11/04/12

Today:

Being what We are

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:23:15 AM

Good morning. Once again the night was filled with meeting and playing with new friends. There was a lot about comforting and making others feel at home and welcome. We did it by playing. There was also some about feelings that We have, that We bring with Us even We make great changes. These “old” feelings still have a tendency to come out and often “they” are not playful. “They” do need to be expressed and not buried to fester but “they” do not need to be yielded to or cajoled. We can bless “them” and set “them” free.

At the end (of the night) there was a message that is very important. We are love remembering that We are love and learning how to be love, how to live as love while remaining human. We forgot that We are love. We pretended to be only human. Only that and nothing more. This is sooooo far from the truth but We did well and convinced OurSelves completely that it is true. We believed that We are what We are not. We forgot how to live as love.

Apparently nobody anywhere has fully been love encased in a human body before. Of course We are not really “encased” but We think We are so it (All-most) might as well be so. Other aspects and version of love can wear a human body but “they” never forget that it is only a costume the way We did. We fell asleep at a Halloween or masquerade party and never woke up (until now). We sleep walked exhibiting All types of behaviour (even a little love here and there) and We learned to fight for Our survival.

Now, We are entering (We are in) the part of the game, the drama, the story, the movie where We want to be (and live as) Our true nature (which is love) while continuing to wear these costumes. These costumes (in whatever form We choose: plant, animal or mineral) are the only way to experience physicality. “They” have the sensory mechanisms to experience physicality and tell of the experience to non-physical beings. That really is quite an accomplishment alone.

Now, to experience being love while still in costume is another and different role. We just stepped out of Our typecast role and everyOne is waiting with baited breath to see if We can pull it off. Can the villain become the hero and play that part convincingly?

First We have to fully remember, fully acknowledge, fully accept and fully own what We really are. We are love. We are more than these bodies but We choose to wear these bodies to experience through. So, We have to learn, experiment with how to do this. While at the same time the majority of people (Our others and Our friends and often Our role models) choose the hit the snooze button and remain pretending to be only human. It is normal to fear the unfamiliar and that is what most of the world is doing.

We are choosing something brand new and totally unfamiliar. We are like fish learning to fly. Living as love, living as being more than these bodies yet still using these bodies to experience and share the experience through is brand new. NoOne can tell Us how because noOne has done it before. We are liable to have some bruises and skinned knees and upset tummies before We get it right. Isn't that what childhood is about?

We are spending Our day remembering to close Our eyes and imagine even if only for brief periods. That feels like a great place to start.

We have been some problems with the laptop computer off and on for a while. (We also have a desk top which is Our main computer) This morning the problem appeared again and this time was harder to work around. The good news it that this did not frustrate or consume Us as it would in the passed. It tried to get All Our attention but it only a little bit. We tried One thing and if that didn't work We went on to the next and during the process read some good emails (and actually read “them” not completely distracted by laptop) and closed Our eyes to imagine other realities and dimensions which We know are here but still beyond Our physical vision. This is really a good practice for Us. Eventually it does seem like We got the problem solved with the laptop. We think there is a file storage website that We have been using which is somehow affecting the laptop. It is not a virus literally as We ran a scan with 2 different virus scanners and found nothing. We have found a problem with Our windows updater twice but We told it to fix those again yesterday so it wasn't just that.

We will see and in the meantime We continue to do more imagining through Our day.