Today:
Not burning down
the house
Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:00:52 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
We
continue to wake thinking: “I love You”. We like that. We
visited several worlds and met more new friends. The world that We
remember the most was quite similar to this world and there were
friends from Our waking life there. We are managing a restaurant
there. When We woke and went back to sleep We kept returning there.
We added love.
Love
is Our theme and Our focus and that is as it should be. Shortly
after We woke We asked: “What else is here?” and “What does
this look like from a multidimensional perspective?” We are
reminded that multidimensional is love. We can't explain it, it just
is. Our limitation 3D thinking tends to overthink things. Our
planning and thinking and figuring things out just keeps Us stuck.
There
is another thing to try with Our dragon and We spent the night
saying: “We don't know”. We really don't. Thinking will not
bring Us an answer. We are checking Our feelings. We ask Our
children within and We wait for inspiration and intuition. We really
want to move forward and not remain stuck in old thinking and
beliefs. We are love and We want to live as love.
Our
children within are such a key. We have many visions of how
important it is to see everything and everyOne as Our children
within. Some are rebelling and acting out and others are scared
witless while others try to just maintain and survive in a world
without love. We love You and We need You. Our limitation 3D
thinking and reasoning does not allow for any of this, does not take
this into account and consideration. Our children: All of this being
Our children within and Our projection is not even thought to be a
possibility much less the major factor. Limitation 3D does not think
and believe that love is the solution. Love is THE solution.
Changing the outer without changing the inner to love will never
bring lasting and positive change.
Several
times We have been reminded of Our saying: “Regardless of
appearances”. Once again: regardless of appearances love IS the
answer. Our thinking screams that this is not possible in this case.
In worldly matters We believe that some action is required. That is
limitation 3D thinking and solutions. We ARE changing. We are love
and We are determined to live as love. We are determined to begin
now and remain focused on love.
Are
We waiting for a miracle? Maybe. Is so then We are the miracle
worker.
The
vision of Our children within keeps coming to mind. We feel “their”
desperation as “they” struggle to survive and We send “them”
love. We care and want a better world and life for “them” and
the only way is love. We continue returning to the separation and
adding love, saying: “I love You”. We theel that the separation
is what is commonly called creation and/or the beginning. Often We
think of this as the beginning of life on earth but it is before even
that. Time began as a result of limitation and separation with anger
and fear. Love has no need of time as We know it anyway. Those whom
We see/perceive as struggling and trying to change the world from the
outside ARE also Our children within. That is hard to accept at
first but Once We decide to accept it: then it begins to become
clear.
Once
We accept that this world is made up entirely of Our children within
who felt/feel abandoned and neglected from/at (what seems/feels to
be) the very beginning of life (the separation) then We can envision
new answers. Then We can theel how things can (and do) work
differently than We have believed with Our limitation thinking. Face
the facts takes on a whole new meaning.
From
this perspective the possibilities seem far out and woo woo but
“they” ARE real. Reality is much bigger than We have ever
imagined with Our limitation imagination. That is a great
distinction. Usually when We “try”
to imagine We use Our limitation imagination. When We “allow”
imagination then We access Our limitless and multidimensional
imagination. What a difference that makes. Isn't it funny: All this
time We have been trying to find words to describe this and just now
it comes. More progress.
We
have a vision (very vague and foggy still) of where this is going.
Our dragon is a turning point, a choice point and a key. Will We let
this child within to be a dragon or will We try to force a square peg
into a round whole? We ask Our dragon: “what do You want?”. We
hope We will honor its answer. We love You AND We thank You.
Allowing love is a key. We set it free with love. We are reminded
that We do not know (consciously) and that is okay.
As
We make Our first trip outdoors (this morning) and We look around We
real-eyes that Our thinking and planning and beliefs continue to be
limitation. Limitation is still Our default. We ARE in transition
and We recognize this limitation default thinking and planning much
quicker than ever before. IF We want to change, if We want to live
multidimensionally, live as love in the physical then We must
continue to change Our thinking and beliefs. We include Our brain in
this, We are NOT abandoning or destroying ANY part or pisces of
OurSelf. We are integrating NOT rejecting. We love Our children
within even the Ones that We find hard to like. We are activating
that part of Our brain and DNA that lay dormant. Those are the parts
that know and recognize love, real love not limitation love.
So
far We are enjoying drifting, envisioning some less limited worlds
and doing a few small things inside. We keep thinking (a bit) about
whether or not We want to do anything with Our dragon today. Maybe
We do and maybe We don'ts and that is okay just the way it is. Rules
and “shoulds” no longer apply. We ARE clear on that unless We
aren't. We keep getting the message that it doesn't matter and that
message really feels right on.
It
IS important to stay focused in/on love and remembering Our children
within. After that the question is: “what do We want to do now?”.
Only now. Next or later can be chosen next or later. Simple
lessons AND huge lessons.
We
are reminded that Our life and world are VERY different from the way
We have Allways thought and perceived and experienced. “They”
are more AND everything is actually Our children within. It is All
Ours and Our projections. Whenever We hate, blame, are angry with
(or any number of emotions) Our others, Our surroundings, etc. then
We are projecting those emotions onto/at Our children within. This
is a pretty sobering insight. And We wonder why things seem to go
wrong and be fubar?????? Several teachers (now days) are suggesting
that We deal with Our others, Our world and Our inner child the way
We would deal with a five year old child in pain.
This
might be a good place to insert that part of Our dreams last night
was about Our inner child being a conundrum, a myriad (a legion if
You will) of beans. It is One and also much more than a single
individual. That is why We like to think of “them” as Our
children within. What We see and experience is only a holographic
projection on a screen which We call: “The real world”.
Again: if We ask: “Is it real or not?” the only possible
(correct) answer is: “YES”. We forget. We forget a lot. Please
forgive Us. We love You and We thank You.
We
went to the spring to get water and the nearby gas station to get gas
for the Buick. We are just going slow and gentle and still not sure
what All We will do today. One step at a time. We are remembering
to include Our children within, to add love and to repeat: “I love
You” a lot.
So:
the Buick is NOT an answer. We added gas and got it running NOT
knowing that it was spraying gas onto the engine. By the time We
real-eyesed this and turned it off it was too late. We called 911
(without even having to look up the number) and the fire department
got here and got it under control before anything (except the Buick)
caught fire or was damaged. We were a bit perplexed that “they”
were using water on it even though We clearly told “them” that
there was gas in the mix. “They” did add foam after a while and
in time. The fire truck was at the top of the driveway and “they”
could not hear the captain calling on the radio for foam. The very
wet conditions surely kept the forest from catching fire but the gas
was getting into the leaves that have accumulated. It was more
excitement that We had been looking forward to. Our Buick is toast
quite literally. Oh, none of the toys We have inside it were
damaged.
So:
We put the battery charger on the dragon. We probably will not
fiddle with it any more today, unless We do.
The
second paragraph of this
article sure speaks to what is going with Our dragon and Buick.
We are not surprised (and it is what We have been intuiting) but the
confirmation is great. It is easy to doubt OneSelf. We are in
transition NOT at perfection except that everything IS perfect, even
Our doubt. That is a hard One to grasp. We did send out an email
letting folks know what is happening and the confirmation in the
article.
The
thought popped into Our head that perhaps One (or more) of Our
children within is acting out. Certainly a possibility and We
certainly have had quite a few fires in Our life/passed. However: it
is not exactly that. Sure: there are probably children within,
castaways and rejects, orphans who still hold fear and anger towards
Us but this feels much more like We were trying to “fix”
what We need to allow. We are
certain that Our children within are playing a part in Our experience
but NOT maliciously. “They” are being helpful. On the surface
it might not look that way but it definitely feels that way. We love
You AND thank You.
If
this had been malicious in any way it would have been too easy to
burn the cabin and forest. If the accumulated dead leaves and the
trees around the Buick had been as dry as normal (this time of year)
it would have been a very different story. We did not time the
arrival of the fire department but We were rather amazed at how long
the fire burned and did not spread before “they” started spraying
it with water. We are still kinda amazed that the fire department
would spray a gas fire with water. We have never watched a fire ride
the water before and watching the fire get right up next to the cabin
and watching the water (that the fire was riding) going under the
cabin AND Our heating oil tank was a bit unnerving.
This
was more about: “Sit down and shut
up”
meant in the kindest, most loving way. It is about learning to trust
and NOT trying to fix what is not broken (even if it appears to be
broken). Once again: “regardless of appearances”.
The
cool thing is that We are not just repeating nice, nice and
philosophy. We really feel what We are typing. Yes, fear tries to
come up but that is old paradigm and limitation thinking and beliefs.
Lots
of pony hopping and “I love You”s and “thank You”s.
Oh:
We Allmost forgot to mention: after the fire men left We did go
looking for Our fire extinguisher. There is was, right where We
thought We keep it. We had looked right at it and totally NOT seen
it. Whadda Ya think of that??????? There is just sooooo much to
this experience.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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