Today:
Change from within
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:59:07 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We spent the night
visiting different versions of OurSelf doing the same job (special
needs attendant on school buses) in other worlds and realities. There
were several different versions where We have to use a ladder to get
the kids into “their” home or wherever We deliver “them”. In
One We use an extension ladder that hangs on the side of the bus or
rides on the top and in others We have a type of hook and ladder type
school bus and in others We have a kind of bucket on a mechanical arm
or lift like some utility vehicles have for working on power and
phone lines.
When
Our alarm woke Us at 3 AM We were definitely NOT ready to get up. We
chose to dream in for another hour. We do not know if We actually
went back to sleep or just remained in bed in a waking dream state.
BTW: We are enjoying whatever state We are in now. And speaking of
states We also chose to remote view AND experience Our life in other
areas and states. For some reason (seemingly some kind of inner
guidance and/or inspiration) We chose to focus on Iowa and also (at
least) be aware of OurSelf in other areas too and Oregon was another
that came to mind. Therefore We really do not know for sure where We
are focused in/on right now but it is probably Alaska. We will see as
Our day goes along. We theel We might be becoming more fully aware of
multilocating. It may be an interesting day.
It
does seem like We were mostly viewing Our life in other areas rather
than having a full experience of any. The difference between being an
observer and a participant. However, now We are more AWARE of being a
participant in some of these other areas. We would say that what We
have known for some time about multilocating and bean
multidimensional is become more real and deeper, more experiential.
Having
an hour less to ponder and type in the morning is definitely feeling
like an hour less. It will take some getting used to if We decide to
do it again. We theel We will be learning to give OurSelf the option
of getting up at different times. We have allowed OurSelf to wake
earlier and even sometimes dream in a half hour on work days but this
(nearly an extra hour of dreaming) is kinda like a bold adventure for
Us.
The
concept of visiting OurSelf in waking dream (if not in full waking
yet) in other areas but still (pretty much anyway) in the same world
is quite new. We were mostly viewing but there was a little awareness
of actually being there and experiencing Our life/lives there. If Our
living quarters look similar (in those other places) then We could
actually be there AND/or there. We do expect to find Alaska outside
Our door and then again We could (easily) be experiencing OurSelf on
a/the holodeck on ship. We could be doing All of the above.
Earlier
in the night and the last few days We have also been feeling even
stronger about developing Our ability to convert current cars and
other vehicles into non-polluting, sustainable and renewable energy
powered hover craft. After watching part of the Tesla movie We now
have a picture/vision/feel of the motor or power device We will be
using (converting to). That is exciting. We hope We can be patient
with Our progress here. Right now We are excited AND feeling
patient/willing to let it unfold as it will.
As
We stood up We are very aware that even though We look and feel like
We are in Our familiar waking world there has been a shift IF We
can/will allow it. It is easy to hang on to Our memories of how it
was (should be) and much harder (still) to set that free and begin to
embrace/experience the more. We definitely get a sense of allowing a
little of the more and experiencing it even if ever so slightly.
We
real-eyes/remember that (maybe yesterday, maybe last night or in
another life All together) We are getting (more as an experience and
not just a concept) it that it is Us that needs to be
healed/changed/repaired rather than Our vehicles. Our dragon is still
not drivable (as far as We know) and now Our chariot seems to be
developing some of the same symptoms. Coincidence? We theel not.
This
is NOT to say that We are broken for that is NOT the case. However:
We ARE programed and being run and judged and even condemned by Our
memories and programs (whether real or imagined). These programs and
memories can and need to be cleaned and set free through pony hopping
and other methods. These programs and memories are meant to keep Us
in and experiencing the game of separation and limitation and now
that it is time to change/expand the game We are resisting change.
We are holding on to the familiar even as it crumbles in Our hands.
We
are sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and
We thank Us. We need not know everything, in fact in Our current
condition We are not capable of knowing everything. We do know that
We judge OurSelf and keep Us from living as Our true nature. We
still fear this true nature because of Our programing and memories.
We ask Our children, Our subconscious to set the memories free with
love. We know that We are in the process and We desire to continue
even when the process is uncomfortable. The unfamiliar is All-ways
uncomfortable.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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