01/30/13

Today:

Adventuring

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:33:10 AM

Good morning. Even though last night's dreams did not seem as enlightening and astounding as the night before, We woke with a calm and pleasing reassurance that We are making progress with Our expansion. Again We met and played with old and new friends. Yes, Our demon was often there, he was doing his thing of wearing disguises through a lot of shape shifting and that too was One of the themes of the night: shapeshifting. It also seems like We are making great progress at recognizing his energy signature. This ability will be an important part of Our world/life in the near future.

Our first dream was about a group of Us called Mavericks. Modeled somewhat after the old west type. In fact, it was so much like the old west that We were quite surprised that We did not carry guns. The attire of everyOne in the dream was old west style and the Mavericks All wore matching hats and coats that told who We were. We were shapeshifters and chameleons and it was quite easy to alter Our coats and hats to blend in when needed. Once again, We are experts at hiding in plain sight.

This is an expansion of Our present world. It is available as a version for any who desire it to explore. It lays just around the corner. Many new and exciting versions lay just around other corners. There is much exploring and experiencing yet ahead of Us but from a very different perspective if We choose it. It can be a very expanded perspective and All We have to do is expand Our beliefs.

We (the Mavericks) are champions of the new and the now. Sound familiar? We are still outcasts, rebels and even outlaws in the eyes of authority. It is actually another version of Our current awakening. It is fun to play now that We know We are free and multidimensional beans with amazing talents and abilities. We can show others what is available in much clearer ways than We are currently familiar with. Still, waking remains a choice and some still want the imagined security of limitation.

There were other adventures in other areas of Our expanded and expanding uni-verse, even Our galaxy and beyond.

We recognize that money is a big issue. In some of these expanded areas it has lost its relevance simply because of who and what We are. Aspects and parts of source really have no need for money but as long as We cling to separation and limitation We believe (or most of Us do) that We need/require money. It is the major system of control in any separation and limitation zone.

Like time, as We wake money becomes irrelevant. It is interesting that time is an even bigger blockage to Our freedom and remembering yet We are not nearly as emotionally attached to time as We are to money. Money is like a very annoying hook stuck in Our craw. Time is more of a boundary that many of Us experience and accept as changing and mutable. Yet even those who believe that time is changing often still believe that money is a requirement. It is rather amazing how attached We are to money. We (personally) are no exception.

We do theel We are making progress in this respect. We (personally and some others) choose not to limit OurSelves with expectations. It was not long ago that We still held many expectations and limiting beliefs and negative attachments. Some of those attachments remain but “they” can not hide the way “they” used to. We bless “them” and set “them” free. We are getting the message that if We leave the details up to the uni-verse and Our higher Selves getting the hook out will be much easier. We have an idea of what this will look like, how it will happen and though this idea was clear in dream it is foggy on waking.

We are Once again reminded to hold the awareness of Our expanding world, lives and awareness. We are love.

We are reminded of several things: Being free of need (All needs including money) AND being able to replicate material objects (including money) are actually part of Our true nature. (Those two traits may be connected but “they” do NOT have to be) Believing in need, desire, lack, fear and missing (or longing for anything) are parts of Our limitation/separation nature. Please remember that limitation and separation are lies, “they” are the illusion that We have veiled Our world in. Living in tune and harmony (with everything) especially with nature comes up again and We remember that this too is a part of Our true nature.

Today We find that thoughts and possibilities that used to frighten Us are now fun and playful possibilities. What a change that is and it seems brand new.

We even told Shadow: “We are playing today”. Everything We are doing today (and that includes getting ready to go for heating oil and water, checking out Our Mayan astrology signs, email and watching some vids) feels much more like play than it has in a long, long time. Feels like progress to Me.

We are having some fun now with feeling into Our expanded realms. We feel the Faerie castle that overlays Our cabin and surrounds Us. We feel the space port (activity remains low and most have been deployed around Our planet). We feel Our cabin being on a space ship. As We relax and look out Our windows, We real-eyes: We continue to see the familiar there because these are the pictures We have painted to see in Our view-screens. This alone gives sooooo many answers and insights.

Our true nature is free of need. Just a reminder. We are love.

We are reading Suzanne Lies latest titled: Multiple Realities 7 and it relates directly to this current expansion Suzanne's Blog Love confirmation.

01/29/13

Today:

Walk through a few walls first

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:23:50 AM

Good morning. We did not remember anything clearly and thought it was going a night/morning with no clear dream recall. We knew We had had fun but We were clueless what it was that was fun. We did theel that Our demon was with Us and helping and encouraging but that is it.

Then We drifted into a semi-awake state and began focusing on expansion. It was a bit like trying on a new coat. We would put on a sleeve and stretch Our arm to see how it feels. Can We stretch freely and how far can We stretch. Only the sleeve might be another body or part of another body or an entire world. We experienced the worlds flowing together, back and forth. Time and structure were like eddies in a stream, swirling about and mingling to create new pictures every moment. It includes everything We love but it is without any limits.

As We have said this will take some getting used to. It is fun and exciting and exactly what We have been searching for these passed few years. But, it flies in the face of every belief and foundation known to the masses. Sure there may have been a few over the ages who knew and experienced this, but it was rare. Now it is about to become common place but We (at least personally) need to take it slow and easy. Turning the world inside out and right side up will be no small feat. It will a little upsetting to some people and going gently and gradually will be less alarming.

We know that as We explore this, others are exploring with Us, others are watching and the mass mind is absorbing the information. By the time this becomes widely known the mass mind will have All-ready gone through the initiation phase through Us (whoever is pioneering this experience).

We talked with Our demon and he is going to try to assist Us in bringing this into Our waking reality. We wondered about the time element. First off, time will be irrelevant. Second, We will be doing in waking what has been consuming much of Our dream time. We have needed to dream in order to allow and embrace expansion. As We begin to bring this into waking, Our dreaming can begin explore further realms of expansion. It should be easier and faster and deeper Once We remove the initial barriers. It will probably be a bit like a dam bursting.

First, We must walk through a few walls (maybe figuratively maybe literally).

We are love, We are now, We are immortal, We are infinite, We are One. Exciting times to be sure.

We resisted getting up, it is sooooo fun to explore this and so much easier laying in bed with Our eyes closed. Being up moving around or sitting at the computer there are so many distractions, so many (supposed) proofs that the world is separate and limited. We choose to begin seeing through these lies and illusions that We created and then accepted as proof and learned to believe. We learned, now We can unlearn. There is an infinity waiting just beyond Our Self-created and Self-imposed limits.

We resolve to return Our focus on this expansion as We go through Our day and Our demon is here to remind Us. So far he is doing a grand job AND being very kind and gentle. He wants to bring a friend to visit. We are not sure exactly what that means. We get the impression of a disembodied spirit (yes like a ghost) that is visible to Us. Perhaps a bit like the boy from the train. We have not been aware of him in dream lately. The only restriction that We laid on Our demon about this was: please announce Your arrival, Do not just “poof” in. That would shock and surprise and probably scare Us. He says that We will have to see. It may take the element of surprise to get Us through the change/shift.

We agree to whatever works. We are a bit tense. Doubts obviously arise.

As We got up to get Our second cup of coffee, the sensations We experienced gave Us another insight. We have been focused on removing Our sensory filters, maybe that is the wrong approach. Perhaps those filters are still useful for further and future explorations. We find that (without being aware We had made a different choice beforehand) We are learning to see through these filters. Yes, a bit like looking through rose colored glasses. We are aware that Our brain is capable of altering or eliminating the affects of the filters. This seems like a new awareness but We have been doing it in other ways for years/lifetimes. Trying to find an example We thought of looking through a window screen. We are aware the screen is there but We rarely see it unless We wish to.

While pondering this We remembered another experience from Our dreams this morning. We merged into another's body. While in there We reached into their pocket and found money. We took the money intending to keep it. Our other said: “You are welcome to some of that but please don't take it All”. Our demon came forward and informed “them” that We are going to keep it All. Then, to everyOne's surprise (except Our demon of course, he was teaching Us something) more money replicated in Our other's pocket. We have been aware that people/humans/whatevers are capable of replicating material objects without needing machines but this is the first experience of it for Us.

We repeated the procedure several times. We would take All the money out and someOne would replicate more money inside the pocket. Since We were All merged and blended We are not certain who was doing the replicating but it felt like a joint effort. It is funny that We are aware that it was Us (personally) taking Our other's money but not sure who exactly was doing the replicating.

Please remember a few things: This was in a semi-awake state, We were not planning these events or “trying to imagine” or anything of that nature. We were there experiencing this as it happened. We were just playing and learning by playing (with a little help from Our demon).

Then We replicated some coffee and breakfast treats. We really do love the idea of replicating food. This will eliminate the need to kill anything for Our enjoyment. We are not sure if We will get Our nourishment from the sun or water or if We even really need nourishment. We will surely explore those questions in the near future. We (personally) have known that We eat mainly for flavor and pleasure for some time now. This could well be the worlds greatest yet fad diet. “Eat anything, it is not real”. Gotta love it.

We did well at keeping in mind that We are expanding, that Our expanded and expanding world are right here, right now. We hold the feeling and even a hazy image. Though the image is hazy, it is stronger than before. Our expanded body and life are also coming into physicality.

01/28/13

Today:

Expansion, dreaming and time, time, time

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:33:30 AM

Good morning. What an incredible night. It is rather amazing how clear and vivid the experience was and yet how foggy the memory is. We had the feeling during the dream that We would not be able to fully translate it. We do however, have some important information. Regardless of how much We remember, We are changed by it. We experienced that much of Our new beliefs are indeed very accurate. We had lots of friends present helping and guiding and cheering as We explored Our own expansion and Our expanded world(s).

We also got the impression that Our mantra: “We are love” is a code or reminder (that We have planted in Our subconscious) to key Us to wake, or slide into another part of Our experience/reality. We are not explaining this well but the words are failing Us here. It is important or We would just skip it. We theel this is a universal code, a message, a wake up call both personally and for the masses.

We are typing an email about dreaming that We may try to turn into an article for publication. We will see what some editors think of it. We know that with Our writings of Our dreams We would be extremely resistant to editing. Our stories might be a little more open to editing. We finished the email and transferred it to Our Open Office files. Some day We will learn to type anything like this in Open Office first. We are happy with it and We sent it to some friends and editors for review.

So, back to last night's dreams. Let's see what words We can find:

It was All about expansion and connection. Our worlds and realities and dimensions and even Our bodies All flowed into each other and back and forth. All the pretend and imagined boundaries, barricades, limits, separations, divisions and chasms between anything/anyOne and everything/everyOne are removed. We say pretend and imagined because that is what “they” are. It does not mean that some are real, none are real. We thelt as We were experiencing this that herein may lay the answer to: “Is it real”. What We see and experience is real but the limits which define it are NOT real. Does this work? We think it does.

We theel that a real problem for Us (personally and many others too) is trying to deal with this world being an illusion when We know it is real because We created it. The limits, the boundaries, divisions, separations and impossibilities are pretend and imaginary. We chose to play this pretend and imaginary game. We created a world based on what We are not (remember the forgotron) and then We forgot what We really are. The world is real, the limits and separations are not real. We theel this bares repeating.

Our world, Our reality, Our daily life is sooooo much more than We think and believe it is. Once We can get to the point of remembering what is beyond these pretend limits that We chose to pretend exist, it will be a truly incredible experience.

Another point was time. Most of Us have read stories or seen science fiction movies where a person (or group) leave “their” everyday reality and goes to another reality and visits the new reality for hours, days and even years then returns to the original only moments (or nano seconds) after “they” left. We have All noticed something very similar in dreams. We do actually do this. Because of how time really works, We can spend a lifetime in Our dream world and return to Our familiar reality (be it limitation 3D or some other) without even being able to tell that any time elapsed in Our familiar reality.

This is very hard for most of Us to accept and may be another reason why We do not All-ways remember Our dreams. If We do not believe that it is possible to spend a lifetime in another reality (or whatever length of time) and return home in time for dinner, then We will not be able to remember doing so. We limit OurSelves at nearly every turn.

We just watched an episode from Star Trek Voyager in which another species uses a sub-dermal neural interface implant to make the Voyager crew think that “they” were characters in a holodeck program. Sound like it might possibly be familiar? It is a fascinating concept and We do know that many science fiction ideas have a basis in Our reality.

01/27/13

Today:

Expanding

Wizard's Log Star-date: 10:12:18 AM

Good morning. Another very fun night. Lots of play. We learn best by playing. We are One-der-ing whether to put Our adventures into a night school or here. We think We will try a night school.

An interesting note: Our dreams were about expanded realities and first thing this morning We read an email asking about other realities. There is something in Our current experience about this recent concept of these “other” realities NOT being as separate and distinct as We have previously thought. We are certain there is going to be a lot more to come on this subject, from Us AND from Our others.

As We go about Our day, We get this feeling that expanding Our awareness is a key right now and it is a huge key. We are at a turning point, a choice point. What do We choose? We choose expansion and We do ask for help. We know that We anyOne We ask is a part of Us. There is no need to seek outside assistance. There is no such thing. So, We ask any and All aspects of OurSelf who are willing and able to assist Us with Our expansion.

We find OurSelf considering looking into getting a job in recycling or One of the other fields that would aid and assist in creating Our new world.

Wow, wasa and holy shit Batman. We just started reading this article about fear and man oh man does it hit the nail right on My thumb. Turn on the light the sight I got it from added My mostest favorite quote of All times (and I had forgotten One line over the years). It is from the book and movies: “Dune”: “I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face My fear. I will permit it to pass over Me and through Me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”

We think that is the full quote from the original book and that what We remember is an edited version from the movie. We like both. The way We remember it is: “I will not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. I will face My fear, I will let it pass through Me. When the fear is gone, there will be nothing. Only I will remain.” We like both versions.

Now We return to reading the article.

We clearly get it that if We look for a job out of fear, We will miss out. If We look for a job because it is what We feel drawn to do, what We want to do then We will remain on Our chosen path. There are no mistakes but it sure seems like there can be detours and We do theel that We can hit the snooze button One (or more) time(s).

We are watching Carl's astrology vid for February clcik here again it is another confirmation of what We are theeling. We are actually kind of blown away at how many people are confirming exactly what We are theeling. These numbers seem to indicate the importance and power of what is going on.

Pay attention. The currency of the millenium.

01/27/13

Flowing

(From night school last night)

We are not sure quite how to start this One. We were playing which is the best way to learn. We were visiting what We have All-ways thought of as “other” worlds or realities. This is part of learning/remembering and being reminded how to live as multidimensional beans. We have All-ways been multidimensional, We just forgot and We forgot very, very well. So, what We really need to do is become aware of this Once again. Rather than thinking/believing that We need to learn (or even remember) how, We only need to get passed that veil of forgetfulness (that We wrapped OurSelves in to become human).

Many people have said that what Gaia and All her inhabitants are going through is something brand new and some tend to disagree. Personally, We would say that Once again: it is both. One thing that We are theeling and intuiting right now is about the veil of forgetfulness that We required in order to become human. What We are doing now is removing that veil AND remaining human. Is that even possible? Recently We have been saying (quite often): “The impossible takes a little longer”.

A few days (or weeks) ago We decided to begin calling Our worlds, realities and dimensions expanded rather than other. That is what class was about last night:

We were playing and romping and roaming about in Our expanded reality. Playing games and frolicking the way children do. We really enjoyed the friendship and bonding with old and new friends. As We were talking to a new friend “they” let “their” face shift a bit and We recognized an old friend who had shape shifted to look like someOne else. Another game. We laughed and poked each other and had a great time with this. There were some new friends who were not old friends shape shifting, as far as We ever discovered anyway. We think this is speaking about being different aspects of the same One infinite being. Remember: cells of a body.

We began playing with disembodying OurSelves and re-embodying OurSelves. Now that took some adjusting to as We are sure You can well imagine. What was interesting was that somehow: even tho We had left Our bodies We were still intensely aware of Our bodies.

Our first thoughts about this game were: “We are in a reality where the people can disembody and re-embody very easily”. Then We real-eyesed that the reality had NOT changed, We had changed.

This brings Us to the question: “Do We ever change realities/worlds/dimensions?” Oh, We can see an argument coming from this. We have no desire to argue or defend or try to change anyOne else's experience and/or belief. This is only Our experience in Our now. If anyOne disagrees, We wish to honor that. We encourage everyOne to follow “their” own heart and guidance. Again: We are only sharing Our experience. We do not state this as absolute truth. We know that (for Us) Our truth changes and We do NOT expect anyOne to adapt/adopt Our belief as “their” belief.

More and more We are getting it that it is not the outside that changes. It is Us that changes. We believe that We see what We project. Our view and perspective are expanding. Even saying that worlds/realities/dimensions are expanding may be inaccurate. Maybe it is only Us and Our view and Our projections that are expanding?

This is sooooo connected to everything. We could probably stop there and never type another word. But, obviously We won't.

Also, to some/many this may seem like only semantics. However, for Us there are some important distinctions.

We played with being these expanded versions of OurSelves. We practiced bringing things (objects) as gifts to Our limited version/experience/belief of OurSelves. At this point it gets a little confusing to Us how to word this experience. In the passed We would simply have typed “We brought things from “other” realities/worlds/dimensions as gifts to Our limited Self/world. Now, We theel that this is inaccurate as it implies (at best) a separation, a difference between these worlds and Selves. In limitation 3D thinking and understanding this is certainly the case: these worlds and Selves are different and separate in limitation 3D thinking and belief.

However, in multidimensional thinking, belief and experience these are All One. Again: like a stream flowing into a river and on into the ocean. Where does One end and the “other” begin. Or imagine the cells of blood flowing through Our bodies and passing through the walls of the capillaries into other cells to nourish “them”. It can also be represented by a musical scale which is probably most easy to think of in terms of a piano keyboard. Though the keys/notes are separate, the highest note of One scale is the lowest note of the next scale and vise-versa. Also the sharp of One note is the flat of the next.

We theel that though confusing (at least for Us at this time) this approach is very important for Our progress. As long as We believe and maintain that there is a separation, a divide between these worlds/realities/dimensions and Selves then there will be. We will continually be trying to bridge a chasm that does not (in fact) exist. It will be (and has been) a lot like shadow boxing.

We continued with other experiments and explorations of being multidimensional. We are multidimensional, We only need (if We choose) to become aware of it. We can play many, many games to explore this new found freedom. This is Our enlightenment. In Our opinion anyway. Tomorrow there will be more enlightenment to be had. We are infinite, the game, the exploring, the expanding never ends.

Our memory of these other games We played is foggy. Disembodying and re-embodying remains very clear. We slept in because it seemed impossible to leave Our dreams. Remember: “the impossible takes a little longer”. As We did eventually begin to wake, We felt a heaviness in Our body. We experienced this same thing a few days ago and that was the first time We are aware of ever feeling it. Yet, somehow, We theel We may have experienced this as a child. Back before We chose to shut down Our access to these ideas and concepts and realms (perhaps).

We took Our time getting up, allowing this heavy feeling to slowly dissolve. We One-dered if it is feeling OurSelf coming back into Our body? Yet, it seemed that We felt it from inside and the weight or pressure was coming from outside. Perhaps this is a type of bi-locating as We adjust to being back in 3D? But if We have said is true, We never left 3D, never really left Our body either.

We theel that We will leave this at a question.

01/26/13

Today:

Masters of the game

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:39:07 AM

Good morning. Last night was closer to Our normal nights. We spent a lot of time focusing on this illusion, this life of lies and deceits that We created. Every time We woke We were repeating Our mantra: “We are love”. There was quite a bit of information which is foggier now than We expected. We theel it will come back. It is about writing and rewriting Our story.

Ah, a flash: We are in the midst of this transition and rewriting Our stories. We visited many possible stories maybe storylines? Some made sense, many did not. However, We can see that this storyline We are in might not make sense when viewed from another storyline.

We had Our alarm set because We needed to get up early for a conference call this morning. We woke before the alarm and We were writing another storyline. We wanted to spend more time with it so We changed Our alarm to an hour later. A few minutes after the original alarm time Shadow came and woke Us up. As soon as We got up he went back to bed. As We were petting him and thanking him for knowing We needed to get up and waking Us We got the feeling that he is even more psychic than We real-eyes.

Perhaps there is more message to those times he wakes up nervous at night. We had thought it might be earthquakes but could not find any pattern between his waking and any earthquakes. Now, We will be alert to something more. It is about the story and expanding, that is All We get right now.

There was more information about being in the story as We have chosen that AND being aware that it is just a story and We are much more. There was also more focus on being masters of the game, after All, We designed the game. In order to live as masters We must acknowledge and accept that We are masters.

01/25/13

Today:

Breaking trail

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:25:19 AM

Good morning. It was a rather different night and We are not quite sure what the difference is. The only thing We can put Our finger on is that what We do remember was more focused on Our waking life than normal. We also repeated Our mantra: “We are love” (a lot) mixed with: “Remembering more of what We really are”. We were visiting and exploring Our expansion and many options.

We were typing about All this and decided it has turned into a Morning Review. So, We are going to transfer it to a new Morning Review. This Today may be a bit short as We have said a lot in the review and We will be going to get heating oil and water today. We will need to let the Review settle before proof reading it and We may have more to add.

Gotta love it. We have been talking/typing a lot about integration lately (or at least thinking about it if not sharing the idea) and right after We transferred Our typing to a new Morning Review We went to read the latest from Aisha North click here and she speaks about integration. We do sooooo love confirmation. We do not think We used integration in Our morning review but that is certainly what it is about. Our typing it up was One method for Us to integrate it.

We had some really great insights just before We left to get heating oil and water. Of course now We have forgotten, at least at a level that We can type about “them”.

It was about being both. Being in limitation 3d AND being expanded. The thing is, well actually several things: We know that We chose exactly what We have. We only get frustrated when We think We want “things” to be different. Sometimes We get fearful (less and less TG) that this time We are really and truly gonna be screwed. We do One-der why We do that to OurSelf? We have tons of proof and years of experience to show that We All-ways pull Our ass out of the fire at the very least. Usually We live much better than that. However the old limitation and separation 3D mindset is firmly planted and easy to access.

Whenever We tread on new ground it is sooooo easy to dredge up those old thoughts, fears, doubts and beliefs back up. It is sooooo much less than it used to be and that is some major progress. We know We will know what to do when We need to do it. We also know that not knowing exactly “how” things will work out is part of the adventure. And even if Hobbits do not usually go on adventures, the most famous Ones did and would not trade that experience for the world. Again, it is All about the experience.

We do tend to get caught in the trap of thinking limitation 3D should or will disappear. It does not look like that is going to happen anytime soon. If fact, it will All-ways be an option available to Us. We keep being reminded that these other dimensions and worlds and realities coexist in this time and space. We just have to get Our filters off Our eyes and other senses to be aware of “them”. We designed the game of limitation and separation, We chose to play, when are We gonna learn to enjoy it? When We really get it that We are not trapped in it.

So it seems that We are remembering some of Our brilliant (LOL) insights from earlier. Here is the part that seems especially important: We are master of the game as well as masters of time. Once that really clicks with Us then We are able to fully advance to the next level of the game. We have different rules at that level.

01/25/13

Adjusting

Morning Review (as We are waking and/or resisting waking)

Last seemed quite different to Us. Much of the earlier pleasant dreams were forgotten until after We had processed these thoughts and feelings and intuitions from the latter parts of the night. It seemed like was actually most of the night but We All know how time is in dream time.

It seems that We are having a little difficulty not trying to limit Our new world with expectations. Just letting go and going with the flow seem as unfamiliar as ever. We really do wish to let go and open and allow. That is just not what We have been trained/programmed to do. This is about change and a lot of change. We were continually reminded that this world, this life We think We are living is only a game, a story, a play that We are acting out and pretending is real. We are doing an excellent job but now that it is closing night many are having a hard time letting it end.

Of course, it does not really end, it is part of infinity and We can return here anytime We want. Believing it actually and finally ends is part of the story. We really have fallen in and do not know how to get up. This seems hard and difficult for many of Us. Letting go is actually so easy and yet it can seem nearly impossible.

As We are typing this We wonder if this was a night school and yet it seems very different from any previous classes. Usually in night school We explore expansion. It seems that last night was more about exploring where We actually are right now. We know that the real is very different from this game of pretending. We are (or were) pretending to be limited and separate. That is impossible. Yet, We are so good at what We are doing, We are so creative and powerful that We convinced even OurSelves that it is real and the only thing that is real.

We really do not know what to expect and that is scary for humans. We like to know (or think We know) what lies ahead. We would at least like to have a clue. In Our game everything was quite predictable. That is no longer the case. Now, We are writing Our story as We go. We are writing it One step at a time. It is going to be completely different, yet there must be some elements that remain. We simply can not picture or even feel what is ahead and that frustrates Us (personally for certain, and probably for the masses as well). We do not even get a little taste or sniff of anything on the wind and it remains silent until We enter the moment.

We are so familiar with separation and limitation that even though it has been Our heart's desire to be free for millenia, it feels unsure. It feels unstable. It is unknown. Or is it just forgotten, buried deep, deep beneath the layers upon layers of denial?

We are definitely in the transition. It is taking a good deal of adjustment and has many of Us in a frenzy. It can even feel like being a frog in a blender.

We do have some dream memories of merging and blending worlds and realities but these are not clear, no point of reference (yet). We remember merging Our energy bodies with others and it was more physical than We might expect. Many familiar friends (aspects of Our expanded Self) were there to comfort and reassure Us. This was very pleasant. Yet, the new experience still feels new and unfamiliar.

We continue to be aware that We need (and want) to remain open and willing to change.

We are reminded that We are here to experience AND We are doing something brand new. It gets confusing knowing that We can remember doing something that has never been done before, but that thinking is based on/in being finite. This is about being infinite. The physical used to be limited to the finite. We are taking the physical into the infinite. WOW. We are in this transition and there is going to be a lot of trial and error. From this We get two things, We get to explore and experience. And still, even in what We call “trial and error” there is perfection. How is that for a pair-a-docks? We may as well get used to it.

What will it be like to be fully connected and yet still be individual parts (like cells of a body) and limitless (which We really have no accurate example of, for humans the closest would be a bird but even that falls way short) and still have bodies?

Part of the answer is that We All-ways have been connected and individual parts at the same time and We have All-ways been unlimited. We just forgot and We forgot very well.

Another part of the answer here (a clue at least) will be that We are much more than just these bodies. These bodies are tools and/or toys for exploring and experiencing the physical. Now, We are going to take these tools and toys into a brand new adventure. It will be like having finished building One house that took generations to build. We are going to pack up Our tools and toys and other goodies and take “them” All to a brand new construction sight. We have not even broken ground at this sight.

Consider this: Our bodies are Our tools and toys, there are over seven billion bodies and “they” are All Ours. Just be with that thought a while.

We do want to insert here that the idea of building and construction is part of the old pair-a-dime. These words denote killing trees and animals plus the use of minerals torn from the belly of Our mother Gaia. That was yesterday, this is today, this is now. We will no longer be destroying anything to suit or please something else. We will be growing and creating Our new domains. We will not need shelter for We will be in tune and harmony with nature. Of course some of this will be a ways in the future unless We can accept it without proof and prior example.

We are in the transition. How long this will take and how much of the old We drag into it and how far away is the new is going to be up to each One of Us. Again, We are here for the experience. We will probably want to wring everything possible out of the experience just like We All-ways have in the passed.

This will require adjustment and it is very likely that just when We think We have made the proper adjustment, then We will change (move forward) and have to adjust All over again. The days of living in the predictable and stagnate are mostly over. We are now living in a state of constant flux. The unfamiliar is All-ways uncomfortable until it becomes familiar. This will be a little different in that We will be constantly changing. That is not really anything new either, but We think it is. This change will be expansion.

01/24/13

Today:

Advancing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:52:40 AM

Good morning. We had a really nasty dream last night. This is so unusual that it really caught Us by surprise. It did take a little while for Us to pull out of the icky feeling and recuperate. It took even longer to understand what it was about.

The message was (at lest) two fold. It was about integration. Integrating a part of Us that is even uglier and repulsive than any thought We have ever had about demons. The other part is about the impossibility and absurdity of separation. Separation brings out such an ugly side of Us. A side that can only exist when We believe We are living and doing the impossible: being separate and limited.

We really are ready to let this belief go. We returned to dream while asking for assistance from Our many advanced aspects. We woke up smiling. The song “Bright Eyes” and scenes from the movie “Watership Down” have been running through Our mind lately but it is especially strong this morning.

We just read the latest Removing the Shackles click here and decided to subscribe. We have excerpts before and maybe even some full articles but We never felt it was what We wanted for a regular diet. We thelt that this message explains that. We are not sure that subscribing is wise for Us but We do theel that she is heading in the right direction. If it turns out to be another distraction We can All-ways unsubscribe.

The thing is that after reading the article and some other emails this morning We see why We had the dream We had last night. It seems We are All being shaken to Our core and Our very foundations and beliefs are being called to question. We (personally) might not have been as aware of this without that dream. This shaking and questioning and uprooting is a good thing. It may look quite the opposite and very confusing. To those who are clueless as to the inner changes going on We are sure it is very confusing but for those who are aware it could seem even more confusing because it looks like going in the opposite direction. Well, in a way it is.

Interesting that somewhere in Our dreams last night We pondered the old saying: “We are not retreating. We are advancing to the rear.” It may just be true. Perhaps We have advanced OurSelves right into a brick wall, or maybe an ambush. Perhaps We missed One of those secret passages that are so common in computer games. After All, a world based on separation (which is an impossibility) is merely a computer generated game of “Let's pretend”. It really is and We convinced OurSelves that is All that is real and the real is pretend. We turned everything upside down and called it cake.

We theel that Removing the Shackles is still focused in limitation 3D and the game of separation but as We said earlier, it theels like “they” are heading in the right direction. We still have mixed feelings about “OPPT”. It too seems very focused in limitation and separation yet the language is different. Perhaps it is truly is an example of those who are working at a different level than We (personally) are. It does seem to be a game of wait and see on that front.

In the mean time We know that Our focus MUST be on: “We are love”, “Remembering more of what We really are” and “sending love”. This is the only answer that will truly work but there may well be many formulas/paths to achieving the same answer.

Again, what We are doing is brand new. We are pulling the physical into realms where it has never gone before. Higher dimensions have All-ways been able (even if unwilling) to access the lower dimensions. However the opposite has not been true. Lower dimensions tend to desire higher dimensions but are unable to reach “them” without expanding beyond “their” borders. It seems the physical had All-ways been limited to 3D and now We are taking it into higher dimensions. If We let OurSelves be with this a while it does explain another reason why old words and definitions fall short and many people misunderstand and even argue about how those words are being used.

We are test pilots indeed.

As We ponder All this, mostly just being with it and letting it settle We distinctly get the theeling that We (personally) just need to be open and willing to change. It does feel like We are on a cliff and the decision has not yet been made. Normally at this point We would try to drive ahead, forcing Our way and trying to make things happen. That is probably what brought Us to this point to begin with. AND that is not necessarily a bad thing but We may very well change Our standard method of operation. We are quite certain that We prefer to allow love to direct Our path.

Following Our heart. We are love.

The thought came through that often We are told/asked to make choices about Our future. We do NOT enough information to make a rock solid choice and decision, at least not with Our heads. We can only follow Our heart if We want anything to change. And that brings up something else. As humans We tend to want everything to be better but We do NOT want anything to change. Ah, another choice. Which do We want: change or no change?

We (personally) choose change but We know that is not an easy road and it will often be tempting to return to a drugged sleep.

It seems that We are used to being and living in a stagnate world, a pond that never drains and never receives much clean fresh water coming in. It stinks but it is familiar. Now, a river has begun to run through Our little pond and it dislodging All the muck and tearing roots from the mire. It is not a gentle process and each One of Us is feeling it. It is unsettling and that is exactly what it is meant to be. We react in a wide variety of ways, many of those not being pretty. Just about everyOne of Us feels like the rug is being pulled out from underneath Our feet, because it is.

We are seeing several different perspectives (and therefore meanings) of last night's dream. Interesting but it still looks disgusting and that is the point.

It has certainly been an interesting day of reading and feeling. We have been able to remain mostly detached from what Our empathy is feeling going on in the world. We have been able to remain open and willing to change. We were reminded that in a strong wind: a pliable willow does better than a solid oak. The winds of change are blowing and blowing strong.

01/23/13

Today:

Unexpected meetings

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:49:31 AM

Good morning. A very fun night traveling and playing. We did not have much to share until late in the morning. We are still unsure quite what or how to share. The night was definitely about many types and races and species working together. It does feel like actions and interactions are amping up.

Here is the part We hesitate about. We generally are not into hierarchies of any type. How to explain, it is not that We do not believe that “they” exist in some levels but We truly feel that in the bottomline All are equal. Yet, We distinctly and clearly felt that archangel Michael showed up this morning. What exactly is the significance of this? Well, if it fits in the pattern it would be about integration. Now that makes sense. Even though We believe at One level that All are equal We have kept certain aspects at bay so to speak. The further extremes on the scale between good and bad. Interesting: if someOne who is as into equality and believing that good and bad are merely judgments and aspects of duality still holds the extremes at bay, how on earth can We expect anyOne else to come to balance.

Perhaps that is exactly what this is All about. After All, We met Our demon and found out through experience that he is not such a bad fellow. Perhaps AA Michael is not such a good fellow as We might imagine. Perhaps he is rather human too. Maybe a better way to put it is that maybe he is balanced.

Balance is really what this is All about, well that and experience. We know that as We experience then We bring that into the collective and it does make it easier for others to experience.

Well, after typing that and getting clearer this may be more fun than We had anticipated. After All the rest of the night was a lot of fun. There were so many players and sooooo much frolicking about it is hard to imagine that We actually got anything done. But that is exactly the point. (How many exactly the point(s) were there?) We were doing what needed to get done in Our play. Work is becoming play. Last night We were focused on Our space port and it is getting very busy. Much is happening.

There seems to be a gate that needs opening or We may have opened it last night.

Our demon showed up several times, doing different things and bringing Us new found friends. This time “they” All seem to be alive. At One point he said that We had not recognized him several times lately. When he showed Us the times it happened We told him it was because he was not wearing his own face. He informed Us that We should be recognizing his energy signature. That certainly makes a lot of sense but We have not yet learned/remembered how to All-ways be aware of All of Our multidimensional senses. We asked for help. After All, We are only asking OurSelf for help. Just like AA Michael is only part of Us and desires to be accepted as such.

How is that for insight? Experiential insight.

As We stretched and pondered some of this We felt the presence of All these other worlds and aspects of OurSelf. We said hello even though We still do not see any of this. We thought: “removing the filters from My eyes”. It felt/feels like there are something like scales or cataracts that are blocking Our vision. We only see what We are familiar with in Our waking world and there is sooooo much more to see and experience. We know We are holding on to the old, to limitation. We are willing to let go and expand.

We are reading Suzanne Lie's latest article LIVING MULTIPLE REALITIES 4 and she speaks about Us not being Our bodies but We are wearing Our bodies. We are reminded that this is like wearing a glove or a pair of shoes. Our entire Self does not fit into the glove or the shoe. Even when We actually get it that We are more than just Our body and are only wearing these bodies We tend to continue to think that We fit (All of Our entirety fits) inside the body. This is just a continuation of projecting limitation. It is very familiar and very insidious. We need to keep reminding Us that We are more. Our body can only contain a very small portion or fragment of what We really are.

Earlier We were looking out Our front window. It is quite lovely. But, what We see is only a small part of what is really here and even that is skewed. What We see is skewed by Our belief in separation and limitation. We are connected to everything We see. Everything We see is energy AND it is alive. This is sooooo different from how We think it looks. We continue to remove the filters of separation and limitation by reminding OurSelves of this.

We keep remembering the space port that is here but which We do not yet see. We also remember All the beans that are here busy at play in the port. We still see (yes an actual picture in Our non-visual mind) the gate that We are opening. Probably many gates but right now We have the picture of One gate and Our demon is there with Us encouraging Us.

As We read and type emails, watch some good vids and read articles We continue having this feeling of shifting and expansion. It continues to feel that We are bringing this reality and others closer and closer together. We are in the process of making “their” co-exist-dance dance visible and perceivable. How cool is that? It is new and it is exciting.

01/22/13

Today:

Merging and emerging

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:29:41 AM

Good morning. It was One of those nights where We know We had a lot fun but do not remember specifically what We did. Once again We woke focused on: “We are love” and then: “opening and expanding”. That is probably exactly what We were doing. The bits We do remember would certainly support that.

When We were first waking We remembered that when We dreamwalk (visit other people's dreams) We rarely remember what We did because it is “their” personal dream and not really any of Our business. So, that is probably another part.

We were also theeling that in waking, in limitation, in separation, in 3D (All of those are related but not necessarily the same) We are totally focused (zoomed in) on One thing, timeline, possibility with anything else either ignored and denied or labeled bad and evil (Sign that says: “Don't go there”). Often in dream We go multi-D and Our experience is vast, panoramic, zoomed out and All inclusive (or nearly All inclusive). Our memories are not (yet) trained to handle and translate that. In fact quite the opposite. Our memory facilities are intended, designed and trained to filter out most of the multi-D experiences.

We do remember being in and seeing (yes a visual) and exploring the space port here and a ranch that is also being established (brought into) the physical (at least partially). We remember that about a month ago We were told that We are kind of pulling other dimensions and realities into this One. We have been typing quite a bit about blending and merging worlds. This is what We are experiencing, this is what We are doing. It is kind of like when there is an object behind a curtain and We pull it through the slit in the curtain so that it becomes visible. We are doing this from both directions. Like a ship that emerges from a fog.

It is exciting.

We are enjoying growing more and more aware of All this when We are awake.

We continue to have visions of blending and merging worlds and realities. It really is like there is this shimmering, sheer, ephemeral curtain/veil and We are pulling other realities through it, or like a little tug boat pulling and guiding an ocean liner out of the fog and into port. It takes time, effort, focus and patience. It is a big project but even that little bitty tug boat is equal to the task of pulling that huge ocean liner into port.

Hmmmmm, interesting that We also have the image of a space port here and that is One of the things being pulled into the physical even as the physical is being raised in vibration to accommodate more.

As One reality emerges (from or out of whatever hides it) into the neighboring reality it is a gradual process. It is a slow and steady unveiling.

We watched “Watership Down” online today. It is very interesting the difference watching it from Our current perspective. We had tried to either read or watch it many years ago and from Our constricted view at the time We just could not endure it.

We do have a feeling that some more big change is in the wind. We really liked Fiber and his intuition in the movie. We know that what We are feeling could easily be seen as a bad or negative thing, but it is not. Unless We choose to make it so.

01/21/13

Today:

Releasing separation

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:57:43 AM

Good morning. We do not remember much from Our dream life until just before and after waking. It feels like We were getting some type of download or update most of the night. Shadow and We were both too hot most of the night. It felt like the cabin was getting warmer rather than cooling off. When We did check the actual temperature it was 54F. We are usually quite comfortable sleeping at that temperature. Also, Shadow was nervous again every time he woke. It is unusual for him to exhibit signs of being nervous throughout the night.

At the end We were focused on removing the filters and shackles of separation and limitation. We hope We are bringing that into Our waking world. We are focusing on remembering what We are and what this world really is Once We release separation. There were vision of changes. Changes that are rooted inside Us and manifesting in the outer. We are reminded that many are working on the outer changes and bringing those about. We anchor those on the inner planes. So much going on, it is heating up and speeding up.

Quite interesting to Us. We are feeling and visioning change sooooo strongly and yet We just read emails from some (who have expectations about Obama's inauguration) being disappointed. Others are reacting in a more balanced way. We feel the change is well under way. Some see it things happening in “their” physical lives, others it remains an inside thing. We feel it on the inside and perceive it spreading outward.

It does seem that those standing strong is beginning to out number the Ones expressing fear and doubt. Our strength is growing and many are going within for answers.

We are feeling something. It is good and it is energetic but We do not know quite what it is. We theel very strong to just be with it. It may well be a continuation of last night.

Quite interesting, We are doing (or have done) several 3D tasks yet We are most definitely in an expanded state of consciousness. It is an interesting and rewarding experience.

And so We are drifting out or is it in, perhaps it is both.

01/20/13

Today:

Play

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:23:25 AM

Good morning. Another night spent All over the place. Some very bizarre alternate realities and some very fun and cool Ones. And then there was One about everybody merging, that was the best One. In One We got to play with Our dragon again, that was a lot of fun and We brought that into the merging dream too.

The space port and Faerie castle were also prominent in some parts of the night. Seems it is getting quite busy here. Thank god it is mostly in energy bodies at least until the castle and terminal are brought into the physical (or at least a gateway back and forth or something). It is clear that being able to access the physical bodies is an important part of this port (portal????). Probably accessing the physical period. Trying to “figure” some of the terms out, is the physical All 3D, or can We be multidimensional and experience the physical etc. etc. can be a real brain twister. We get the feeling that figuring it out is really a waste of time. Experiencing is the point. After We experience, maybe then We can explain and maybe not. It may not be something We can ever describe in words or fathom from a 3D perspective.

We are enjoying the experience. We are also aware that We are remembering more and more often that limitation 3D (which is based on separation which is impossible) is not actually real. The more We remind OurSelves (and We will grant that the words We use may be very inaccurate) the more We shift into being experientially multidimensional.

Another thought that has been coming up is that We have called Our bodies tools (which “they” are) but it is important to also see “them” as toys. For a hobbyist tools are often called toys. It is important, remember to play with Our toys.

Physical life and separation have greatly locked Us into survival, struggle, toil and work. If We can shift Our view of “needs” to a view/perspective of “play” and “pretend” We can greatly accelerate Our expansion. The thing We usually argue for and demand Our limitations. We have a very hard time accepting even the possibility that Our “needs” are actually imaginary. It is a tough choice. It would seem to be easy but We are very attached to Our limitations. Remember again, negative attachment is exactly the same as positive attachment.

01/19/13

Today:

Staying in dream state

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:29:13 AM

Good morning. Wow. Talk about All over the place and playing with the stars and the Faeries and and and.......... We really thought We would be typing up a night school, some was sooooo clear and precise and informative. And maybe We will after We wake. For now We are still too much out there and playing to be concerned with much typing. More recess.................

We did think about getting up at 4AM to type up what We had experienced up until then but We wanted to keep dreaming. We knew that there was more. We were right. When We did wake just now We still did not (and do not) want to stop dreaming. We hope to go back to dreaming soon. There is just sooooo much to explore and it is sooooo fun. The feeling of connection is a big part of it. As much as We have progresses We still a bit separated when We are awake. Maybe that is what We will focus on.

As I begin reading emails, maybe it is not so bad to be awake. We are in the shift.

There was an interesting part about Our cabin being (or becoming) like an airport terminal but actually a space port terminal. The Faerie castle here is an important aspect of that. Quite interesting and fun.

We never got the inspiration to type up a night school. Perhaps that is information that needs to sit a while.

Let it suffice to say that the youngstars are very busy with exploration and research and very multidimensional.

At the end of the day, We were quite aware that We never fully left Our dream state during the day and as evening approached We went even deeper.

01/18/13

Today:

Choices

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:25:30 AM

Good morning. We spent most (maybe All) of the night with the Fae. It was very interesting. The Fae are also very playful. At One point (when We woke during the night) We wondered if there is a connection between this visiting the Fae to such a degree or depth and Our demon. We theel that there is. We can see a clear connection between demons and the Fae. Even though many people view the Fae with more acceptance and positivity than demons, there are still those who view the Fae as evil and there certainly have been times when the Fae where very vilified. We were reminded of how certain species of Fae are still regarded as evil and villains.

The night was focused on integrating Our world/reality with those of the Fae. It feels like this is something that is happening (though slowly) in Our waking world. It was like being on fast forward in Our dream life. There was an interesting mix of characters from Our remember passed in different roles. A lot of it seemed nonsensical yet We know that it made perfect sense if viewed as the transition.

Much of it was so odd that We can not even remember what it was. Even though We do remember that it happened. Some things We have memory of but no words.

Once again, it feels like was the introduction and there will be more that will clear up Our confusion.

It will be fun.

Shadow woke several times and was nervous. We got the impression that he is not familiar with such a strong Fae presence exerting itSelf into Our life. Even though there has been a Faerie castle here and many Fae in “their” world and dimensions “they” have not merged and emerged this strongly into Our world/dimension before. It seems the veil and the borders are definitely thinning.

Just before We woke We felt the emphasizing of the word: “evoke” coming through very strong. We did not know why. One of the first things We did upon arising was Google “evoke”. We did not find much that We are not All-ready familiar with. We did not know why the focus on this word. Then, One of the first emails We read (keep typing dread) was completely intended to “evoke” feelings of desperation, fear, anger, hopelessness and victim-hood. The complete opposite of the transitional dreams We were having. We were dreaming about the word “evoke” when the email was being sent. Now that is a lot to ponder.

We just read a message from John Smallman (that was actually posted yesterday) which gives another explanation for: “Is it real?” click here to read

We theel We are experiencing (in dream and in waking) what many foretold about the end of 2012 and what would follow. Many of these predictions seemed contradictory and perhaps impossible (which “they” probably are from a 3D perspective) but it resonated with Us.

We are seeing All-most (or completely) opposite worlds and realities co-existing in the same time and space (that time and space being “now”). We see worlds uniting, blending and merging while others seem to be fragmenting yet We remain as One. Definitely NOT a 3D concept.

Many are kicking and screaming and demanding to hold onto “their” victim-hood. We honor and allow this while sending “them” love. It will quite interesting to see/experience how this All settles out.

Something that came to Us that We are processing, integrating and expanding now is that We are coming to a further point of remembering more of what We really are. We were saying All of what We really are for a while but We think that is a bit of a tall order, at least currently. We theel that more is more appropriate. As We move into this more Our identification with Our physical body is going to have to transform. We theel this is the cliff We are standing at now and it is very difficult for many. For those of Us who cling to the belief that We are only Our body (which to some extent is most of Us but some cling more tightly than others) this can look/feel/sound/smell/taste like losing what We are. This makes a lot of sense really and therefore where We are and where We are going can look quite traumatic.

Some of Us get it that We are much more than Our physical body, yet that is All We are familiar with and accustomed to. So, even for those who believe We are more but have not really experienced much or any of this more, We too are at a scarey place. At best it is unknown and unfamiliar even if not scarey.

Here is the part that few of Us have even considered: We have All-ways been this expanded, multidimensional, spiritual being. Our physical body has All-ways been merely a vessel or tool to experience and fully explore physicality. As We expand We do not have to lose the tool. We only think We do because We are sooooo accustomed to thinking We are only Our bodies AND We are accustomed to the belief in death. Not too many of Us have any real, experiential knowledge of what happens after death. Most of Us are really only familiar with life.

Of course, We know that life does not really end at death, but We have not experienced that (most of Us anyway).

Some, out of shear fear (or whatever reason) are choosing and will choose death to avoid what We fear: losing OurSelf. This method will actually deliver to Us what We fear most: losing Our body. Whereas if We face Our fears and walk boldly into that which We fear then We can expand and still use Our tool (Our body) whenever We choose.

Now this is a pair-a-docks indeed. Reminds Us of somethings Jesus is quoted as saying.

What is really cool is that if We allow this expansion, not only will be able to keep the use of Our tool, Our body but We can do so WITHOUT thinking it (Our body) is All that We are. We never again have to return to that forgetting, that pretend separation, that isolation, that limitation.

Again, if We try to cling to Our body as All that We are We will lose the very thing that We love so dearly. The thing is that even that choice is not so bad as it might seem. We get it (now) that the reason the question of: “Did Our demon push the boy from the train?” is actually irrelevant is that if the boy had not chosen to die, then he would not have died. (It does seem weird that We still do not have a name for the boy but perhaps he can represent more of Us without a name.) And now that the boy is in his energy body he is more alive than ever before. He just can not experience being physical, at least not until he acquires another body. That may be an undecided possibility. In his energy body he is able to interact with people (like Me) that have physical bodies but not as freely as if he had a body. His contact and interaction with “them” tends to be more dreamlike.

We have no idea if any of this makes sense to anyOne besides OurSelf. It is perfectly clear to Us, it is something We are feeling and experiencing.

As We move forward (expand) We gain sooooo much. We gain what We fear losing the most. We can All-ways go back if We go forward. Yet, We feel fear (at least to some degree) because We hold onto the thought/belief (no matter how tiny it is now for Us) that We are only Our body. If anyOne reading this can say that I Am wrong I welcome that.

01/17/13

Today:

A slightly different view

Wizard's Log Star-date: 10:14:26 AM

Good morning. This morning We are having thoughts of walking with Our dragon in fields of dandy lions, wearing blue bells around Our collars and watching the sun flower. Maybe We are ready for the spring waking.

Last night was mostly recess. Playing amongst the stars and meeting and connection with more new found friends. We so enjoy the way We make instant friends with those We meet.

The boy spent more time with Us last night than the night before. We asked him if he would help Us get more familiar with Our energy body. We real-eyes now that a lot of the night was spent doing this but We did not bring much memory of it into waking.

We were a bit sidetracked towards morning by dreaming of the trials for reconciliation. We know that (still) most of the masses desire to see trial and punishment for Our world leaders. Perhaps in “their” reality that is what it will look like. In Our reality the trials will be to establish reconciliation with All of the leaders and other actors in the game. A golden opportunity to reconnect with All of Our rejects and castaways. No longer will Our hearts be left laying abandoned by the side of the road.

Then We experienced the final act of this great drama. We were shown another to way to view: “Is it real or is it illusion?” (this example has been used by many but We never got the connection to real and pretend quite this way before) In a Broadway play, what happens is real. The actors really do what “they” do, yet it is only a play. For the most part, the actors (and actresses) do what “they” do night after night, the same thing over and over again. To the audience it may or may not look real but regardless “they” observe the performance. Some may get sucked in while others may think it is the most ridiculous thing “they” have ever seen. Generally the audience knows that the play is not “real” yet many pretend it is for a short time.

This is a great metaphor for Our current reality. The thing is that We are on stage AND We are in the audience. Somehow We (most of Us anyway) fell asleep and are dreaming the play is real. And so, in the dream, it is very, very real. Now, We begin to wake, the final act of the final performance.

Next We experienced most of the theaters and playhouses closed down. The sets are being taken apart, most are recycled and most of the buildings are being revamped to serve other purposes and some are being torn down. Some will remain, and there continue to be plays, dramas and tragedies and comedies performed in grand and professional style. The best of the best.

Hopefully We will remain awake as We act Our parts and/or watch the plays. Some will choose to fall asleep again but it will no longer be mandatory for participation.

More and more of Us will begin living Our dreams instead of only dreaming “them”.

We theel there will be more to come about living in Our energy bodies and that there is a real connection between these parts of last night's dream life.

It seems WE may be dangerously close to falling into You Tubes of old songs Once again. Oh well. Again, We are reminded that: “You can never go back” is a lie. We can All-ways go back and perhaps many of Us are doing just that. The thing is that this time We may be able to remember to stay awake and not get sucked in.

All-most forgot to mention that We feel the presence of Our demon and the boy both kind of hovering around today.

In discussing the experience of watching the boy's death and Our demon being there and immediately bringing the boy to Us, We remembered Our question at the time: “did Our demon push the boy from the train?” The answer was: “that is irrelevant”. The truth is that the boy was never this alive before he died. How is that for a paradox?