01/25/13

Adjusting

Morning Review (as We are waking and/or resisting waking)

Last seemed quite different to Us. Much of the earlier pleasant dreams were forgotten until after We had processed these thoughts and feelings and intuitions from the latter parts of the night. It seemed like was actually most of the night but We All know how time is in dream time.

It seems that We are having a little difficulty not trying to limit Our new world with expectations. Just letting go and going with the flow seem as unfamiliar as ever. We really do wish to let go and open and allow. That is just not what We have been trained/programmed to do. This is about change and a lot of change. We were continually reminded that this world, this life We think We are living is only a game, a story, a play that We are acting out and pretending is real. We are doing an excellent job but now that it is closing night many are having a hard time letting it end.

Of course, it does not really end, it is part of infinity and We can return here anytime We want. Believing it actually and finally ends is part of the story. We really have fallen in and do not know how to get up. This seems hard and difficult for many of Us. Letting go is actually so easy and yet it can seem nearly impossible.

As We are typing this We wonder if this was a night school and yet it seems very different from any previous classes. Usually in night school We explore expansion. It seems that last night was more about exploring where We actually are right now. We know that the real is very different from this game of pretending. We are (or were) pretending to be limited and separate. That is impossible. Yet, We are so good at what We are doing, We are so creative and powerful that We convinced even OurSelves that it is real and the only thing that is real.

We really do not know what to expect and that is scary for humans. We like to know (or think We know) what lies ahead. We would at least like to have a clue. In Our game everything was quite predictable. That is no longer the case. Now, We are writing Our story as We go. We are writing it One step at a time. It is going to be completely different, yet there must be some elements that remain. We simply can not picture or even feel what is ahead and that frustrates Us (personally for certain, and probably for the masses as well). We do not even get a little taste or sniff of anything on the wind and it remains silent until We enter the moment.

We are so familiar with separation and limitation that even though it has been Our heart's desire to be free for millenia, it feels unsure. It feels unstable. It is unknown. Or is it just forgotten, buried deep, deep beneath the layers upon layers of denial?

We are definitely in the transition. It is taking a good deal of adjustment and has many of Us in a frenzy. It can even feel like being a frog in a blender.

We do have some dream memories of merging and blending worlds and realities but these are not clear, no point of reference (yet). We remember merging Our energy bodies with others and it was more physical than We might expect. Many familiar friends (aspects of Our expanded Self) were there to comfort and reassure Us. This was very pleasant. Yet, the new experience still feels new and unfamiliar.

We continue to be aware that We need (and want) to remain open and willing to change.

We are reminded that We are here to experience AND We are doing something brand new. It gets confusing knowing that We can remember doing something that has never been done before, but that thinking is based on/in being finite. This is about being infinite. The physical used to be limited to the finite. We are taking the physical into the infinite. WOW. We are in this transition and there is going to be a lot of trial and error. From this We get two things, We get to explore and experience. And still, even in what We call “trial and error” there is perfection. How is that for a pair-a-docks? We may as well get used to it.

What will it be like to be fully connected and yet still be individual parts (like cells of a body) and limitless (which We really have no accurate example of, for humans the closest would be a bird but even that falls way short) and still have bodies?

Part of the answer is that We All-ways have been connected and individual parts at the same time and We have All-ways been unlimited. We just forgot and We forgot very well.

Another part of the answer here (a clue at least) will be that We are much more than just these bodies. These bodies are tools and/or toys for exploring and experiencing the physical. Now, We are going to take these tools and toys into a brand new adventure. It will be like having finished building One house that took generations to build. We are going to pack up Our tools and toys and other goodies and take “them” All to a brand new construction sight. We have not even broken ground at this sight.

Consider this: Our bodies are Our tools and toys, there are over seven billion bodies and “they” are All Ours. Just be with that thought a while.

We do want to insert here that the idea of building and construction is part of the old pair-a-dime. These words denote killing trees and animals plus the use of minerals torn from the belly of Our mother Gaia. That was yesterday, this is today, this is now. We will no longer be destroying anything to suit or please something else. We will be growing and creating Our new domains. We will not need shelter for We will be in tune and harmony with nature. Of course some of this will be a ways in the future unless We can accept it without proof and prior example.

We are in the transition. How long this will take and how much of the old We drag into it and how far away is the new is going to be up to each One of Us. Again, We are here for the experience. We will probably want to wring everything possible out of the experience just like We All-ways have in the passed.

This will require adjustment and it is very likely that just when We think We have made the proper adjustment, then We will change (move forward) and have to adjust All over again. The days of living in the predictable and stagnate are mostly over. We are now living in a state of constant flux. The unfamiliar is All-ways uncomfortable until it becomes familiar. This will be a little different in that We will be constantly changing. That is not really anything new either, but We think it is. This change will be expansion.