06/24/13

Today:

Dreaming and shifting

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:18:56 AM

Good morning. We finished the night with dreams (waking and sleeping) about contact and disclosure. This is the first time We remember this when We woke but now We clearly remember this going on for sometime for Us. Previously We (some group of private contactees and galactics) had decided to postpone mass contact and public disclosure. Something happened and some were wanting to postpone again and We (personally) said that We saw no reason to postpone the inevitable. Enough of the group agreed with Us that We chose to go ahead with full contact and disclosure.

We have no idea if this is a foretelling or premonition or not. It is a reality of its own. It may also become Our waking reality.

There has been a sense of spending a lot of time onboard ship at night but nothing clear for quite some time. We assume it is because of experiences that do not easily translate into words.

The night ended with seeing little baby tomatoes on some of Our plants. We were surprised because We had not seen any blooms, the same as in waking. Apparently, We had been away for a time. This is kind of a tricky experience because (in dream and in waking) We had not been aware of missing anything like work or journal entries. Our timeline seemed to flow smoothly with no interruptions or skipped events or days. Yet, here was a plain and clear example of missing seeing the tomato blooms even though We looked at the plants everyday (checking to see if “they” needed water if nothing else).

In waking We have been preparing for this for some time, perhaps experiencing it but who would know if there is no indication of time missed time? We have been putting dust covers over many items inside Our cabin in preparation for being gone even though We know/knew We are not going anywhere. How does One explain this? This has been going on for several years. Now, We have the sense that We have been gone many times over those years.

Would We still be surprised to see baby tomatoes without seeing blooms first? You bet.

For some time We have known (and tried to share with others) that Our (everyOne's) memories are false. We do not All-ways in the same reality, place and circumstances that We went to sleep in. Our memory/mind provides continuity by constructing memories that cover up gaps and discrepancies. We have known this even though We have been aware of experiencing it and have not felt We found anyOne who understood what We are talking about. The movie “Dark City” shows this even though We do NOT believe in evil beans doing it to Us.

This brings Us to another point that is NOT well received by others. Many people who get it that movies like “Dark City” are the cabal and Illuminati, the powers the are/were gloating and arrogantly telling Us what “they” are doing to Us. We agree that it is “them” telling Us or Us telling “them”. We disagree with the gloating and arrogance part and the: “doing TO Us” part. We have watched movies and read stories for years about these kinds of things and WE are the Ones who chose to not believe it. “They” have been open about it (at least in telling stories presented as fiction even if not disclosing facts as facts). We know there have been lies and coverups, We do not deny that. However, the masses have denied that We have any power AND that We gave these “powers” authority and power over Us willingly. We (masses) think We have been forced and tricked. We (All of Us) went willingly but We totally forgot that part.

There need be no blame in this. We need not blame OurSelves for forgetting or the authorities for lieing. We agreed to All of it, even the forgetting. We had to really get into this game/drama/unreal reality and the only way to fully get in and experience it was to forget. So We forgot really, really well. The powers kept telling Us what was going in subtle ways actually hoping We would get it and wake the F up. It was NOT “them” that kept Us captive, it is Us. “Ah Mom, just five more minutes”.

EveryOne has heard the term love-hate relationship. Most know that negative attraction/attachment is exactly the same as positive attraction/attachment. Most people think the powers are struggling to keep “their” power. We totally agree that it looks and feels that way on the global scene. (Remember, We personally do NOT live in that reality anymore but as We have All-ways wanted We remain aware of it) However, We theel that rather than “them” fighting and struggling to keep power, WE (masses) are struggling to NOT take Our power back. All-most without exception everyOne wants someOne or something to be responsible for Us and direct Our lives, Our drama. We do NOT want to do impromptu. We want a prewritten script and We do NOT want to be the Ones who write it. Most deny this while perpetuating it with Our thoughts, words and deeds.

It is a huge blind spot and We (personally) admit that We may have the same or similar or a completely different blind spot. There is a reason “they” are called blind spots.

If You are having a hard time understanding or swallowing this, don't feel bad. You are in good company.

As We go about Our morning, We get the distinct impression of not being here.

At work We were definitely fully focused in limitation 3D. The energetic girl is also very good at dreaming and she took Us with her. We really did not need any help today.

We met the last of Our students today (unless “they” change Our route). He is a nice, polite boy. He is a bit shy at least at first but when We introduced him to the others he said hi and called “them” by name. His speech is a little blurred but not bad.

The mosquitoes and heat are not quite as bad today but that too may pass.

The quiet girl and the energetic girl sat together as promised and talked the entire ride. “They” even had some humorous moments.

We are still having a hard time not being fully in dream and there is no good place to nap until the ride home after Our last student. However, We may figure something out. We are very glad We watered Our plants this morning so All We have to do at home is eat and go to dream, dream, dream.

Hopefully it will be more or a continuation of last night, whatever that was. We enjoyed it, We know that much.