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Friday, September 29, 2017

Great payback in 3D within multiD

9/28/2017


Today

Great payback in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:52 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. Thank Us. We got up a little early. We wanted to order more CBD oil and send love to All those in Our daily life: especially the kids. Our head is trying to tell Us that sending love is just NOT enough. That is old thinking, mindset, behavior and lies. “Lies. All lies I tell You.”

Love IS the answer. Just because We made it seem less, weak and feeble does NOT make it so. We hid Our power and the power of love. We gave away Our power and the power of love. It is time to accept the truth: Love is the most powerful force in the world (in any and All worlds). We ARE energy beans. That energy IS love.

Thank Us.

We send love to Our kids and everyOne involved in Our daily lives. We do not need to plan and wriggle Our way out of circumstances. We do NOT need to “try” and control others and circumstances. We want a world of love. That starts with Us. We send love and that is the beginning of living IN a world OF love.

Thank Us.

And yet another message about what We ARE living and typing.

What a great morning!!!!

We get a late start because Our bus is in shop and “they” are short of standby buses. Then the bus “they” give Us will not start. We called All of Our highschool parents so it is not bad. One kid who is nonverbal is teaching Us what “they” like and dislike by “their” behavior. The seatbelts are a little different on this bus and “they” let Us know that “they” do not like these. Yesterday (or the life before) “they” showed Us that “they” do NOT like the seatbelt twisted. This IS common. The problem is that some are installed wrong and there is no avoiding a twisted belt. The trick is to hide the twist. Some students find it anyway.

A couple of gradeschoolers do not ride and the first One told dispatch when “they” called that We were quite late so that put Us on time. Of course: with that section noOne is used to Us being ontime so We had to wait at several stops. Our “badboy” was Allmost ready even though We were much earlier than usual. “They” are smiling as “they” come out and get on the bus. “They” go right to a seat in the back and buckle up without Us saying anything. The only other student on the bus does NOT understand why We want “them” in the front and the other in the back. We do Our best to explain and tell “them” We will ask a teacher to explain better. A clear explanation would/might violate All of the privacy rules We have to follow.

Most of Our other students ride and have a pretty good time. We ARE still working with these kids to get “them” to be nice to each other.

At school We talk to a teacher about explaining the seating to the One student. She is happy to help. She asks how Our “badboy” did and We get to tell her “GREAT”. That theels sooooo good. We are sooooo grateful and happy. That IS the theeling of higher vibes. Our ponyhopping and sending love IS working.

We have a short break because of early outs. The pool is closed until later for staff training. We theel that We will have time to go shower if We do not hottub. Bummer. Oh well. We still have the higher vibes going. We really ARE jazzed.

Our highschoolers are happy to have a three day weekend. One has a Lego figure and drops One piece after sitting down. We both look for the piece and can not find it. We tell “them” that We will keep looking and “they” are satisfied with that.

We only have One gradeschooler ride because of early outs. “They” are quite upset because “they” lost a book that “their” friend had loaned “them” for the weekend. “They” recount “their” day step by step trying to figure out where “they” left the book. “They” tell Us that “they” spend most of “their” time sitting in “their” room reading and now “they” have no book to read. That is sad.

One middleschooler goes out of control (with “their” aid) getting on the bus. We do NOT know what happened. “They” are hitting and cussing. We do NOT let any other kids board and several aids get on the bus. “They” take Our most severely autistic kid back into school to wait. We call dispatch to get approval to send other students home on another bus that knows where “they” live. Our supervisor approves this and the other driver is willing. We talk to the teachers and “they” do NOT want to do that because of other issues with those kids and other students. We are staying off the bus. With her personal problems Our driver is pretty upset and does NOT think to get off the bus. It does NOT even dawn on Us that she does not know that with the teachers onboard she could off.

Our supervisor calls just after the teachers got the One kid calmed and We start getting the other kids on. We tell her that the school does NOT want Us to send any students on the other bus. She had called school district and got the approval since it was for the safety of the other students. The teachers are bringing the last kid out of the school so We board “them” and proceed.

The One kid is still a little agitated. We let another kid play “their” game a bit louder than usual to compensate. We ARE able to keep the One kid mostly calm. “They” do not talk clearly and “they” are trying to tell/ask Us something. “They” are frustrated. “They” show the frustration without acting out because “they” know that We ARE trying to understand.

We finish around on time because Our last kid did not ride and that balances the time it took at school.

Back at base We talk to Our supervisor a bit and she lets Us know that she and her boss and school district are very happy with the way that We handled it. She also told Us that she called school district back to let “them” know that the teachers would not let Us split the riders up onto the other bus. All along We had said “IF” “they” can not get the student calmed down and “they” did get “them” calmed down which kinda surprised Us.

Our driver thinks the upset was because the kid was scared that the bus would break down again and the teachers apparently did not get it even though We had told “them” that We broke down yesterday.

This event kinda counter-balanced Our morning. However: We were able to keep this kid calm which is also about Our ponyhopping and sending love. We forget that in the heat of the moment when the kid is acting up and even afterwards. Of course: Our head does still like throwing rocks at Us.

We are pretty deep in multiD and stop for groceries. We do not know what We want for dinner: only that We do NOT really want what We had planned. We get some salami (because that sounds good) and frozen manicotti in addition to the groceries that We had planned to get. We real-eyes that We ARE hungry so We have some salami on the drive home.

At home: We are hungry AND deep in multiD so We have dinner (sooner than usual) with some more “Endeavor”. A little playing in multiD afterwards and soon We ARE quite ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We still have to get up early for the inservice meeting.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, September 28, 2017

Still transitioning in a very 3D day within multiD

9/27/2017


Today

Still transitioning in a very 3D day within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:45 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. Our coffee maker woke Us. We are not getting as many hours sleep with this new route and We are sleeping more sound for the shorter night. Our new perspective on waking and waking grateful sure helps. It really does theel better, much better to wake grateful rather than grumping.

We send love to everyOne involved in Our waking life: especially the kids. Our head tries to plan and worry. We do NOT need to go there. We choose love. We choose a world of love. We ARE theeling the shift/transition just a little every day. It may be gentle and subtle yet it is more than ever before.

Thank Us. Progress.

We really do theel Our expansion and We theel Our outer world expanding along with Our inner Self and world. It theels great. This is living at a higher vibration. Simple and easy. Gratitude and sending love really are working for/on Us.

Thank Us.

A very great morning with the kids. We have a deaf, mute highschooler who IS communicating with Us most days. Our gradeschoolers were Allmost nice to each other. The kid from Friday actually smiled at Us.

Sending love, attention and gratitude ARE working.

Thank Us.

We subbed on a noon section with some kids that We know and One that is new to Us. It was short and sweet. Fun to see the kids that We know again. One rode another bus and We saw “them” walking in to class. “They” recognized Us and We “them”. That was cool with a kid that rode another bus. Cool to have connected from a distance.

We still had time to hottub after the noon section so We did.

At base: We overheard two supervisors discussing Our route and the scheduling. We know that “they” are actually working on fixing Our scheduling.

Our highschool (actually after highschool program) goes smooth. One kid does not like the teacher touching “their” backpack and is obsessed about it. We just agree with “them”. We did try telling “them” that she was just being friendly and that met nothing: no resisdance and no acceptdance just the obsession.

Our gradeschool is smooth and fun. This will be the last day that We see most of “them” because of early outs tomorrow. One does not ride today. “They” seem to miss a lot of school this year.

As We were leaving the middleschool and partway to Our first stop: Our bus started making a whining, squealing noise. We pulled over and could not find the cause. We had to call for shop AND another bus. Our severely autistic student started to meltdown. We did Our best to calm “them” and could barely keep “them” in “their” seat. “They” like Us and still went out of control. We kept working with “them” and after a while “they” calmed. To many of these kids: something like this is going to last forever. To “them”: “they” will never get home.

A rescue bus got there fairly quick and it was a driver that the kids know (at least a little bit). Our driver was very concerned about getting the kids transferred and We assured her that We could do that easily. She was not so sure. We had the One kid calmed down when the bus arrived. We had her take the two highest functioning kids first and One assured Us that “they” had done this before and knew the routine. We thanked “them”. Next: We took the upset student and calmed “them”. The rescue bus is nosier than Our bus and noise bothers this student. Last: Our driver brought the most severe autistic student: the school Allways loads “them” last. The seatbelt was very tight for this One student. We tried using Our seatbelt extended which does not work with that type of seatbelt. The student squeezes the single seatbelt on and buckled.

The rest of the ride goes smooth: just forty minutes late. At the last stop We learn that dispatch did NOT call parents. We apologize and granpa assures Us he knows that it was not Our fault.

We are in 3D within multiD.

Back at base We find that We have a route change to fix Our morning scheduling. It is NOT the change We had hoped for and We will look at it closer tomorrow. It may work. We know that “We” ARE getting what We need. All things work together for the best for Us.

We ponyhop and send love to Our kids and All in Our daily life (that includes those doing Our scheduling). We ARE creating Our reality. Thank Us.

We decide to have a BBQ pork samich for dinner with more “Endeavor”. Soon: We ARE ready for Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. It has been a long day: a good day: just long.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Lots more 3D within multiD with the kids

9/26/2017


Today

Lots more 3D within multiD with the kids


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:04 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again and kinda fall into playing in multiD. We ARE waking in multiD. We can theel the shifting. We ARE evolving. We are taking Our world with it even if there seem to be no signs of this. No One goes against “their” will. Only the parts of Us that are willing to experience multiD will (and are) experience multiD. Those choosing to dwell in limitation 3d will. MultiD includes 3D.

Another great morning with the kids. Two highschoolers did not ride so We finished that section a little early. Our gradeschoolers got wound up along the way as We got more and more riders.

We get it that instead of thinking and planning how to deal with "them": We need to ponyhop and send love. We do try to pay attention to "them" too. With 8 on the bus that can be a little difficult. And trying NOT to have any favorites......

We found out that this school is primarily for kids with anger issues. That fits.

Lunch and Wifi before hottub. More onion rings: YUMMY.

It was nice to hottub.

We did a little grocery shopping afterwards. We are pretty deep in multiD. We can theel Our world shifting and transitioning. We are even seeing small, subtle changes in Our outer world as We expand internally. The shift IS happening within first.

We enjoy Our PM section. One highschooler really hates the sound of the wheelchair lift and door alarm: it hurts “their” ears. The kid in the wheelchair is Allways happy and polite and fun to talk with. We were able to tell All of Our highschool parents about early outs this Thursday.

All but One of Our gradeschoolers ride so We can tell “them” about early outs rather than having to call. One preschoolers parent reminded Us that PM preschoolers do not go to school at All on early out days. How deep We are in multiD that We forgot that. We did not even get it that We forgot (or it did not click with Us) because We are living more and more deeply in multiD. We used to resist and fight living this deep in multiD. We thought it was a bad thing when things did not click for Us in limitation 3d. Now: We ARE getting it. Thank Us. The details of limitation 3d just are NOT as important to Us as before. We really ARE grateful.

One of Our middleschoolers does not ride so We finish a little early. We still have to do a few parent calls for the early outs and “they” want Us to write up an incident report about Our scheduling issues. Maybe this will get Our morning schedule fixed. Also: Our supervisor want Us to try to get Our “consistently late” parent to sign a release so that “their” child does NOT need to be met. The child wants Independence and so does the parent. The child seems very capable of tending to “themSelves” for a few minutes before the parent gets home. We can put on the release that the bus is to wait until We see the child get inside.

We finish All Our extra paperwork and head for home.

We are way deep in multiD when We get home and We theel OurSelves transitioning and taking Our world with Us.

We have a homemade burrito (from the freezer) for dinner with more “Endeavor”. Now: We ARE ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, September 26, 2017

A great day with the kids in 3D within multiD

9/25/2017


Today

A great day with the kids in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:50 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful. We have been sending love, ponyhopping, theeling gratitude and higher vibrations All weekend. We theel it. Higher vibrations are getting easier to find and theel. We ARE love. We ARE energy beans and that energy IS love.

Everytime We think about Our Friday event We send love. That IS the answer. It is the ONLY answer. Nothing that We do, plan, fret and fuss about will have anywhere near as much affect and result as sending love. We All need love. Some have an odd way of seeking it. Many (maybe most) do NOT know what We need and want.

We know that the kid from Friday morning is One of Our children within. One who is having difficulty integrating and is rebelling against Our rejection over the years. Please forgive Us. We forgot to mention that when We got home Friday We created a page (on Our blog) for Our demon(s). It was more about the two quotes that a friend sent Us. We do theel that this event was also Our demon reaching out for Us.

Our head keeps trying to attack Us. We keep sending love. We keep ponyhopping. We forgive Us. We love Us unconditionally. We thank Us.

We ARE grateful.

We keep remembering that whenever We have had a “problem” child: eventually We connected the strongest with that child.

Our morning goes very well. The kid that was acting up Friday is obviously angry yet cooperates. We have to ask “them” if “they” are gonna buckle and “they” do. We are quite impressed that “they” even take “their” trash off the bus without Us asking. We tell the teachers that everyOne did well. We sure hope “they” pass that on and We theel that “they” will. We wanna work on everyOne being nice to each other and We have made a start of that. “They” are NOT as bad with/too each other and the group that We had a couple of years ago.

We have a few slightly challenging kids on this route. Nothing too hard: just a bit challenging. We did remove two starseats which gives Us a lot more flexibility with the seating. We keep sending love and paying attention to the kids. Some just want to be left alone and We do that as much as possible. We theel for how the kids want to be treated and honor that as much as possible.

We have lunch and Wifi on Our long break taking Our time before We go hottub. It is a rainy morning. We do email and read Our book.

Of course: We enjoy the hottub. Sooooo relaxing.

We do some grocery shopping before time to return to the barn and treat OurSelves to Starbucks.

Our afternoon is great too. We have One highschooler who We have seen a lot in previous years yet never had “them” on Our bus. “They” are Allways happy and very polite. “Their” physical wellbeing seems to be deteriorating gradually. That is sad to see. Maybe We can assist with healing IF that is what “they” want. Another highschooler who has been trouble for others (in years gone by) seems to have settled down a lot. “They” do well for Us.

Allmost All of Our gradeschoolers ride. Another fun group. The youngers do tend to be the mostest fun.

A middleschooler who did not ride Friday rides today. We know “them” from previous years. “They” are happy to see Us and ask to sit with “them”. We had planned to do that so the two friends can sit together and We can be between the One and the others. “They” do not like each other. That is kinda hard for Us since We like “them” All. We can not really do much about the kids who do NOT like each other except try to assist “them” to be nice to each other even if that means ignoring each other.

Our last drop is met by “their” older brother who We also know from the bus. It is nice to see “them” too and “they” are happy to see Us.

We are pretty deep in multiD by the time We return to base AND very much still in 3D as well. We ARE transitioning. We ask the dispatcher if the live times that We gave “them” earlier got sent to school district and “they” said “they” are in the box to go to district. We really need Our morning times moved forward so We can be on time to both of Our morning schools.

We must drive home as here We are. We play do email and check Our bill pay when We get home. We send love and ponyhop All Our kids, parents, teachers, etc. We reheat some leftover Chinese and watch more “Endeavor”.

Now: We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Monday, September 25, 2017

New route in 3D within multiD

9/22/2017


Today

New route in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:42 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful Once again. We woke a little early and stayed in bed playing in multiD and multiworlds. We did not really sleep well: apparently excited about Our new route. We know some of the kids and some will be new.

Our head wants to tell Us that Our job is Our source. That is NOT true. We may use Our job to provide income and We ARE Our only source. It IS Our vibration that attracts good things in Our life. Money is just a vessel. Soon: We will transition into a society that shares freely because of Our vibration. Our world may or may not change: We ARE changing. Our vibration will attract others who wanna share freely.

Thank Us.

We really enjoy meeting Our kids on Our new route. Some are not new to Us and “they” remember Us. We are happy to see each other again. We see that We have two starseats that We do NOT need and “they” are crowding the bus. Most sections the bus is pretty full.

We enjoy getting to know some kids better and some at All.

We have an event on Our last morning section. We choose not to rehash it as We do NOT wanna return to the energy/vibration whatever it was. We did the best that could and kept everyOne safe. One student went off and We hope that “they” will and do get the help that “they” need whatever that is.

We do not have a noon section because the AM and PM are sooooo long. The incident and subsequent report take up some of that break. It is nice to have the time to breathe, chill and relax before Our next section.

Our afternoon section goes totally smooth. We know most of the kids. One highschooler has been a problem for former buses and “they” are great for Us. Our driver says that “they” ARE calmer than usual. We usually have that affect: not Allways as this morning showed Us.

We only have two riders on Our gradeschool section. One We have had before and “they” recognize Us. “They” are delightful as before. The other is classed as a runner and “they” go right to “their” seat and sleep the whole ride.

Remember the overmedicated kid from summer school? “They” are on Our middleschool section. “They” light up when “they” see Us. “They” ask Us to sit with “them”. Another kid (who does not seem to recognize Us as “they” only rode with Us a few days several years ago) starts to sit with “them” and “they” tell “them” that We are gonna sit with “them”. It hurts “their” feelings. We try to explain. The hurt One does NOT accept Our words. Later: “they” apologize. That is really cool. We thank “them” and tell “them” that We think it is really great and kind of “them”.

We have a fun ride. The kid that We are sitting with is the last drop of the day.

We talk with Our driver about the different kids on the drive back to base. It is nice to be back with a driver who actually cares about the kids. She has some foster kids and adopted kids and some of “them” are special needs too.

Back at the barn We learn that Our kid who went off this morning was escorted from school by the police. We really do hope that this gets “them” the help that “they” need. We do not take the event as personal. We knew it was not Our fault: only Our responsibility. Whatever it is within Us that is causing problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. Ponyhopping and more ponyhopping. We keep sending love. Our head wants to stir up shit and throw rocks at Us and We choose to send love. Everytime Our head brings it up: We send love. Love IS the answer.

At home We are in 3D within multiD. We will be getting home quite a bit later with this new route. We are gonna get more hours which will mean more pay. That is nice. However: the real reason that We changed is the attitude of the drivers. We hear a rumor that perhaps Our old driver gets it that We are NOT a good match. He is much more old school. Our new driver (the One from the end of year last year) is christian and mainstream and yet more gentle and pleasant with the kids and follows Our lead. We communicate better because she is NOT as headstrong. Our other driver was Allways talking about his drinking. We do not need to hear that All day every day and We especially do not need to hear him threaten the kids with punishment for being kids.

We will adjust to the longer hours. We get what We need. We are even grateful for the incident and keep ponyhopping and sending love. We take responsibility NOT blame. Of course Our head tries to blame and attack Us. We even forgive Our head.

We have dinner with more “Endeavor”, play in multiD a bit and let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Thank Us.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Friday, September 22, 2017

A surprise change in 3D within multiD

9/21/2017


Today

A surprise change in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:55 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

Our coffeemaker woke Us again and We wake grateful. We are not much in 3D this morning and We ARE grateful for that also. It is fun to wake in multiD. We remember how success theels and vibrates too. We choose these higher vibrations, gratitude and unconditional love.

Thank Us.

Another great morning with the kids. One preschooler did start crying as "they" were getting off the bus. We do not know what happened because We were Allready off the bus. We kinda think that an older kid may have gotten in front of "them". We asked if "they" had shoved "them" and "they" said no. Who knows.

We did tell the teacher that something had happened and that We did NOT see it.

Other than that the kids are All happy and playful.

The energies continue to run high and mostly the kids are handling it better that the A-dults.

It theels a little cooler this morning even though the thermothings say only two degrees cooler.

Kinda a long break because We will hottub on Our PM break. We got gas before coming in for lunch and Wifi. Onion rings again. We sure do love onion rings.

We do know that the changes within Us (gratitude, unconditional love, higher vibes) are creating the outer changes. We thank Us.

Our noon section was fun with the kids. We ARE making progress getting “them” to play quietly except when We are off the bus getting another child. “They” are smart kids and have figured out when “they” can get away with stuff. Thing is that then the driver yells at “them”. We hate hearing that.

We noticed that Our driver from last year has her attendant position open. She is getting Allmost eight hours a day and We do prefer the way she treats the kids. We tell Our driver that We are considering changing because of the hours.

Our afternoon is more fun with the kids. We are pondering switching routes. We really do hate abandoning Our kids. We are theeling the stress of this stricter driver and his threats to the kids. We are Allways/constantly thinking of ways to avoid his punishing the kids. Our old driver was late sometimes (too many times) and played christian radio: that is better than yelling at the kids and threatening “them”.

After route We ask about changing. We get lots of excuses about what has happened so far about route bidding. We keep saying: “The passed is the passed: We just want to know what to do now”. After repeating that about six times (We did bring up the passed to point out that We did NOT wanna get passed over again and We have seniority) finally the first ass manager We were talking to says: “That’s easy”. About five minutes later “they” changed Our route and told Us to be in at 6:35 tomorrow. We really did NOT expect it to happen that fast even though Our intuition told Us that it would.

We told Our current driver. We were surprised and so is he. We theel he is upset and disappointed. We want a less stressful driver and We are NOT gonna tell him that. We do NOT expect others to change after a lifetime. Even IF “they” are gonna change it will be an inside job NOT our words that effect change.

We got home later than usual and earlier than We will be with the new route. That is One drawback. However: We theel that We can cope. At least We do not start any earlier.

We have dinner with another episode of “Endeavor”. We do not finish the episode before We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, September 21, 2017

We live in 3D within multiD

9/20/2017


Today

We live in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:56 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. Once again: Our coffeemaker woke Us.

In One of the worlds that We visited last night We were doing (involved in) some kind of physics experiment. Some unexpected observers showed up. Afterwards: there was an N class anomaly (whatever that is). We were analyzing and discussing the experiment and anomaly. We real-eyesed that in physics an observer is part of any experiment and the added people added unexpected and uncontrollable variables.

We keep thinking about Our driver and the student who does not use the handrail (most of the time). In the old world it would have been Our job to figure out a solution. Our driver just wants to hammer on the kid. We have ideas to encourage the kid. Regardless thinking, planning and worrying about it is old energy and old world. In this new world and new energy Our job is to love and send love. We still pony hop. We forgive Us All Our old ideas and mindsets and actions. We love Us (All of Us) unconditionally. We thank Us.

We are reminded that We create Our reality: All of it. We do it for the experience. Thinking and planning only reenforce what We Allready created. Change/evolution comes a neutral observation and participation. Focusing on love is the answer. Love IS the answer. We wanna live in a world of love and it starts with Us: it starts within and blossoms out.

Thank Us.

We are remembering how it theels to succeed. Raising Our vibration is the way to affect change in Our world. The outer reflects the inner. We wanna project and reflect love and higher vibrations than what We are vibrating now. Thank Us.

Another great with the kids as usual. One highschooler has to show Us "their" new game on 3DS and tell Us All about All the monsters. Another One has trouble walking and has to try each seat as he is getting off the bus.

Our driver is more concerned about being ontime than caring about the kids. Very old school.

We keep pony hopping, sending love and remembering how it theels to fly and succeed.

Our gradeschoolers are fun and playful. One kid who usually sits with a younger classmate chooses to sit by "themSelf" which is okay with Us. The other student does not understand and We tell "them" that somedays the One just likes to sit by "themSelves".

Lunch and WIFI before We go hottub.

We enjoyed hottubbing as usual.

Our noon section went well. We think We need to separate a couple of kids for a day or twelve. “They” are new to riding on the bus and need to learn to keep “their” hands to “themSelves” and not play rough on the bus. With eight to ten kids We just can not watch any two All the time. These two get pretty rough with each other and even though “they” are only playing: accidents do happen. We get to school early and the teachers are waiting for Us at the front door so We do not havta sit and wait. Sitting with the bus parked is very hard for kids.

We do some shopping during Our second break. We go to two stores so it mostly fills Our break. We had forgotten to get a banana earlier so We got One and ate it. “They” really do seem to help prevent leg cramps.

Our PM section goes well. We have a kinda new rider who missed the bus One day. Today “they” are the second kid on the bus so We appreciate the improvement.

Two gradeschoolers have the last day of running club today so We finish a little early. One kid fell and hurt “their” leg at school. The admin tells Us that “they” have been doctored and “their” mother has been called. “They” have a pretty miserable ride. Our most hearing impaired kid is delightful as Allways.

At home We are more in 3D even though We are deep in multiD too. We play a bit in multiD and then have dinner with a new show from PBS and BBC: “Endeavor”. A cop show and We likes it.

Now: We are very ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Another fun day with the kids in 3D within multiD

9/19/2017


Today

Another fun day with the kids in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:49 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful. We could easily return to dream. Sooooo many worlds to play in with new friends. We remember visiting at least six different worlds last night alone. That is not unusual and We only rarely visit the same world twice. We know that We live alternate, simultaneous lives in All of these different worlds. We only visit in Our dream life: hard to explain because limitation 3d words are inadequate and limitation 3d thinking is totally limited. Dreams are much less limited.

Our waking life is much less limited than it used to be and dreams sooooo much more. Our waking life/lives and dream lives are merging slowly and gently. We might wanna rush until We theel into it: then We ARE grateful for Our gradual process.

We are quite dreamy this morning and happy to allow it. We ARE waking in multiD and grateful for this.

Another great morning with the kids. "They" really are Our lifesavers. The highschoolers are basically quiet. One who is nonverbal was VERY vocal this morning.

The gradeschoolers are fun. One of the newer Ones is starting to warm up to Us. Big smile and even a few words. Had to make sure that We saw "their" hat. Another Allways has questions: "What's that?" Clueless which "that" "they" are pointing at. There are just sooooo many "thats" out there. We go into a mobile home park with lots of speed bumps and potholes. We All havta bounce a lot. The kids like to exclaim: "Big bump"!!!!!!

This is a long break because We will wait until afternoon to go hottub. Having breakfast with Wifi. Will probably read some of Our book.

Our noon section goes smooth. The kids are a little loud: it is happy loud. We are NOT into separating kids to keep “them” from playing like some do. We ARE into teaching the kids to play quietly on the bus. We ARE making progress.

We enjoy the hottub on Our second break. That takes up Our break. We do not have to hurry and neither can We dawdle.

Our highschoolers are cool. We give the One gradeschooler a wet wipe for the handrail and “they” use it as “they” clean it boarding. We discover that “they” are an artist. “They” are also strong willed (probably starting puberty). Our driver wants to break “them” and “their” attitude. We wanna allow “them”. Our last kid does not ride. The other two are well behaved as Allways. One is especially cute and Allways has a smile for Us. “They” live in a nearly silent world. We Oneder what that would be like. “They” Allways stare out the window. We can theel “them” drifting and even flying about out there.

The One does NOT use the handrail getting off. We know Our driver is mad at “them”. He makes a comment about “them” being a germaphobe. We theel that the “dirty” handrail is just an excuse. We pony hop. Whatever it is within Us that is causing problems for Us AND You: please forgive Us. We love You and We thank You.

We are a little more in 3D at home today. We have dinner with the last of “The Fairy King”. Nice ending.

A little playing in multiD and We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

A very dreamy day in 3D within multiD

9/18/2017


Today

A very dreamy day in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:29 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and We are kinda holding onto the world that We woke from: We were in some kinda gang war territory. A friend from Our waking passed hot wired an old volkswagon and gave Us a ride outta that area. “They” introduced Us to a new friend as We All crammed into this beater VW. We were instant friends and We All went back to “their” place to party. It was cold outside and in the car. We had brought Our blanket from sleeping on the street and We All shared until We got home where it was warm. We were excited to make such good friend so fast.

We decided to wake in both worlds and We likes that. We ARE grateful.

We are enjoying waking in both worlds. Our familiar waking world is still dominate and Our dream world is fading. That is okay: We ARE learning how to do this.

We are having fun slip sliding between worlds this morning. More and more Our dreams worlds and waking world are melding, mixing and mingling. We have very clear memories that just do NOT fit into Our waking life. We know that these are memories from alternate, parallel lives that are bleeding into Our familiar, waking life. All of Our life We have resisted, fought and blocked such experiences from Our waking awareness. Now: We are starting to acknowledge and allow it.

Thank Us.

BTW: We really enjoy Our lights when We go outside. “They” do make it theel more Fae out there.

Our morning break is short because We stopped for fuel first and now We wanna go hottub. We do have Our priorities and hottubbing is certainly A priority.

Our noon section goes smooth. We called the first daycare and told “them” the new policy so “they” were aware that “they” had to bring the student to the door and “they” had told Us to come to the front door and not the side door. At the school We had dispatch call that We had arrived and the teachers came right out. We got All the kids from All the daycares and “their” homes so no getting called back. We really do NOT like getting sent back.

We ARE theeling the vibrations of success throughout Our day and it really does help. Much better than grumping even though We do still choose to grump some. It IS All experience.

We do some shopping and have a hotdog on Our second break. We take Our time so this pretty well fills Our break.

Our PM section goes smooth as usual. We rarely have to go in to either of these schools so the new rule does not affect this section. The One highschooler is just a little more responsive. We remind OurSelves that We have no idea what is going on in “their” life to affect “their” mood. The other regular rider is clearly in “their” own worlds so We never know what “they” may say. Sometimes “they” comment on what “they” would do if “they” had superpowers and it is often kinda bizarre. We also have another regular rider now who is totally nonverbal. “They” are alert and We can see recognition in “their” eyes now even though “they” would probably be classed/typed as non-responsive.

We have been quite dreamy All day and now We are even more so. We take some dream time in between schools. It helps.

Two of Our PM gradeschoolers have running club so We finish early. Our severely hearing impaired student is happy and delightful as Allways. We are glad We know that We communicate with “them” nonverbally and at deeper levels. For Us: verbal still feels more satisfactory. We ARE learning. All of Our PM gradeschoolers are hearing impaired and this One can only barely hear and has difficulty speaking. “They” Allways wave and We and Our driver both wave and smile at “them”.

We are way deep in multiD and a bit in dream when We finish.

At home: All wanna do is have some nana pudding, play in multiD and go dream. We go dream quite early and We ARE glad.

Thank Us.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Monday, September 18, 2017

Dream in, lots of breaks and theeling success

9/17/2017


Today

Dream in, lots of breaks and theeling success


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:50 PM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We have been up for a few hours. We woke grateful again: We just did not theel like typing before. We visited lots of fun worlds with lots of new friends and some from Our waking world. Many of Our dream worlds are quite similar to Our waking world. It IS Us that are different. We are less inhibited, restrained and fearful and more playful. Often Our others help Us get over even more of Our inhibitions and limitations there.

We have been pretty deep in multiD. We have Our old wiper motor out of Our chariot. We had anticipated it being a bit of a pain and it proved Us correct. Of course: We created it. We did remember how success theels and that helped. It just takes energy and We are running low. We did figure out All the many little steps in disconnection everything that had to be disconnected to get the motor out. Now: We ARE taking a break before starting to install the new motor. We HAVE promised OurSelf that We do NOT have to finish today. That is a good promise.

Oh: We made banana pudding before We started on the wiper motor. We knew that if We wanted to make the pudding today: We should do it first. Thank Us.

We got the new motor in and it works. Installing was much easier than removal. There are a couple of tricks that We do not know (because We have never done it before) so it was just tricky at a couple of spots. Once again thanks Us for All the tools and manuals that We have.

We did not get the wipers on in the exact right position. “They” are okay and We may or may not change “them” later. We remember how success theels and thelt that vibe. We know it helped. There were a couple of spots where it kinda magikally went together. We followed Our intuition and it worked perfect.

We took Our chariot for a short test drive and the brakes work fine. We ARE happy AND grateful.

We have quiche for dinner (thawed leftover from a while back) with something new on NetFlix. We have slipped deep into multiD and do not know what We watched. We had some nana pudding with strawbabies for desert.

We play just a bit in multiD and are ready for Our “Vortex” to take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Sunday, September 17, 2017

More dreaming, 3D and multiD

9/16/2017


Today

More dreaming, 3D and multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:25 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We are up because We thought that We were awake and now We are not so sure. We theel Our dreams calling or is it Us learning to wake and walk in multiD. We were just outside and We do theel Our cabin and property transitioning. We do theel the decorating is contributing and All the multicolors that We added this summer. We have a new string of lights for the path to Our dragon and outhouse and shed. The new disco type bulb does not seem to work out there so We have it inside on the remote control that We carry in Our bag. When it is dark We can turn it on when We arrive home. That should be fun.

We sure do NOT theel like doing anything on the chariot right now. We ARE having coffee. We really do not see that inspiring Us. It is All okay: either way. We are gonna try waking while drifting deep into/in multiD for a bit. Maybe a short bit the way We theel.

Our dreams called Us back for a bit. We woke with Alphaville’s “Forever Young” on Our mind. So: We played on YouTube and it brings tears to Our eyes: bawling Allmost. Now: We are playing some other mixes and doing some time travel.

We are taking Our time putting the snow tires on Our chariot with lots of breaks and falling into YouTube. We are checking out alot of versions of “Forever Young”. And more tears. We do have One snow tire on and it has gotten quite warm outside. We even opened the back door so it is cooler for Our breaks. The new impact wrench really helps: We just gotta get used to it. The wrench and sockets are brand new so a tight fit. Slowly and gently as We go.

We remember that We got new brake drums to put on at this time. No problem with the passenger side: however We can not get the old driver’s side drum off. More breaks and then more breaks. We decide to go ahead and put the snow tire on and call Our mechanic friend. We leave a message and tell him there is no rush unless We screwed up the adjustment.

We wanna do the wiper motor before We bother driving Our chariot to check out the brakes.

Time for dinner and more “Fairy King”.

A little more playing in multiD and time for dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Lots of 3D within multiD

9/15/2017


Today

Lots of 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:48 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and sending love. That is really what We are about. All the rest: the limitation, the separation, the physical, the rules and regulations: 3D and 3d: it is All experience for sure. It is NOT what We are and what We are about. We just thought it was. Learning this has taken a long time.

We ARE love. Nothing more and certainly nothing less. In fact: there really is NOTHING more or less. Love IS All there is.

We spent years being caught up in rules: either enforcing or breaking “them”. Neither worked: not really.

We ARE setting OurSelves, Our world, Our others, Our creations free with love.

Thank Us.

We had a great night at the dreams BTW. Our head tried to get Us to plan and worry about some of Our students whom Our driver wants to be more strict with. We can “try” to change Our driver through Our words and actions. We can send love. We CAN vibrate at a higher rate. We do not have to let him or anything/anyOne in Our world drag Us down. We do NOT have to run away. We ARE love. Love is powerful. Love is not weak as We have Allways thought, taught, believed and been taught. Love IS the most powerful force anywhere and anywhen. We just need to start living it.

Thank Us.

We ARE looking forward to Our weekend: lots of dreaming even though We also wanna do the tires and wiper motor on Our chariot. We CAN do both. Grateful and sending love.

We ARE getting it that We can be strong and assertive in love. We do NOT have to cower. This is new to Us. We really ARE learning how to do this.

Thank Us.

Love is NOT weak and mushy as We have Allways thought, taught and believed. We have known this for some time: We have not (yet) lived it. We ARE beginning. Gentle beginnings. We lead by example and We ARE gonna lead Our world into living love: unconditional love.

We theel that We are doing more better (today) at holding Our higher vibration(s) and NOT focusing on problems and limits: not letting Our others drag Us down. Our driver's anger still bothers Us. We pony hop. We remember how success theels.

Our driver from last year (We are still thinking about bidding her route IF We do have a rebid) got called in to talk to the location manager so We are wondering what that is about. The driver has quite a temper. She called for a shop steward to join her.

Our kids are great as usual and We ARE very grateful for "them". Some of the youngers require reminders on volume and behavior: that is what We ARE supposed to do. Sooooo many drivers and attendants have unrealistic expectations of the kids. Our driver is kinda that way too. We get it that We are with him to be a buffer between him and the students.

The students do NOT incur his wrath and threats as much as "they" would with some other attendants. Still: Our job is easier and We theel better with more gentle drivers.

We go hottub and enjoy that a lot.

Our noon section is a little confused. The new rule is that We can no longer go into any daycare to get students. We had dispatch call the daycare for Our student and of course “they” called the wrong daycare. Our driver did not pursue it and We got called back after We were Allmost back to base. We (personally) would have pursued it more before leaving the daycare. Afterwards: We talked to Our supervisor and got clarification on the new rule. It includes schools: We can not go into schools or daycares to pickup or deliver students. Of course: noOne has told the schools or daycares.

We have time to do a little shopping on Our short afternoon break even after going back for the student and taking “them” to school.

Oh: We are quite happy with Our paycheck. We know that Our grumping and bitching about short hours is old behavior. If this is Our regular paycheck then We can do just fine on these hours. Remember: We ARE creating All of this.

Thank Us.

Our highschool section goes well and the kids are mostly quiet as usual.

Our gradeschool section goes fine too. We have reardoor evacuation drill and speds have never had to do these before. We go into the office (We ARE allowed to go into the school office?) and inform “them” because We have a severely hearing impaired student and need a translator. All teachers and staff are shocked that speds are doing the drill now too. “They” provide a translator and she helps with All Our students. This is All new to All of Us. Having a staff member there helps calm the kids. We did talk to the two that Our driver wants to yell at and that helped. He did kinda yell at the two and having the teacher there helped that too. The two did not want to use the handrail because We do not clean it. We gave One a wet wipe to clean it.

The rest went smooth. Thank Us.

We are deep in multiD by the time We get home. We stopped at the dumpsters and then the post office. Our new lights arrived. We stopped at the parts store before leaving town and Our wiper motor arrived too.

All set for the weekend.

Dinner and more “Fairy King” and now time to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Friday, September 15, 2017

Learning experiences in 3D within multiD

9/14/2017


Today

Learning experiences in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:43 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. Our coffee maker woke Us and We likes that. We have it set to start a few minutes before Our clock radio. We prefer the sound and smell of Our coffee maker.

Once again We notice that One temperature on the thermothing does not Allways theel the same. Some days We are chilly at the current temp and this morning We are quite comfortable. Our physical world is NOT as stagnant and unchangeable as We have Allways believed. Our head is trying to fret and worry about money. It can NOT see any way forward even though We are far from broke or even hurting financially. We pony hop and set those old beliefs free with love. Relax and breathe.

Our head is still caught up in the short hours on Our route. We actually enjoy Our schedule: it is more relaxing. Money does not really come from Our job: We just believe that it does. One of the many lies and traps of limitation and separation 3d. Of course: Our head has lots of proof that We are wrong. Our world is designed to keep Us trapped in the money pit.

Thank Us.

Remember how success theels. Breathe and remember those vibes.

We ARE theeling grateful for Our life, growth AND experiences. Really theeling it. Remembering how higher vibrations theel. Allowing the theeling of gratitude and higher vibes.

Thank Us.

Here is another message about what We are living and typing. We likes the confirmation.

We seem to have fixed Our Google drive and word program on Our tablet. We basically reloaded.

Our kids seem to be a little louder than usual. At least it is a happy loud. We theel that Our driver over reacted a couple of times. Maybe he is having a hard time with something?

Each driver has some flaw that messes with Our perfection. LOL.

We enjoy happy kids. We notice how just letting the kids be "themSelves" gets Us noticed and appreciated. What a concept.

Gonna go order the new wiper motor soon. Having lunch (mmmm: onion rings) and Wifi now.

Our noon section went well. A couple of the kids are starting to push and shove passed the others when lining up. Why is this sooooo common? We make One return to “their” seat and be at the end of the line. One pushes passed on the steps and We make “them” get back on the bus and then “they” forget to use the handrail. “They” get mad and start crying when We make “them” get back on the bus using the handrail both ways. “They” cry All the way in to class and We tell the teacher why “they” are crying. The teacher supports and even thanks Us. We only wanna keep the kids safe. This kid’s mother had warned Us not to let “them” run free because that was a real problem last year.

We get to hottub on Our second break. The locker room showers are cold. The showers on deck are hot so We have Our after shower there. Not as long and thorough as in the locker room. Much better than a cold shower though.

Our afternoon highschoolers seem to be in a little better mood. One has been sullen All week and today is smiling (or nearly) and speaks clearly.

Our gradeschoolers are “their” normal Selves and Our driver gets mad at two for not using the handrail. He really does not like “their” attitude. His anger bothers Us. He wants to make sure that “they” use the handrail tomorrow. We actually agree with that: it is safer and We know from experience. These two are at the age where “they” are seven feet tall and bullet proof. We do NOT mind working with “them” to use the handrail: We do NOT like his yelling at “them” and threatening “them”. We theel that if We remind “them” before “they” get on the bus that will (hopefully) work so that “they” do NOT have to endure his wrath.

There is a lot of craziness on the radio and it is easy to let that and Our driver’s anger drag Us down and back into old thinking and behavior. We do Our best to remember how success theels and live in better theeling thoughts.

We ARE thinking strongly about changing drivers. That is really just venting. Each driver has “their” imperfections which clash with Our perfection. (joke)

At home We are deep in multiD. We are getting it that working with strict drivers (like this One and the gal a few years back) really wears Us out. We play in multiD a bit before dinner with “The Fairy King”. We play in multiD some more before We are ready for dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Another day slip, sliding in 3D within multiD

9/13/2017


Today

Another day slip, sliding in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:23 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. We got up early because We are awake. We explored and played lots of new worlds with lots of new friends and some from Our waking life. Thanks All.

We get it that the only way to have the life and world that We desire is to raise Our vibration. More than being rich: We wanna be free of need. We wanna play in multiworlds with multifriends. We do not want All the anger and frustration that limitation brings. We can not move beyond limitation by being normal and fitting in. We ARE getting better at living in a higher vibration. We still have room for improvement and that is okay.

Thank Us. That brings a smile to Our face.

We are having some difficulty functioning in 3D this morning. At first: We thought it was Our computer and the internet. Turns out it is Us. This was not exactly what We had in mind when We chose to explore multiD. However it IS part of All that is. We ARE learning how to do this. We used to think that this could NOT be done at All: walking in multiworlds and functioning in either. Well: guess what? It IS being done and WE ARE doing it.

Accepdance trumps resisdance. Open and allow. Set expectations free with love.

Our mornings highschoolers are mostly quiet. The first kid is absorbed in “their” game and We just let “them” be unless “they” choose to include Us. The rest are deep into “their” own worlds too. That is what We allow the students to do. Sure: We would like to be included in “their” world and at a deeper level We are. Just because We are rarely aware of it does not negate it. We just need to open and allow. We ARE changing, growing, expanding and evolving.

Thank Us.

Our Google drive and word program are not working right on Our tablet still so We do not do an entry on Our break. We have lunch and Wifi on Our break. We try a cheese bagel with soup and it is quite good. We wanna save part of the bagel to have with soup that We have thawed at home. One of the kids that We had on Our bus before is now working at Safeway. We have recognized “them” before only We could not be sure who it is. Today: We remembered and spoke to “them”. “They” were unsure of Us too. We told “them” that We had been on “their” school bus and “they” remembered too. “They” were on break and asked if “they” could share Our table. That thelt really nice.

There do seem to be several kids warming up to Us this way. We likes that. We ARE grateful.

After that We go hottub. It theels sooooo good.

Our noon section goes well. We have two girls that sit together and sometimes seem to get along well and other times not so much. We theel We should offer “them” to not sit together. One is clearly alpha and the other does not Allways like that.

On Our second break Our union rep asks Us how things are going. We mention the short route and open routes being given to new hires without being put up for bid. We know that We are choosing to wallow in lower vibes. We get caught up in it: in old beliefs of the old world of limitation and separation. We are like a dog with a bone. We shift Our focus and theel higher vibrations and then right back in Our shit. What is it?

Our old limiting beliefs are sooooo limiting and yet We wanna dwell in “them”. We ARE grateful to have the kids to draw Us back up even if We choose to dive right back into the cesspool Once the kids are All dropped off. It is sooooo easy (still) to get sucked back into Our old ways. At least We ARE aware of the choices that We are making. That is progress and even success. Our head wants to drag Us down and then throw rocks on Us for falling for it. Kick Us when We are down. We love Our head. It frustrates Us. It IS trying to protect Us. Someday it will learn and grow familiar with expansion and unity.

We ARE making progress AND We ARE grateful.

We ARE more into 3D when We get home than We have been the last few days. We look at Our wiper motor on chariot and check out Our repair manuals. There is more to removing it than We expected. We did turn it on and it comes on only VERY slow. We are certain that it is the motor and not a relay or switch or such. We check out the motor locally and Amazon. Amazon is a little cheaper and can only be shipped UPS. Local We can have it for this weekend for only a little more.

We notice that Our current mindset and resulting vibration is attracting expenses. Nothing to blame. We ARE experiencing and aware of the experience AND learning. We ARE grateful. Our head hates that. Progress. Open and allow. Breathe and relax.

We have dinner and start watching the movie “The Forgotten”. Looks pretty interesting. We mixed cheddar broccoli soup with tomato mac soup and dipped Our cheese bagel in. We also bought some salami with provolone on Our second break and saved some to have with Our soup. It is All yummy. We eat All that We want and save some for another meal. We also get some strawberries out to thaw for the weekend.

We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Learning to live in 3D within multiD

9/12/2017


Today

Learning to live in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:40 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful today. We barely remember getting a leg cramp during the night: We sure remember it when We walk.

Our head is trying to worry about things 3D claiming that these things ARE real, threatening and the way things really are. It IS the way We had Allways believed things are. We are tuning to higher vibrations and We WILL be different. The world may go on the same and We will live differently. We have no clue how that works: We’ve never done this before. We ARE learning how. That message came through clearly several times last night.

Maybe We were visiting transitional worlds last night? Visions and experiences of Our future?

Our head insists that the world “as We know it” (as We have created it so far) IS real AND the ONLY thing that IS real and it can NOT be changed. This (of course) is the lie We have been telling for ages. We ARE changing and that IS changing Our world. We ARE learning to live multidimensionally and as unconditional love. That does NOT include slavery to money unless We want it to. We DO have choices.

We choose to be grateful AND to vibrate higher. We choose to tune Our vibration to the frequency of Our source. We choose to live at these higher frequencies.

Thank Us.

We are reminded that what We really want (in Our waking, 3D life) is to live and be free of need. We would like that to be an instant shift. It is being slow and gradual.

Another great message about what We are living and typing.

We had breakfast and Wifi on Our first break. We ARE having fun with the kids as usual. The energies continue to be intense. The kids really do seem to be handling it better than the A-dults. Maybe the kids understand better than the A-dults.

Our noon kids continue to improve on keeping the volume down. “They” ARE learning to talk and have fun at lower volume. “They” are also learning to walk into school in a very orderly fashion. We let “them” walk freely in a line from the bus to class and “they” seem to like that better than holding hands in two groups.

Our computer is being difficult. We can not find what We typed during Our break and lost some of what We typed this morning and on and on.

We went deep into multiD in the afternoon and when We got home We did not theel like doing anything besides play in multiD a little bit and then let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. Catch U on the flipside.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

Holding higher vibrations in 3D within multiD

9/11/2017


Today

Holding higher vibrations in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:24 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful, theeling unconditional love and multiD. Our world looks the same. It IS Us that is different: evolving.

We thelt that We were going to have a magik weekend and We did. Even though We really did not “see” any evidance: We sure thelt it. Of course: We spent most of Our weekend in dream. Late Saturday afternoon We got up did a little more decorating outside. We got the string of lights hooked up so that “they” come on when We turn the outhouse lights on. That is the way We wanted “them”. We also wound some ribbon around the posts for Our step handrails. We theel the decorating IS drawing out the magik that lives here.

Sunday afternoon We did dishes including washing out some colored glass bottles. We discovered that the decoration was a label that comes off easily. We are glad. After dishes We had pizza with more “Salvation”.

This morning We got up a little early to put some dishes away.

We had an interesting night theeling more expanded and multiD than ever before. We ARE grateful.

Thank Us.

We are what is changing and that is the way it should be. Sure: We wanna see the outer world change just like everyOne. We know that is has to start within Us for there to any real, lasting change. Our hearts must change.

We are reminded to theel how it theels to fly and how it theels to succeed. “They” are very similar. It is these vibrations that We are after. We do theel that We ARE vibrating higher than We used to.

We ARE setting Our old beliefs, limitations and victim mentality free with love. Unconditional love expanding, growing and spreading IS what IS happening in Our life and world.

Thank Us.

And another great morning with the kids. That IS Our choice. The radio is rather distracting and could easily drag Us back into old, limitation and victim thinking. We choose to focus on love, theeling multiD, how it theels to fly and be successful.

We do NOT have to wait for the experience before We can theel it. That was another trap/trick of Our old thinking and beliefs. We ARE setting All that free with love. That IS Our choice.

Thank Us.

We ARE raising Our vibration by theeling better theeling thoughts and memories. That is where change begins.

Of course: We enjoy the hottub.

Our noon section goes well and We really do enjoy these kids. “They” are still loud and making progress. Our driver’s strict ethics show up. Not bad and really something We might do: just not so fast.

It is easy to allow Our driver’s grumpy and negatives to rub off on Us: especially since it was not so long ago that We lived there too. We keep pony hopping and remembering how success, accomplishment and flying theel.

We do some shopping on Our second break and kinda dream (in Our car) back at base way early.

Our PM section is short because two gradeschoolers do not ride. One student continues to insist on sitting in the One seat that We do NOT want “them” to sit in. Forbidden fruit.

We are way deep in multiD by the time We get home: way deep. We do not even theel like having dinner. We ARE ready to dream AND In We go.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Monday, September 11, 2017

Living in 3D within multiD

9/8/2017


Today

Living in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:57 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again. We are way deep in multiD and loving it. We used to resist not knowing any better. We still remember Our old ways. We set “them” free with love. We love Us unconditionally.

Thank Us.

It was an interesting world that We woke from: a mix of passed, present and future. We had been awake about an hour ago having trouble getting back to dream. Then We woke from this world where old friends and new friends mixed and mingled with Us catering and being on a bus with A-dults and kids. There was quite a mix of frustration and delight. We were lost and could not find where We were supposed to go for a party.

Aren’t We done with that? Hehehe.

We are being told that the solar activity is outta sight. We notice that the energies are way high. Our kids seem to be doing well with it. Other buses are having behavior issues. This is NOT the time to try to silence the children. We try to keep the volume to a safe level and definitely NOT silent. The A-dults are having more trouble handling the energies. Few know what is going on and everyOne feels it. We often forget that part.

We forgive Us. We love Us AND We thank Us.

We ARE having fun with the kids: even the silent Ones. We are NOT the kind of attendant that tries to get kids to talk. Some kids like that and some do not. We like to allow “them” to do what “they” wanna do. We let “them” instigate conversation. We have seen too many examples of kids wanting to be left alone. There are plenty of A-dults trying to coerce and fashion the kids after “themSelves”. We like to let kids be kids.

We have lunch and Wife before going to hottub on Our first break.

Our noon section goes well except One student is upset when We pick “them” up at day care. “They” seem to be up and down. “They” are crying at One point: saying “I want My mommy”. We wish there was more that We could do to help. We do have the other kids leave this One alone. At school We let the teacher know.

We go to Sam’s Club for pizza and soda on Our second break. After that We have a little time for dreaming back at base.

We have several highschoolers and Our last gradeschooler does not ride so We finish a little early. We do some grocery shopping on the way home.

At home: We are deep in multiD. We theel a magik weekend starting. We look forward to it even though We really do NOT know what that means.

Time to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Friday, September 8, 2017

Insights and experiences in 3D within multiD

9/7/2017


Today

Insights and experiences in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:45 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We seem to have been hearing the bus radio most of the night. It was crazy yesterday afternoon on the radio. It was not crazy last night just calling and calling.

We ARE grateful to wake in multiD.

We are theeling that theeling of xmas morning. It IS a higher vibration theeling. We likes it and We keep theeling it. We do not try to hold on to it: that would lower the vibration. Everything that is familiar is lower vibration. We want the unfamiliar which (of course) is uncomfortable at first. We think that this theeling can not last. That too is old thinking and lower vibes.

Thank Us.

Our computer is acting a bit slow this morning.

We just remembered that We parked Our dragon further forward than usual to get the theel for how/where We want Our carport and covered walk to shed. We got the inspiration that We can build the covers without building a ramp first. Building the ramp first was hanging Us up. The carport will stick out further across Our front window than We had hoped. This morning there is more space to move the carport closer to Our shed. We really can make these kinds of changes to Our physical when We set it free. If We try to focus on making changes We seem to hinder OurSelves for some reason.

We ARE getting the theel for what We want out front. Thank Us. We theel the energies. We theel success. We theel OurSelves flying. It makes Us happy.

Thank Us.

Another great morning with the kids. We really do have a great group. The highschoolers are All very nice. Sometimes We get some great smiles. Our talkative One is now engrossed in his games or rocking out to his phone. Thank god for headphones. We have One that We still have not met. "They" will probably start riding when it gets cold. One was more talkative and cheerful than usual. The meds do affect the kids and We never know what those are.

We have some really cute gradeschoolers who have lots of questions to ask and/or things to tell Us about. You just never know what will come out of those mouths. It was gradeschooler who told Us about the rainbow.

Breakfast ans Wifi before a little shopping. We have extra time since We are gonna hottub on Our second break.

We enjoy Our noon kids as usual. “They” are fun and very playful. Great kids. We enjoy watching “them” walk playfully yet well behaved into the school.

We enjoy hottubbing too.

We have All of Our regular rides both highschool and gradeschool in the PM. The One highschooler talks sooooo quiet. “They” are saying hi and bye now even if We can barely hear “them”. Probably used to too much authority.

We also have a gradeschooler who only rarely rides. “They” too are very quiet. “They” did say hi to Us One time so We know that “they” can at least say that much. Our two boys in running club are late. We went in to the office to check on “them” and “they” came out. The office told Us that “they” had to get running club stuff. Our driver started to get on “them” and We told him what the office told Us. We really do NOT like his eagerness to get down on the kids. We hope to teach him better. He is an old school parent and ex-military. This IS the new age.

We are deep in multiD when We get home. We play in multiD a bit before dinner. We watch more of “Beautiful Creatures”. It is good and still We do not finish it. We wanna play in multiD some more before dreams.

We let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.