Dreams #22

I tried to contact Ricky in dream/waking dream (not sure which) and it's interesting that We All picked up on his fear. I too thought he was a much younger child.
He was very hesitant to make contact with Me. I wasn't sure if he was afraid of men, older men or strangers or strange, older men. Could be some trauma there as he basically recoiled from Me. However, it felt like when I asked Michael to join, Ricky was ok with him. Michael felt this too and tried to reassure Ricky that I was ok, which helped some but Ricky definitely wants to withhold his decision and take time to get to know Me/observe Me.
I found the desert info quite interesting. As You know I use "Dune" a lot for it's great symbols. Dune is a desert planet. It seems We also agree that Ricky is holding in his energy and that is 1 cause for the pain, same thing as is happening with My earaches. In Dune the mandate is "The spice must flow". I see it as "The energy must flow". The spice gives All-most magikal powers to heavy, heavy users. It is created by the great worm which also creates the Water of Life (which is poison until converted)
I do think that Ricky is trying to contain too much (his true Self) inside his body. There just isn't room in a body alone for a meta-human.