needs to change because it is All based in and made up of limitation. We still have much difficulty even imagining more and limitlessness. That is why We can not force Our imagining and succeed. We must allow imagining that goes beyond limitation and when We try to force then We are doing it from Our head and old way of thinking and believing. This process goes deep, very deep.

We are reminded to stay in the now. Even planning Our process is enticing. We set Our planning free with love.

We continue to focus on expanding Our awareness and changing Our thinking and beliefs. We imagine flying with the students. We imagine being here AND there. It is the AND which continues to baffle Our brain. We really are familiar and programmed with only One world, reality and option. We ARE being gentle and patient with OurSelves. We remember that WE created this limitation and separation hologram. We love it and so We do NOT want to leave even though We really, really do want to not be stuck anywhere/anywhen.

Our morning goes smooth and We enjoy a nice hot tubbing. The afternoon has several small incidents. We try to blame this and/or that but WE ARE responsible and whenever Our brain tries to go into the blame game We take responsibility. We do NOT blame even OurSelves. We do try to wrestle with it/”them” in Our mind and return to pony hopping. We celebrate Our progress. We recognize Our pattern and habits and choose to change. We ARE delighted with OurSelves. We real-eyes that We created the incidents and We practice being grateful. We have a hard time with being grateful but We real-eyes that We do NOT need a reason to be grateful: We just need to be grateful. We choose to be happy now AND We choose to be grateful now. When We remember that everything IS working together/out for Our best then We find a reason to be grateful. That IS a reason to be grateful.

We remind OurSelves that what We see and experience is ONLY One version of All that is here and now. This IS Our projection and reflection.

Even after We leave work Our brain tries to replay the incidents and defend/justify Our actions and blame others. Silly brain. We are gentle with Our brain, ego and frightened children within. We no longer chastise or berate OurSelves for this old pattern. That too is major progress. We congratulate OurSelves. This too goes against Our old training, programming, thinking and beliefs. We ARE changing. Yay Us.

At home We go to play in multiD. We do NOT go anywhere yet We enter and explore multiD. We notice when We are fixing dinner that this did get Us out of rerunning the earlier incidents. One more day of school and then We get to dream in and practice at home alone a lot. We ARE grateful for Our time home alone. We like being with Us.

We start watching “Teen Wolf” with dinner. Now: We get to go to full dream early since We get home early with the early outs.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

“And” is hard to grasp

5/19/2015

Today

“And” is hard to grasp

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:57 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Our computer is being weird so this will be a short entry. Early outs today so maybe We will add to this afterwards.

We had a nice short day on the bus. We miss the preschoolers but All the kids are helping Us to evolve. Even those who are indoctrinated into limitation are still closer to limitlessness than We are. And remember: it IS All Our projection anyway. When We start projecting and reflecting expansion, limitlessness and multiD then All Our students will also have evolved (in that/those version(s). Hard for the head and brain to grasp.

We are expanding. Nothing is being abandoned or destroyed and that too is hard to grasp. Our children within still fear and We continue to comfort and calm “them”.

We do a lot of pony hopping and repeating Our mantras. We open, allow and set it free with love. These remain keys to Our progress.

Our head tries to catch Us up in worry and planning. That is purely limitation thinking but it IS familiar still. We see where this is going and We set it free with love.

The AND remains a hard concept to grasp. Limitation is sooooo familiar that We still have difficulty adapting to more and accepting this AND that, being here AND there. We still think and believe that what We see and experience (physically) is All that there is. We ARE making progress but more remains elusive. The illusion, the lie of limitation is very deeply planted in Our brain. We cling to it even while We set it free. Set it free then take it back. That too is perfection and part of the divine. We set punishing OurSelves free with love too. We pony hop OurSelf. We console Our children within and We face Our fear.

We continue to do what We know to do to change. We ARE changing how We think and believe. Our old ways remain deep seated and Our old programming is strong. We keep setting it All free with love and be gentle with OurSelves. We remember to be delighted with Our process. Enjoy the journey.

The process continues and that is as it should be.

It is nice to get home early and Our head tries to make plans to keep Us stuck in only One world. We notice what We are doing and We gently set it free with love. We ARE being kind and gentle with OurSelves. We ARE grateful for what We have manifested both intentionally and accidentally. We recognize that even Our accidental manifestations ARE Our desires and creations. We love All of it. That too is hard to fully grasp.

We play in multiD a while before dinner. We are going to dream early. We likes that too.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day here AND there

5/18/2015

Today

Another day here AND there

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:01 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We vaguely remember some worlds from last night. We remember that We are more free there and met more new friends. The details are cloudy. We remember that some are about facing Our fears but those may have been from the night before or, or, or........

This morning We had less trouble getting up and We remember that We only have three more wakeups and then We get to dream in for three weeks. We do seem to be more balanced in being here AND there this morning too.

Yesterday We just did not feel like typing. We were busy exploring. We did listen to the latest audio from Tom Kenyon several times and sit outside in the sun a couple of times. We relaxed and played in multiD. It was a very nice day for Us.

Today: We are getting ready to go be on the school bus.

Another fairly typical day. We keep focusing on being open and allowing more and setting it All free. The kids help because “they” are more familiar with more. More and more We are sensing and believing in multiworlds and multiD existing All around Us. This is becoming more real to Us. Our thinking and beliefs are changing. The difficult part remains being here AND there. We are very programmed and conditioned to only being able to see and experience One dimension and One world at a time. It takes time to get familiar with more. Of course time IS part of the illusion. Perhaps it is the biggest part.

Our driver is feeling better and that makes Our day much more pleasant. The temperatures have turned to summer and We likes that.

We do find that We have less to type because We are less in 3D and multiD does not fit into words well. We are looking forward to Our kaleidoscopes arriving.

We did give the younger brother an old Lego toy that We have had for years but never played with. It is 3 in 1 so it can make 3 different things. He is delighted with and holds onto it while he naps.

At home We do whatever it is that We do and then go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Experiencing being here AND there

5/16/2015

Today

Experiencing being here AND there

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:07 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We remember that We visited other freer and more fun worlds/lives but We do not remember any details. Even though such worlds and possibilities are becoming more familiar and acceptable “they” are still unfamiliar to Our waking head. That IS changing but it remains a slow and gentle process.

We got up early (for a Saturday) and played in multiD a while. We get the theeling of researching multiD and expanded realities. We Googled “Cloud People”, “Sky People”, “Cloud Cities” and some stuff from “Avatar”. We found more information that We expected about “Cloud People”. That term has been running through Our head and apparently it is up in some of the mass mind also. That is a good thing.

We are aware/reminded that We find information because We are projecting that possibility and belief. Again: it is hard for Our head to cope with this. Our head wants to honor and worship and blame something, someOne and anything outside of OurSelf rather than be responsible. We ARE changing Our thinking and beliefs but the old ways are well founded in Our head. It takes time to change because We choose to go slow and gentle.

We are becoming more and more familiar and comfortable with more. More than Our limited world and life has experienced so far. We can feel the reality of multiworlds and dimensions and these are becoming more than theory and philosophy to Us yet “they” still remain aloof too.

We continue to imagine (feel) worlds, lives and realities that seem impossible to Our old/waking thinking, mindset and beliefs. Impossible is only another limiting belief but it IS deep rooted. Digging this deep can be traumatic IF We are not kind and gentle with OurSelf.

As We continue to explore more: We find that it is Allmost impossible to imagine/envision what a world/life would be like free of need. We just can not relate. We long for it and think (not quite believe yet) that it IS possible but what would it be like????? We can barely begin to feel/imagine what it would feel like. Well: the feeling is where We start then. Feeling is a very important part of imaginating. Up until recently it was unknown or unnoticed how important feeling is to creative visualization/manifesting (at least by most).

We have gone back to dream several times and even though it seemed like We stayed awake: We are certain that We have been slip, sliding through many worlds. We remember Our paradise world and Our space port and then there are some that We do not remember clearly. We are smiling.

We are going to town to visit Our friends. We are more in 3D than We have been in a while. Are We slipping back or making progress at being here AND there? We theel that We are making progress and it is probably Our choice which is Our reality.

At home We read Tom Kenyon’s latest . It seems to do a good job of describing what We are going through. We listen to the audio and enjoy it before going to night dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Experiencing Our multiD process and manifesting

5/15/2015

Today

Experiencing Our multiD process and manifesting

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:04 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We remember several different worlds/lives from last night. In One We are dealing with several different types of addictions and the person trying to help Us is getting very frustrated with Us because We are experiencing things differently than “they” are. We are moving in multiworlds and “they” are still in limitation. It makes it very confusing for both of Us. In another there are several players from Our waking life but “they” are very different. In that world We are much more free and much less limited so We also see and experience “them” that way.

These are some interesting insights. As We ponder Our current process We are reminded that the important thing is to remember that Our world is very different than We have Allways thought that it is. We are pondering manifesting (which is pretty awesome to experience) and remember that what We really want is to live free of need. It would be tempting to settle for less if All Our needs are met. We want to go for the gold. We want to live as what We really are not just as a better, more comfortable limited bean.

This morning We are having more multiD experiences. We especially notice some time slips/shifts. That is kinda cool even if it is a bit unsettling. We are sooooo familiar with being stuck in linear time that even though We want to be free: when it first happens it frightens Us and catches Us off guard.

We are experiencing and reminded that Our world is very different than We Allways thought and believed. We try (Our head tries) to revert to the old and familiar limitation version of reality and life. We are aware of having a choice and making the choice to be aware of (and experience) more. This IS becoming Our way of life and thinking. We ARE having/experiencing Our complete psychic change.

We spend Our day theeling into more. We are open to and allow more. We set it All free with love. We are tempted to try to plan and control but We know that that only keeps Us in limitation. Perhaps a bigger, nicer and better limitation but still limitation. That is fine for those who desire it. We want it All and not just more limitation. That IS a tall order but We have eternity. Fearing running out of time is just another trap. More mind fields.

Of course We enjoy Our students and “they” do help Us. Yes: there are times that We get frustrated with “their” antics but We remember that this too IS Our projection. Our driver does seem to have reverted to the way she was earlier in the year and We remind OurSelves that this too is Our projection and reflection of Our passive shadow. Our head tries to judge and blame but We recognize what is happening. We pony hop a lot.

We do seem to be getting closer to the younger brother and We pony hop both brothers and the older brother seems to have calmed down a lot. We are pleased.

We also manifest more of what We are using to practice and get familiar with manifesting. We recognize that some of this is NOT really what We want and so We do not focus on manifesting that. We do NOT want anything that will interfere with Our process and dreaming. Sometimes We “think” that We want something(s) until We think it through. So: We adjust Our vision of such. We continue to theel of Our vision of Our cabin that opens onto everything and that/those world(s). These ARE happy thoughts. We remember to practice being grateful for what We have manifested (good and bad). We are living Our process of changing from the inside out.

We spend a lot of Our day imaginating and enjoying the possibilities. We imagine manifesting money BUT We are more interested in living free of need. One need not be exclusive of the other (that would be old thinking, energy and old pair-a-dime) but We do NOT want to settle for less than either. It might be (relatively) easy to manifest lots of money and forget that We want to live free of need. Again: there is a big difference between having needs met and living free of need.

There are sooooo many ways that We keep OurSelves stuck in limitation. We plan, plan, plan. Nothing wrong with that except that it does keep Us stuck in limitation. We practice living from/in inspiration rather than plans and control. It is easy to slip back into Our old patterns. We plan what We will have for dinner and quickly real-eyes that is another mind trap. The plan keeps Us stuck in that reality. If We can remember that Our plan is an option, a possibility and NOT a mandate then it is not such a trap. We are open to and allow more.

We repeat Our mantras a lot and pony hop a lot. We choose to be happy now. We see lots of examples of people who are NOT happy. These are Our passive shadows and We remember to honor “them” and not judge “them”. Whatever We can imagine Allready exists. We just have to find it but We do NOT find it by trying. Allowing is another key.

At home We play in multiD a little and have dinner with “Under the Dome”. Time seems to slip bye. We are ready to go dream and find it is about an hour later than usual.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD experiences and insights

5/14/2015

Today

More multiD experiences and insights

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:12 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We do not remember much from last night even though We thought that We would. Musta been more that Our dream mind could relate to but Our waking head can not. More getting familiar with multiD.

We continue to remember (remind OurSelf) that what We see is only a very small fragment of All that is here. We have spent lifetimes thinking that what We see is All that there is. Now: We are retraining OurSelves to real-eyes that there is much more. We have crammed Our lives into this small fragment. No Oneder We have felt trapped and stuck. We are NOT trapped and/or stuck. We never were. We thought that We were and that made it real for Us. Our thinking is powerful and We forgot and denied it. We have a lot ahead of Us. We are being gentle with OurSelves. We are setting judgment free with love.

We are reminded that everything that We want We Allready have. We just forgot and denied it sooooo well that We can not believe it. We did sooooo good at teaching OurSelves that what We see is All that there is that We have a very hard time believing that We can be here AND there, that We can have this AND that. We think that having One denies and/or eliminates the other. Both is a hard concept for Our head to handle. We ARE making progress though.

MultiD seems abstract and even absurd and impossible. It is a nice philosophy but an impossible way of life. What a lie. Limitation is what is impossible. However: Our belief makes it real and very possible. We can not figure it out but We can accept the possibility. That opens the door. We can open and allow. We can set it All free with love. If it is possible, then it exists Allready.

So far: (for most if not All of Us) infinity, multiD, limitlessness and such are only concepts, theories and philosophies. “They” are NOT a way of life. We ARE changing Our thinking to make these a way of life. This is not small feat. It is a complete change of thinking, beliefs and mindset. It is the complete psychic change that We seek. We ARE IN this process.

We are reading about some small, practical (if any of this is practical) manifestation practices. (This is about learning to master the law of attraction). We adjust One to fit Our desires more better. We are surprised to get exactly what We asked for and imagined within a couple of hours. We are pleased and grateful but surprised. We practice being grateful over and over. We rehearse the incident a lot. It gives Us confidence and pleasure.

Our head wants to explain this All away as coincidence and having nothing to do with Our ability. That is a normal response. We continue to take credit. It IS important to real-eyes that even coincidences are created by Us. We DO create Our waking world and reality. We need to learn this in a way that We begin to live it and that is exactly what is happening. We want to master this butt knot settle for less than living limitless and free (especially free of need). Need IS a limitation concept and NOT a fact or law. We believe in it and therefore We make it very real in Our life. We ARE changing and We ARE grateful.

Other than this manifestation/coincidence (which really seems/feels like a small miracle to Us) Our day is quite normal. The kids are delightful (for the most part) and the preschoolers continue to be Our favorite. We notice how much We enjoy and appreciate “them”.

Our driver has gotten much less compassionate with the students (more like she was at the beginning of the year). More accurately: We have slipped into a nearby/similar world where Our driver still has no patience with and/or compassion for the kids. We start to judge and blame her. We think about bidding for a different driver next time. We are reminded that she is a passive shadow/mirror of OurSelves. IF We change drivers than We will get another who is also a reflection of Us that We need to see/experience. It is rather amazing how last year’s driver and this year’s have this very similar attitude about kids. It IS something that is for the best for Us. Why did We revert? Who knows. We notice and are grateful for whatever it is that We are getting.

Our local friends are worried about Us because We have not been checking Our email and replying to “their” inquiry about Our health (the crud). “They” catch Us at work just as We are leaving for Our second break. It was great timing and We are glad that “they” caught Us. We are sorry that We worried “them” but We had no clue. Clueless is kinda getting to be Our norm in 3D. We pony hop.

At home We send an email to Our friends to apologize and We play in multiD a while. Somehow: We still have a light dinner, watch more “Under the Dome” and go to be a little early even with taking time to play in multiD first.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Open and allowing more

5/13/2015

Today

Open and allowing more

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:14 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Some fun and interesting worlds last night with more new friends. It has been a while since We remember playing like this. In One world We are working/playing in another restaurant. We are more free and playful than in Our waking world.

At first We woke and got up early and then We went back to dream for a while. We theel better about being up and awake this morning. We can theel the change within Us. Our thinking is changing and We are more willing to set Our old habits, patterns and beliefs free. The last week and especially yesterday have been very good for Us.

We are reminded that this is about being here AND there. We forget. It is hard to comprehend because We have spent so long believing that We could only be One or the other. Our eyes have filtered out anything else. We fear what We have never seen. It is All here but We forgot and then made it bad, evil, forbidden and taboo. We really did good limiting OurSelves. We built a very good cage.

The things that We think We “have” to do and are trapped in are ONLY beliefs. We are limitless. We are just afraid of opening to being limitless. We gave OurSelves good reason to be afraid. We ARE sorry. We forgive OurSelves. We love Us and We thank Us. We give OurSelves comfort and nurturing. We ARE a wounded, frightened child. We care for OurSelf. We are gentle.

We are spending Our day focusing on more. There is more here than meets the eye/I. We have forgotten, We have denied. We have trained and programmed OurSelves to think and believe in terms of what We see being All there is. We must now retrain OurSelves. We ARE making a lot of progress. This no longer feels foreign and make believe. We know that the kids are helping Us. Many have been programmed Allready but even for those the real is NOT that far away. Again: this does not make what We see unreal. It only makes the limits unreal. It is like believing that a map is the actual world and All that there is. It is absurd but We have been thinking this way for sooooo long that reality seems absurd and unbelievable

Being open and allowing is the only way. All of Our thinking is limitation and must be expanded. We can not do it with Our head. There is imagining and then there is imagining. Same word but two very different experiences. When We “try”: We are forcing and controlling and this only leads to more limitation. It may be grander than Our waking world and life but still limited. When We allow: then Our subconscious can come out to play. We have buried sooooo much. We must allow it out and keep it safe while it explores itSelf. That is Our job now. We ARE delighted but We are also scared.

The new and unfamiliar is Allways a bit scary. Think of All the myths and fables We have designed to keep Us out of limitlessness and multiD. We did good. We scared Our children within. We taught “them” that anything beyond limitation is bad, evil, naughty, forbidden, dangerous and these teaching go very deep. We created beliefs around this that We do not even (consciously) know exist. Stories of faeries stealing children is (only) One good example. There are sooooo many more. We must add new and brilliant stories with feelings that also go deep. Feeling is a key, a BIG key.

This is how We are spending Our day. We are accepting and exploring more and how We have kept OurSelves out of more.

We get to talk with and have a good time with the younger brother. We know that this is a result of Our process and opening to more.

When We got home We are looking for some toys that the younger brother asked Us about. We do not find what We are looking for and do not want to spend a lot of time looking. We are eager to get to dreaming. There is much more that We want to explore.

More, more, more. Allways more.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Walking on shifting sand

5/12/2015

Today

Walking on shifting sand

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:44 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Last night was clearly a continuation of yesterday. Funny how that works sometimes. We continue to experience how We cling to Our limits and Our version of limitation 3D. We pony hop. We set it free with love. We find that We (parts and pisces of Us) are afraid that part(s) of Us will be abandoned and/or destroyed. This is a very deep fear. We comfort and love Us.

We continue to set Our Self free with love. What We see and experience is NOT All there is. There is much, much more and it is very different from what We have Allways thought and believed. Limitation is like a security net with huge holes. We are grateful for seeing/theeling just how much We really do cling to Our limits. Thank Us.

This current section of Our process, Our journey is scary. We remind OurSelf that nothing is lost. We are setting it free and it goes on and on and on. We CAN return here any time that We want. We love Us. We comfort Us.

We find that We are actually afraid of being free. Limitation is sooooo familiar that We fear being/living limitless. We get it that Our students are helping Us face this fear. Who wooda thunk it? Kids helping an A-dult face “their” fears. You see the/some kids are familiar with being multidimensional and living multidimensionally. We can help “them” be comfortable in limitation 3D and “they” can help Us be comfortable in multiD. We are a team.

As Our day goes by We find that We are more comfortable being in multiD and allowing OurSelves to experience being limitless. We remind OurSelf that Our/the world is much more than We ever imagined and very different than We have Allways thought and believes. We ARE learning how to think differently. We have limited OurSelves and Our world by the way that We think and now We are changing that. Yes: it is scary for Us. A bit like walking off a cliff into a cloud bank. Or like learning to fly without any machine or technology. WE are the technology. We convinced OurSelves that We could not do things by OurSelf and that We needed machines and technology to assist Us. Our minds ARE powerful.

We are powerful enough to pretend to be powerless. Now: We can change that. We can accept Our power. This is not forcing or fighting like in the old paradigm. This is gentle and kind. Our children within fear Us for Our passed behaviors. We are sorry and We seek Our forgiveness. We love Us. All of Us. We thank Us.

Throughout the day We keep pony hopping and reminding OurSelves that this is ONLY One version of Our world. It is not the only reality. Yes it IS real and there is much more that is also real. The difference is that there really are NO limits. The limits We impose make this world seem Allmost unreal. Our beliefs make it real. Our limitation head and mindset can not comprehend what is available and what is actually Allready here: All around Us. We fear what We can not comprehend so We must be gentle with OurSelves. We must calm OurSelves and hold Our hand as We proceed.

We continue to remember that Our world is very different than We think and that We are NOT stuck. We are NOT victims. We only pretend to be stuck and victims. It is a cruel game but We chose to play. We forgive OurSelves. We are making progress and We are going slow and gentle. We are being kind and caring with OurSelves.

Being aware of living limitless and in multiD really does feel like walking in a double (or more) exposure. It is unfamiliar and scary at first. Even as long as We have been at this it is still new. It feels like waling on shifting sand. Have You ever tried to walk down a sand dune? We keep getting the idea that it is like being inside a kaleidoscope.

We have been wanting a kaleidoscope for a while so when We got home We order a dozen from Amazon. The 12 pack is the same price as a single. We can give some to some kids.

We continue Our process and mantras and being open, allowing and setting it free with love. These are keys. We can not plan or even imagine this with Our head, Our old mindset. We must open and allow and set it All free with love. Nothing is being destroyed or abandoned but set free. We can return here any time We want. This is a very important part of Our process.

Good night AND thank You for playing.