Today:
Pondering and
experience
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:20:10 AM
Good morning. Lots of worlds and lots of friends and
most of the time We had a lot of fun. However, there was something
about the last few worlds that was not fun. We are not sure what it
was. Maybe “they” too were limitation worlds?
There was One that is still quite clear. We were in a
town that has even harsher winters than Fairbanks and We kept
repeating that We did not want to be stuck there All winter. Then We
had a stack of important and cherished books and somehow got up on a
tall metal frame tower. We were sitting up there waiting for someOne
to help Us get down. We decided to try on Our own and threw the books
down even though We feared “they” would be damaged. As We started
climbing down, in fear that We would tip the tower and fall, someOne
steadied the base so that We would not tip and fall. Later We
recognized it as Our demon. We were happy to see him again and
for his help. We did not like being in a world with sooooo much fear.
Perhaps it is because of having visited so many worlds where We are
free and limitless and then returning to a world of limits.
We real-eyesed that Our demon is around and watching Us
and disguised as many, many different people. He and “they” are
part of Us. We know this is not really new but this is a deeper
understanding and experience of it. It is also a deeper understanding
and experience of Our choices. Limitation is One of those choices and
it is no longer comfortable. Limitlessness is now becoming more and
more familiar and therefore more comfortable.
As We woke We decided that We did not want to wake with
the feeling from that last dream. We were happy to have seen and
spent time with Our demon again but We did not like that feeling of
limitation. So, We returned to a short dream which left Us feeling
better. Then We did not want to wake into a world of limitation. We
recognized that this dread of waking was not at All about not having
gotten enough sleep. It is about not wanting to leave limitlessness.
Then We felt Our choices. We do not “have” to
wake to a world of limitation. It is Our choice and there is a reason
We make that choice.
We are very aware that We are transforming and
transitioning and that is changing and expanding these limits.
Apparently that is why We choose to return time and time again: to
experience this change and shift. We are okay with that We just do
not want to forget and fall in again. Open, let go and allow.
That is coming up sooooo much now: open, let go, allow
and expand. We are definitely feeling this in-between state that is
part of the transition. It is not very comfortable.
As We were sweeping a very light covering of snow off
Our front steps We were reminded that We are learning how to do this.
This seems odd (in a way) because We pretty well know how to be
physical. Yet, it made perfect sense because We know that this is
about learning how to be physical while knowing We are limitless.
THAT is brand new. It is also about being physical and living as
love. We are used to pretending that We are NOT love while being
physical. It is a new perspective and We really do NOT know how to do
that.
Much is happening. We remembered more from last night.
There was a space pod or shuttle pod. It is a smaller version of a
shuttlecraft.
We were processing more about Our transition. Our entire life and world are based in and on limitation and separation. Is it any wonder that this transition is a bit difficult?
There are over seven billion ways that this transition is happening and All of "them" is correct. This is quite hard to grasp. Many may be similar but no two are exactly alike.
Our highschool autist is definitely showing Us some of his expanded world. He had a lot of smiles while doing it this morning. Our middleschool autist is getting more comfortable with Us too.
We are feeling a lot of shift and expansion. The more We let go, the more We expand. We are having lots of opportunities where previously We would have clung to and demanded Our limitation beliefs. Now, We are seeing these for what "they" are and letting go.
We get it that Our world is much more than how We see
and perceive it. We see and perceive only limitation and separation.
We are getting this experientially. It is becoming real to Us not
just a philosophy. We are beginning to live it.
Also, just wanna mention that a new version of
OpenOffice is available and We downloaded it. We are happy with it
so far and it seems to have fixed the formatting problems We were
having.
Remember: We created All of it. We are getting it at a
deeper level that everything that We hate and blame on others and
corporations and government and churches and on and on is Our own
personal creation. Why? To experience AND to help/force Us wake and
remember Our true nature.
Remember the old saying: “When the pain gets great
enough, We change”. Sad that We have to go this route.
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