10/16/12

Today:

A surprise

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:41:15 AM

Good morning. Another busy night. We know, We are aware that We do not remember everything We did and learned but We remember quite a bit. Of course We visited a bunch of alternate realities and played with friends.

We did some more integrating and processing and facing some more fear. We faced fear We were unaware of. We were in some situations and definitely felt fear and We recognized that We had no idea what We were afraid of. We admitted it and owned it and accepted it and felt it and blessed it and moved on. We have no idea if We are done with it or not.

We are aware of doing more processing and integrating in many other areas also. Some We remain clear on and some We haven't got a clue.

We connected more dots. We woke with some terms and phrases in mind. Psi-kids was important but very open ended. Interesting that We had tried Googling it with different spellings and didn't come up with much that caught Our attention. When We type it (just now) and spell checker suggested this spelling (psi) We Googled it and found some information that catches Our attention. We bookmarked it to get back to.

What seemed to have woken Us (at some point during the night) was: “Changing everything”. Well, duh............. That really is exactly what We are doing and love is the key. To change to a world of love is changing everything and changing it completely. We are All-ready love but We have forgotten. That was the message earlier in the night. We are changing but not in the respect that We are becoming anything new. We are remembering what We are and beginning to live as that instead of pretending to be what We are not. Then came the processing and a bunch of recess and then “changing everything”.

We still have a lot of questions, many are about or related to money. We see Our personal funds running low (which We expected to see in April) and wonder what is ahead for Us (personally). We continue to feel strongly that We are on the right path and We do try and intend to keep OurSelf open to changes and guidance. We know this will work for Our best good but those little fears and doubts still creep in. We bless “them” and set “them” free. “Be gone, You have no power here.”

We are aware that “changing everything” will be a process, a transition. This is necessary. We are also aware that We would like to push the river on this One. We get the feeling that there will be plenty of water falls and rapids and fast moving water without Our help. We need to remain the calm pool at the side of the swirling, raging river. A calm pool with a peaceful, relaxing meadow along side where people can “put in” from the chaos around “them” and at least catch “their” breath. Perhaps this will also be a place where “they” can catch glimpses of future/new earth. (We are really like this image). For those who are ready “they” could go/hike/teleport directly to the Crystal Cities or any aspect of new earth. For others, “they” can re-enter the transitional world. At times the transitional world will seem very chaotic and at times it will be smooth and easy sailing.

We were reminded of “heart centered” technology which makes more sense now that some people are interested in and exploring “thinking with the heart”. It is suggested that anyOne with questions about this check out: Heart Math and look within “themSelves”.

We have been wondering if We could (and would) get some pre-release of the new technology. Most people are still focused on device technology. Cool but not really Our point of interest. We are certainly excited to see more and more coming out for public knowledge but We know there is more and something even better. We look forward to seeing the release and implementation of device technology but We are gonna move towards the heart centered technology. We theel that this is where We will get, access and use the pre-release. We still feel a real tug/draw towards being a part of introducing new technology to the world but very unclear how this will play out.

The sun is coming up and We see that We got enough snow to make it pretty outside. Not enough to plow but maybe some snovelling will be in order. We don't really like snovelling show.

We know/feel that We have and are All-ready using some of this heart centered technology but just aren't aware of it yet. It is natural and We don't know it (consciously).

We are having more recollection of the world We saw growing and evolving. It is exciting.

On My first trip outside this morning, I Am reminded that We want to change. We often/usually think We want the world to change. What We really want is for Us to appreciate it as it is at any given moment. We found We do appreciate and like this snowy morning even if We do have to sweep/snovel show.

While in town doing laundry We saw a school bus driver that We had often talked with back in the day. She told Us that Our old route is available, has been All year. For quite a while now We have been telling OurSelf that if We knew We could get that route We would do it. We could not get this off Our mind. There are still two problems, the medical physical and the split shifts. We would definitely need to figure out a better way to use the splits, days off and holy-days to avoid the burnout We experienced before. We would need more dream time, somehow. We started back on All Our meds and returned to the hi protein diet. We will see how long it takes to get the numbers in line. We real-eyesed We don't have to live this way We just have to have the numbers in line Once a year. We think We can do that without getting back into regular and frequent doctor visits and taking drugs every day.

We will see what the next few days bring.