Dreams #52

Written 1/10/09

Since I have started remembering My dreams, I have had dreams interspersed here and there of a reality(ies) where I Am still doing catering. These are actually good, happy dreams but do not make Me happy because I quit catering several times and All-ways went back until I moved here 16 years ago. The owner of that company died a few years after I moved here, but in these dreams he is still alive and I still work for him. Catering is very, very hard work and very stressful. I have no regrets that I left and stayed away. The reality where I still do catering is not One I ever wish to visit in waking. In dream it is quite different and I'm OK with the dreams, kind of, a little bit, barely, OK, I lied.
The latest One is repetitive and ongoing. In this One I Am doing a political party at the restaurant I worked at before I started catering. I Am working quite close with the person in charge of the party and We become good friends. We know that the owner of the catering company is dieing and that My job will end when he dies.
This party is very, very successful and leads to a new job for Me working for or with the person who was in charge.
I feel, know this is very significant (especially) right now. It is about something new evolving from the old and encompassing the old. Many times many people think the old will pass away to make room for the new. As far as I can see that is still the predominant choice for the next paradigm/reality. However it is not My choice. (Notice the owner is dieing and I move on) So, both realities happen and play out. Some will see the old dieing and something totally new and different beginning, and some will move into a new that is birthed from the old.
This is also the main reason why I continue at My present job rather than jumping ship and seeking something that "looks" more new paradigm. This company "looks" like everything We DON'T want in a new age company, and yet I feel it is important and part of My plan (a plan I Am mostly unaware of) to ride this out. My method of operation (previously) has All-ways been that when I see signs of trouble and indications of the company failing I jump ship and find a safe and solid shore.