Experience

10/15/13

Today:

Experience

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:59:01 AM

Good morning. Sleeping in an hour does not seem to make much difference in Our desire to wake up but it was easier to do than We had anticipated. We did have some interesting experiences and insights about Our process during the night. We experienced more deeply what it is to “be love”. The energy of this is amazingly different from what We are familiar with in waking. To be what We really are rather than pretending to be what We are not is very exciting. It really does change everything.

Of course there are no words to adequately express how and what it is because We have never experienced it in the physical before. It is coming and We are on the verge of tipping the scale (so to speak).

We are getting it that limitation 3D just does not hold much (if any) interest for Us any more. We know the multi-D includes 3D but We really are over experiencing limitation. We are glad to be in transition. We are facing Our fear.

There was also some interesting stuff about taking back Our power last night. This is not what many would probably think. It is not about marches, demands and protests. That is more of a mockery and continuation of giving away Our power. Taking Our power back is simple and an inside job not an outward action. When We type of this being hard, We do not mean: break a sweat hard. We are referring to Our resistance and All the mental interference We encounter in Our waking world. We also got/get it that when We say that this waking world is not real that is inaccurate. The world is real. The way We perceive it is not the real, not how it really is. It is Our filters that make it appear and act in a manner that is not real. We perceive and see and experience it as limited. The real world is limitless. When We experience the limitless and All connected world it will seem brand new yet it will be the same world We have All-ways lived in. That is how We will live side by side with others who see the world as separate and limited: It is the same world.

This brings an interesting change of perspective and feels quite different. It is like now We see the veil, the mental and perceptual border We create with Our imagination. Before We knew the border, the veil was there but We could not perceive it. This is progress. There may or may not be any indication of change in Our outer world but We are changing from the inside.

We are reminded that expectations are limits. Expectations are normal but not natural. This is another reason why Our mantra: open, let go, allow and expand is sooooo important. We repeated it a lot again last night.

We are having some interesting experiences this morning.  We are experiencing limitation while remembering that everything is different than what We think it is.  This is a bit perplexing and We do and did start to revert to Our old thinking and fears.  We are very familiar with Our old reactions and conditioning.

The good news is that We did recognize what is going on and did not stress much.  The kids continue to help Us and We really do appreciate it.

As We read Our book, We see many similarities with most of the students and OurSelf.  We are All going through this transition at different levels and to different degrees.  We still wonder what it will be like and then fear and worry try to take over.

We are facing Our fear.  We are making progress.

We read a couple of articles talking about raising Our expectations.  The problem with this for Us is that We have no frame of reference (yet) for higher expectations and expectations continue to set Us up for disappointment.  The best We can do at this point is be open.  That seems to be working well for Us and is getting less scary.

This morning We let the new preschooler on Our morning section have his turn at being first in line.  We take turns each morning so each student gets a chance.  This seems to be working well.  The new boy had several days to see how the group does it and We asked if he wanted his turn and he said "yes".  He did very well and We told him so.  He replied: "Yes".