Time slips and more multiD

12/30/2015

Today

Time slips and more multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:19 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept in short spells again last night. We dreamt and visited many worlds with only vague memories: mostly only that We had visited other worlds. Apparently “they” are not (yet) familiar enough (too far away on the scale) to remember/process with Our waking brain. We Oneder when this will shift? Even as We ask: We know that it IS shifting.

We seem to be awakeish this morning. The last time We tried to return to dream it was only waking dreaming at best. We chose to get up and do more reading. We read another article that speaks directly about what We are experiencing. Often We do not care for the wording this author uses and this time if theels spot on.

Recently: We have been remembering more and more that love is the answer regardless of the question. The above channeling/article quotes Us. We have read several articles/channelings that speak of creating Our security, Our earth dream and other words for the same thing (which We are All doing whether We are consciously aware of it or not). We have been pondering this “security” and find that Our first reaction is “physical”, “material” security. That can be a choice and yet it is not (never can be) real security. That kind of security (as lovely and enticing as it is) can be taken away (or sent away) in a single breath. So what is the security? The “real” security? The answer (of course) is love. Simple and sometimes so evasive seeming.

What exactly is love? Our physical, waking brain/head really has no concept of love. We have no experience, no frame of reference for true, unconditional love (Agape). We use the word. We mantra it and still do not really conceive what We are talking about. However: We know that it IS real. We ARE love. We have just forgotten and denied for sooooo long that We convinced OurSelves that We are “what We are NOT”. Love is energy. We are pretty sure of that. Love IS the energy that everything is made/manifest of/from. Matter is energy in slow motion. That energy IS love. Love in slow motion????? Interesting concept. This may open more doors of awareness.

We are enjoying reading Darkness Brutal in most ways. It is still very mired in limitation and separation AND it is also talking about Us personally. We can easily see the connection between this story and many of Our dreams. Love, real love IS the answer.

Meanwhile back in 3D: Our temperature is around freezing as predicted. What the predictions did not tell Us is that there is a cyclone at the North Pole that is causing these temps. Of course it is really Us. Can You believe that We are that powerful? Until We believe it We will remain victims. We were never victims and Our belief makes it real. We create and then We forget and deny.

We tried to return to dream even though We doubted that it would be successful. We did a little waking dreaming. We are (or usually tend to be) restless laying in bed and unable to sleep so We got back up. We will probably read some more and maybe play in multiD a bit.

Oh, BTW: time is fluctuating. How to explain? We thought (We clearly remember) something had happened two or three days ago. Now: in this timeline/present it turns out to have happened only yesterday.

We know that these books We are reading (and listening to) about other worlds, magik, slip, sliding between worlds/dimensions are helping Us. We could call this All fantasy and the real fantasy is that the physical, 3D is All that there is and the only place that We live.

We were able to actually return to sleep and dream for a bit and We enjoyed it. Again: We have no clear memory of where We went and what We did and still We do KNOW that We had fun. We ARE grateful.

Recently: We have been practicing gratitude when We did not really/necessarily feel grateful. Now: We genuinely theel grateful. Acting “as if” does have its rewards.

We have also eaten more today than usual for a day at home. We doubt that We will eat much dinner not that it really matters. We are gonna return to reading Our book and email.

We remember that as We were returning to sleep and dream We were pondering Our head’s expectations. We are referring to specific expectations. Expectations such as grand, expanding, multiD and such are much less limiting even though Our concepts of these remain limited (so far). Our head does try to figure out and expect what tomorrow will look like. Our head especially is trying to plan and create limiting, specific expectations of what it will be like when Our vacation is over. This is very typical for Us. We are setting these expectations free with love. Cresting and holding limiting expectations (even the grandest of such) is a way that We have kept OurSelves stuck in the seeming security of the familiar limitation 3d. We ARE changing and We ARE genuinely grateful.

Thank Us unconditionally.

We decided to watch the movie “Coherence” with dinner. It started slow and still We chose to stick with it. Soon it got quite intense. It is about multiple realities intersecting. The characters are very upset. We Oneder if We would be that upset? We are certain that most people would even though it does seem way blown out of proportion to Us. We were going to finish it later and instead chose to get back up and watch more. We are sooooo caught up in it that We finished it. We rarely watch anything All the way through in One night.

We had another light dinner which We really enjoyed. It Allmost feels like We overate and yet not quite. Time to see if We can dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

And yet another day in multiD

12/29/2015

Today

And yet another day in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:49 PM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

Last We had trouble getting to sleep at first even though We did dream and visit other worlds during the short periods of sleep. After getting up a couple of time (to play in multiD and read) We were able to sleep through most of the night. This was quite pleasant. We also visited many other worlds and probably dimensions. We still do not remember much from other dimensions because We do not recognize it yet.

We spent Our day going back to dream and really enjoying it. We read and played in multiD when awake and enjoyed that too. Our periods of waking are as brief as some of Our periods of sleeping lately and We are more used to waking being brief.

In the afternoon We started listening to an audio book Debt of Bones by Terry Goodkind. It is the prequel to the Legend of the Seeker series which We read several years ago. We are really enjoying it and it too helps Us drift into other realms (multiD).

We did a few 3D things during the day and still did not have the whatever to type words until now.

We listened to Debt of Bones with dinner rather than watching anything on NetFlix. That is a nice change for Us.

Again: not many words to describe living in 3D within multiD.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A trip to town in 3D and focused more in multiD

12/28/2015

Today

A trip to town in 3D and focused more in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 10:58 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We did not seem to sleep as well last night and yet We dreamt very well. We remember many of the worlds and lives We visited. We have clear images and not so clear feelings. “They” do not fit into words, not accurately anyway. It seems odd to have such clear memories and images and not be able to apply words. We know that part of that is judgment. Ours and Yours. Words would bring judgment to the worlds We visited and there We are free of judgment. Judgment limits at best. It severely limits Us and Our world and Our others.

We are changing and evolving and expanding. We have no idea where this is leading, what it will look like when We reach a summit or even a mountaintop. We do know that it does not end. There is no highest mountaintop. Not in infinity and eternity. That is what We are experiencing and exploring. We are immortal, eternal and infinite beans. Hard to believe is it not? We All believe in death and therefore it IS real. Yet???????

We did get up earlier than intended because We were NOT going back to dream. We are very much waking and walking in multiD and it looks a lot like 3D and feels q bit different. Kinda like walking on water?????? Often difficult tasks like standing or typing take a lot of concentration in this state.

We do notice that We ARE enjoying taking Our time this morning. Playing around, doing a little of this and less of that. Reading Our current Kindle book that We started yesterday of the life before, What We are really enjoying is no schedule. We do want to get to the pool at a good time to hottub and the rest is unimportant. We relax and breathe. MultiD does NOT exclude 3D. Not for Us anyway.

The temperature is way up. Over 20 above and supposed to climb All week. Driving could get slick in the next few days. We thought that We are choosing to go to town today because the temp might drop again. Perhaps it is to avoid slick roads. No clue if snow or rain are predicted. Not planning on going in to town again until at least Saturday.

Here is another article that We are enjoying about what We are living. The part about getting sick as an excuse is fairly old for Us yet still relevant. We do not use that excuse much anymore. However: We do still visit Our old ways from time to time and intend to remain ever aware of those parts of infinity and eternity. It even addresses the role of playing the victim that We have been exploring.

We are finding that there is some interesting insights into time, timelines, other worlds and multiD in Darkness Brutal. Sometimes it is near truths and sometimes it theels spot on. Still: a lot of judgment and again that IS the mass appeal.

We went to town to hottub and visit Our friends and do a little grocery shopping. We did not get heating oil because there was a line at the single pump. We theel that We will probably wanna drive Our chariot to town next trip anyway and We can get heating oil then. At these warmer temps it is not as high a priority. Taking care of Our inner children is much more a priority now.

We ARE in 3D and focusing more on multiD.

We had a nice if brief visit with Our friends. We really want to get home to drift more in multiD. Town and people still distract Us even though it is not as bad as it used to be.

At home We brought in Our groceries and mail and put most everything away. We ate another light dinner: a baked potato (which sounded very appealing) and that was Allmost too much. We musta watched something on NetFlix and yet have no memory of that.

Time to try to go to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD insights and ponderings

12/27/2015

Today

More multiD insights and ponderings

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:03 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well again last night. More worlds visited and more dreams remembered. Some/several of the lives We visited are not what We would think of as ideal for Us. That too is judgment. Without judgment All is equal and neutral. Without judgment negative is not bad and positive is not good.

We are enjoying reading Pale Queen Rising. So much so that We are not getting into much else. It does seem to be drawing Us deeper and deeper into multiD. Is that the book or Us? Of course: the answer is: yes.

We have been experiencing a lot of vertigo (We think that is the right word) recently. Today it is even stronger and more frequent. We theel is part of walking/waking in multiD and not being tied only to limitation 3D. Vertigo has felt uncomfortable as another trap. We embrace it even though We have to be careful.

And where did another day go? It went to dream and waking in multiD. We are really liking this, enjoying this. Once again: sorry We have so few words. Words are not meant for multiD, not yet anyway.

We do theel worlds blending and melding together. How does One describe that? It can be the very thing that nightmares and insane asylums are built on. It is very real and We have built immense barriers to keep OurSelves out. We have sooooo many stigmas and taboos surrounding multiD. The forbidden zone. The veil is growing thin. We are peeking through. All of Us probably and few are willing to face it and embrace it. Some of Us are here to help by breaking trail.

Some call Us portal openers and wayshowers. We have known for some time that this is Our role AND that We ARE the portal(s). We ARE living portals. This is NOT grandiose. We would probably escape if We could. Or would We? We do make choices.

We are getting more and more memories of other worlds and other lives. Both from (and in) dream and waking. Odd how We can remember living experiences that We also clearly remember NOT having. Words. Experiences from other lives, worlds and realities that We had awake and yet clearly not in this world/life/reality. Some/many are also from limited worlds even though many are much less limited and judged and deemed evil. Our walls are becoming transparent. Nothing is lost or destroyed. The walls remain in case We wish to live within “them”. We can return here anytime We want.

We really can not emphasize how important that is.

Not too many of Our others seem to recognize this yet. It is NOT the choice of the masses that is for certain. We are not (yet) projecting it strong enough to see the reflection. We still project Our old judgments and limitations more. That is okay too. It has to be. It is All part of the process. Back and forth. Slip, sliding into multiD. Pushing at All sided of the box to expand in All directions. Infinitely small as well as infinitely large.

We watch more “Earthrise” with a light dinner. Still not sure if We are enjoying it or not. It looks like it might be heading somewhere interesting and taking its sweet time about it. We choose to watch something else and find that We had started watching a movie “Timeline”. It is pretty good except that Once again: it is focused on war. When do We stop? Where are the worlds that never devolved into separation? We seem to have forgotten that We found/remembered worlds that are born in unity, caring and sharing.

We long for such worlds and lives.

We go to bed for a bit. Can not really sleep so We get up and read some of Our latest book: Darkness Brutal. It is clearly written from a “demons are bad” perspective as that is the collective belief. Oneder how a “demons are good” book would sell????? We do know that Our accounts of meeting Our demon have not gone over well. We have been remembering how We have tried to show others how Our opinions of vampires, the Borg, demons, etc are built on and fostered by limits and judgments. Those beliefs run very deep. Few are interested in contesting “them”. TG: the change/shift in vampire lore these recent years.

We enjoy a little I-scream with Our reading. Now: We hope to go to dream for a while.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Our multiD world is very different than We thought in limitation

12/26/2015

Today

Our multiD world is very different than We thought in limitation

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:03 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well last night. We remember visiting lots of other worlds or the same Ones over and over. Perhaps that is what makes the difference. Too long without remembering Our dreams may put Us in a bad mood or something. We got up several times to read Our current Kindle book: Pale Queen Rising. It is about Faerie and dream. No Oneder We like it even if it is very limitation and separation oriented. There do seem to be lots of limitation and separation worlds. No small Oneder really. We have been creating limitation and separation worlds for eons. Every time We make a choice more worlds are born. Most (at least by “themSelves”) are limitation and separation worlds. It is not until We become aware of All of “them”, visit and play in as many as possible that “they” become part of limitlessness and unity. Or is it Us that becomes part of limitlessness and unity???

Anyway: We theel OurSelves changing, shifting, evolving and expanding. We have no clue where this is going. We do not need to have a clue. Of course: Our head wants lots of clues. The best Our head can come up with is more limitation and separation. If We create enough (lots of) limitation and separation and become aware of All of it does that make it limitless and unified? A very interesting possibility. Perhaps We have been looking for the wrong thing in a way. After All: We have known for some time that Our limitation world will go on. The difference will be that the borders and boundaries will fade and soften. The faerie mists will allow Us to pass through, the veil of forgetfullness will be see through. Of course: Our limitation thinking and mindset would get it (what limitless means) wrong.

We ARE changing and We ARE delighted. We are enjoying this.

We have a recurring memory of holding someOne and smiling at “them”. A very tender smile and “they” smile back and are obviously comforted. One (or several of) Our children within. (?)

The world is very, very different than We have Allways thought and believed. We are experiencing this more and more each day. These differences (that We experience) are still subtle and easily explained away if We want. We can explain “them” away or embrace “them”. We choose to face and embrace “them”. We ARE very different that We have Allways thought and believed.

The books that We have been reading are helping somehow. Perhaps it is the combination of reading and dreaming that is helping?

We are finding that We still cling to the old and familiar even as We face and embrace the new, the more. Our clinging is not quite as strong as it was.

We return to dream, possibly several times. While awake We are mostly reading Pale Queen Rising which seems to draw/aid Us into dream. Dream is a main theme in the book.

We have another light dinner and start watching “Earthrise”. We can not tell if it is really any good or not and do not feel like watching enough to determine if We want to keep watching it. We will probably watch more with dinner tomorrow. For now: more reading and then off again to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Xmas day in 3D within multiD

12/25/2015

Today

Xmas day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 9:55 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well again last night. We woke several times and easily returned to dream each time. Sometimes We got up to play in multiD before returning to dream and others We just rolled over and returned to dream. The pattern is fairly similar to those nights that We did not theel We slept well. What is the difference? One is remembering some dreams and then easily returning to dream easily. The rest is Our attitude, Our choice how to theel about it.

We visited a world (or worlds) where We are on a school bus only the bus is a starship and We bring kids from other stars and worlds to teach Us. It is a lot of fun. These kids looked humanoid to Us, no freaky other worldly bodies. At least that is what “they” appeared to wear: human bodies. We are reminded that We are All much more than these bodies. These are actually Our space suits. If We will ever admit it.

We returned to this world(s) when We returned to dream and lightly when awake and cruising multiD. We can theel how it theels and We likes it. The children are teaching Us to play. “They” are teaching Us through play. That is how everyOne learns best. Some of the establishment are resisting this new schooling. That is okay, it is “their” choice. “They” can play with Us or not. No judgment needed: it is All choice. No right choices, no wrong choices, All choices are honored and supported.

Recently: We have been theeling more connection to Our life on ship. Earth IS a living space ship. We have known this for some time even though the concept is hard to fully grasp and conceive. We can accept and live it without understanding it. We do not understand electricity and gravity. Hard to believe that We created these when We are clueless. Part of the De-Nile We are drowning in.

Oh: happy xmas and full moon.

We are aware that We ARE living in Our familiar 3D world AND onboard Our ship. We think that We would prefer more focus on ship life and We also know that what We really want is both/All. Complete focus on ship life would actually be just another form of limitation and that is exactly what We do NOT want. We have Allways known that We want it All. We ARE divine creator beans and We deserve it All. True: We would rather experience much that We deem “bad” and still We do want to be aware of it. When We release judgment then there will be no “bad” and no “good” either. We do have difficulty setting “good” free with love, detaching with love.

As We continue to observe OurSelves: We find that it is so very easy to slip back into Our old ways of thinking: limitation, scarcity and lack, fear and judgment. It is easy to think that happy is a result of circumstances (inner or outer) and not a choice. We do create Our own reality. What do We choose. The old choices and ways of thinking are familiar, “they” ARE habit. We can make new choices. We are becoming aware of what We are doing more often and more quickly. We ARE making new choices. We choose to be happy now. We choose to think in terms of limitless and connected. We have been seeing the term: “unity consciousness” a lot lately. We can be the One who begins thinking/theeling in unity consciousness. We can be the One who brings balance to the force. We are. I Am.

And so: another day dreaming and playing in multiD with insights and experiences in 3D within multiD. We ARE enjoying Our vacation.

We have been reading more than We have in a while. We have several free Kindle books that We have downloaded and We finished the Fourline book that We were reading those mornings when We were stuck in dispatch. We really wanna read the next One. It will not be available until after school starts. We can preorder it now and We will probably look into that. Now: We are reading Pale Queen Rising which We started reading a while back. We like it. We just did not take the time to get into it before.

Another light dinner and off to dream again.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Living in multiD and dream

12/24/2015

Today

Living in multiD and dream

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:30 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt better last night. There was One time that We woke after a few hours sleep and had difficulty returning to dream. Other than that: returning to dream for a while was easy. When We woke: We remembered some of the worlds that We had visited. Some of those are from Our passed and We returned to forgive and heal OurSelves.

Something seems/theels to have shifted. We can not really describe it: a theeling for sure.

We are reading another channeling about what We are experiencing: http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2015/12/the-ascension-of-arcturus-part-2-coming.html It too speaks of forgiving OurSelves.

We are doing lots of processing in dream and waking. Lots of forgiving unconditionally and lots of thanking Us unconditionally. We still have yet to come across anyOne else mentioning thanking OurSelves????? It will come.

Spending Our day dreaming and playing in multiD while awake does not make for much of an entry here. We are theeling more connected to Our life on a starship lately. Even that is hard to type about because it is unfamiliar. Words have not yet been born to describe something sooooo beyond limitation. The beans We encounter (or some of “them” anyway) are energy bodies and can easily wear human forms so as to appear familiar to Us. We too can wear a human body (or choose from many) to appear familiar to Us too.

We have started watching the movie “Interstellar” with dinner. That may be helping Our interstellar awareness even though it is very limitation and separation oriented. Oh well.

And so: another day slipping in and out of dream and multiD. We are still very much in 3D even We are not doing much there. It is below 0 outdoors and We are staying home where We are warm and cozy. Our head is resisting but Once again the rocks it throws are more like puff balls.

We do keep pondering this “happy” concept. What is it really? It is obviously subjective. Can We be happy when We simply theel serene? Certainly. It may not be the definition We have formerly thought of when thinking of happy. Serene is a nice, calm peaceful place to live while traveling through space.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day of 3D within multiD

12/23/2015

Today

Another day of 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:21 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

Part of the night We slept and dreamt well and part We woke often and had trouble getting back to dream. We know, We can theel that this is part of Our transition and transformation. Often We theel being somewhere else and other dimensions. We do not know where this is leading, it IS new to Us. If We try to figure it out: We limit it.

It seems that We can not go back to dream and We can not wake up. We are reminded that this is what it is like to wake in multiD. It is still unfamiliar. We thank Us unconditionally. We are reminded to live in gratitude. We must appreciate what We have (what We created Allready) before We can appreciate more. What good would/does it do to have/experience more if We do not appreciate it?

We returned to dream and this time were successful. We do not know what the difference is. Now We will go for water and after that (hopefully) return to dream again. We are also finding more articles about Our transition. Lots of perspectives and All pretty much agreeing. We tend to find more of the people talking about transition rather than doom and gloom.

We went for water and it was not too painful. Actually: it was not painful at All. Our finners did get a bit cold at the end. We bundled up well so it was only Our finners that really noticed the cold.

We are processing thoughts around “happy is a choice”. It has been about a year since We real-eyesed and began to embrace this concept. We have not done a lot of happy lately. We have enjoyed a lot lately. Why not much happy? Part of it is the physical symptoms of this transition and transformation maybe? Plus: We have not been thinking about being happy, allowing happy and happy is a choice. We are comfortable for the most part and satisfied, even delighted with Our process and progress. Happy IS Our natural state and not Our normal state for quite some time since becoming an A-dult. More on that later?

We find it interesting that even though We know that happy is a choice: still We seem to blame Our choice on Our physical symptoms. Old habits die hard. We really have not been thinking much about being happy or not lately. When We choose to be happy: then We are. It really IS that simple.

We have slipped deep into multiD and dream again. That is the way We likes it. We just wish that We could share more words about it. Maybe You do not need words?

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Lost in multiD

12/22/2015

Today

Lost in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 9:36 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We think that We slept and dreamt a bit better last night. We really do not remember. Traveling and living in multiD does change things. Surprise.

We wanted to stay in dream about an hour longer and Our body is ready to get up, kinda. We are in multiD and that theels a lot like being sleepy. We are not yet familiar enough with it to know if there is a difference. You might think that We have been at this long enough for it to be familiar. We are relearning years of conditioning and habit. We are doing it slowly and gradually. That takes time.

The temperatures are supposed to drop this week so We are gonna do a town run this morning and then stay home the rest of the week. Our local friends do not wanna go out on a cold xmas eve either. That will mean more time home alone to process and integrate Our process/evolution.

We are clearly drifting happily in multiD as We prepare (or knot) to go to town. Not much prep required actually. We hope to be able to stay focused in multiD most of the day. We do have some 3D things to do and We theel We can do that and still be zoomed (zoned) out in multiD. We will see.

We are going to try to open Our unemployment claim which We keep forgetting to do. We seem to have been successful.

We have fallen into multiD and dream and fallen behind on Our posts here. Not much more to report except more dreaming and playing in multiD and enjoying it.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

And still more dreaming and playing in multiD

12/21/2015

Today

And still more dreaming and playing in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 12:04 PM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt in small segments All night until this morning. We know that this is about Our transition. We are receiving energy and information downloads a lot. We often wake from/after these downloads not knowing what or why. We know it IS for the best for Us and We are thankful. Even when it does not exactly feel good. We do not really like waking so frequently and yet We say: “Thank Us” because We know it is for the best for Us.

We chose to listen to a channeling first thing when We woke this time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZ9R0GX8qBY it is clearly about what We are living. We are recalibrating. It is what We have been seeking for years, maybe lifetimes. We have not listened to this source for a while simply because We have not felt like taking the time. We are glad that We listened to this One. We appreciate that “they” clarified when “they” began to speak to the masses. We come across this from time to time (someOne speaking to the masses) and We do not relate because it is not the world that We experience and live in. Okay: We do live there but We are no longer consumed by/in it.

It is hard to describe multiD living with 3D words. A limitless 3D language has yet to be developed. It is in process.

Yesterday We slept and played in multiD most of the day and were not interested in typing. We may have done a few emails. We put together a lovely quiche and when We went to put it in the oven We bumped something and dumped the whole thing on OurSelves and the floor. We were amazingly calm. We knew that it did not matter. Our first thought was: “We should cry” and still We knew that it is okay. It has no importance except as a learning/observing experience. It keeps trying to grab Our attention and demand that it was a disaster and We will die a slow and painful death as a result. Our head is such a drama queen. It is free. We set it free with love. We thank Us, forgive Us, accept Us and love Us unconditionally.

We are still learning how to live in 3D within multiD. This implies a truth: We do not (yet) know how to live in 3D within multiD. A big part of it is staying in the now which We really are NOT good at. We (Our head) like to plan everything. Plans may have value and someday maybe We will learn how to plan without being obsessed with planning. Or knot.

We are sorry that We do not have more to type. Words are hard. We are spending Our vacation in dream and multiD as much as possible. Words are hard here. We really have no words for what lies beyond the border(s) of limitation 3d. We are enjoying it. We are doing some reading online and some short emails and that is about All the words We can handle. Even the reading is in small segments (kinda like Our dreaming only shorterer).

Another early, light dinner. We started watching something new and will tell You what it is when We remember. For now: it is time to go dream some more.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day lost (or found) in multiD

12/19/2015

Today

Another day lost (or found) in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 9:53 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We woke several/many times during the night. It seems that the longest We dreamed was a couple of hours. Sometimes We went right back to dream and other times We got up to play in multiD a while first. We do not remember anything from Our dream ventures but most time We woke with some or All of Our students on Our mind. Our children (within and without) ARE helping Us transition. We do theel that this break will be an important time of evolution for Us. In the passed We have had specific expectations (around just about everything). Now: We know that the only expectations We can build are limited and far, far less than what is available IF We open and allow. We set it All free with love.

Here are a couple of articles/channelings about what We are experiencing: http://danielscranton.com/ascension-symptoms-archangel-gabriel-2/ & http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2015/12/birthing-new-earth-part-2-suzanne-lie.html

We are mostly in multiD today and that makes it hard to remember much about 3D and type. We are very much in 3D (or so it appears anyway) yet remembering how to function and do difficult tasks like type and remembering what We did recently is hard.

We are going to town to visit Our local friends, play cards and have fish.

We really are drifting and floating in multiD and enjoying it. Being immersed in multiD is like being in a hypnotic trance and living in a dream. Like Our dreams recently: We have trouble remembering Our waking. We theel that this is a good thing. Progress and evolution.

Here is another channeling that We like about what We are living: http://ronahead.com/2015/12/17/reality-and-illusion-the-council/ We do not Allways like and read these and recently “they” seem to be more up Our alley. Who/what is changing? Our projections ARE changing and that is a very good thing.

We went to town and had a nice visit with Our friends. “They” are much more relaxed than “they” were on T-day. This makes for a much more pleasant visit. We agreed to go out to an early dinner on Xmas eve and spend Xmas home alone. Simple. We told “them” upfront that We wanted something simple so that “they” are not stressed.

By the time We got home We are deep in multiD and do not really know what We are doing in 3D so We will go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD insights and 3D experiences

12/18/2015

Today

More multiD insights and 3D experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:22 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We woke a few times and slept and dreamt fairly well. We are ready to get up and play in multiD a bit before going to play with the kids. Our kids on Our new morning section do have room for play as well as room for improvement. The older kids are a bit hard on the younger kids. The younger kids like lots of attention. We are learning. New kids: new dynamics.

This morning We are having more insights into everything, absolutely everything is different from what We have Allways thought, taught, been taught and believed. It is NOT that it was wrong (wrong is just another belief) it is that there IS more. This is hard to grasp and believe because how We see/experience/perceive Our world is the projection of Our beliefs (whether individual or collective). Even the collective is just another projection/reflection of limiting beliefs. It is All Us. Of course this goes against the grain and flow of Our projected society and world.

Here is the thing: Our belief makes All these limited projections real. Real is a very misunderstood word and concept.

Our old beliefs and projections worked very well for fully experiencing the impossible. Limitation and separation are impossible and yet We created a world, many worlds actually that honor and support these impossible fantasies. We made the impossible real. We ARE very powerful. Most of Us think of the word power as BAD. Another belief and judgment that We project onto Our world and which is reflected back on Us. Often that reflection hurts. Our reflections can be a lot like cannon balls.

Lest We forget: these impossible creations and projections are NOT being lost, destroyed and/or abandoned. Most people still think that “they” are and maybe that will be true for “them”. It is NOT true for Us and in Our life and uni-verse and multiverse. All of Our creations remain for Us to return to any time We want. “They” will evolve naturally. Hard concepts for Us to grasp because Our head/brain has very little experience in multiD concepts. Everything remains the same (somewhere, somewhen, somehow) AND evolves. That is the nature of infinity and eternity.

We are reminded of the value of pony hopping: whatever there is within Us that is causing problems for Us (including You) please forgive Us unconditionally. We forgive Us unconditionally. We love You/Us unconditionally and We thank Us unconditionally. It is just as important to forgive, love and thank OurSelves as to seek forgiveness, love and thanks from Our others and/or give forgiveness, love and thanks to Our others. It is All part and parcel of Our healing and returning to Our true nature of love and multiD beans.

Our day went well (We think). Our morning section will need more pony hopping and then We will see what else. Some of the kids are clearly picking on some others and it seems that noOne likes One of the kids. Pony hopping is effective IF We allow it. We will have a middleschool morning section after Our gradeschool morning section when We return from break. We ARE looking forward to Our break and know that We will miss the kids. We will enjoy the extra dream time and time home alone to focus more on multiD without the distractions that normal life offers.

We did another section after Our regular morning section so Our break was a little shorter which is actually a good thing. We got everything done that We wanted including hottubbing.

Our afternoon is a little longer than the last two days as We had One more rider and had to wait for a students parent about ten minutes and then Our driver took the long way home.

By the time We get home We are mostly in multiD and did whatever it is We do at home after being on the bus.

We ate xmas candy All day and can only eat half Our small dinner. We watch more “Dark Matter” and now We are ready to dream, dream, dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More learning to live multidimensionally

12/17/2015

Today

More learning to live multidimensionally

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 2:59 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We woke several times and were able to go right back to dreaming most of the times. We got up this time knowing that We will have time to go back to dream for a bit before time to get up for the day. We are drifting in multiD again.

We returned to dream for about an hour. Time means nothing in dream. We remember that We visited several different worlds in that hour. If We were All aware of doing this All the time: travel agencies would be pointless.

Daniel’s channeling for today brings up a new perspective for Us. It resonates and relates to what We are living. The cold continues to bother Us. We have been around this mountain way too many times. We do feel the memory of having faced this challenge and failed over and over and over. Reruns. We are now aware that the cold is not real, that We create it for Our best. We ARE powerful creators beans drowning in De-Nile. (Or freezing)

The thing that We are very aware of experiencing is how the same temperature feels different depending on Us. If Our world is what We think and believe it is this would NOT be the case. One temperature would Allways feel the same. It varies and We are very aware of this. A good example is that when We lived in the lower 48 +10 did not feel warm. After twenty below: ten above feels quite nice. Then: We Oneder why We are a little cold at ten above?????? Duh??????

We ARE learning how to do this. Typing is NOT a multiD skill set.

We find that We are still deep into multiD from yesterday and last night and this IS a good thing. In the passed it would have frustrated Us. We are finding that common 3D tasks like typing and posting Our daily blog post are quite the challenge. We have to really concentrate. This IS progress.

We ARE learning how to live in 3D as a multidimensional bean. We ARE learning to live as Our true nature: love. We are learning to stop pretending to be what We are not. Of course: We can return here any time We want. That is very important to Us.

We continue to feel the physical affects, symptoms and sensations of Our body transitioning. These remain uncomfortable because “they” are unfamiliar. We do not remember how to live as a crystalline bean: how to be and energy bean. We only know physical, limitation and separation. It takes time to get familiar with what We have forgotten and denied for sooooo long. Recently: there have been some short periods where We did not feel these ongoing symptoms. Those periods are still short lived. If We chose: We could entertain thoughts and fears of being unwell. Our head would love to go there. Our heart knows that it IS time to take responsibility and allow. We allow OurSelves to return to Our true nature. Doctors and medicine are very unlikely to get Us there.

Our pony hopping is having an affect on Our students and “they” are getting familiar with Us. At school We had “them” All return to “their” seats and practice NOT running, pushing and shoving to get to the door. Pony hopping is more effective than anything We do in the physical. We will really benefit from remembering this and pony hopping more (especially on route). These kids want and need attention (at many levels) even the Ones who pretend not to.

We get Our full break and get a lot done. Sadly the hottub is not open during Our break though. Hopefully tomorrow. If We get Our full break tomorrow We will have plenty of time to hottub.

Again: several kids do not ride in the PM and We finish early. We do enjoy the kids that ride of course. One of the non-verbal girls has been reaching out and holding Our hand a lot lately too.

When We get home We are very much in multiD and do not crash like We did yesterday. We put groceries and stuff away and relax a bit before dinner since We are home very early. We watch “Dark Matter” with dinner. We are having a chilidog and really enjoy it. No cookies. We want cookies and still We do not wanna be too overfull again.

Now: We are ready to go dream for the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A good day of 3D within multiD

12/16/2015

Today

A good day of 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:47 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt well. We think We only got up Once until around 3:30 AM and We are not sure. That is how well We slept. We are mostly in multiD this morning and that is a good thing. The next three days are early outs for the students so “they” will be short days with One long break. We look forward to that and We look forward to Our kids. We do like the new kids in the mornings and We hope to help “them” be a bit nicer to each other. Pony hopping does work better than anything that We try/plan to do in the physical.

We have time to return to dream for a bit if We choose. That is One of the reasons that We went ahead and got up earlyish. We also knew that We can remain in multiD while We wake and afterward. We look forward to dreaming more and practicing being in multiD on Our holyday break.

We ARE changing how We think. It is a slow and gradual process. This too is a good thing. Our thinking is the result of years/eons of training, programming, habit and repetition and enforcement. There really is noOne to blame. We chose to explore limitation and separation fully and We did real good.

Sometimes We get sooooo deep into multiD that it is hard to stay awake. This is happening more and more. We returned to dream for a few minutes this morning and We can tell that We dreamt well even though We do not remember what We did. Exploring multiD and Our transition. There is still much that Our waking head can not relate to and translate.

Here is another channeling talking about what We are thinking, living and typing about. And yet another article speaking about the same stuff. Different words to aid Our understanding and experience.

After We finished Our morning section: dispatch had Us do another morning section. We were pretty lost and it took Us two hours. The acting manager had organized a pancake breakfast for the employees and there was plenty left when We returned.

There is a lot more to report and We have a very good day in 3D and in multiD. When We got home We crashed. We are clueless. We went into dream while relaxing in Our recliner and got up and went to bed. We are dreaming for about an hour at a time. We decided to skip dinner as We are just not interested.

We would type more except that We are still too deep in multiD to do words. We could: We just do not wanna.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Continuing to learn how to do this

12/15/2015

Today

Continuing to learn how to do this

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:26 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt fairly well last night. We woke several times and went right back to dream until around 3 AM. We got up then to play in multiD a bit and then went back to light/waking dream until now. We would like to stay in dream and We know that that is learning to be awake in multiD. Here is a suggestion for waking/walking in multiD which We had not clearly considered before. Not really a new concept and explained much more clearly than We ever thought of it. We really like the idea. We theel We are ready to begin experiencing this shifting/blinking.

We can be a multiD blinky toy.

We continue to have insights, information and intuits into living/waking multidimensionally. Even though this is what We want, what We have sought for a long, long time: it is NOT comfortable at first because it is unfamiliar. It really is about changing how We think. Our old thinking is bassackwards and unnatural. Our thinking and beliefs create/frame Our world. We have Allways thought in limitation and separation terms and concepts. We do NOT know anything else. Not yet anyway and We ARE learning different. We ARE grateful.

We can look at anything in Our life as a problem, as neutral, as an opportunity and/or as a blessing/gift. We did not used to know that We had these choices. We thought the external object or circumstance dictated how We look at it (experience it). That is totally bassackwards. WE determine how We look at (experience) everything. More bitter medicine. Once swallowed it goes down sweet. How We perceive anything/everything determines how it feels (affects Us).

Our morning section goes much better today. We did a lot of pony hopping and the students ARE doing better with each other. Pony hopping IS much more effective and works at a much deeper level than anything We can do and any steps that We can take in the physical. Our head still wants to plan and take steps. We set it free with love. Whatever it is within Us that is causing problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. We forgive Us and We forgive You unconditionally. We love You unconditionally and We thank You unconditionally.

Some of the students are going to be in a concert today and We talk a little about that with “them”. We can show interest because We ARE interested.

We go to Safeway for breakfast/lunch and Wifi on Our morning break. Our noon section goes well and We really enjoy these preschoolers. This is the last day that We will see “them” until after Our break, until next year.

We go hottub on Our afternoon break and it really is nice to do that. Sooooo relaxing. Relaxing is good. It is a key to limitless, unity and multiD. Being in nature is another key and that is where Our home is.

Our PM kids are very wired at the beginning. We have to get on “them” a bit to get the volume down. If only One student was talking that loud it would be fine and We had five talking loud and everyOne trying to heard over the others. Plus: a lot of jumping. Jumping in the seat while the bus is moving is really not safe. Safety is why We are here (as far as First Student is concerned) and We want to let “them” be kids and stay safe. We do recognize that it would be easier if We were stricter and made the kids be silent and sit like statues. That is just not what We do. “They” just want to be kids and We do theel that “they” can learn to do that fairly quietly. We know that if We let “them” play then We will have to keep quieting “them” down. As kids get excited and have fun “they” tend to get loud and rowdy. That is okay as long as “they” respond when We tell “them” that “they” are going too far. We are working with “them” and We ARE making progress (with “them” and OurSelves, the little mirrors). Thank Us.

Several kids will not be riding the next three days because of the early outs and We learned that some who were not gonna ride will ride. Our last stop will not ride so We will end very early. That is fine with Us. We love the kids and We love being home even more.

Our last student really does take Us into dream and We theel that “they” know it. There is something in “their” look, “their” expression that says: “old soul” even if “they” are not really aware. “They” are One of Our favorites (yes: We do have favorites) and also the hardest to calm at the beginning of the ride after school every day. A lot of kids are wired up after a day of school and some are on sensory overload. This overload can manifest in many different ways, different ways with different kids and different with the same kids on different days.

We are doing live times and have to go by most of the stops whether the student is riding or not. Our last student notices and asks where We are going. Kids have a built in GPS.

We are deep into dream/multiD by the end of the route and have to return Our attention to more 3D for the drive home.

At home: We left the heater on higher so it does not take long to warm the cabin up. We relax in Our recliner a little and then have another light dinner (no cookies today) with “Dark Matter” and soon We are ready for dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Insights and experiences in 3D within multiD

12/14/2015

Today

Insights and experiences in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:11 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt pretty well. We woke a couple of times and got up to play in multiD and then went right back to dreaming. More dreams that Our head can not cope with which are getting more familiar so that We can be aware of “them” in waking.

We woke early and can not get back to dream. This is actually okay since We do want to go in an hour early to do the maps for Our new AM section. What is interesting is how We theel about this: We are NOT angry or upset in any way. That is a real change. We ARE getting it that We create Our life. We are responsible and that is very different from how We thought it is. We ARE grateful. We thank Us unconditionally.

Scranton’s channeling this morning is more about Our life, process, progress and evolution. At this point: his information seems to be about the most spot on for Us. Which came first: the chicken or the road? Is he channeling what We are living or are We creating his channelings? Suzanne Lie is also pretty in tune with Us even though some of her’s We do not quite get or relate to sometimes. Here is another article that We like.

How We play in multiD is changing a little because We used Our laptop for some of it. We theel that We (at a deeper level) want to change so We are going with it and learning some new ways to play in multiD and multiworlds.

We are getting dreamy and We really do not want to go back to bed. We real-eyes that this is more about learning to live in 3D within multiD. About being a multidimensional bean living in 3D, primarily focused in 3D. This is also about choice. Until We accept and love Our choice it is pretty hard to change. Do We really want to change? Or are We just feeling stuck because We have been stuck (kept OurSelves stuck) for sooooo long. We ARE learning how to live in 3D within multiD. We do not know how. It is not difficult unless We resist and We have doing the resis-dance for a long, long time. It is habit to resist and deny.

We find that We have a new regular driver. This IS a good thing even though We would like to do Our morning section with someOne who knows the route. We finish Our morning route an hour and a half late after starting half an hour late because Our bus was at shop, out in the cold and would not start. We like these kids and yet “they” are a bit of a challenge. Some/several like to pick on One of the others. A lot of that happens when We are off the bus getting students boarded.

Then We have a safety meeting that We are barely on time for and have to leave after twenty minutes to go on Our noon section. Our noon section goes smooth because except for the first/new stop We know the route. We really enjoy these kids and have a student that We have not seen in several months who is VERY excited to see Us again.

We do not have time to hottub on Our afternoon break because We want to get lunch first. We are able to relax and that is Allways a good thing. Relaxing is a key to setting limitation and separation free with love. Relaxing is a key to living in/as love in the physical. Relaxing is still new to Us.

Our PM section goes smooth because We know All the stops. We enjoy these kids too even though the last two do get a little keyed up at the beginning most days. We like to let “them” play and real-eyes that We do make a bit harder on OurSelves by NOT being very strict. That is okay. We are here to let kids be kids as much as possible. We are here to learn from the kids. Kids live in multiD whether “they” are aware of it or not. A-dults try to program multiD out of children. With special needs children We are basically less successful at this programming. All kids zone out. For some it is easier to come back than others.

We finish a little late just because this driver is not familiar with the roads and the bus. This is the first time We have been in Our regular route bus today.

We are in dream and/or multiD by the time We finish. Our cabin is cold because We turned the heat down too low and it is colder outside than it was in the morning when We left. We are okay and quite drifty in multiD. We like that part. We have another light dinner with “Dark Matter”. Light until We finish with cookies. We are still a bit of a pig. The cookies make Us a little uncomfortable but not too bad. We are ready to start dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD info, insights and experiences

12/13/2015

Today

More multiD info, insights and experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 12:27 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We woke from a world/life where We are a native, rebel, activist. We are usually more passive (at least in Our current awareness) so We kinda wondered about this One. When We got up We read this: “We also remember many of our alternate, parallel realities that we have taken on other timelines. We knew that clearing the “present” for Gaia would not be enough for Her to ascend. Therefore, we took multiple earth vessel across many differing 3D timelines.” from: http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2015/12/vacation-message-and-illusion-of-proper.html This helps explain Our visits to such worlds to Us. It also helps explain when We know that We have dreamed and do not remember anything: “Furthermore, our multidimensional language is based, not on words, but on thought forms and energy packages. Hence, your physical brain cannot understand these messages, but your physical body can understand and accept their carrier wave of unconditional love.”

In the world that We visited: We are wanted as a terribleist. Somehow We can tell that We are enjoying OurSelves in this world even though it theels totally out of character for Us. Especially living in constant fear of being caught and tortured. It is like something out of the old west set in current time. It was a very vivid experience and We remember several scenes and especially the theelings. Adrenalin racing stuff.

We remember visiting another world which is more violent than Our waking world is normally. However: the violence can be easily avoided by following the natural order or rules. It is not some government or authority imposing and enforcing these rules it is just nature. Kinda like the law of gravity here. Of course: there are those who are awake and aware who can supersede those rules just like here.

We returned to dream and when We wake We know that We visited other worlds and do not remember much from “them”. Apparently these are multiD worlds which Our brain still can not understand and interpret.

We really like this channeling and theel that it speaks to and about what We are intuiting and experiencing.

We returned to dream again and this time: We remember being very aware of visiting other worlds and still We do not remember anything more on waking.

We do have a few small things that We want to do today and We are gently thinking about gently getting started. Or maybe We will just return to dream.

We want to remember to send love to what We have rather than trying to change what We have. We have known for some time that there is a better way than trying to change what We have. Change is the natural order of the omniverse. Nobody needs to do anything to cause change. We can certainly stand to have and experience more love.

We are making maps for Our new AM section which starts tomorrow. We do not like doing these at home and We chose to do it this way rather than staying any longer on Friday evening.

We are having a rather interesting day. In 3D We seem to be continuing to have the reverse Midas touch. The cool thing is that it is NOT bothering Us. We know that it is All working together for the best for Us. We are sending love and setting it All free with love. We are amazed.

Our laptop seems to have crashed and We have no clue how to get it back and it is okay. We made cranberry, white chip cookies (from a mix) and “they” turned out rather weird and still very edible. It seems that there were other things which We seem to have forgotten. A lot like a dream. We ARE delighted with OurSelves AND grateful. Oh: the maps did not print out well at All. We have no idea how to get “them” to print in a usable fashion and that too is Allright. In fact: it is All perfect. Imagine that.

We are very calm and relaxed. We theel that We will go in early to do Our maps and We hope that We have a driver who knows the route. If not: oh well. It is All working together for the best for Us. It is like We really are setting limitation and separation free with love. Everything that seems to be glitching is about limitation and separation.

Our limitation and separation, physical world is no longer as important to Us. We are making a lot of progress. And here is yet another article about what We are living.

We just checked the moon calendar and find that the next full moon is on xmas day.

We tried to return to dream and that is not happening. We got up and are fixing dinner. A bit more than usual because We have not eaten as much during the day as usual. We even have a couple of cookies for dessert. Our cookies are great even though “they” look lousy. The cookies made it a little too much and that is okay just for today.

Now: We are ready to start dreaming for the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More insights and experiences of 3D within multiD

12/12/2015

Today

More insights and experiences of 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 9:51 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt pretty well last night. That was/is nice. We woke a few times and sometimes went right back to dreaming and others got up and played in multiD a bit before returning to dream. Our physical body is having a little discomfort which is not as severe as some nights.

We ARE learning about living in multiD and living limitless and free AND: creating Our own reality (mostly in 3D and the physical right now anyway) (it thelt important to add that today). That is what is going on in dream and waking. Even though We are not really remembering Our dreams (at this point) when We wake We are theeling about how everything IS perfect, everything IS working together for the best for Us and such. We are theeling about how what We are experiencing is NOT bad (like We would have thought at any time in Our passed) and actual choices that We have made at a subconscious level to help Us grow and evolve: to help Us recognize and accept Our power.

Even those days when everything We do seems to turn to shit. On those days and in those times when things seem to bad, wrong and broken: We ARE creating that FOR OurSelves. We have known that for some time and just now are We beginning to theel it and live it. The lights on Our dragon not working (properly for limitation and separation 3d) are bringing this All up again. We do live in limitation 3d. We are NOT of limitation 3d. We ARE learning how to do this and We really are NOT very good at it yet. That is okay. We forgive Us any apparent mistakes now, in the passed AND in the future. We forgive Us unconditionally. These are only words at times and We ARE beginning to theel and mean “them”. We ARE beginning to live “them”. We unconditionally accept Us. That too is hard for it goes completely against Our current human training and programming. It is natural and NOT normal.

We knew that this weekend would be more about Our internal process than about “fixing” the dragon’s lights. We may do the inner work AND the outer: We have yet to see how that will go. We are theeling a bit like what We do in the physical will appear to turn to shit again like yesterday. We will find out and for now We are focusing on Our inner process. We know that We can restore Our dragon to wholeness with Our mind AND We still have a hard time really believing and living it. We are able to set Our head’s desire (to plan, worry and plot Our defeat) free with love. We ARE changing and evolving. Our head tries to picture the result and We know that We have no frame of reference (at least not in Our head). We set that free with love too. We ARE doing a lot of pony hopping these days.

We are planning to stay home today to work on Us and (maybe) Our dragon. If We find that We need parts then We may go to town to get those or wait until tomorrow. It is still cold (subzero) and warmer out here than in town. It is supposed to warm up this week. The week after is the start of Our holyday break. We would prefer to restore Our dragon with Our mind and have a really hard time believing that We will. We know We can. We just do NOT think that We will because We have tried and wanted to for many years and have NOT done so yet.

Part of what We have been intuiting is that when We break something/anything with Our mind it is NOT in Our conscious focus. We have Allways tried to “fix” it by focusing on it. That has not ever seemed to work. If it ever did We promptly forgot. We have sooooo many mind traps. We do theel that are two operative words here: “try” and “fix”. Both are limitation and separation hallmarks.

We ARE learning and intuiting a lot. Letting it be is the key and that is exactly what Our head does NOT want to do. Our head wants to “figure” it out. More limitation and separation traps. Gods We are good at keeping OurSelves stuck in this game. What a clever hologame, holodeck programmer We are. We sure do NOT know much about living in easy world. We read about it every day and most of it does NOT make any sense to Us. It sounds pretty and nice and WTF does it mean? We keep on keeping on. More shall be revealed. We do a lot of acting as if.

We have decided to download and start playing a new game on Our Nook. This seems counterproductive to Our head and it theels right. It looks like a fun game and We get the intuition that it is a step into easy world for Us. We know that We need to relax and play more. Perhaps doing so (intentionally) in the face of a wounded dragon is a good start? We are doing the dragon healing quite different so far. We have gone to two parts stores to seek advice and information. Being of the male persuasion: We do NOT ask for advice, read instruction manuals or read maps. We know that this is related to what We are doing beyond the physical and 3D because there are no maps, manuals or instruction for that. Or are there? That question seems to be glaring within. Perhaps?????? Is there something here that We have forgotten, denied and hidden????? We know that if We “try” We will miss it. If We relax We may just find (be given) a very important key. Interesting.

Our head is really hating this “sit back and relax” approach. Our head wants to “do something”. We recognize those words. We have known for years that “they” spell “D-A-N-G-E-R”. Fortunately: We set up an internal alarm for those words a long time ago.

More and more insights and intuits are coming up as We sit back and relax. Our head is really hating sitting back and relaxing. It is hard. We are practicing.

We are practicing staying in the now as We get ready to go outside, start Our dragon, maybe start checking out the lights and maybe fill Our heating oil while We let Our dragon warm up a bit. Our head is still trying to plan and expect failure. We bless it and set it free with love.

We fill Our oil tank and do a little checking on Our Dragon’s lights. All indications are that it is probably the socket. We just have to take the light apart to check it out. That should be simple and We choose to warm up a bit before We do that. We probably will wait about going to town for the part and We still some time to decide that and make it before the pool closes. We would like to go to the pool IF We do go to town.

So: it turns out that it was the bulb All along (as We had kinda suspected). A simple find and fix. We ARE grateful that We followed Our intuition and bought a couple more bulbs. We have no clue why the guys at JiffyLube thought it was not the bulb. It IS possible that “they” used a bad bulb or the wrong bulb or ??????? We may have just been creating a learning experience for OurSelves. We certainly did get more insights and intuits and even learned some things about modern cars. The bid thing that We notice is how We ARE theeling and beginning to experience that Our world really is NOT what We thought. We can not fully explain this. It may be another: “You had to be there” experience and explanation.

We are getting it (at least a little more than before) that All of Our beliefs and thinking require Our world to be the only thing that is real, for it to be limited and separate and for nothing else to exist or even be possible. We have known for some time that this is NOT the case and yet We cling to Our limiting thoughts and beliefs. Like a drowning man clinging to a rock: We argue for and demand Our limits. We forgive OurSelves and accept Us unconditionally.

Now: do We want to go ahead and go to town? We think not. We theel that Our time is better spent home alone: processing and absorbing Our theelings, insights, intuits and experiences.

We want to mention that We do not regret Our decision to take Our Dragon to JiffyLube.

As far as We know We are spending the rest of Our day going back to dream and playing in multiD when awake. More insights and intuits and more getting it on deeper and deeper levels that Our world really IS different than We have Allways thought and believed. We still cling to these old thoughts and beliefs even as We set “them” free with love.

We are having dinner with “Dark Matter” again and now going back to dream for the night or at least the first part of the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.