Thoughts written 6/26/09

I was just reading an article that refers to departing. This author has been departing for a couple of years now. I feel I keep watching this cycle going round and round the mountain. This morning I felt strongly that this cycle is Our/My desire to depart yet stay manifesting in front of Me. Yet I want to slap "them" and say: "Wake up, don't You get it? The reason You keep feeling on the brink of departing is because You aren't going? We are staying and bringing in the new. We are bringing multi-D into Our lives."
That's what I feel for Me. We want to go, We want to stay. We want joy and We cling to misery. Why? Because We have the opportunity to embrace and integrate it All. Again this goes back to there being so much more available and waiting for Us that We really can't even fathom right now.
Many are speaking of not being able to put "their" now into words. Is it any wonder? Our now is brand new, there aren't words for much of what We are experiencing and no frame of reference. We are like the native Americans looking at Columbus's ships and not seeing anything. That is exactly what many of Us are walking in right NOW. We sense these ships, Our light bodies, Our energy but We can't see a blessed thing yet.