Today:
More progress
Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:41:11 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to
report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are
allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.
We
only vaguely remember what We did early in the night but again We do
remember that We had fun visiting many other worlds and playing with
many new friends. Then We made some sort of transition and were
focused in on Our transitional world(s).
Somehow
We were noticing and feeling the people who still judge and blame
“themSelves” and others here in Our waking world. We got it that
when a person judges someOne else and demands that “they” be
punished: it is because “they” can not forgive “themSelf” and
want to be punished and even killed to be put out of “their”
misery. However: this is an unconscious drive, at least for most
people.
Each
person who is now playing a victim role has been a perpetrator who
has never been punished.
We
were traveling around and visited an amphitheater where a huge crowd
had gathered. We remembered a line from A.A. that We had forgotten
over the years: “Let Us love You until You can love YourSelf”.
That is what We were telling this crowd and We added: “Let Us
forgive You until You can forgive YourSelf”. Many of the people in
the crowd had become of “their” feelings of guilt and “they”
preferred to be punished in some way. Others still felt that “they”
were only victims and truly did not feel “they” needed any
forgiveness but might be okay with being loved. Most of Us know that
We can use more love.
Those
who were aware of “their” feelings of guilt did not want
forgiveness but as We worked with “them” some would soften and
accept forgiveness from Us until “they” could forgive
“themSelves”.
This
process and practice went on and there was a lot of healing going on.
As more people awaken the progress becomes exponential.
Then
it was back to recess even though We did not really feel like this
was a night school. Perhaps every night is night school?
Let's
see here: a friend suggested the book The
Afterlife of Billy Fingers and it does look
right up Our alley. Plus, One of the boys that was on Our summer
school bus a couple of years ago (and hopefully again this year) We
theel should be nicknamed fingers because when he sees something he
wants it is in his pocket like magik. We joined the author's mailing
list and got the Nook book. Of course, being technically impaired We
could find it on Our Nook but not on Our Nook for PC. Now it is time
to go to town to shower and shop.
We
have a bunch of groceries to get AND the lumber to repair the broken
window in Our shed (that was the window in the tarp so We hope to
make that section solid underneath the tarp with a window in the wood
to replace the broken window in the tarp and leave a clean hole in
the tarp. We also want to get the two pieces of treated lumber We
need for the first section of the outer wall for Our greenhouse-shed
along side Our cabin. We doubt that We will get the roof on this
summer but One never knows. It would be nice to have that wall done
and in place and ready for when We do get to building (or hopefully
growing) the roof.
Our
trip to town was successful and We even thought We might start
painting Our lumber. NOT. We finally contacted customer service about
Our Nook for PC and of course, while waiting found Our library and
there are Our books waiting to be read. Even though it was online, We
were a bit em-bare-assed. Now: We are putting away groceries and the
water We got before We went to town and waiting for a webinar about
creative visualization. It is probably a repeat but We do not mind.
We could use a repeat of this One. Oh yeah, that reminds Us to get
Our recorder ready.
The
way We are feeling is kinda new. The progression of getting more
familiar with being in multiworlds and multiD: here AND there. We
like it and We acknowledge and are grateful for it rather than
resisting the way We used to.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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