Dreaming

09/18/13

Today:

Dreaming

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:09:08 AM

Good morning. Another interesting and fun night living and playing with friends. This time most of the friends were from Our waking with only a few new found friends. We were living in a much freer and less restricted manner. We were able to express OurSelves and Our feelings and connections freely and openly. We still experienced some of Our old thoughts of shame and prohibition but with the ease and relaxation We observed and experienced in Our others We were able to quickly move through Our fears and phobias. This felt really good.

We woke real-I-sing that We are not dreading waking and getting up. Our waking life is becoming more and more like Our dreams. We have not been typing as much because We are busy living Our dreams. Many of Our outer circumstances seem the same or only slightly changed BUT WE are changing. This is an ongoing process and We are even starting to enjoy the process.

It is not easy learning to abandon Our old insecurities. Abandon is NOT really the right word. We must accept, own and love those insecurities as much as any other part of OurSelf. However, We can set “them” free. We can love “them” but NOT hold “them” hostage any more. This is new behaviour and beliefs.

It is snowing and barely sticking. We know it is All perfect and most of what needed to be done before winter is done. Still a few things and that is okay. It is part of learning to live in this world without being a victim. We creating it. We must like it.

We are reminded that We are learning to live as love rather than as what We are not. The changes We are living may be subtle but “they” are very real.

Today seems to be even more about dreaming than usual. We are going deep every chance We get. The kids are fun and mostly the same as usual.

These entries are getting shorter because right now (at least) We have less to say and We are just downloading and integrating most of the time.

We are getting the message that We are part of and participating in mission planet earth. Whatever that means. We know that part of it is what We have long suspected and We are NOT from here. We are One of those whom some people want contact with. Hmmmmm. No Oneder We are such a loner.

It does seem that whatever is going on is the energy of the full moon feeding into the equinox energies. Many are saying that this is another powerful gateway. We are feeling it. We are honoring it and taking breaks every chance We get.

We do seem to have more energy for doing a few things when We get home from work. We did some tree trimming today that needed to be done for Our convenience.

This morning the dragon started and ran for a bit and then died when We went to leave. We did not panic or freak, We just switched to the truck. We got the strong feel of the truck being Our freight shuttle. Now, We see why this happened: We had freight to haul today even though it is not visible to Our 3D senses.