Today:
A big step
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:04:25 AM
Good morning. We remember some of Our dream lives from
last night. We were starting with a group of kids in some kind of
group home or community. This was not forced or compulsory. EveryOne
was there by choice and aware of this. That is the difference with
Our waking world: We forgot (and We forgot really good) that We chose
this.
Last night We were
playing and connecting deeply with the kids and learning about
“them”, “their” different likes and dislikes. We were (and
felt) much more free than in Our waking world. We had a really good
time and there were new friends and people from Our waking life too.
We were a bit surprised by how much and how close some of the kids
wanted to connect with Us. We seem to more likable than We think We
are. We real-eyes this may be true in waking also. We know that We
try to keep people at a distance on purpose. We set that purpose and
then forgot. Sound familiar? We seem to do that a lot.
We are reminded that
just because We chose this waking life does NOT mean that We have to
fall into it and believe in it totally. We are still learning how to
live as love in this world. We have gotten really good at pretending
that We are not. We are so familiar and good at pretending that We
are not love and that We are separate and limited that it is hard to
imagine that We are love, connected and limitless. It is hard to
accept Our power and ability. We (most everyOne if not absolutely
everyOne) fear Our power and ability because We theel We have misused
and abused Our power and ability in the passed and even present
(maybe future too) lives. This is another lie and/or misconception.
This morning We are
again practicing staying in the now, letting go and remembering that
everything is perfect. We are learning. Our head keeps asking: “What
should We do?” Our head continues to want to do things and solve
(apparent) problems physically. That does not work for Us anymore.
There may be physical work to be done and if there is We will do it
when it is time. Now is NOT that time so We can keep Our head out of
it. Not easy but then again: We are just learning.
We are reminded that
everything that happens is about Us and not the other or object or
event. We are manifesting it for Our growth. That can be a bitter
pill.
Also: We are reminded
and shown how much We cling to the old. We think it keeps Us stable
and defined because it does. Maybe that is NOT what We want anymore.
Stable and defined is part of limitation. It is familiar. We fear the
new and being unstable and undefined because it is unknown or at
least very well forgotten. These are very interesting insights. We
cling to what We really do not want because it is familiar. We do not
seem to be much for adventure and yet We know that We are much more
open than the average person.
This morning We continue
to let go and remind Our head that it is okay. We will take Our head
with Us and it will have a function even if We are not clear what
that function is yet. We do know that whatever Our head will be doing
is exactly what it is really meant to do. These are Our choices. We
are not being forced or pushed off a cliff. It only looks like a
cliff because of All the fog and confusion that We are projecting.
We are love letting go
and allowing. We see Our attachment to worry and struggle to survive
and see how We could be more compassionate with Our others who also
cling to the old. We continue to learn how to “in” the
world but NOT “of” the
world. We are learning to be here and there, how to detach with love
from this game and holographic projection that We are sooooo good at
and sooooo attached to.
We are learning more and more about using Our Nook. The more We learn the more We want to use it.
We are having a good time with the kids again today. We are working hard with the gradeschoolers to find a balance of letting "them" have fun but not annoy Our driver. We are making progress.
Our autistic highschooler silently asked to hold Our hand before he sat down by gently holding out his hand close to Ours. We gave him Our hand. Gently, very gently he took Our hand and held it up to his chest (he began to squint or squeeze his eyes shut and wrinkle up his face) near his heart and then released Our hand. We do not know what it means but We do know that he is trying to reach out to Us and help Us.
We got another bus with even more seats and the gradeschoolers were very spread out so in a way it was harder to pay attention to each One yet easier to focus on each One. The preschooler stayed awake for most of the ride but then was sound asleep when We reached his daycare. He really does remind Us of the sleeping boy from last year. There is something to this.
We are focusing on letting go and it is having a distinct and clear (or extremely muddy) affect. We are reminded that We are creating everything that We experience and to let go and stay in the now. Everything that We experience is intended to help Us grow and wake (and the kids are trying to help and encourage Us whether "they" are aware or unaware of this in "their" waking state). This is All comforting and very scary at the same time. It is familiar yet very new.
We experienced being here AND there. Things ranged from being slightly different to vastly different while everything else seemed to remain the same. Being and experiencing multidimensional is very hard to explain in limitation 3D words. Plus were slip, sliding around so nothing remained constant. This is very confusing to a limitation 3D oriented mind. We really do need to be in Our heart mind to get it and cope with it.
We are able to allow and observe and experience and even appreciate what is happening. Throughout the day We were reminded that whatever is happening with Our cars is NOT about the cars but totally about Us. Again, this relates to what others are going through concerning war and poverty and etc.
This is a complete change of mindset and beliefs and it is NOT easy. Okay, it can be easy but We resist. That is how We programed OurSelves in the game. On Star Trek: when changing a holodeck program "they" give the computer verbal commands. We do not have to do that. Our thoughts can (and do) change the parameters and little and major things about the ongoing program (or game). What is projected changes in nanoseconds. Because it is a fluid shift. or a slide rather than a jump (usually anyway) it may go unnoticed.
This is how Our evening went after work. We are happy, excited and scared BUT We are allowing and facing Our fears.
We continue to let go of Our old habits and methods of thinking, believing and living. We are staying in the now which changes every moment.
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