Dreams #10

So, as I was drifting off last night, I thought about dragon riding and YoungStar gatherings and had at least One One-der-full dream. I was in a reality where We had shed Our old inhibitions and taboos. Now, as usual, tho I love this idea My first reaction was OMG!!!!! You can't do that!!!!!!!!! Then I begin to real-eyes that YES WE can do that. My breathing slowed and My heart stopped racing and I was able to really enjoy and even participate. Often, when I see the Youngstars doing something new (to Me) I just watch. This time I watched for a bit, then jumped in. The recurring thing I notice with the kids is that "they" play. "They" were doing serious shit, but it was a game, or maybe I should say "they" were doing work with a playful attitude. This was not forced or fabricated, it is "their" natural way.

Dreams #9

Yesterday afternoon I dreamt about the song "And I Am Telling You" from The DreamGirls movie. It feels vaguely like I've dreamt of this a lot recently. In the same way I feel I've been experiencing more dragon riding but I'm not remembering it as clear as that One night.
Last night I had some kinda dream about being in something like a tennis court with My dog (did not look like Shadow) and some guy with his kids started talking to Me through the fence. My dog didn't like him. He kept trying to make friends with My dog, and when he did My dog went out the gate (which was next to where the guy was standing) and the guy grabbed My dog and was defiantely gonna do harm. The guys kids were watching (apparetnly around age 5) with basically no reaction. I was frozen in fear. The guy picked up My dog (the size of a very large german shepherd) and was gonna throw him at Me. I begged him to stop and I think I truly experienced a universe split. In the dream I saw both possibilitiies begin to unfold. In the universe I focussed on the guy did a shift and put My dog down and was just playing some kind of game and My dog was happy. I watched the universe where My dog was harmed fade off into the distance. The guy started talking about his divorce and I related a bit about Mine as I was hurrying to get Me and My dog connected and away from this guy. I felt uncomfortable that I just wanted to get away, but I really just wanted to go and so I did.
The dream I woke from was about being forced to move. It was a combination of the home I grew up in My first 16 years and My current life and home. This moving was like an evacuation or eviction, or pogrom. We would have to take what We wanted in One trip and there wasn't much room. I was perfectly happy with what I had chosen to take until I looked at a lifetime's collection of "stuff" in the garage. I decided I could not leave this lifetime behind and shifted the circumstances so that I/We no longer needed to leave.
Notice the first line from this theme song running thru several days of My dreams:
And I Am telling You I'm not going. You're the best friend I ever had........
That's the best I can quote from memory. I haven't listened to it except in dream for several months. Then when I dream of being forced to leave I repeat this in word and action.
The commonality behind the last 2 dreams is that in both I see the universe split (as I have believed happens for some time) but I have never been aware of noticing it before.
In the dragon riding dream the people We were rescuing were asleep. It feels like this is ongoing and We are rescuing "them" from a dieing world, well more like it is a world that no longer holds hope for the Ones We are rescuing.

Dreams #8

First I was dragon riding again, then I was a Mafia Don, then living in a junkyard commune and Me and My talking dog (if it was Shadow he is also a shapeshifter as well as able to talk) were being followed by a bear, then a combination of All these and visiting the YoungStar gatherings All around the world.
Now I real-eyes I have asked to experience this, and I'm glad I Am, but it was happenning so fast that it was really confusing. I started to reply to messages and emails before I real-eyesed what was happenning. I was gonna start asking: "Who are You and why are You pretending to be someOne else?"

Dreams #7

I've been in and out All day. When I first woke this morning I decided I needed to dream rather than do laundary and it's been incredible.
Just woke from One where We were in a war zone (not Iraq, more like the US) We were medi-vaccing kids. WE had priority over wounded soldiers and military brass and politicians. But, the kids weren't injured.
We were going ahead to prepare the new beliefs for habitation

Dreams #6

I woke from a dream this morning with the message "We must birth as many Fae as possible."
As I pondered this some other thoughts came to mind. I thought: "The Fae are birthed in Our minds". It has recently become very important to Me to believe in My imagination.
We tend to believe that the only things that are real are what We see. The reconnections tell Us that everything is real, We only experience what We believe.
Then I tought of the articles I've read recently about abundance. I thought "Prosperity and abundance are born in Our hearts."
I believe there is a connection between birthing the Fae and birthing abundance. Both All-ready exist, We just need to bellieve in "them" in order to experience "them". Both can be born fully mature. Both can be brought across the thinning veil of forgetfullness or through the Faerie mists fully grown and ready for action. We can skip the process of growing and learning, We've All-ready done that. Or We can re-do it if We choose.
It seems fitting that these thoughts and dreams surface immediately following the equinox and full moon. Remember, a full moon is best viewed in darkness. The most glorious springs are born after a cold cruel winter.

Dreams #5

Wow, can't even begin to relate "them" All and All the contact with youngstars. It was incredibly fun.
One dream I will try to describe really stood out. We were gathered in a tent watching movies. We All had Our Own monitors but each One looked like the screen at a drive-in movie. It looked like We were All watching the same movie, but We each were watching Our Own. DJ kept trying to watch Mine. At first I didn't real-eyes We were each watching different movies and I was talking about Mine like everyOne was watching it, so DJ kept asking what I was talking about and would try to lean over and see what the hell I was talking about. EveryOne else was too absorbed with "their" Own movie to care it seemed.
Then in My movie the tent We were in started dancing and asking something like "What do You mean thinking I'm not part of the movie?" So I looked at the tent and sure enough it was dancing around Us and on My screen both. It was smiling too.
Then there were lots of gatherings. One girl went travelling and We lost track of her, when she came back she couldn't tell Us about where she'd been but was sending Us images. She was like a movie projector of her travels. I have no idea what "they" looked like because I couldn't see "them".
There was stuff about these gatherings being structured more like A.A. was meant to be rather than the way most of Us A-dults would structure "them". It's about the kids helping each other and We can participate as equals if We choose (since We are kids too). I was thinking We just need to give "them" space and there was something about if "they" aren't given the space "they" will take it or make it. (not in a forceful way, in a: "it's just gonna happen no matter what" way)

Thoughts about dream

I wrote this in March:
Something came to Me today about why I do sooo much in dreams and remember so few specifics.
It's about time. (4D of course is time)
There just isn't enough time in 3D to do All the stuff I want to do, there isn't even enough time in 3D to remember All the stuff I do. I simply bring through into 3D the memories that are the most important to what I Am focussing on in My current 3D. This focus of course can change from minute to minute.
It does seem that (so far this year) I feel energy (vampires) and youngstars (gathering/teaching/learning and sending energy/love to a-dults) are My on going focus. Add in believeing in/experiencing/living in alternate realities and/or imagination.
Just awoke from a dream of taking a bus (probably a school bus) adding 1/2 of another bus alongside the 1st and entering a tunnel. It was very important that I have not exited the tunnel yet.
Can anyOne explain that? (a quote from The Skin of Our Teeth)

Dreams #4

This is a short explanation of My belief and use of My dreams:

And if We believe in Our dreams, then We go anywhere and everywhere All-ready.
That is kinda how this got going for Me.
I kept looking at how I love sex, but I Am never satisfied. I've been in large orgies, I've had lots of different partners and there just isn't enough. I think that I've had All the variety I need and then a new body appears and I need it.
The only way a hunger like that can ever be satisfied is in the mind. One must begin to accept that We All-ready are having sex with every person We ever desire. If I want it, I have it. This of course applies to every desire We create.
I don't know if I even came close to explaining My belief here, but it works for Me. It doesn't do away with physical sex, or hunger or taxes (yet) but it soothes the need for strife within MySelf.
Humans want more. That is part of the human condition. Until We real-eyes that We All-ready have whatever We want, We will never be satisfied.

Dreams #3

Sometime yesterday I started to be aware of You flitting around Me like Tinkerbell with Peter Pan. Very much like Tinkerbell. Then, I just woke from a dream where We were at a discussion group about slaves and masters. EveryOne sat in chairs in a circle and I guess there was a facilitator. It was kind of a mix of discussing Dom/sub and slave/master relationships but I was more focused on the slave thing because I had a slave. It wasn't a live-in relationship which surprised Me (in the dream).
Some guy asked if All the sex stuff attributed to salve/master was an expression of Self hatred. The facilitator called on You to respond. Then I woke.
Earlier I did some vampire stuff, that was very cool, very fun. I visited a colony or hive that resembled the group of vampires in "Interview With the Vampire". It felt like at first I thought that I was there for the first time, then it became apparent I had established this colony. Perhaps I had fallen into a dream that I was human and had been away for an extended period.
There were also a few dreams about visiting the Youngstar gatherings. Are You aware of being at any of these gatherings?

Dreams #2

This only hints at some past dreams, but it is an important observation.

I feel some kind of shift last night, this morning.
It is times like this that it can be hard to go to work because All appearances are that "it" is still stuck in seperation/limitation. I have often hoped that this will be the day that I see (even the barest) beginnings of change. I have been disappointed every time.
I know this is My mirror, but I sooooo long to move on. Part (again) is knowing that this child does not need to die, doesn't need to be left out in the cold but that We can move on together. There is room in infinity for All the games to go on and on and on for eternity.
And, there is room for new games. There is room for the same game with some altered rules.
I wish to see Me expand My beliefs and perceptions.
I just needed to express these thoughts this morning.

Dreams #1

I've decided to try keeping My dreams that I feel like writing about here. When I decided to try this I was hoping to find some of the first dreams that seem to have triggered regular recall.
I spent years knowing that I do My best work in dream, yet NOT remembering any dreams or even being consciously aware of dreaming at All. Still, something (inside) told Me that I do dream, and that is where I do My best work. This was frustrating and re-assuring at the same time.
Then, fairly recently I began dreaming of Youngstars. I might should mention that I have gone years feeling like I probably represent One of the enemy to youngsters. Therefore I have felt I would not be accepted or welcome into "their" lives/awareness.
The first of these dreams was meeting One or two Youngstars and "they" totally accepted Me and welcomed Me into "their" lives. This had a profound affect on Me mentally and in My daily life.
Gradually this group grew in numbers and We began visiting gatherings of these Youngstars in different places around the world. Many of these gatherings are in ghettos and some in war torn areas. A few are in large houses in well-to-do neighborhoods. A lot of these Youngstars that I have met are street kids, addicts, run-aways etc. The common theme theme throughout has been learning and doing by playing.
I get to watch what the children do as much as I desire, and if and when I wish to join in I Am welcome. The Youngstars are aware of My need to become accustomed to what "they" do, and therefore gain some level of comfort before I can allow MySelf to participate. "They" are very patient, and why not, it's fun for "them" to play "their" games.
The following is the first record I have found of these dreams. It is well into My process, but We have most of the background information.

I spent most of the night last night visiting the gatherings of the Star Kids around the world. It's fun sleeping All over the world.
Anyway, "they" were doing the sending energy/love to parents and friends thing again or maybe still. I haven't been aware of visiting "them" much recently.
When We did this energy sending before I was kind of a motivator but not this time. The kids were following "their" own lead and I was another participant. Some kids (maybe newcomers to the gathering??) were grumbling about sending love/energy when "they" had experienced so much rejection. It was other kids not a-dults who encouraged these kids to give "their" parents what "their" parents had not been able to give "them".
It All felt very important, very timely. It felt the times before had been training and/or rehearsals. The kids were now following "their" intuition that it is indeed time. It felt that now is a very pivotal time for All of Gaea not just the U.S.
So, now it seems it's kids inspiring kids inspiring kids (with aware a-dults supporting and participating) sending energy (Aquarian energy???) to parents, friends and family. Again it seems important that most world leaders have children.
I had other dreams of visiting other realities, but this One filled most of the night.

For Remembering

Sit back and relax.
Breathe and relax.
Breathe deep and relax.
Listen to All the sounds around You.
Let the sounds help You relax.
Every sound helps You be more and more relaxed.
Deeper and deeper relaxed.
Take Your time,
Relax and go deep into Your mind.
Relax and go deep into Your mind.
Recall Your memories,
Examine Your memories.
Recall and examine at Your own pace.
Breathe and relax.
Take All the time You want.
Go deep in Your mind,
Take Your time,
Examine what You find.
You control the speed.
Go back as slowly as You want
Or as quickly as You want.
Breathe and relax, and go deeper.
Go back in Your memeories as far as You want,
Go back as far as You remember.
Take Your time.
Breathe and relax.
Examine whatever You find,
Remember who You are.
Breathe deep, relax deep.
Remember who You are.
Remember who You are.
Take Your time,
Let the sounds around You relax You,
Breathe and relax.
And when You are ready,
Know You can return here any time You want.
Remember All that is important.
Remove any unwanted suggestions.
You are refreshed,
You are alive,
You are waking,
You are AWAKE.