And more 3D within multiD

12/21/2017

Today

And more 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:11 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We were drifting in and out of dream and waking when Our coffeemaker started. Immediately: We started repeating Our mantra and remembering Our gratitude. Our head tried to drag Us into old thinking and behavior and We started ponyhopping and theeling grateful. We have sooooo much to be grateful for: everything. We created All of this for Our benefit: what looks good and what looks bad.

We remember that last night (as We were drifting off) We were thinking about typing up a history of Us. How We projected Our judgement (of OurSelf) onto Our (imaginary) world and “they” reflected that back onto Us and then We blamed “them” and forgot what was really going on and it degenerated into what We consider to be Our world and Our life and Our circumstances and Our fate. What a tangled web We wove.

Thank Us.

One more early wake up and then about two weeks of dreaming in. We ARE grateful.

We are seeking and learning about balance in Our daily life.

We see the age old scenario playing out between Us and Our driver. We project, “they” reject, We blame and judge, “they” blame and retaliate and round and round We go lifetime after lifetime. There are many, many variations on the same theme. We forget who and what We are and We choose to play the victim of Our own devices. We give up Our power and We live in De-Nile.

Another fun day with the kids. Only two middleschoolers ride. We watch “them” play games on Our Nook. The One has questions as usual. It takes Us a little time to figure out what “they” are asking as it is often out of the blue and since “they” are hard to understand We often need some frame of reference to figure out what the words are. We do not Allways have the answer even when We understand the question.

None of Our gradeschoolers ride. Not completely usual just before the holydays. It is just not worth it to many to get up for the short days.

We have lunch before going to the pool and do a little shopping after. We do not actually find what We are looking for. We wanted some special Dr. Teal’s Epsom salt for Our foot bath. There are long lines so We do not bother getting anything that We do NOT need/want for Our break. We will be coming in to town during Our break and can get anything that We start to run short of then.

We have another long break between Our highschool and gradeschool. We eat a little and not as much as yesterday. We wanna eat up some of Our leftovers when We get home.

Our “bad boy” is great today. We figure that “they” wanted to get taken off the bus (yesterday) to get the One on One attention while waiting for someOne to pick “them” up. We can not have an unsafe ride to not accommodate that. That is up to the teachers to deal with. Today “they” want Us to put band aids on “their” finger boo boos. We theel that the boo boos are probably imaginary. That is okay. We ARE showing “them” (by example) that “they” can get positive attention for positive behavior. We do NOT bring up yesterday. That is passed and over.

We finish early and do some grocery shopping. We wanna get I-scream for the holyday break. Otherwise: We would NOT face the crowds. It will surely be worse tomorrow. We forget to stop and check Our P.O. box. Our new earmuffs have arrived. We hope We remember to stop tomorrow.

We kinda wanna do some show snovelling. We have no clue why We actually wanna snovel. There is a small area behind Our dragon that still has kinda deep snow and We wanna take Our dragon tomorrow. We snovel that area and still wanna snovel Our path that We use a lot. It is rather cold outside and Our cabin is just warming up. We play Our game and have dinner and do just a little more snovelling. We can finish over Our break.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Learning experiences living in 3D within multiD

12/20/2017

Today

Learning experiences living in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:51 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We decided to dream in just a bit and then take Our time drifting and playing in multiD. We ARE clearly in 3D while mostly in multiD. Here AND there. Learning how to do this.

We ARE choosing to finish the cycle of projection, blame, rejection and suffering that We have rerun over and over and over. WE did this. We accept this. We forgive Us. We love Us AND We thank Us. For this WE ARE responsible. No blame. Choices. We are making new choices. Thank Us.

Another great day with the kids: not so much with the A-dults. Of course: We created All of it. Lots of ponyhopping.

Our first kid did not ride. Our second kid plays on Our Nook so quietly (as does the first when “they” ride). The next is wide awake and lively and talkative. The thing with this One is that “they” are hard to understand and Allways have lots of question and are not afraid to repeat and repeat “their” questions. When the next kid gets on and wants to read the other seems to find even more questions to annoy the reader with. That was probably Us and Our older sister from what We have been told. EveryOne wants attention.

We are a little late to Our gradeschool because that is the way it is scheduled. We do make it at bell so it is not too bad. We are torn about how to handle that. We keep theeling to just keep Our mouth shut. We theel that it will All work itSelf out.

We get to hottub on Our break. We wait until a little later than usual since We have a longer break. This means that the seniors have left and the others have the jets running full blast. We like it more better that way.

We do some shopping and have lunch afterwards.

Our driver did NOT look at the early out route sheets and checkin times. She got everyOne in a panic because she was there for Our regular checkin and We were not. NoOne looked at the checkin sheets. When We find out We are kinda happy. When We tell her why We think that district did that she asks: “So YOU did this?” We lost about an hour and We theel that her question shows that she blames Us for losing time on Our regular route. She just does NOT get it and We remember that WE created All this. Blaming is NOT the answer. We ask forgiveness. We love her and We thank her. That is hard for Us in these instances. Sooooo much easier to blame like We Allways have. We really do wanna change/evolve the pattern. We ARE doing Our best to evolve and make new choices.

Our highschooler is in an ornery mood and We move away to avoid “their” throwing snow on Us. It is cold, wet snow and quite unpleasant for Us. The mood (Our mood) is also affected by how We are theeling about Our driver. Please forgive Us.

We have extra time before Our gradeschool because the highschools get out two hours early and gradeschools only and hour and a half early. The Safeway in North Pole is the only store that has mizithra cheese and that is where Our PM gradeschool is. We get Our mizithra and some small servings of different pasta salads. We do not wanna stop eating the pasta salads even when We are full. It is a taste treat. It is old behavior from old thinking that We will never get more or even enough.

Our “bad boy” is acting up. “They” calm and then flip back into loud, defiant and out of control. We have no idea what is going on. We have the teacher get on twice. We tell her that “they” have been doing much better the last couple of weeks. She tells Us that there are changes going on. Changes ARE hard. She ends up taking the student off the bus. It is clear that “they” are not gonna calm enough for the driver to drive safely. We get the theeling that the kid wanted to be taken off?????

It is a short section with only One rider. Our driver takes her time.

It has snowed quite a bit and is still snowing fairly heavy. There are quite a few wrecks with no bus wrecks only stuck buses. We drive straight home. We thought about putting on a chain to go down Our drive. The wind is blowing and making it kinda miserable outside so We choose to NOT chain up. We slide a bit coming down Our drive and land at Our cabin okay and get parked out of the way of the snowplow. We figure that We will take Our chariot tomorrow whether Our plow guy comes tonight or not.

We play Animal Crossing extra long since We got home sooooo early. We listen to Our “Vortex” and head to dream early. We do not theel like having dinner. A little later Our plow guy comes. Since We were not full into dream We get up. We have slept through the noise before. We have no idea how. We musta really been far away. We stay up playing in multiD until he finishes Our drive and Our neighbors. The sounds would keep Us outta dream anyway.

When Our plowguy is finished We are well ready to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Taking responsibility for 3D within multiD

12/19/2017

Today

Taking responsibility for 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:02 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and ponyhopping Once again. We did not sleep well and We woke early. We lay in bed repeating Our mantra(s).

We ARE grateful. Thank Us. We love Us AND We thank Us.

Here is another message about what We ARE living AND what We have been saying (or trying to say) for several years now.

The kids ARE great this morning. The rest: We really do NOT wanna take responsibility for and that is what it is really All about. We created All of it. This IS Our world: Our creation. Sheesh.

Our driver is acting out and it pisses Us off. We try to set it free and We keep chewing on it like a dog with a bone. We ponyhop and go back to blaming so We ponyhop some more. Our bus is having mechanical issues and that slows Us down and Our driver slows Us down even more. We accept responsibility and then We try to blame. We ARE responsible. We forgive OurSelves. No We don’t. We try. We ARE forgiving OurSelves. Then We blame everyOne and everything else. We ponyhop some more.

We go to the pool on Our first break and have time to get some lunch to take with Us.

Only One kid rides on Our noon section. We are still mad even though We do take responsibility and ponyhop: whatever it is within Us that is causing these problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. This IS Us projecting Our judgement, fear and need onto Our world (Our view screen). We ARE doing this. Thank Us. We love Us.

We do a little shopping on Our second break and find some treats for Our holyday break. We are looking for Mizithra cheese for Our xmas spaghetti. We like half red meat sauce and half cheese, garlic and butter. We usually use parmesan. We recently saw mizithra at One of the stores and We want that for xmas. We have not had mizithra since We left Sacramento.

It has started snowing fairly hard. It is thick and wet. Not much accumulation even though it looks fairly heavy.

We are kinda getting over Our mad. We ARE taking responsibility and We do NOT like it. We do NOT havta like it to own it.

Our kids do great. Our preschooler gets shorted on xmas gifts from school for some reason and is NOT happy. “They” cope. We theel for “them”. Our “bad boy” has a little tree in a paper bag that “they” are caring for. It is sleeping and We can’t make a lot of noise. “They” tell Us about it and that this is All pretend. It may or may not be a real tree.

Our driver is trying to heal the gap. We are gently letting down Our wall. We no longer theel as free to be as open as We were before. We can heal AND watch Our tongue. We never know what We will create to aid Our growth.

We go pretty deep into dream and multiD.

It is slick driving home and We have no trouble. We were torn and We decide to call Our plowguy. We tell him We are not in any hurry: just whenever he goes out to plow again. He thinks he will plow tomorrow if that is good enough. We say it is fine. We will probably take Our chariot again tomorrow and maybe put a chain on the get down Our drive?

We play Animal Crossing and kinda fall in. We make Our daily goal even though it kinda looked like We might fall short. We have dinner while playing instead of watching anything on the tube. Playing with the animals and helping and making friends is probably betterer for Our mind anyway.

Time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Another 3D day within multiD

12/18/2017

Today

Another 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:06 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. We start ponyhopping right away. We notice/real-eyes that even though We were very here this weekend We were also VERY there. We spent a lot of time in dream and even more in multiworlds and multiD. We ARE learning how to do this: how to live as love. Love IS Our true nature.

We played Animal Crossing a lot. We got some leftovers prepped to be easy to make dinners this week. We got some stuff portioned and frozen. We got most of Our gravel, sand and rock salt in the garbage can by Our front steps. We still have a bag of gravel to dry and One more bag of salt to mix with that. We got the spare set of tires (for Our dragon) out from under Our porch and into the back of Our dragon.

We got lots of breathing and relaxing and setting it All free done.

Thank Us.

We spent lots of time being and dreaming.

We have a subdriver again. The roads are a little slick and “they” are predicting freezing rain. So far what We got is wet snow.

One of Our middleschoolers called that “they” are not riding so We got to Our last stop early. Traffic is light too. We took Our time and still got to school early. The light traffic really makes a difference. The kids are fairly quiet. The sitting and waiting at the school is still the hardest.

There is an accident on the highway back to Fairbanks. (Our first school is in North Pole.) Traffic is now heavy and very slow. We are only about five minutes late to Our first stop for Our second school. With the new routing We are Allmost on time to school and arrive before bell. That theels much better than arriving late. We still have Our talkative kid. “They” really are delightful: everything is such an adventure for this One. The others are quiet as usual.

We have a safety meeting during Our first break so no hottub. It is a pretty good meeting though. “They” have finally started gearing a meeting towards attendants and not just drivers. We do have time for lunch and some Animal Crossing.

Both kids ride on Our noon section. We still finish early. This subdriver drives a bit fast. We are safe: just flying. We do slide in a couple of spots.

The wet snow continues.

We do a little shopping on Our second break and play a little more Animal Crossing.

Our highschooler rides and “they” are in a very good mood again. This driver does not wanna make a pitstop so We arrive at Our PM gradeschool forty minutes early. When “they” get it how early We are “they” get it why We wanted to make a pitstop.

All of Our kids ride and We are now down to three regular riders. There are two on Our route that We have never seen so technically not All of Our kids ride.

Our “bad boy” makes sure that “they” sit where We will sit across from “them”. We explained to Our preschooler why We sit in the back to start. We tell “them” that We will play “I spy” with “them” after the other kids get home. We have the longest ride with Our preschooler and enjoy Our time with “them”. Our “bad boy” had a good day at school and is kinda quiet on the ride. It sure is nice to have good rides with “them”.

We get back to base early. We did not really get into dream on the ride. We ARE (however) fairly deep into multiD. The temperature is in the twenties and We are getting a little freezing rain. It seems a little cold for freezing rain even though it does feel warmer than the thermothing says. Lessons in reality. Reality is NOT what We Allways thought. We ARE learning experientially. We are NOT a quick study.

At home We play Animal Crossing until We are ready for dinner. We ARE hooked. “They” did an upgrade over the weekend. It adds a little more to the game. We have not figured it All out yet. We keep adding to Our campsight and raising Our friendship level. It is fun to have a game that is All about making friends and helping animals and other people: also talking with the animals.

We keep playing while We eat dinner. Better than some shows We would watch. “Magicians” IS about magik and also with lots of competition and violence.

Now: We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Learning to live in 3D within multiD

12/15/2017

Today

Learning to live in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:10 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

Once again Our coffeemaker woke Us. We lay in bed repeating Our mantra a few times and theeling very grateful. We real-eyes that We actually woke from several worlds. This is the first time that We have been aware of being in multiworlds while dreaming. That is way cool.

Thank Us.

It is warm and it snowed just a bit. Enough that We had to chain up just to get off One stopsign. If Our drop chains had worked We would have been fine. It is a blind intersection atop a hill so We could not just get a run at it either. We had to chain to go about ten feet.

We only had two kids on and “they” are the more mature Ones so it was not bad. Some kids really can not handle this kinda thing well.

We ran late for both morning schools after that. The kids were fun. A couple did not ride because We were late.

We got to hottub on Our morning break so All is right with the world. We ARE present in 3D AND aware of multiD. We likes it. We ARE evolving and it is nothing like what We expected. We ARE glad that We released Our expectations. We set “them” free with love.

Only One kid is riding on Our noon section. The two have started sitting opposite front and back so it is hard to pay attention to both. “They” really wanna sit that way so We do not force “them” to sit closer.

We have lunch on Our second break and do Our weekend shopping. Functioning in 3d while very much in multiD. Here AND there. Living it.

Our driver is out for the PM. Her son has a concert. We have the same sub as last week. She does much better. She asks about Our dragon. We really have the theeling that someOne needs a car to get to work: is she the One? We told dispatch that she does not know right and left and “they” are quite concerned. She does much better today and maybe she remembers or maybe she was very nervous before?

At base We tell dispatch that she did fine.

We stop at the bank on the way home.

We are way deep in multiD when We get home. We play Animal Crossing some and play in multiD some. We do not feel like having dinner. We wanna go dream and so to dream We go.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

A bit of new in 3D within multiD

12/14/2017

Today

A bit of new in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:28 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

Our coffeemaker woke Us and We got up right away. We did not wanna fall back asleep as much as We would have enjoyed remaining in Our dream world. It is fun there. We have real-eyesed that the/a reason that We have not been remembering Our dreams lately is that “they” are similar to Our waking and it is harder to remember if We are remembering waking or dreaming.

Thank Us.

And yet another great morning with the kids. The temp has dropped about ten degrees. The kids do not seem to notice. We only had two riders on Our morning middleschool section. The One whom is hard to get to called so We did not havta go to “their” house. Our driver took a slower road and We got to school just a few minutes early. It was still a little bit hard on the kids. With only two it did not get as rowdy waiting. The One is very quiet. The other is more like a gradeschooler and that is fine. Lots of these kids refuse to be mainstreamed and choose to remain children. We do try to allow that on Our bus.

At some point: We real-eyes that We are very present on the bus and ALSO: in another world or more. It is the first time that We have been aware of this while on the bus. At least: the first time it has been this clear.

Our driver disagrees with Us about taking some of Our gradeschoolers off Our route. She thinks that We can be on time even though We never are. She wants the extra time and We want to be on time. If We do not get on schedule We will eventually get in trouble. We prefer NOT being in trouble and losing the few minutes. We ARE more than money. Few people are aware of that yet.

Most of the kids are quiet: even the talkative One. The last One on is quite excited. “They” do fine on the ride and even start to get off the bus: not quite though. The teacher gets on and helps. We were barely keeping the kid from climbing up on the seats. Not a lot We can do without manhandling “them”.

We go to the pool on morning break and have time to stop to get some soup. It is cold enough that soup sounds really good. We get jambalaya which is actually to spicy for Us. We still love it Once in a while. We finish it on the way to Our noon school. We really did NOT expect to finish it today.

We got a new route sheet starting next Monday and the four kids got taken off of Our morning gradeschool so We can be on time. Our driver is NOT happy. She would rather be late and get the few extra minutes each day. We ARE happy regardless. We really like being on time.

Both kids ride on Our noon section. One is Allmost acting up. It is play. We go along with it. Why not let a kid play as long as it is not dangerous and does not make Us late? Some would disagree. This is One of the things that We appreciate about Our driver.

We do a little shopping on Our break and get gas for Our dragon. We get a package of sliced pepperoni to snack on since We do not have time to eat. We get back to base with only a few minutes to spare.

Our highschooler does not ride. We decide to get Starbucks in the extra time that We have. Peppermint, white mocha. Yummy.

We are down to three regular riders on Our afternoon gradeschool and “they” All ride today. Our “bad boy” is pretty wound up. “They” start calling another kid names and We ask “them” to stop. After a couple of tries: “they” stop. “They” came out early and We still have to go for Our preschooler.

Our “bad boy” is playing and We allow. Name calling is out: play is in.

After the two gradeschoolers get home: We can pay attention to Our preschooler and play if “they” want. “They” want. Very playful today.

We are deep in multiD and dream and multiworlds when We get back to base.

At home: We decide to set up and try Our footbath. It takes too long to heat so We use some water off the top of Our oil stove. That is still not quite warm enough. It feels good though.

We do a couple of emails and play Animal Crossing while enjoying Our footbath with Epsom salt.

We were not sure if We even wanted dinner. We decide on a small serving of nachos with Our cheese dip that We made over the weekend. We wanna freeze some of the dip and put the rest in a smaller container. Not tonight though.

We watch more “Magicians” with dinner and now We are ready for Our “Vortex” to take Us to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

More multiD while in 3D

12/13/2017

Today

More multiD while in 3D

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:18 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and a little early again. We laid in bed repeating Our mantra again until Our coffeemaker started. Such a nice, gentle way to wake. So much better than grumping.

Thank Us.

Our head tries to find things that We “need” to do. We choose to just relax and breathe and wake in multiD. We ARE learning. Our inner Self, Our knower Self knows that it is NOT really about doing: it IS about “being”. “Doing” is old energy, old pair-a-dime and a corner stone of the limitation and separation game. Time to level up.

Thank Us.

We ARE spending more and more time in dream or near dream or multiD or: “All of the above”. Our kids help as does Our game. Our dreams open doors. We enjoy interacting with Our kids and/or just watching “them”. We love “their” facial expressions while “they” are playing. Sometimes “they” play physically and sometimes (often) in “their” mind.

Our new middleschooler rode today for the first time. Another quiet One.

Our supervisor tells Us that “they” think “they” have a solution to Our overloaded elementary AM section. It would be nice to be on time.

We get to hottub on Our morning break. Nice.

Our bus acts up climbing the hills to Our noon school. We have to wait at the school for a replacement bus. One kid gets picked up and the other rides. We are about half an hour late. We stop at the minimart on the way home because We do not think We will have time to get lunch after We get back to base. “They” have a hot pastrami and swiss sub and We do love pastrami.

We have a few extra minutes at base. It would have been tight trying to get to the store, get lunch and get back on time. We do NOT like to rush. Our life used to be a rush. What a waist. Now: We do not have time to hurry.

Our highschooler does not ride. We never know ahead. We used to eat at the Safeway deli near Our next school. The last We looked it looked nasty.

Our “bad boy” does not ride. We miss “them”. One rider is quiet. We Oneder if “they” feel rejected because We have been paying attention to Our “bad boy”? We do try to be fair. Maybe “they” are just quiet today? We do have lots of fun with Our preschooler. “They” have really opened up since We had Our “bad boy” taken off the bus.

We are deep in dream when We get home.

We play Our game and do some email. Kinda fun doing it from multiD.

We have dinner with more “Magicians”. We enjoy both.

Time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Another warm, fun day in 3D within multiD

12/12/2017

Today

Another warm, fun day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:23 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We woke a little early and lay in bed repeating Our mantra: “We love Us and We thank Us” until Our coffeemaker started. What a pleasant and gentle way to wake. Being grateful has become much more of a way of life to Us. We ARE delighted with Our progress and process.

Thank Us.

Another great morning with the kids. The temperature is lower and the roads are still a bit slick. Our first two middleschoolers do not ride. We get the theeling that Our newest student will probably not be riding much if at All. We are supposed to have a younger sibling in the afternoon and “they” have never ridden. Our middleschool riders are energetic as usual. “They” have lots and lots of energy and just wanna play. Sometimes “they” share Our Nook well and other times We havta remind “them”.

We start Our gradeschool section on a few minutes late and end up about twenty minutes late. It is just scheduled too tight for traffic and winter road conditions and reality. Of course: We created (and ARE creating) this too. Most of these kids are still quiet. The One gets very excited about things and exclaims: “Look” and “We did it”. Life is amazing to the young.

We go to the pool and get lunch at Safeway after. We miss the Safeway deli when We do not go there much. We get back to base in time to finish Our lunch. There are not too many quiet places to eat though.

Only One of Our noon riders ride so there is no problem sharing Spiderman. “They” do start the ride playing with Spiderman and than (as usual) try to sneak it in “their” hat and backpack to take home. We let “them” put it in “their” hat and not “their” backpack. At home “they” get Spiderman out of “their” hat with no resisdance.

We go to Walmart on Our second break because there are some things that We wanna get there. We are thinking that We will get some breaded tilapia at “their” deli and find that “they” do not have any and what “they” do have looks pretty nasty. We get what We are after and a candy cane, white chocolate bar.

We have a little extra time and it actually kinda nice to sit in Our chariot and eat Our candy bar.

We notice throughout Our day that We are less and less in 3D and more and more in multiD. It looks the same and theels quite different. Also: time does NOT work the same it used to in full limitation. We Are expanding slowly and gently.

We do theel that Our game is helping. We spend that play time talking with animals and doing favors and giving compliments. That is a pretty evolved world. There is still plenty of limitation and separation stuff like goals and encouragement to “do” things. It is still advanced for where Our society is. Remember: We created this too.

We ARE responsible for the “good” and the “bad”.

Our highschooler rides and is very silly and playful. It is fun to see “them” in this kinda mood.

We are down to One preschooler and two gradeschoolers in the PM. Our newest kid has never ridden and We do hope that someOne will let Us know if “they” are gonna ride.

Our “bad boy” is happy and playful: a little wound up. We remind “them” to calm a little. “They” would jump and run in the bus if We let “them” and that is NOT safe. (We look forward to the day when kids are fully allowed to be kids All the time.) “They” had a mix of “good” and “bad” at school. We ARE happy that We have a good ride. The other two talk and play at the front of the bus. We theel that “they” do real-eyes that We are keeping the One from being mean to “them”.

We slip deep into dream and multiD on the way back to the barn.

As We go into dispatch to finish Our day We theel very drifty and Allmost more of an observer than active participant. We are not sure that anyOne else even sees Us????

Our drive is a little slick until We get down to the salted part. We take it very slow. It Allmost looks like a different drive than yesterday?

We do not really theel like “doing” anything at home and that is perfectly fine. Our head objects and We follow Our heart.

We play Animal Crossing a bit. Today’s goals are kinda hard and We let it go. (Not really easy for Us.) We have dinner with more “Magicians”. Now: We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We ARE getting more better at breathing deep and relaxing deeper and deeper.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Another fun day with the kids in multiD

12/11/2017

Today

Another fun day with the kids in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:41 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We woke early and grateful. We decided to get up and play Animal Crossing. We kinda fell in.

We had a great weekend: dreaming and playing and a little bit of chores.

Thank Us. We are also ponyhopping. We take responsibility. We are looking at being Our source, Our creator and theeling into it. Just breathing and relaxing as We own and accept that We ARE source. We ARE powerful beyond measure. We have lived in DeNile for sooooo long. Too long really. We ARE ready to be and live as who and what We are.

It is 43 above when We get to town and around 40 at home.

Another great morning with the kids. Our driver did not get the message that We have an earlier checkin so We started late. When dispatch called Our students One said that the kid had moved so “they” told Us to skip that stop which put Us back on time. The roads are very slick so We did finish Our middleschool section a few minutes late. Towards the end of that section dispatch called asking Our e.t.a. to that kid. We told “them” that Our supervisor told Us “they” were a no ride. We heard “them” sending another bus to pick up that student.

We ran late on Our morning gradeschool because of traffic and the slick roads and Our new student. We were getting a bit nervous because We really wanna hottub on Our morning break. Our difficult student did not wanna get off the bus. The teacher did not have much trouble getting “them” off.

We did not go to dispatch when We finished (since it was warm enough that Our dragon did not need to warm up much) and We went straight to hottub. We really do enjoy the hottub.

We brought an almond butter and jelly samich so We did not miss stopping at the store.

Both Our noon kids rode. Of course: both wanted the same spider man. “They” did fine with only One having a spiderman to play with. “They” are kinda getting tired of playing with spiderman and it is more habit than real desire now.

The roads are quite slick because it is sooooo warm. The bus spins out some when Our driver tries to accelerate to go up the hills. We go pretty deep into dream. We still finish on time and go to the store for lunch and Wifi. We play a little Animal Crossing. We have to watch the time because it is easy to fall in.

Our highschooler is very playful today. We asked if “they” had sugar and “they” say “yes”. It is fun to see the kids this playful.

Our gradeschoolers do great. Our “bad boy” is happy to see Us and plays “their” ongoing game. “They” get a little rowdy and We just watch as it not too bad since We know what is going on. “Their” note says that “they” had a good day. We theel that “they” ARE making progress and Our ponyhopping (taking responsibility) IS working. Of course it is!!!!

We are dreamy.

At home We only have milk and Our water bottles to take in and put away.

We notice that Our gravel is drying nicely. We will probably be able to put it in the garbage can over the weekend. We have salted Our drive pretty well so as long as it does not rain and freeze We should be fine. It it does rain We can use the wet gravel as is.

We play Animal Crossing and do some email.

We have french toast and link sausage for dinner and start watching season two of “The Magicians”. Soon We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Another very warm day in 3D within multiD

12/8/2017

Today

Another very warm day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:21 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and ponyhop Our way out of bed. We take a look outside just to see what is happening and it is very warm. We decide to go out and spread some rocksalt on Our driveway. We theel that We will drive Our dragon and We decide that We may change Our mind by the time it is time to leave.

We salted Our drive and it does seem to be ice.

We play in multiD and find that We really are quite deep in multiD AND We are still in 3D. This is what We were looking for for sooooo long. We had no idea. We may have had words and We still did NOT know what expansion and evolving would be like. We ARE delighted to find out. It was a bit hard at first and remains a little uncomfy as We move ahead.

We have a subdriver. We assume that Our driver did not wanna drive in these conditions. We do not appreciate Our subdriver not listening to Us and she does not know left from right. That makes it hard to give directions. The kids are great though. We real-eyes that We ARE creating All of this. We slid passed One turn and that was the only trouble that We had. We left the barn twenty minutes late and ended Our morning half an hour late.

Mom took the kid that does not like to get off the bus so that made it a bit easier.

We got done with Our morning section too late to hottub. Bummer!!! We ARE creating this.

We have lunch and a little shopping.

We have the same subdriver All day. Both of Our noon kids ride and We run a little late because of slick roads. No trouble just slower driving. Better than a wreck.

We do more shopping on Our second break.

Our afternoon goes smooth. Our “bad boy” is definitely attaching. “They” waited outside the bus and the teacher thought it was gonna be trouble. As soon as We got out and called “them” by name and asked what was going on “they” ran to the bus, got on and were getting ready. “They” were upset when We told “them” that We needed to sit up front to give directions. We gave the driver enough directions (and asked One kid to help) that We thelt that We could sit across from Our “bad boy” and “they” did great.

We went to dream and multiD on the drive back to base.

We decided to stop and get the stuff to start a garbage can on traction sand and rocksalt by Our steps. Never thelt the need before. We left everything in Our dragon. The weight did seem to float the front end.

We play a bit in multiD and mostly spend Our evening playing Animal Crossing. It does take Us to multiworlds where We can talk to the animals and the main point is helping each other. NICE.

Time to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another good day in 3D within multiD

12/7/2017

Today

Another good day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:41 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake to Our coffeemaker again. It is a gentle and pleasant way to wake. We wake grateful and ponyhopping. We do notice that We seem to be sleeping a little better than normal the last few nights. We likes that too.

Thank Us.

Our computer is running slow and weird this morning. We restarted it and that helped some then We notice that Our word program is reinstalling.

We are reminded that We ARE creating this: We ARE responsible. We do NOT need to know why. We can be grateful for Our experience that We are creating.

Another great morning with the kids. We do get a little frustrated with two of Our middleschoolers. “They” seem to enjoy arguing just to argue. More ponyhopping. What is it in Us that attracts such behavior? We ask forgiveness. We ARE forgiving OurSelves. We love Us AND We thank Us.

We are a little late for Our gradeschool and Our driver says that We could do the added student. We tell her that We are NOT making it on time now. She wants more hours. That would NOT get Us more hours. At some point it WOULD get Us in trouble for being late to school. Imagine it: We created this too. For this We ARE responsible. We do NOT have to like it to take responsibility and this is NOT about blame: only responsibility.

We go to the pool and have time for lunch and Animal Crossing afterwards. We start to get caught up in Animal Crossing. We ARE experiencing how people get sooooo obsessed with “their” gaming. We forgive Us. Our life IS All about taking responsibility.

Both noon kids ride. We have One head for the back because the other seems to be unhappy with “them” for knocking “them” down in the playground. The other follows and chooses to sit in the back???? Then the first wants to sit up front as usual. This makes it a bit more of a challenge for Us. We could move One or the other. We choose to try this arrangement if that is how “they” wanna sit.

We do a little shopping on Our second break and get some white fudge covered Oreos. Somehow: We do not eat the whole box.

It is warming up.

Our highschooler does not ride again. Our gradeschoolers do great. Our “bad boy” is having a hard time in school and is NOT happy with the teacher who brings “them” out. “They” settle down pretty well for Us. “They” do fine on the ride. We can give “them” a good note. “They” are playing a game in “their” mind and acting it out.

Our preschooler is more and more talkative. We likes that. This is a student that We had last year. “They” covered “their” ears so that “they” won’t hear Our “bad boys” “bad” words.

We go to dream on the ride back to base. We notice that We ARE deep in multiD as We walk into dispatch. We theel like We are walking in space. Cool.

At home: We are VERY happy that We had Our drive plowed yesterday. What little snow is left is very slick. We get a bag of rocksalt out of the back of Our chariot in case We wanna spread it on the drive. Maybe in the morning?

We play Animal Crossing and get caught up in it. We make OurSelves stop and have dinner. We watch more of the time travel movie. “They” bring up Einstein’s theories some.

Time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More progress and snow in 3D within multiD

12/6/2017

Today

More progress and snow in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:23 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and We are ponyhopping to start Our day.

Taking responsibility (NOT blame) with gratitude is a much better way to start Our day than grumping.

Thank Us.

We could easily remain in dream. Our life is becoming a dream. Sometimes harsh and often pleasant. There was a time when Our resisdance made every day a challenge. We ARE delighted with Our progress.

Another great morning with the kids. The temperature is going up and that makes the roads a little slick in places. One middleschooler does not ride again. Apparently “they” are having a bad week. “Their” mother seems a little exasperated. Our two loud kids have fun. “They” start arguing about anything. We tell “them” that We do NOT like arguing on the bus. Both call the other a liar and We let “them” know that We REALLY do NOT like hearing that on the bus. We All make mistakes. That does NOT mean that We are lieing. We are a few minutes late and that is a good thing this morning so that We do not have to sit and wait.

We are Allmost on time for starting Our gradeschool section. Slick roads and heavy traffic make Us a little late. (As We type this We notice that We ARE blaming. We are NOT taking responsibility. We forgive Us.) One gradeschooler does not ride and the others do well. The One kid wants to sit with a classmate. One wants to sit alone and the other looks delighted to sit together. At school when We ask the One if “they” are ready “they” say: “NO! I do not want to do this.” We get a teacher to help. “They” do not fight the teacher much. She handles “them” in ways that We would get fired for.

We go hottub on Our first break and get gas. We have a few minutes extra. We chip some of the ice off the front of Our dragon so that We can get the extension cord off.

Both kids ride on Our noon section. The One is still having a little difficulty and wants to sit alone. The other does not really understand and takes it mostly in stride. The One does want “their” turn at the One spiderman until later and by then it is too late. After a while “they” fall asleep and are out like a light. Mom has to get “them” off the bus because neither of Us can wake “them”.

It is warm and snowing pretty heavy so We call Our plow guy.

We do a little shopping on Our PM break and get some snacks. “They” were sampling some kinda cheese and We are now craving cheese so We bought some.

Our highschooler does not ride so We have another break again.

At school We learn that One preschooler will be getting picked up from now on. We will miss “their” smile and playfullness. (“They” are really full of play.) Our “bad boy” gets to the bus as We are approaching with Our preschooler. “They” wait to get on until We are there and ready. In fact “they” actually walk up to Us and walk back (with Us) to the bus. On the bus “they” make sure that We are gonna sit across from “them”. When We go to check on Our new kid and talk to Our driver Our “bad boy” does not wanna sit down until We explain what We are doing and that We will be right back to sit with “them”. When We sit “they” tell Us that “they” are very concerned whether or not “they” had a “good day” or a “bad day”. It really seems like “they” were not really there and do NOT know what kinda day it was????? “They” do great on the bus and We put that on “their” note. We do theel that “they” are attaching to Us.

We finish a little early because the new kid does not ride again and the One preschooler not riding.

We are glad to get on the road a little early. There is only One bad spot/intersection on the drive home.

At home We bring in Our groceries and the extension cord that took off of Our dragon so that it can thaw and dry.

We are getting ready to play Animal Crossing when Our plow guy comes. We were not really expecting him tonight as it did not snow as much as We expected. We ARE glad that he got here before it gets any warmer. He says the snow IS wet and slick.

We play a while and have dinner with the time travel movie. After that We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A warm, fun 3D day within multiD

12/5/2017

Today

A warm, fun 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:21 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and begin ponyhopping right away.

As much as We have not gotten caught up (in Our head) about One new minivan and selling Our dragon: We have kinda gotten caught up in it. It is definite progress with room for improvement.

Thank Us.

We ARE delighted with Our progress, Our ease and where We are at on Our journey. We want to set it All free. We want to continue to expand and evolve. Thank Us. We love Us unconditionally.

Another great morning. Only two middleschoolers ride. It is Our loudest two who do not really get along. “They” do fine. The One did not charge “their” 3DS so “they” wanna play with Our Nook again. The two get along fine too and share Our Nook. We arrive a few minutes early and Once again that is hard for “them”. “They” have sooooo much energy. It is hard to sit on the bus and wait. Buses are NOT for sitting and waiting. Buses are for moving.

It is a little cooler than yesterday and still warm.

Our gradeschoolers are quiet as usual. The last One does not ride and Our driver thought that would be the case after the overmedication yesterday.

We go to the pool on Our morning break since that is the only break that We have time to get across town and back. We have time to get lunch afterwards. We stop at Safeway because We like “their” food better and really want a change. “Their” Wifi is still not working.

Both of Our noon kids ride. One had a rough day and wants to sit alone. As usual “they” both want the same Spiderman. “They” accept the sharing and manage to do okay. The One who gets the favorite Spiderman sits in the back and (of course) puts Spiderman in “their” backpack hoping to take it home.

We go to Sam’s Club on Our second break and then go to get gas. We have time for both since We do not take time to eat.

Our PM highschooler rides. “They” saw Our driver at the store yesterday evening. “They” ask why We were not at the store too. We tell “them” that We usually go home. We usually do Our shopping during Our break.

It is warming up outside.

Neither of Our PM preschoolers ride so We only have two riders. Our “bad boy” is very wound up in a good way. Still a bit too active. Since it is just the two and We ARE getting to know both We allow the behavior and just remind “them” to settle down a bit. “They” are imaginating. “They” tell Us about a friend that is VERY naughty and that the friend is pretend. In “their” playing the imaginary friend is very real. We go along. We do not get into it because “their” is too much violence for Us. As We pass McDonald’s the friend is throwing hamburgers at Us. We can get into that and catch burgers and eat “them”. That does not last long. We get the impression that this kid does not have anyOne to play with and is probably a loner by behavior more than by choice.

We do get to dream on the drive back to base. We finish early and that is fine because We wanna check Our mail on the way home.

At home: We order a set/pack of four earmuffs for only $4 more than the single pair We got last year. We think/hope that “they” are the same as the Ones that We love yesterday. “They” look the same and the description is the same just a different brand.

We also play Our game a while. It locks up at first and takes a little time to get to play. It does not hold Our attention for long which is a good thing.

We have dinner with another new movie about time travel.

Now it is time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A warm day in 3D within multiD

12/4/2017

Today

A warm day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:19 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We woke early and were dozing in and out doing Our mantras when Our coffeemaker started. A pleasant way to wake.

We ARE grateful.

We ARE changing and evolving. We are NOT as stressed and frantic as We used to be about everything. We were a worrier and a planner. Now: We are better at going with the flow and taking it One now at a time. What We are doing IS working. We theel that it is everything combined. We start with gratitude and love flows from there.

We had a good weekend. On Friday Our mechanic friend called and was ready to sell his minivan that We thought We might want. On Saturday We did dream in until We were ready to get up and do something. As We were waking he called and was on his way out again. We went to Our bank and got him the money. We thought that the tags and titles place would be open only “they” were closed for training. We did hottub before We came home.

We played Animal Crossing a lot over the weekend and We did a good deal of dreaming just not as much as usual.

Yesterday We did a bit of show snovelling to make room for the plow if it snows before We sell Our dragon.

We ARE relaxed about All this. Our head tries to find something to worry and stress about and We just breathe and relax. We are grateful. We love U and We thank U. We love Us and We thank Us.

Another great morning. One gradeschooler did not ride and that gave the first One a longer turn on Our Nook. “They” are a very quiet kid. “They” never ask to play on Our Nook and do not “expect” it like the others do. “They” do take it and play everytime We offer. Otherwise “they” sleep. Another kid wants to sit with “them”. This kid is loud and talkative and the first seems to wanna be left alone in quiet. (We will probably ask “them” since that is better than assuming.) The loud two did fine: One playing “their” 3DS and the other playing Our Nook. We only arrived a few minutes early and that was still hard for “them”. We kept “them” entertained and not too rowdy waiting. We did comment that “they” are actually “good” kids just a lot of energy. A LOT of energy.

Our gradeschoolers are quiet as usual. The talkative One has lots to say: We wish We understood “them” better. The last One is sooooo medicated that “they” do not fight getting off the bus and still need help. We probably coulda done it OurSelves only We are so used to “them” fighting when “they” don’t wanna get off that We did not even try.

We hottub on Our first break and that pretty much takes up the break. Well worth it. Very well worth it.

It is above twenty above All day and the driving is just a little bit slick in places.

Only One noon kid rides. “They” want Spiderman even though “they” tire of it soon. Maybe We won’t need two matching Spidermen after All. Of course with both riders it might be totally different.

We slip into dream. We come back to 3D when Our driver is getting ready to turn off to fuel. We kinda let OurSelves drift between dream, multiD and 3D while she fuels the bus.

We have lunch on Our PM break and play a little Animal Crossing.

Our highschooler does not ride and so another break. More dreaming.

Two gradeschoolers do not ride. The new One is not in class with the others so noOne knows anything about “them”. Our “bad boy” had a bad day and asks Us to sit with “them”. We have to keep moving away to check on the new kid. We finally find out that the new kid got picked up. We theel We will go to the office tomorrow and check on “them” since noOne in the area where We pickup knows anything about “them”. We do NOT wanna leave without “them” and neither do We wanna keep having everyOne looking for “them” every day.

We listen to Our “bad boy” on the ride to “their” home. “They” do manage to control “themSelves” for the most part and it is quite a struggle for “them”. We ARE very happy that “they” wanna talk to Us. We appreciate the effort that “they” are making to remain kinda calm and We tell “them” so. “They” are very afraid that “they” will not get to play on “their” tablet when “they” get home. “They” are afraid “they” will turn violent. We ask if “they” might try punching “their” pillow instead of hitting anyOne and “they” say: “No. My pillow didn’t say no.” What do Ya say to that?

We talked with Our driver some. She says that her daughter is a lot like Our “bad boy”. Then We go dream a bit.

We stop and transfer the title on Our Blu dragon on Our way home. At home: as We warm Our cabin We get most of the rest of Our stuff outta Our dragon. We still have One extension cord that is attached and under snow and ice that We wanna take off. We are kinda tired of buying extension cords. We put away the new title and get out the old One for when We sell it.

We have dinner and play a little Animal Crossing. We finish “Riverworld” with dinner. We find that We are more ready to dream than into playing.

We ARE very ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Lots of progress in 3D within multiD

12/1/2017

Today

Lots of progress in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:24 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We woke before Our coffeemaker started and We were laying there rehearsing Our mantras when it started. So much more pleasant (for Us anyway) than Our clock radio going off. We have Our coffeemaker set to start a few minutes before Our clock radio goes off.

We wake grateful and ponyhopping and sending love to Our kids and Our world. Love IS the answer.

Another great day. Our middleschoolers play Our Nook and “their” DS. The One with the DS wants to play Our Nook. We theel that the reason that “they” wanted Us to stop bringing it is because the other kid is playing it and not paying attention to “them”.

Our gradeschooler are quiet except for the talkative One. The One who was having extreme difficulty getting off the bus gets off by “themSelves” again. It is such a pleasant change. Thank Us.

We hottub on Our break and that is very nice.

Both of Our noon kids ride and “they” both want the same Spiderman. We will probably get matching Spidermen soon. After a while One decides to take the other Spiderman. “They” only actually play for a short time and then nearly fall asleep.

We have lunch on Our second break.

Our highschooler does not ride so We have another break.

Our “bad boy” had a hard time in school and is late coming out. The teacher tells Us she will pray for Us. He does great on the bus. He tells Us that “they” hurt his feelings and called him a dumb dumb. We do NOT know who “they” are or if it was just in his head???? He gets near meltdown and controls it when he is able to express his feelings AND We listen. There is nothing else We can do in the physical. We CAN send love and reach out at a mental level. The other kids do fine too. Both preschoolers are talkative.

We get a little ways into dream on the drive back. We stop for groceries.

At home We find that We missed a call from Our mechanic so We call him. He is ready to sell his minivan and We let him bring it out for Us to testdrive. We would like to be better friends with him only there are too many differences to spend time together on a regular basis. On an occasional basis We can enjoy talking. We like the minivan and it does get better traction than Our dragon even though Our dragon has better tires. We agree for him to call Us tomorrow and come get Us to go to Our bank and get him the money.

We ARE very relaxed about the whole deal. Our head tries to find fault and We just ponyhop and practice gratitude.

We do not really theel hungry so We skip dinner. We play in multiD a bit and are ready to dream.

Learning to live in 3D within multiD.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A pleasing 3D day within multiD

11/30/2017

Today

A pleasing 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:27 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

Our coffee maker woke Us again and We wake grateful. We ponyhop right away. Especially since Our head is bringing up yesterday’s incident.

Thank Us.

Our kids this year are much more of a challenge than last year. We know it is about accepting and owning (taking responsibility) what is within Us. All of these challenges and upsets come from within Us. We forgive Us. That IS a big part of the process. We have disowned and denied who We are for sooooo long and hurt OurSelves along the way. We invite All the parts and pisces of OurSelves to return and join Us (integrate). We love You: We love Us. You have Our attention.

We do NOT know what to do. We relax and breathe and THAT IS Our job. So contrary to what We have Allways taught and been taught. We ask Your forgiveness AND WE forgive Us.

Thank Us.

Our “bad boy” remains on Our mind. Our head tries to beat Us up and Our heartmind ponyhops. We are reminded that Our driver thinks Our “bad boy” has a demon. That gets Our attention. Is this Our demon trying to get Our attention? Probably. How to pay more attention to Our demon? We does he need/want? How may We serve You?

We ARE changing, expanding and evolving Our thinking. These ARE All experiences in (and learning how to) living IN 3D within multiD.

Another good morning with the kids. We had Our two middleschoolers sit across the aisle rather than together. The One had said that “they” did not wanna play Our Nook anymore and then changed “their” mind. “They” really did not want the other One to play it. We are All a work in progress.

Our gradeschoolers are great. Mostly quiet as usual. The One who was fighting Us and the teachers over getting off the bus got off All by “themSelves”. We were All shocked. “They” left “their” backpack and lunch on the bus and We were All okay with that given the surprising progress. We are theeling how success theels and that raises Our vibration and that IS a “good” thing. Raising Our vibration makes it easier to find a better theeling thought.

We go to the pool on Our first break and have time to get some soup afterwards and even some time to eat some back at the barn. We have more on Our way to the school for Our noon section. Both kids ride. “They” both want the same Spiderman. We let the One who did not get that Spiderman yesterday have it today. The other is very disappointed. We will probably get two matching Spidermen soon. It is kinda like raising kids.

We do a little shopping on Our second break. Not really time to get on Wifi. We would kinda like a longer break either AM or PM. However: We sure do like getting off early at the end of the day.

Our highschooler is “their” typical. We have the theeling that “they” would like to talk more only “they” have a hard time gathering, holding and expressing “their” thoughts. You can Allmost see the thoughts escaping as “they” try to express something.

We get a very pleasant surprise: Our “bad boy” is Allmost like an angel. Something is bothering “them” and “they” try to explain it to Us. “They” do not know when something is “their” thoughts and when it is real. Well???? We can not tell “them” something that will help. We CAN send love and help on deeper levels than the physical. Of course: “they” ARE accessing multiworlds and multiD and there is very little support for kids doing that. That IS exactly what is causing a lot of the problems for kids. Each One handles it differently. We can send love and care and support at deeper levels. We DO help the kids that way. A very few can express what is going on in a societally acceptable way. The kid (from last year) who has broadcasts in “their” head goes to this school and We often get to see “them” and wave. When that happens “they” have a huge smile for Us.

One preschooler wonders why Our “bad boy” gets to ride today. We really do not know how to explain it. We tell “them” that We will talk about it later (after “bad boy” is off the bus) and “they” seem to have forgotten about it by then. “They” have other things that “they” wanna talk about by then.

We talk with Our driver a little bit about the change in the One. It is like: “Who are You and what have You done with ???

We go to dream and get deeper than We expected. We start coming back to 3D and remain in multiD. We just wanna be able to function enough to get off the bus, start Our chariot and walk into dispatch without making any type of scene. We succeed.

We are in 3D enough to get home safely Allthough We do not remember much if anything. Maybe We are starting to mind travel?

At home We put away Our groceries and play Animal Crossing and do some email while Our cabin warms. Our cabin is still warming while We fix dinner. More turkey leftovers. We thought that We might portion and freeze the rest. Not tonight. Hopefully this weekend.

We watch more of the movie with dinner and still do NOT remember the name. Oh: “Riverworld”. Kinda interesting. About time travel of sorts.

Time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another challenging 3D day within multiD

11/29/2017

Today

Another challenging 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:29 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We decided to dream in a few minutes and keep repeating Our mantras: “We love You and We thank You”. Our coffee maker reawakens Us and We wake grateful. We ponyhop Our world and Our life.

Thank Us!

Our morning had some challenges. One of Our middleschoolers seemed bored with the Nook or something. The last kid (on that section) called in that “they” were not riding so We had extra time to fill. The One keeps repeating questions if not answered. When “they” are asking someOne else We can not really do anything about it. Two have been sitting together and when the One is caught up in a game or reading “their” lack of response upsets the One. Or something or something else.

‘Tis the season for anxiety. Kids are used to being ignored and need attention. The holydays probably emphasize that.

Our talkative preschooler is sleepy so it is a pretty quiet ride. Our gradeschooler who does not wanna get off the bus is getting much better and the teacher asks why We need help with “them”. “They” have fought Us too many times. We may start trying harder to get “them” off the bus OurSelves as long as “they” do not start kicking and hitting. Then again the teachers “handle” “them” (physically) more than We are supposed to and We have six others to get off the bus.

We go hottub on Our break and that is sure nice. We even have time to grab some lunch (or do We????) No: that’s right. We do not theel like hurrying. We wanna relax. We ARE getting better at relaxing All the time. Until We aren’t that is.

We have both riders on Our noon section. “They” both want the same Spiderman and are not real good at sharing. One is very good at expressing exasperation. Cute in a four year old.

We stop at the little store close to Our last drop and We get a smoky hot dog. Better (in Our opinion) than the Ones where We fuel. We also stop to fuel.

We go to Walmart on Our second break because there are some things that We want there. The holyday treats are very tempting and We get some extras. Most will have to go in the freezer.

We get back to base right on time. (The Selfcheck registers were giving Us a bad time.) We do not like cutting it that close. Good thing Walmart is less than five minutes from base.

Our highschooler rode and had more pictures to show Us. “They” say that “their” Nana is giving “them” a stuffed fox and hound set for xmas. Hope it is worth suffering another spaghetti dinner????? We would love spaghetti every xmas eve. Maybe We will start that tradition?????

Our “bad boy” is acting up today. We get teachers on the bus twice before We leave the school. “They” tend to settle as soon as the teacher gets on and then “they” start acting up again. It is like “they” can not contain/stop “themSelves”. It is not fair to the others to let “them” act up especially when that includes calling names. “They” also are leaning out of “their” seat so far that “their” head touches the floor. The roads here are very slick. We really need a safe ride.

We tell the teacher that We will try and may have to return to school. We are right and We return and “they” take the kid off the bus. We hate doing that. The thing is that “they” have been threatened sooooo much that “they” do not think We will take action. “They” did not expect Us to keep Our promise.

This is about sooooo much for “them” AND Us. We take responsibility and ponyhop and ponyhop some more.

Of course Our head is trying to beat Us up about how We handled the situation. We did Our best and theel it really IS the best for the kid.

Interesting that the other kids are more playful than usual?????

We get slightly into multiD on the ride back to base.

We finish on time even with the incident.

When We get home We play a little Animal Crossing and do a couple of emails before dinner. The cabin is just about warmed up when We are ready to fix dinner. We start watching a new movie with dinner. Oneder what this One is. Looks interesting whatever it is.

A little playing in multiD and lots of ponyhopping. We are not ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We really ARE learning how to live in 3D within multiD. No escaping for Us.

Thank Us.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another good 3D day within multiD

11/28/2017

Today

Another good 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:16 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful. We have been ponyhopping most of the night and We continue as We wake. A nice way to wake for sure. We are still kinda amazed at how much We resisted for sooooo many years. We were fighting off the exact thing that We were seeking and noOne could ever have told Us so. We had to learn for OurSelves.

Thank Us.

We are kinda here and there in 3D AND in a bit more settled multiD.

We continue ponyhopping Our life and world. We ARE changing and expanding and evolving.

We ARE grateful. We ARE delighted. Thank Us.

Another fine morning. Our first rider does not ride so We have some extra dream time on Our way to Our second rider. We have One rough spot where One grabs Our Nook outta the hands of the kid “they” had passed it to because “they” forgot (again) to close out where “they” were. We took it away and told “them” that is NOT okay and if it continues then NoOne will be playing it. Kids.

We find that Minecraft is not working right. It had updated and We forgot to go online and open it afterwards. We have other games “they” can play and some sample books (graphic novels) that One likes to read.

Again We get to school just a couple of minutes early. That is about as close as We can time it given different traffic conditions. We really do NOT wanna be late because that makes Us late for Our next section or We have to skip Our bladder break. That would work some mornings and not every morning. The sitting and waiting is really the hardest thing for these kids and most kids in general.

Our gradeschoolers All ride. We end up a little late because of the wait/time for each kid to get on and get buckled. We told Our manager that the schedule is tight and barely doable. We arrive as the other buses are finishing unloading. If We get to school on time there is such a backup of parent cars that We can not get into the loading zone anyway. Our One talkative kid is sleepy so it was a quiet ride. The teacher gets on to get Our One kid off and “they” do much better this morning. Our driver tells Us that “they” did better yesterday too. (We were walking the One to the door and We did notice the other got off the bus faster than “they” had been.) We appreciate the improvement.

Thank Us.

We go to the pool first thing on Our break. The showers are getting hot faster and that is nice. Then “they” went cold and then got really nice and hot. You see: as We get deeper and deeper into multiD: 3D still goes on and on. It is Us that are changing. 3D gets more enjoyable as We allow it to be enjoyable instead of waiting (and grumping) to be saved and escape. We chose this. Thank Us. Gratitude is a key that opens doors and allows Us to evolve.

3D is often (usually and Allways if We look) a metaphor for what is going on within as We evolve. Our physical (3D) world IS a projection of what is happening inside.

We have time to grab a quick lunch to eat on the way to Our first stop. Our driver is running late so We eat Our lunch in the barn.

We only have One rider on Our noon section: the One who did not ride yesterday. We finish a little early and do some shopping. We have been craving fish sticks so We bought some to fix at home.

Our highschooler rides and is more talkative than usual. “They” tell Us that “their” nana has the tradition of having spaghetti on xmas eve. “They” would like something different some years. We list some options. This One has difficulty holding and expressing such thoughts and ideas.

Our PM gradeschooler do great. The One “bad boy” is way better. “They” tell Us that “they” just hate wearing “their” snow pants on the bus. We tell “them” that We really do understand and it is fine to take those off as long as the bus is warm. (It normally is) When We tell “them” that are doing a good job “they” emphatically say: “NO. I Am a terrible bus rider!” What is that about? One day last week “they” said: “I wanna have a bad day”. It really makes Us Oneder. Thank God We use ponyhopping: We do not have to know what is going on inside of “them”.

Whatever it IS within Us that is causing problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. We love You unconditionally AND We thank You.

One preschooler has fallen asleep and the other is a little more talkative than yesterday: more smiles anyway.

We are deep in multiD and dream when We get back to the barn. When We get in Our chariot We real-eyes that We forgot to bring Our Nook home. We choose NOT to go back for it. The kids can play other games besides Minecraft another day and there should be enough charge.

At home We play Animal Crossing and do an email while Our cabin warms up. We put Our fish in the oven and enjoy the smell as it bakes. We also make some more Stovetop to go with Our leftover turkey. We wanna freeze several portions of turkey and dressing with gravy and We found that half a turkey breast would have been plenty.

Our fish makes a good dinner and We start watching “The Mountain”. It is NOT Our best choice in movies.

We play in multiD just a bit before being ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.