Happy world(s)

12/11/14

Today:

Happy world(s)

Wizard's Log Star-date: 12/11/14

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

Upon waking We do theel different, just a little anyway. We do not remember much from last night except that We did note that We the group home setting is an ongoing theme in the worlds and lives We are visiting at night. We like that. We did clean up the top of Our computer desk first thing and it is nice to have the clutter gone. We do not have much clutter in Our cabin and/or life but Our computer desk was a mess. This may or may not be significant but theeling better about it IS important. The whole point (right now anyway) is to theel better. After All: We are looking for better theeling thoughts and holding “them” for as long as We can.

We find that We are very thirsty again this morning.

This idea of theeling happy thoughts: Our society has made a joke of this. We ridicule it to keep OurSelves out of it. We are sooooo very clever. We trap OurSelves and lay mind fields to keep Us from escaping limitation and separation before We are truly ready. Then We forget that We did it and blame others. We judge OurSelves and project that judgment onto others and “they” reflect it back on Us and We go to war (either inside or outside).

Pony hopping remains a big part of Our way of live now. We forgive OurSelves many times during Our day. Sometimes (at night) We wake up pony hopping. More and more of how We spend Our time is similar to autists except it seems easier for Us to function in limitation 3D. However: that is Our perspective and “they” may theel the same about “themSelves”. We do find OurSelf having to pay more attention when We want to function in 3D. Our 3D is much less limited now, because We are in multiD more and that does include 3D. Much of what those awakening think of as 3D and want to change is actually limitation. We (personally and collectively) are confused about a lot of this stuff. We tend to look at everything from Our limitation mindset and that skews everything.

Most of Our day is spent focusing on thinking and holding happy thoughts. We ARE learning how to think and theel. The change is ongoing, So far the change is mostly subtle and inside but We can theel the possibilities. The possibilities are awesome and We know that We have only a tiny glimpse of what is possible. We are imaginating happy world.

The thing is that this is only impossible IF We think it is impossible which We Allways have (at least in this waking lifetime). We see many of Our recent learnings and insights coming together. We ARE bringing balance.

We imagine taking the kids to places where “they” play and do whatever “they” want and then We take “them” back to happy homes. It takes a bit of adjusting for Us AND “them”. Isn't that funny? Being happy All the time is NOT normal. It IS natural but it certainly is NOT normal in limitation and separation. That is insane. To believe that people should not and will not and can not Allways be happy. Who made that law? (We did of course)

There are lots of opportunities to find better theeling thoughts. This is bringing lots of skeletons out of Our closet. First thing this morning We had a misunderstanding with Our driver and Our head was off like a racehorse. We caught it right away and kept returning to happy thoughts and it would try to wrestle with being insulted and defend Us in Our mind. We are certain Our driver was doing similar. At the first stop We apologized and she expressed her concern and We assured her that We are not mad at her but simply did not how to respond because she had caught Us totally off guard in a sensitive area. She thanked Us for apologizing.

One of Our preschoolers was having a bad day but did fine on the bus except “they” were not “their” usual happy Self. The older brother is having some difficulty(s) this week. We are doing Our best but We simply are out of Our league (in the physical). We send him caring thoughts. Each day after he calms down and sleeps the whole ride he is like a completely different person. Xmas is near, there is a lot going on at home and We keep getting new students on this section. That is a lot for him to deal with AND he comes out of school upset. We have no idea what goes on at school for him except that it is very hard for him.

He is certainly One of the first kids We think of taking to happy world. His brother too. It is rather unorthodox in happy school (play school) so at first it is hard to imagine. Again: It is insane to think that letting kids do whatever “they” want is a bad thing. If We think about most (if not All) of what We think is good and acceptable it is All insanity. Why would We think that We must alter or train out human nature. Why do We think that people left to “their” own devices are inherently bad and even evil??? Our thinking IS a mess.

We find better theeling thoughts. We hold these thoughts for a few seconds. We ARE teaching Our mind to think (or helping and allowing it to find its own way back to Our/its natural state). This newest process and training is really helping.

Good night AND thank You for playing.