06/20/13

Today:

Of dreams and mosquitoes

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:38:30 AM

Good morning. Something is going on energetically. It is a good something but definitely something. We are very grateful that We are only working four days this week. We went to dream early yesterday and We really want to stay in dream this morning.

We do know that the students were visiting Our dreams (especially the two middleschoolers that We saw yesterday) but that is All that We remember.

Wherever We are it is not here. It is funny, as much as We have prepared for this and worked (bad word) towards it, it is still very unfamiliar. It is sooooo easy to revert back to the old thinking that tells Us this is a bad thing. We know better, this is multi-D. We can also tell that We are trying to type is some other language.

There may just be a lot of dreaming that needs to be done right now.

We are (still) learning to follow and trust Our intuition. Our head screams that We won't get everything and that We will die for lack of doing. We know better, yet it is still easy to fall back into that trap. We have spend sooooo much time, sooooo many lifetimes, eons and millenia telling OurSelves these lies and believing “them”. Making the change takes a little time.

It became obvious to Us that We are on ship, in the mansion where the two brothers live and everyOne in “their” world has plenty, in Our earthship and faerie castle (to name a few places where We are aware of being). Our attention and awareness is split between these places and so We are not highly focused in Our “normal” limitation 3D. This is a One-der-full thing and a great experience. However, We have spent All this time telling OurSelves that this is a bad thing.

Damn, did We ever do a grand job of keeping OurSelves in the separation/limitation game.

More and more We are aware that: “We have done this before”. More and more episodes where We remember having the exact same conversation before. We are certainly becoming consciously aware of living alternate and parallel lives. This is what We have been seeking yet it continues to take adjustment and getting used to. We can slip into Our observer Self but it is NOT a place where Our consciousness is used to being.

We are starting to connect with the energetic girl. She definitely has an attitude but maybe there is a reason. Our driver is definitely a stickler for rules AND We are learning to work with that too. Yesterday Miss Energy told Us that she can not read. We suggested that she is learning. Emphatically she replied: “NO” and that she will never read. We asked her how she was going to use a computer and she replied: “Oh, only that.” We asked so You will be able to read on a computer and again she said: “Only that.”

Today she sat by herSelf instead of with the interactive girl. When the quiet girl got on and sat with interactive energetic was disappointed. We made sure We understood what had upset her and said: “Maybe tomorrow, oops, no school tomorrow, maybe Monday?” This did not appease her. We told the quiet girl that Monday energetic would like to sit next to her and she said: “Okay”. Energetic was delighted.

In case You are wondering We have to be very careful using any information that could identify who We are talking about.

A little later Energetic was tightening the other seat belt in her seat. We said something and then had an idea: “Is there an invisible student sitting there?” She lit up nodding her head yes. We asked: “What is “their” name?” Then We quickly asked: “Is it a boy or a girl?” She said: “Girl”. “What is her name?” She took a little time and said: “Lexy”.

After that she was clowning and We were watching and it was obvious she did not really want Us watching. We asked: “You don't want Me watching?” She said: “I get embarrassed.” We looked away.

There were still some difficulties but “they” were much milder than before. Until Our schedule gets fixed We get to school way early and the students can not get off until “their” teacher comes for “them”. Our driver wants “them” in “their” seat and buckled up. This is very hard for these kids but We are working on it.

The little boy is only in summer school for speech.
The interesting thing is that he can speak clearly when he chooses to. This reminds Us of the two brothers who chose not to speak unless “they” wanted to. Many people thought “they” were non-verbal.

In case We have not mentioned it: the interactive girl and the energetic girl are sleeping for most of the ride home. We got it today that “they” are taking Us dreaming with “them”. Well: DUH. We are not All-ways a quick study.

We did have a little more 3D energy when We got home today. We were able to water Our outside plants. The heat seems to have gotten the best of the bluebells. “They” look very sad. We watered “them” and send “them” love. We sure appreciate Our citronella bracelet. We also got some “natural” spray on stuff. Not really sure how much it helps.

We found a bunch more citronella bracelets and pins and hangers at Amazon. We will probably order some but We have this feeling that the mosquitoes will get much more passive soon. It seems like this usually happens and even though this is the worst We have seen “them” here, We theel that this too shall pass.