04/20/13

Today:

Laid back and jazzed

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:02:19 AM

Good morning. We woke earlier than We had intended but even though We are awake, We are not fully here. That is a good thing. We know We were playing with the students from Our route in Our dreams but We have no idea what We were doing.

So, here We sit, sliding amongst different worlds wondering what We are doing. We had some interesting experiences and insights during the week. We were thinking that there sure seem to be a lot of people still stuck in limitation and separation but We real-eyes We just visited worlds where that is the case. In other worlds We visited (yes in waking as well as dreaming) there are some people shifting that We would not have expected to meet there.

We are experiencing transition but it is not really Our world or the people in Our world/reality that are transitioning, it is Our awareness and focus. We are expanding. We have All-ways wanted to be aware of everything and All worlds/realities/dimensions/whatever. We even want to visit and sample each and All. We do NOT want to live in limitation of any type. We seem to find a lot of people who do want to live in limitation but maybe (again) those are only certain realities We are sampling. Judging anyOne or anything does seem to lock Us into that which We judge.

This morning Our mind is kind of scanning around trying to find things to think and/or worry about, focus on, attach to. We real-eyes that it is trying to re-anchor Us into 3D or even A higher D. We are slip sliding around in multi-D and this is just not familiar to Our conscious mind/brain. It thinks We must have a plan: that if We forget something or just drift lazily through the worlds and realities We will most surely suffer and maybe even die. This is unfamiliar territory We are in and We are kind of drifting aimlessly through (and around in) it. This basically terri-fries Our brain and delights Our heart. Our brain and ego think and demand that this is unsafe territory and practice. That is sooooo wrong. It is the limits and being stuck that are unsafe but “they” are familiar. We have a few things that We do want to accomplish today and We may or may not get around to “them” and it really does not matter. Thinking about “them”, planning and such are what keep Us stuck in “their” limitation reality.

Set My people free. The cry of Our heart.

It is normal (All-though not natural as We think it is) for Us to find projects, tasks, chores and to-dos and then think that Once those are done We can relax. Most of Us are thoroughly convinced of the validity of this. Experience has shown Us that We just scurry around and find something else that simply “must” be done. There is no end to it because it is the monkey mind at play and the monkey mind is infinite. The only way to end it is to stop. The only way to win is not to play. There is no amount of doing or activity that will bring/create rest and relaxation just as there is no amount of war that will bring and/or create peace.

We have created a “scurry” world and most of Us think that this is the way it has to be. As long as We believe it then that is the way it has to be.

We returned to dream and had a nice long dream session. The only thing We remember is that We were in a world where spring is much further along and We woke with the song: “Bright Eyes” running through Our head. We wonder if some of the dreams We do not remember are versions or pieces of Our life that We think We experienced in waking but experienced in dream instead. We do know that this used to happen when We were a child. Interesting that as much as We do not remember Our childhood We do remember having that experience.

We have decided to spend the day relaxing and procrastinating. We will take everything very, very slow. We may or may not get any projects etc. done. We are going to relax Our way into getting things done.

 

 

An online friend sent Us a link to Fab Tree Habs Here is a link to Google search results and We got jazzed. It reminds Us of Our onions or vice versa. Since We have been dreaming about this for about a year, it is exciting to find a university project from Our dreams. Soon, We will remember how to this in a reasonable amount of time (or instantly). Soon, We will be living in harmony with nature and Gaia.

We got quite a bit of transplanting done as there were quite a few seedlings ready to live in larger pots. We have been saying that We won't be doing an actual garden garden since raised beds are the way to go here and We won't get any built in time to plant. But why wouldn't Our pots work as raised beds???????? DUH and double DUH. If We want to improve the look, over time We can do that too in a variety of artistic and recycling ways. We can also follow the square gardening idea and if We put a pot where We want something else, We can easily the pot (plants and All). In the fall some pots can come inside, some can go under the cabin and some can stay out in the forest. Then We will learn what works best with what and so fourth. It will be a potable garden, hehehehe. We have started using scraps of old carpet to make paths through the forest. By expanding on this We can easily access Our potable garden out through the forest and use Our little red wagon (that We got from the dumpsters) to transport pots, plants, harvest. This is exciting. We are recycling, terraforming, permaculturing and playing.

We do want to redo Our fort this summer since it is falling down. From what We learned building Our privacy wall last summer We have lots of ideas for what We want to do. Then We may use that area for some of Our potable garden and let that lead into the forest garden. The pots will also simplify terracing Our garden if We want to do that. This is gonna be fun. We also hope to get a storage shed on wheels built so We can tear down the last section of temporary storage We built over 20 years ago. Then We can figure out for sure how We want to do a carport/spaceport, perhaps a greenhouse on the front of the cabin and grow a deck and front entry porchish and All the truly One-der-full ideas that We are not even aware of yet.