06/13/13

Today:

insights and Activity

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:35:14 AM

Good morning. We visited several alternate realities, felt like possible futures. We did not do anything remarkable, We (All of Us) were just living Our lives: routine but fun and not fixed or stuck.

We did notice that in All the versions Our consumerism is gone and done. There is a lot of sharing and communal living. We (personally) have mixed feelings about that as We really enjoy Our privacy. Of course, a lot of that is not having (or being aware of) anyOne really like minded locally. Even the locals that We meet and visit with in dream are quite different in Our waking world (at least so far). With what We see and feel going on in Our waking world, these differences could well be changing.

As We reviewed recent visits to other realities, it seems that this lack of consumerism is a common theme. Life is simpler and happier. We do not have All the gadgets because We do not need “them”. Our natural abilities replace the man made devices. It seems that in Our current world We supported leaving these abilities at the door by making gadgets do what We could do naturally. An interesting topic to explore but not right now. Please feel free to explore it on Your own.

In the last dream before We rose from slumber We are trying out for a play. The thing is that there is no script. Those auditioning are merely observed living and interacting but in a slightly different set of circumstances and culture and life style than “they” are used to. Kind of like being observed trying this on rather than trying out for a play. (Aha, We just real-eyesed that We are also the One(s) observing. We are watching how We will act and react in this environment.) We woke with a song running through Our head. It is like something from “Les Miserable” but not One We are familiar with. The line that keeps repeating is: “And 'they' throw it All away”. Interesting.

We remember too that in an earlier dream We (everyOne) were in Our energy bodies exploring the physical world. We could roam the physical world but to truly experience it We have to put on bodies. We would find an empty body lieing around and if We liked it We would put it on and experience physicality through it. There were lots of people doing this. It was interesting to see someOne else wearing the body We are familiar with. Interesting that in Our energy body We can be in the physical world and observe it from within and without but not “experience” it nor fully explore it.

In Our energy bodies We can experience and explore energy worlds. One-der if there is something beyond energy worlds that We will long to explore Once Our awareness fully returns? Perhaps the physical is “beyond” these energy worlds We just don't think of it that way because We feel stuck?

That is another common theme in All the worlds and realities We have explored recently: We do NOT feel trapped and/or stuck. We are certain that in the near future We will be able to (and We will) explore the physical from this perspective of not being trapped here. Several years ago We said that We are changing the rules of this game. We knew then that in order to completely experience and explore limitation and separation We had to fully believe in “them”. That is what We have done. At that time We thelt that We would (in the future) explore physicality without complete belief in limitation and separation. Now, that is exactly what We are doing (at least in Our dreams). Even in waking, the belief in limitation and separation is changing.

It was not that long ago (a few months) that We still believed (or just assumed) that limitation is a mandatory part of the physical. Many (maybe most) still believe or assume this. Now, We are shifting/expanding that belief. We theel that there will continue to be worlds/realities where people can fall in. We were going to say: “fall in to limitation” but perhaps there are more beliefs and ideas that people are falling in to?????? So, We will leave that open.

The thing is for Us that We are sooooo tired of feeling trapped. We really hope that We crawl out of what We have fallen into. We real-eyes that was an important part of the experience (and maybe will be again) but We would really like a break. Vacation was nice but We are anxious to get home.

This bring up the idea that perhaps there are worlds and realities beyond (or other than) the physical where We can/are also experiencing and exploring belief in limitation and separation. Interesting possibilities there. Right now We would be okay with observing some of that BUT We really do NOT want to fall in again any time soon.

What We were thinking and saying back when is that We thelt that We would explore limitation and separation from a perspective of NOT fully believing in “them”/it. Again, that was when We still thought that the physical requires limitation and separation. This current train of thought is a very interesting expansion of Our old thinking. It is a good thing We have eternity. There is sooooo much to explore and sooooo many variations on each theme.

This is an incredible way to start a day.

Yesterday, We thought that it seemed like the green bugs like the heat and direct sun. We were just outside and it is nice and peaceful and cool and there are very few of the green bugs. We have often noticed that there are less mosquitoes early in the morning until We wake “them”. We plan to focus on changing the tires on the truck today. There are other things that We would like to do after but that will depend on Our available interest and energy. There is All-ways tomorrow but this tomorrow is laundry day. Of course, We can All-ways postpone laundry.

Now We are feeling like We may return to dream soon. We did a short dream session. Now the song line running through My head is “We are motion”. Don't recognize it but it is an interesting line.

We watered Our new raised beds this morning. I want to add dirt but everything (inside) tells Me to wait. We pour water along the uphill edge and (theoretically) the water runs downhill and underneathish/into the raised soil. Well, We know it runs downhill for sure. It is only in the winter that water runs uphill here. We also added more dirt to and watered Our raspberry transplants. Our local friend said hers died. Ours have buds but "they" may be from before the transplant as "they" have NOT progressed since We first noticed “them”. We would not be surprised if it is next year before We see any real growth. Raspberries are like that, yeah, "they" are. (remember that old commercial: kid says something and then: "moms are like that, yeah 'they' are.")

Next We're gonna change the studded tires on Our truck. We have a mounted set of summer tires too. Studs were supposed to be off May 15 so We haven't been driving it. Was thinking of only driving it back roads and leaving the studs on since will want "them" in a couple of months and most of that is summer school but there are things We might find and want (still don't have any dead propane BBQs for rolling planters etc.) and need the truck to drag "them" home.

We even figured/found out One of the reasons that We did not do this earlier. We have Our floor jack stored on the bottom shelf of Our play table. We have narrow plywood scraps for the ramp BUT "they" needed to lay on the shelf to function. This created a hurdle that Our jack needed to jump getting on and off the shelf. Our floor jack is just not a good hurdler. So We attached a support to lay the ramp on and that makes the ramp level with the shelf. (“Oh the cleverness of Me”).

One cool thing is that the jack was One of the things We were stinking that We needed to have covered storage for in order to tear down the old storage shed. It All-ready has a new home We just forgotted. Another item in the old storage is the scrap plywood that We use to make a path for Our jack to and around the truck. (Jack doesn't like rolling over rocks and shit either.) Now, that is All out and can easily be leaned up to something and tarpped until We use "them" this fall. If there is no new shed by then and if the old shed is gone it will be easy to lean "them" against the side cabin wall and tarp "them". Right now the old shed is blocking access (for anything large) to that side. That leaves only the wheelbarrow and a small square table. The table can easily be covered and become storage All its own. The wheelbarrow can lean against the side of the cabin if We can get it there (which We can after the old storage is torn down). In the meantime both of those can reside under Our front tarp.

So, during and/or after summer school the old storage shed is FINALLY coming down. We are so excited.......................

Sometimes We really are easy to please (not to mention amusing).

Forgive Us if any of that is repetition. Maybe it needed repeating?

Got the tires done except One went flat. TG it did that (and We saw it) before had even taken the jack to the next tire. And the spare was easily accessible and is NOT flat. We are going to make a kinda jig on One piece of plywood because on this hill side Jack likes to roll down the hill. We do NOT enjoy chasing Jack down the hill. He was well behaved until after We had the flat changed and were on the last tire. GREMLINS!!!!!!!!!

We had figured that changing All four tires would take most of Our get up and go even without the flat and chasing Jack. That is why We did Our watering etc. before hand. We may do some more painting on Our pallet and/or other lightweight stuff or We may take a holy-day the REST of the day. The green bugs are coming out again as it warms up.

We got Our brake jig built (and it even works) and as much stuff put away (some it its new home for tearing down the old home) as We want until after Our flat tire is repaired and back where it belongs.

We think We might start a bit on the tearing down or at least more emptying BUT the green bugs are massing again. We are trying really hard not to kill the damn things but a few times Our knee jerk reaction takes over and another One bites the dust. “They” either have a fairly short life span or the cool and shade kills “them” but that does not make Us feel any better. We could use a good rain and We would love to see the little buggers drown (oops). We really do look forward to being and living in harmony with All but We ain't there yet.

We got it emptied except for a little lumber that can stay until We have a pallet to put it on (hopefully a plastic pallet that can stay as the floor of the new shed). We even got a little bit of the roof taken off and some concrete blocks moved away. We got more painting done on the pallet for the new wall of Our new shed. We did a little rearranging under Our tarp to make room for the wheelbarrow and table and Shadow and Us are still able to get to everything. Shadow has to be able to supervise, get to his waterbowl and dig.