Today:
The real world
Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:16:28 AM
Good morning. We dreamt in very well this morning. We do
not remember details from last night but We remember visiting more
realities and playing with more friends. It was a good night but We
were finally ready to get up. However, We would like to experience
Our expanded, limitless and connected world/Self rather than Our
familiar waking limitation.
Our
head is trying to worry about Our dragon, trying to look at many
things and scream with terror. We remind OurSelf that what We are
familiar with thinking of as wrong and BAD are actually tears in the
fabric of limitation. We want these tears. “They” do not have to
be real for anyOne else. “They” are real for Us. We ARE learning
how to live in this limitation world without being of
this
limitation world. We do NOT have All the answers, We do NOT know how
to do it All “right”.
No One has ever been here before or done this before “in
the physical”.
The thing is that We truly can NOT “do
it wrong”.
That is a hard concept to grasp when in the midst of “doing”
and
living Our life.
It is One thing to get these concepts and principles
when sitting in a conference, or high on a mountain top withdrawn
from the limitation world and society. Retreats and reclusion can
charge and recharge Our batteries but applying these ways of life
while living Our day to day lives is an entirely different story. The
real saints and mystics and assended masters are found on the streets
and backalleys. That is where the real work/change/transition
happens. We have known this for years and now We are living it. We
got a lot during Our year and a half off work but now We are in the
application process.
We
are trying/practicing to review and ponder without planning and
worrying. That is quite the trick. We are still learning how to live
from Our heart and not Our head. This process has been going on for
years but this is a big step further. We know that (in the passed) We
have tried to escape and perhaps even been partially successful. Now,
Once again, We face Our fear. For years We have said (and damn it We
were right) that We All-ways get exactly what We need. No amount of
money or other “things”
will
ever prevent that. We are experiencing limitation but the real world
is limitless.
We prefer Our real world even though others would call
it Our fantasy world. Even Our own head thinks of it that way and
provides lots of evidence to support this belief. We really would
like to expand this belief and We guess that We are in the midst of
the process of doing just that.
We
are reminded that All “things”
are
living, sentient beans. We are learning to think and believe this
way. It is not new but it was a surface knowing not an experience.
Now, it is becoming real to Us.
We
are getting a lot of insights and intuits. We are reminded of
Abraham-Hicks saying: “You never get it done and You can't get it
wrong because You never get it done”. Being of the human persuasion
We “want” to:
“get it done”.
That is part of limitation and while We stretch Our minds and Our
beliefs towards limitlessness, We “try”
and
“want”
to
get it done.
That is a major human goal and ideal. Something that We (personally)
have never
been
good at yet We still strive for (and “strive”
is
the perfect word here).
What
We used to think of (and call/label/judge) as “car
trouble” is
(and has in the passed) giving Us many insights and cause for
reflection and inner inspection. We tend to think that We have failed
but that is really NOT the case. Our head keeps asking: “What
should
We
do?” or “What do We need
to
do?” We are reminded there are NO right or wrong answers. It is All
about the experience. We experiencing experimenting. That is All it
is. There are no “good”
or
“bad” results
or experiences: just experiences.
We are making a batch of split pea soup. While taking
the bacon and onion out of the fridge We spilled Our salad on the
floor. This could easily be seen as a failure or getting it wrong. It
is just an experience AND an opportunity to choose how We will act,
react and respond. We chose to see it that way.
We
are opening, letting go, allowing AND EXPANDING. We recognize how
these passed few weeks and months have really been an opportunity to
expand and change. It is NOT about changing Our others, Our
circumstances, Our “things” but All about changing Us.
And: It is working. Sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. We are
feeling the results as We allow. We are doing a few little things and
slipping in and out of many worlds.
We are also noticing that the energies feel very
different this weekend from last weekend.
Interesting: We are reading a blog entry by Suzanne Lie
and she mentions this concept of people thinking of earth etc. as
dead but it is All actually alive. A living, breathing, sentient
being as are All objects in and on and around her. Sadly, this is not
letting Us paste a copy here. The important part is synchronism and
confirmation.
She also speaks of updating Our memory files, similar to
what We have been intuiting and typing about. Perhaps it would
behoove Us to invest some time doing just that. Or focusing in just
updating/uploading some expanded memories into Our brain. This might
help Our brain get into sync with Our heart. That is what We are
really after. As We have shifted Our focus and thinking this morning
We have felt much better about OurSelf, Our dragon, Our world and Our
life. No small thing there.
Everything
that We see and experience is actually very different from how We see
and experience it. We often say it is “not real”. This may not
sink in and take hold because We know that it is not completely
accurate. It is the belief that limitation is All that there is which
is not really real but it is real within Our construct. It is
different, it is more, it is not: “only”
what
We think/believe it is YET: Our thinking and belief make this limited
version THE “only”
version
that is real within Our experience. Convoluted concepts that are
really only perceivable from a multidimensional perspective. “They”
are not even real within a limitation perspective.
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