04/09/13

Today:

Awesome

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:41:40 AM

Good morning. Interesting dreams of living in many different (yet similar) worlds and We actually remember some of “them” as clearly as We experienced “them”. Worlds that are similar to this waking limitation 3D, and similar to each other yet also quite different.

In One We were working at Home Depot again but there was a lot more freedom for everyOne. We were trying many different things and at first We were Self-conscious but then real-eyesed We were not playing by the same old rules. Many of Us (friends and coworkers) were exploring Our freedom. We were testing Our wings. The business/retail world was no longer driven by profit. We were focused on service.

It was taking a good deal of adjustment and getting used to and it was quite uncomfortable at first because it was unfamiliar. We like being free but We kept reverting to the old: “You (or I or whoever) can't do that.” The answer was All-ways the same: “I Am!” Then: “Oh, that's right.” It was strange how unfamiliar and how uncomfortable being free was but it was also very enjoyable when We allowed OurSelves to partake.

It feels very much like this is what We are (and/or will be) going through right now. Out of habit We continue to not allow OurSelves to do things and live the way We want. We still follow other people's rules and guidelines. Few of Us are willing to follow Our hearts, yet.

In another world We were in some sort of army and fighting some war and/or battle. This was/seemed much shorter lived. It was like We wanted to check in on that life but We did not want to stay. Lots of anger in that One but also a lot of camaraderie. Do We still think We need war and competition to have camaraderie? Some probably do. We would gladly give up All camaraderie if that is the price of giving up war. The thing is that with war (separation mentality) We can only be comrades with Our friends, Our team, Our side. With connection We can be friends and comrades with everyOne. The mentality that it takes struggle, strife and competition to create camaraderie is part of the lies and illusions.

Did the children take Us dreaming into these worlds? Is that why We remember “them” better today? “They” are becoming familiar and are All-ready common and familiar to the kids.

We are having some interesting insights into how We felt about the route We subbed on. We can feel that the kids connected with Us and appreciate Our attitude towards “them”. We need/want/plan to go back and add some about that part to yesterday's “Today”.

We got the additions made and We continue to have some insights into living in Our transitional, trans-formative world.

Our regular bus was down for repairs so We had to get another bus and transfer car seats etc. That type of thing All-ways makes Us nervous but We got everything done and were only a few minutes late for Our first stop.

The little girl (Once again) seemed perfectly happy walking to the bus but then began crying and headed back to the house. Once on the bus she picked her seat and We sat next to her. She calmed down and even had a few smiles. The twin We have never sat with picked the seat at the back of the bus so We sat with him most of the ride. He did not object to Us sitting with him even though he never wants another student sitting with him.

The highschool boy who lives an hour away rode today. Tuesday, Thursday and Friday are his normal days to ride. We had quite a conversation after We asked him about his car project. He had his camera with him and showed Us a bunch of pictures of the car he is working on, his house and garage, the shop at school and his dog. It is good to have made another connection. Interesting that even while talking he still put the driver and Us into another world/dimension.

We read a couple more chapters of Noah's book. It works well having it saved as a PDF. It is an interesting book even though it is not the typical type of story We would read.

The boy in a wheelchair seems to have a hard time seeing Us inside the bus until the wheelchair lift is lowered. He seems uncertain of who is waiting inside but when he does recognize Us he lights up. We had noticed this before but were unsure what was the cause. Now We see it is that he can not see Us clearly at first. Today his wave seemed to kind of like he did not want everyOne to see, a sly wave. He told Us more about aliens and kept asking: “Did I tell You about......?” The way Our replacement bus is arranged it is harder for Us to talk. We will have to try something a bit different tomorrow.

The middleschooler who makes himSelf invisible was wearing a handmade paper crown and today he is king. We One-der if this is from: “Where The Wild Things Are”? The other boy keeps saying: “And You call YourSelf king”. His crown says: “awesome” on it. He often says: “I'm awesome”. We hope he really believes this.

We are having a snow storm. It has actually been going on since yesterday but today it is near blizzard even though the accumulation remains slow. Visibility is low. At least it is about 10 above rather than 10 below. The temperature has stayed mostly the same All day.

When We got home We felt that We needed to do some show snovelling. It did not seem to take long but it ate up Our evening. However, time seemed to stretch even as it seemed to contract. Life is definitely changing. We like this and We gladly allow the change. What We used to resist, We now embrace.