Today:
A day of choices
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:33:10 AM
Good morning. Shadow woke Us about ten minutes before
Our alarm would have gone off. We were very deep into another world
and life. It was really hard to reorient with this life. We really do
not know how to describe it. It was All-most like having to learn to
walk and read All over again as We returned to 3D awareness. We had
to remember how to use Our body. Kind of like putting on a wet suit
too.
We are not sure what
this means but it is kinda fun to be aware of. It probably is part of
real-I-sing We are more than just this body.
We remember waking Once
during the night and We do not remember what We were doing then or
now. Must be the start of a new adventure and part of Our transition.
There is definitely a lot going on.
We are aware of being
multidimensional and in multiworlds this morning and Shadow is still
very deep in dream. It is an interesting process going through this
shift together. Our head still struggles to maintain control but the
struggle has much less energy to it. Our heart is very happy and
confident.
We are reading
confirmations (from several sources) of what We are intuiting about
what We are experiencing. One of “them” even mentioned repairing
items with Our energy because it is All energy. We probably should
not be surprised and yet............................
Letting go and
acceptance and huge tools and keys. Not at All what We were taught in
limitation school.
We are having another interesting day. Our non-verbal highschooler had a great time. We were in Our regular route bus for the first time. We do not know if it was the bus, if he is feeling better, or what.
Saying that he is non-verbal is actually inaccurate and even incorrect. We found out that he is very verbal, he just does not use words (or not words that We recognize anyway.
Yesterday, after Our morning section the dragon was running hot. On Our second break, We bought a new thermostat and anti-freeze. Then We let it go (mostly anyway). Since then, it seems the thermostat is working better than it ever has.
This connects to what We read this morning.
The preschoolers had a great time and are a delight as usual.
Our bus broke down leaving highschool (the first of Our two afternoon schools. We sat for quite a while with Our One highschooler on board. He did well for just sitting by himSelf and waiting. We real-eyesed that We really do not know how to entertain and interact with an autist in these conditions. We could do telepathic messages but in a stressful physical situation We are not that good at telepathy. Finally on the phone his mom told Us he like music. We are (normally) not supposed to have the radio on with students on board but We turned it on and he really enjoyed that.
Another route had to do Our elementary section and another route had to pick Us up and take Our highschooler home.
Here, are choices: how We feel and act and think about this. It is normal to hold on to old behaviors and blame and ridicule. It is new to accept and let go. We are choosing to let go but it is not easy. We (humans) do love to cling to Our drama and Our driver does too.
It is funny, We are more forgiving of those who are unaware than those who claim to be waking but choose to continue in limitation. Yet, it is so easy for Us to do the same. Is that why We have so little patience? Because We see OurSelf in that mirror? Because it would be sooooo easy to join the pity party?
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