10/09/12

Today:

Processing fear

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:37:49 AM

Good morning. Interesting night, a mix of realities, recess and processing some fears.

Usually in dream We have/feel more of a sense of Our expanded Self. This is a One-der-full experience but sometimes to process fear We must return to how We feel the fear. We were looking at and feeling Our fear of taking certain steps in Our waking life. You might call the step manifesting or that which We refer to as reaching into the air and pulling out whatever We want. It is also the step into being free of need. Owning Our natural power and ability.

In Our dreams We are ready to leap into this step. In Our waking We are terror-fried, barely willing to stick a toe in. We felt this fear and resisdance in Our dream. We looked at it and owned it and blessed it. We asked if this is fear of success or fear of failure or both. We got it that it is fear of passing the point of no return.

We also know that often We are held back from attaining some/any skill or ability because Once We master that We would sit down and stay right there to the end of days. We would see it as graduation and attainment. We would fail to see the morning after. There is All-ways more to learn/remember and explore and experience. There really is no “end of days”. There is All-ways more and more and more. That is pretty much the point of infinity isn't it? We think We have pretty much got it that there is All-ways more and when We allow OurSelves to master/fully remember this ability and begin using it We will continue to seek the more.

Crossing this point of no return, this place and/or time where there is no going back............................ That is quite unsettling. Of course, there really is no real point of no return. We have reached that non-existent point many, many times and probably crossed it more than Once. AND We have returned. Gotta love that reset button. (Believe Me here: We are typing to OurSelf). We fear not being able to return. We want a round trip ticket. Why is this? Why are We sooooo attached to a life We want to grow beyond? There was a time when We were kicking and screaming: “Get Me outta here!!!!!!!!!!”

One thing is that hasn't turned out so bad. In fact, We are quite comfortable in Our here and now. The thing is: We are pretty sure that where We are is a crossroads, a junction, a portal and even a stargate. Hmmmmm, can You say 10/10 tomorrow? We can either return/reset to a world and life of limitation or We can transition into a world and life of limitlessness. Now, think about it. If it is limitless We can revisit whatever We fear leaving behind. So what is the fear? Limitlessness is new, it is “unfamiliar”. Aha, We never like the unfamiliar. We avoid the “unfamiliar” like the plague.

But, We also crave limitlessness.

“Fear is the mind killer. I will not fear. I will face My fear. I will let My fear pass through Me. When the fear is gone there will be nothing, only I will remain.”

I bless My fear and I set it free with love. See You on the far side of the moon.

We look forward to where We go from here.

Another thing We got is that for many (maybe even Us) the next step in the transition will be more and advanced devices to do for Us what We really can do for OurSelves. It's not that We are lazy, We are scared. We fear the unfamiliar, but more than that: “We fear Our power”. Need to look at that some more, We can tell by the way it feels. Some may be able to make the leap directly into limitlessness and being free of need (in fact Our myths and legends are full of people who have made that leap). Aha, the myths and legends also help Us fear this move. Most of Us (the majority of the mass consciousness) will need to step into the era of advanced technology (devices) in order to transition comfortably. The question arises: “Will We as a species get stuck there?” If We do then We do. If that is Our choice, then that is Our choice. My thing is that I want to keep seeking, exploring and creating the more.

So many fears so little time. That too is an illusion. We can look at OurSelves as being “out” of time or as being beyond time. We are working on perceiving that We are beyond time.

Another question that I/We keep asking is: “Will Our money run out?” and “What will We do when/if it does?”. We fear We may act too late. Interesting to see how Our fear keeps Us locked in fear. Fear breeds more fear.

We are repeating Our mantra which has expanded Once again: “We are love, remembering All that We really are”.

Just had a flash: “It's hard to reach into the air and pull out what I want when I do NOT know what I want.” Or at least it is hard to recognize what I pull out.