And yet more multiD insights and experiences

11/30/2015

Today

And yet more multiD insights and experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:19 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

At first We could only sleep and dream in short spells. We tried playing in multiD, watching the last episode of “Hemlock Grove” and starting “Dark Matter” and even some reading. It is not that none of those made Us dreamy. We were very dreamy when awake and awake when trying to dream. Then: We fell deep asleep and dreamt for several hours. When We woke the electricity was out and We could not seem to relax enough to return to dream for a while. When We did get back to dream We woke to the sounds of the electricity coming back on. That was a relief. We really do not like being without electricity.

After that We could only dream in short spells again. We know that this is All about Our transition. We are being kind and gentle with OurSelves. The more We resist the more pressure We theel. When We relax and allow then We theel calm and compassionate. We love Us and We thank Us.

We continue to find articles about this transition that We are living. Many are slightly different from Our experience. Each of Us has Our own version and mission. Many are looking for 3D to go away. We are learning to be here AND there. In Our opinion anything going away is just more limitation and separation. Maybe that is what some people need/want. We want it All. Simple.

We ARE transitioning. We ARE learning how to do this. We have been seeking a complete psychic change for a long time and now We are IN it.

Our electricity just went out again and this time it was only for a few minutes. We ARE grateful. We really do not like getting ready to be on the bus without electricity. Actually: We do not like being without electricity period.

We are transitioning physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and more. We theel a lot of physical symptoms. Not pain, only discomfort. None of Us likes change when We are in it.

We started reading another article about the current energies and transition. It is titled: “A Way of Life is Dieing”. We just can not get into it. Nothing is dieing: not in Our experience anyway. We get the theeling that “they” may not really be talking about anything dieing and We theel that We need to choose Our words carefully. We no longer wish to play in any dieing field and/or playground. We are about living. We are All about more and NOT less. Dieing is part of limitation. If that is what anyOne wants to explore We do honor that choice. We can honor “them” and choose a different playground.

We stay in dispatch again this morning. We are kinda glad and We really do not know why. Well: We do know that We do not want to be a third wheel on the same route again. Lots of routes covering other routes and late buses and cornfusion and We are creating it All. Easy to forget. We keep being reminded and We are grateful for the reminders. We really do want to change how We think and it is sooooo easy to revert to the old and familiar. Lots of pony hopping.

We are reminded to love Us unconditionally, forgive Us unconditionally, accept Us unconditionally and thank Us unconditionally. We are finding others using Our words. Confirmation. Whether We create the others using Our words or “they” find “them” on “their” own: both/either are confirmation. Of course: We know that We are creating it even if We first think “they” are creating it. Our old thinking and beliefs come easily to the surface.

There are several of Us who are not going out on route and another cut “their” route short so “their” driver could drive another route. This means there is not alot for Us to do because alot of the parent calls are Allready done and there are several of Us to do the rest. We read more of Our book on Our tablet. Something like Fourline or something or something else. It is about an alternate, coexisting world. It is still a limitation and separation world only it has much more magik. We like it.

The reading makes the morning go faster and We find it is time for Our first break. We choose to go have soup and use the WiFi at Safeway. It is colder than it has been the last few days and quite a bit colder than We had real-eyesed when We left home. We remember that We are choosing how it feels. We ARE creating Our reality AND Our experience. We do NOT Allways like what create(d).

We have the driver We like for Our noon section. We made friends with her when We were driving big bus. We do not really know why We like her. She drives a little slow and is very, very mainstream. She is also very outgoing. We know that We would like to see her awaken. We have no idea if We will see that or not. We do know that IS happening in other worlds.

The pool is still closed today and supposed to reopen tomorrow. We shower at Our local friends and really, really look forward to getting to hottub tomorrow. We are more comfortable showering at the pool just because there are many, many ways of doing things that Our friends were raised doing differently than Us. We try to leave everything as is and We know that a lot of these things are blind spots because of how We were raised differently. We do not theel the tension that We thelt T-day. We hope We remember next year and encourage something different.

We enjoy Our students on Our noon section and PM section. One noon preschooler is tired and a bit cranky. “They” light up when We let “them” have “their” way and go back to cranky when We don’t. Several students do not ride in the PM and two of those are the sisters of the girl We pickup at highschool. We finish about the usual time because of the roads and another slow driver. We still have to go the full route and only get to skip a few quick/nearby stops because of the students who are riding. At the next to the last stop: dispatch has difficulty getting ahold of the parents and We have to sit and wait. This sitting and waiting really frustrates Our last student. “They” work “themSelves” up and are crying. We would like to know how to easy this upset and frustration. We do what We can.

We are deep into multiD by the time We drop this last student off. “They” took Us to dream with “them” as “they” often do. As long as the bus is moving “they” are fine. This quite common with All students, just some act out and melt down more than others.

We dream a bit on the ride back to base and wake back into 3D a little early to be able to walk to Our dragon and fly it home.

At home: We are able to dream a bit while We warm up Our cabin. We find there really is no pattern to this (being able to dream when We first get home or snot) it just depends on what is best for Us at the time. Patterns keep Us locked in the old limitation and separation worlds. Our head likes patterns and looks for “them” to hold on to.

We theel quite odd when We wake. We know that We have been somewhere very different yet still nearby enough to at least remember how it feels. We likes it even though it feels sooooo odd. New. New is NOT bad.

We have a later dinner because of Our dream time and watch some “Dark Matter”. Sadly: it is a limitation version of “dark”. Still: kinda good. More to forgive and accept.

We are ready to go to dream for the night and We will see how that goes.

Good night AND thank You for playing.