Dreams #26

Written 7/22/08

As I was going to sleep I thought about M and it occurred to Me that he might be visiting alternate realities where he is getting into fights, being abused/bullied maybe even persecuted. After that contact was All-most immediate.
I felt M was scared and lonesome. He wanted to be held, comforted and protected. (Remember this is not the physical M). I held him and asked why he hadn't called out sooner. I told him We are All his friends and he could reach out to Us. He didn't answer but I got a feeling of a combination of fear of judgement and/or misunderstanding plus not wanting to drag Us into these alternate realities. Remember what happened when We first contacted his energy.
I must admit that My first thought about the cuts and bruises was that he was doing this to himSelf. In a way this is true, but I don't think he is doing it physically. I think he is experiencing this in these "other realities" and manifesting or bringing it into this reality. I don't think any of Us would "judge" him even if he is cutting himSelf (physically) bet there is certainly lots of room for that judgement in Our society.
After this I spent the night dreaming of being pursued and nearly attacked. I don't know how many dreams I woke from and "they" were All this same theme. A few times I slept for hours but mostly I woke in less than an hour from another dream. The first One I remember 3 guys were stalking Me and surrounded Me and were gonna do harm. I kept saying You don't wanna do this, You don't wanna do this. "They" kept saying yes We do and came very close to beating Me. Something distracted "them" and I slipped away and basically hid MySelf with a glamour.
That was the theme of All the dreams and I was All-ways safe and/or protected.
Then the last dream began where I was pursued (I think) by the military. Very similar to what I have observed in dream of the starchild gatherings being pursued. Except this time it was much more personal as I was personally and definitely the target. I woke from this dream several times and upon returning to sleep, this dream continued. I kept running from place to place and the children would take Me in and hide Me. I would rest and recuperate and have lengthy discussions with the children. That part was great, but being pursued was not a lot of fun.
I have not had these type of dreams in years (if ever). The realities I have visited recently have been fun and pleasant. Even when dreaming of the governments pursuing the Youngstars there has been a sense of observing rather than participating and a knowing that the kids could take care of "them"Selves. Being the One pursued, I didn't Allways have this same confidence in MySelf.
I felt strongly that contact with M (which I haven't really felt the last week even tho I looked) drew Me into the worlds he is exploring. The difference is I was safe and protected and he is not, or was not. I'm quite certain that M was protecting Me and getting the other Youngstars to protect Me too.
I don't know why he is unprotected and getting hurt in these worlds.
Also, the word "protection" isn't quite accurate. Whatever is done is more passive than the word "protection" usually carries.