Today:
Feeling Our
feelings and fears
Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:16:06 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) Another interesting
night:
First
We were on a road trip with a friend in two different cars. Ours was
a sports car like a Z or Vette or such. We got separated somehow and
then some guy pretended like We had hit him with Our car. Fight or
flight syndrome set in and We fled as fast as We could. As We
mentioned Our car was a sports car so it should be able to go fast.
In fact it did go very fast BUT the guy was able to run fast enough
to keep up with Us. That in itSelf was pretty amazing. The thing is
that We had/have no idea who this guy is or why he wanted to accuse
Us of hitting him with Our car.
Because
he was able to run as fast as Our car would go We real-I-said that
this is a lesson for Us. We stopped driving and began pony hopping
the guy and he left. That was All it took. After hours, maybe even
days of trying to outrun this problem, this fear, this whatever Once
We stopped and started pony hopping he just went on about his life,
seemingly perfectly normal.
We
woke from this dream experience and did a lot of pony hopping. Next
We were in another world with lots of new friends playing freely. We
really, really enjoy these worlds. We try to remain in “them” as
long as possible. Something All-ways draws Us back to Our waking
world. We do recognize that Our waking world is evolving into that
type of world and Our imagination is a key for/to that. We must
remember that just because it looks like the same ol', same ol' does
NOT mean anything. How does it feel?
Pony
hopping some more.
This
morning We are practicing paying attention to how it “feels”
to
imagine living in Our dream/perfect world, how We “feel”
as
We experience it in Our imagination. It is thrilling, invigorating
and exciting. We are capturing the “feeling”
in
Our imagination.
Interesting that We also find a fear of success in this.
What exactly are We afraid of? And why? More pony hopping.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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