01/24/13

Today:

Advancing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:52:40 AM

Good morning. We had a really nasty dream last night. This is so unusual that it really caught Us by surprise. It did take a little while for Us to pull out of the icky feeling and recuperate. It took even longer to understand what it was about.

The message was (at lest) two fold. It was about integration. Integrating a part of Us that is even uglier and repulsive than any thought We have ever had about demons. The other part is about the impossibility and absurdity of separation. Separation brings out such an ugly side of Us. A side that can only exist when We believe We are living and doing the impossible: being separate and limited.

We really are ready to let this belief go. We returned to dream while asking for assistance from Our many advanced aspects. We woke up smiling. The song “Bright Eyes” and scenes from the movie “Watership Down” have been running through Our mind lately but it is especially strong this morning.

We just read the latest Removing the Shackles click here and decided to subscribe. We have excerpts before and maybe even some full articles but We never felt it was what We wanted for a regular diet. We thelt that this message explains that. We are not sure that subscribing is wise for Us but We do theel that she is heading in the right direction. If it turns out to be another distraction We can All-ways unsubscribe.

The thing is that after reading the article and some other emails this morning We see why We had the dream We had last night. It seems We are All being shaken to Our core and Our very foundations and beliefs are being called to question. We (personally) might not have been as aware of this without that dream. This shaking and questioning and uprooting is a good thing. It may look quite the opposite and very confusing. To those who are clueless as to the inner changes going on We are sure it is very confusing but for those who are aware it could seem even more confusing because it looks like going in the opposite direction. Well, in a way it is.

Interesting that somewhere in Our dreams last night We pondered the old saying: “We are not retreating. We are advancing to the rear.” It may just be true. Perhaps We have advanced OurSelves right into a brick wall, or maybe an ambush. Perhaps We missed One of those secret passages that are so common in computer games. After All, a world based on separation (which is an impossibility) is merely a computer generated game of “Let's pretend”. It really is and We convinced OurSelves that is All that is real and the real is pretend. We turned everything upside down and called it cake.

We theel that Removing the Shackles is still focused in limitation 3D and the game of separation but as We said earlier, it theels like “they” are heading in the right direction. We still have mixed feelings about “OPPT”. It too seems very focused in limitation and separation yet the language is different. Perhaps it is truly is an example of those who are working at a different level than We (personally) are. It does seem to be a game of wait and see on that front.

In the mean time We know that Our focus MUST be on: “We are love”, “Remembering more of what We really are” and “sending love”. This is the only answer that will truly work but there may well be many formulas/paths to achieving the same answer.

Again, what We are doing is brand new. We are pulling the physical into realms where it has never gone before. Higher dimensions have All-ways been able (even if unwilling) to access the lower dimensions. However the opposite has not been true. Lower dimensions tend to desire higher dimensions but are unable to reach “them” without expanding beyond “their” borders. It seems the physical had All-ways been limited to 3D and now We are taking it into higher dimensions. If We let OurSelves be with this a while it does explain another reason why old words and definitions fall short and many people misunderstand and even argue about how those words are being used.

We are test pilots indeed.

As We ponder All this, mostly just being with it and letting it settle We distinctly get the theeling that We (personally) just need to be open and willing to change. It does feel like We are on a cliff and the decision has not yet been made. Normally at this point We would try to drive ahead, forcing Our way and trying to make things happen. That is probably what brought Us to this point to begin with. AND that is not necessarily a bad thing but We may very well change Our standard method of operation. We are quite certain that We prefer to allow love to direct Our path.

Following Our heart. We are love.

The thought came through that often We are told/asked to make choices about Our future. We do NOT enough information to make a rock solid choice and decision, at least not with Our heads. We can only follow Our heart if We want anything to change. And that brings up something else. As humans We tend to want everything to be better but We do NOT want anything to change. Ah, another choice. Which do We want: change or no change?

We (personally) choose change but We know that is not an easy road and it will often be tempting to return to a drugged sleep.

It seems that We are used to being and living in a stagnate world, a pond that never drains and never receives much clean fresh water coming in. It stinks but it is familiar. Now, a river has begun to run through Our little pond and it dislodging All the muck and tearing roots from the mire. It is not a gentle process and each One of Us is feeling it. It is unsettling and that is exactly what it is meant to be. We react in a wide variety of ways, many of those not being pretty. Just about everyOne of Us feels like the rug is being pulled out from underneath Our feet, because it is.

We are seeing several different perspectives (and therefore meanings) of last night's dream. Interesting but it still looks disgusting and that is the point.

It has certainly been an interesting day of reading and feeling. We have been able to remain mostly detached from what Our empathy is feeling going on in the world. We have been able to remain open and willing to change. We were reminded that in a strong wind: a pliable willow does better than a solid oak. The winds of change are blowing and blowing strong.