Today:
A hot dragon
Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:46:38 AM
Good morning. Again: We remember living many lives in
many worlds with many friends both old and new. Most of these worlds
are not familiar and the old friends We are with are living in many
of the same worlds that We are. The community living does seem to be
common to many lives and worlds as well. Many lives have a lot of
similarity to this One with more freedom and play. We theel these are
expanded 3D worlds and lives.
We
remember there was One world that We did not like. Too much anger and
fear. We remember also that We experienced being onboard a ship and
that is more related to this life. Once again Our dragon is a shuttle
to and from Our cabin and the ship. This area is a space port and
very busy again. It may have been this way All along and We just were
not focused on it. We are not clear about that but it is sure busy
now. We also see and feel Our cabin as the living structure that We
know it really is.
This
morning We feel different: expanded. Our head tries to create
expectations. We let go. Our head's expectations are so much less
than what is possible. We open, let go and allow.
Now,
We just feel around and find what feels resonate. We know that We are
learning and what We are learning is brand new in the physical. There
are no road maps or manuals for this. It rained again last night.
We
plan on doing laundry today. We put it off because it is sooooo much
easier on Us if We do it on a three or four day weekend. We do not
get a lot of four day weekend but next month We get the four day
thanksgiving weekend, then the next month the holyday break which is
around two weeks. We love what We do but We also love dreaming in.
Even though We get to spend much more of Our day dreaming (when at
work) than ever before and more than We ever imagined would be
possible when working, still the in bed (uninterrupted by waking and
driving to town) dreaming is the bestest.
Our first foray outside reveals that it is also snowing
and kinda sticking. It was still raining when Shadow went out and
came back in around 3AM. It is still very warm, somewhere around
freezing so We have no idea how this will turn out. We have been
kinda hoping it would be decent driving today and really slick
tomorrow so We could have another day off. Open, let go and allow.
As
We ponder Our life We are reminded to open, let go and allow. The old
sayings like: “This IS the “real”
world”,
“Get Your head out of the clouds”, “You have to face reality”
and such are the lies We used to keep Us trapped in the game of
limitation and separation. “They” are very effective lies mainly
because We tell “them” to OurSelves. This is still hard for most
people to accept. It may only be true for Us (personally) thought We
doubt that. It probably depends on perspective and what world One is
focused on. Or, as The Reconnections click
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Us: “It's All real. It may NOT All be relevant.”
This morning is a nice gentle morning. We are gradually
getting ready to go do laundry while drifting in, out and through
multiworlds. It is a nice way to spend a morning. Perhaps We will
remember this? Even though We do not pressure OurSelf as much as We
used to, there is still an element of stress and pressure as We face
Our familiar waking reality. Yes, We question whether or not We
actually return to same reality as We think We woke to yesterday but
it sure seems that way (most of the time). Recently: We are much more
aware of waking in a reality that is (at least) slightly different
from where/when We went to sleep.
Again: We are reminded that We need this complete
psychic change. Everything (or All-most everything??) We think, know
and believe is truly bassackwards. That is a lot. We need AND want
to completely change
Our thinking, Our way of life (quite literally). This is no small
order.
Especially when living IN a world that believes completely in its own
limitation. That is the basis of the world “as
We know it”.
There is more here than meets the I.
To
say that it is “not
real” actually
hinders Us for several reasons. 1: We know that is not completely
true and accurate. 2: We go into fear that We will lose what We have
created and We love Our creation no matter how much We hate it. 3:
more shall be revealed.
Our
world is real it is just not All that is real and there is MORE than
what We see and experience. Our world really has no limits yet We
believe that limits are an intrinsic part of Our world. Because We
believe it, We make it real. It is a hologram but it is the most
realistic (and even real) hologram ever created. That is part of what
makes it (and Us) special. Yes, We
are special.
It feels like We are learning to wear a body/form All
over again. Perhaps it is All-most the opposite. Whatever it is, it
is a lot like learning to fall of a bike. We are learning. Learning
to live as love while wearing a glove (Our body). Just like a human
bean does not try to shove All its body into a single (or even
multiple) glove, neither do/should/would We try to shove Our entire
essence into a single (or even multiple) glove. We never really did
BUT We forgot that the essence(s) that are beyond Our glove/body are
also Us. Now, We are learning to live while remembering/knowing this.
It is complete change.
We went to town to do laundry and get water. When We
got to town Our dragon started running extremely hot. We took Our
time and let him cool down. We got Our laundry done and All Our
water jugs filled. We stopped by Our friends to fiddle with the
dragon. We got intuits that everything We had “thought”
to do was taking a risk of just making matters worse. We borrowed
“their” cell phone and headed home. We got most of the way and
the dragon just seemed too hot to continue. We called a tow truck
and “they” towed the dragon home.
Now We are home safe and sound and putting stuff away.
We are doing Our best not to obsess about what to do with/about Our
dragon. We are certain We need to do something. We know that We
need to change but We are clueless what footwork to do. We know it
really does not matter. We are certain now that the radiator has a
major leak. We can not tell whether or not the new thermostat is
working. We did buy a new thermostat while We were in town. We will
probably get another radiator and/or put more stop leak in this One.
We may or may not take out this thermostat. We do feel like We want
to try running the dragon without the thermostat.
The thing is that We are home. Yes, everything is
perfect. We knew that All through this process even though We also
knew it did not look perfect. Looks are deceiving. We are much less
stressed than usual. We will drive Our truck for the next few days
and when the weekend comes We will decide what We choose to do then.
Each day, each moment We will do Our best to stay there and choose
what to do in the moment.
One thing We keep forgetting to mention. We can tell
that We are also running hot. This is part of Our transition and We
know that whatever is happening with Our dragon is part of its
transition. Is there something that We can do to help?
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