Today:
A lot of
improvement
Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:02:18 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
We
woke thinking “I love You” but We could tell that We really were
not ready to wake so We reset Our alarm and returned to dream a
while. We had woken from a world where a couple of people were using
One of Our tool boxes. We were happy that others were getting more
use out of Our tools but when We saw the mess that “they” had
made of Our well organized tool box We were quite upset. That is very
typical of Our waking Self. You could say that We are OCD and You
would be right.
When
We woke again (before Our alarm) We are still thinking of love and
Our children within. That is good and that is progress.
We
would like to share of Our experiences on the bus yesterday (and We
may) but right now We are not focused in 3D enough to get words out
of Our fingers. We keep repeating “I love You” and “Thank You”.
We let OurSelf drift with those thoughts.
On
Our first trip outdoors We are asking Our questions: “What else is
here?” and “What does this look like from a multidimensional
perspective?”. We did pretty good at staying in multidimensional
focus and not hurting OurSelf but We did have to go slow and careful.
It really is like learning to ride a bike. Learning to live
multidimensionally is NOT about NOT doing things in the physical. It
is about being in 3D AND other Ds, about functioning in 3D without
being focused only in 3D. It will probably be easier when Our
familiar waking 3D in not limitation 3D.
We
can tell that We ARE changing. We can feel it. We can theel Our
awareness of Our abilities growing. We can theel what it feels like
to use Our mental and psychic abilities. We ARE making progress. We
keep telling OurSelf that things ARE different than “they” seem,
that We are levitating and flying but We just convinced OurSelf that
We do not do these things. We can theel Our beliefs shifting. Once We
believe then We can (and will) experience. We (everyOne) usually want
it the other way around AND expect it to work bassackwards to how it
really will work.
We
are having lots of reminders and insights about how We think and
believe. Our others ARE some of Our children within that We project
outwards. We need to see AND treat “them” like children in pain
because “they” are. This is hard to remember because “they”
look like A-dults and We are taught (and have taught) that “they”
are A-dults. Looks ARE deceiving. What We normally see is part of the
lies, deceptions and illusion of separation and limitation.
Before
work We had a reminder about how We treat Our others, Our children
within. We did NOT treat a coworker (who thinks that she is a
supervisor and may even have been told that she is a supervisor but
We have not been told) like a child in pain. After We did a lot of
pony hopping and got over Our mad We thought about how a child in
pain would feel if We treated “them” like that. Not a warm and
tender feeling. We ARE willing to change but it is a lot of change
and so We forgive OurSelf and make a new start.
We
had a great morning with the kids. We have two gradeschoolers who
like to talk and are quite capable of taking care of “themSelves”.
We are required to walk in with “them” but “they” told Us
that “they” do not need to walked in. We told “them” that We
real-eyes that but We are supposed to walk “them” in. One told Us
he did NOT want Us to hold the door open for him. We said that We
would try to remember tomorrow. He is good about telling what he
knows how to do by himSelf. We respect that and try to show it.
The
boy who fought Us over the carseat (yesterday) went right to a
starseat and got in. Shocked Us but We real-eyesed that We had
established this as his routine. We had a good ride. He clearly
understands what We say (whether he responds or not). He has not used
any words with Us (yet) but We have the feeling that he can but
chooses not to. He does remind Us of a lot of what is explained in
The Reason I Jump.
We have a long break until preschool starts next
Wednesday and now We are starting to drift away. We are not certain
yet if the kids are taking Us dreaming or not. We ARE certain that
“they” are communicating with Us telepathically and We are
connecting but “they” feel a bit reserved still. “They”
certainly are NOT used to being accepted as “they” are.
Our afternoon was also great. We only have One
highschool student and “they” are a very nice autistic student.
“They” like to make interesting sounds and can talk plainly but
do not talk much. The gradeschooler that had the meltdown yesterday
was doing well today. We were told that he had received some bad news
about fifteen minutes before it was time to go home yesterday. One
teacher gave him some candy as he was getting on the bus today
because he did so well. We told him that he was not supposed to eat
on the bus so he should save it for when he got home. We discussed
this for a while. He was trying to say something and We thought he
had finished talking and We started to talk. We were wrong. At first
We did not understand when he told Us to stop talking. So: We asked a
few questions and he explained. We apologized for interrupting and
let him finish. We got it All settled and he only pretended to eat
his candy the rest of the way home. We played a bit at some games he
made up. The older brother slept most of the trip but did check from
time to time to make sure We were paying attention to him too. A wave
seemed to be enough for him. It was a fun ride All the way from
school to home.
Allmost forgot what We really wanted to mention: We
continue receiving reminders about what We think, how We think and
the questions We ask.
Oh, also: the problem from this morning before got fixed
and We were able to thank the person that We had had the (not so
pleasant) discussion with for taking action. Our immediate supervisor
mentioned the problem getting fixed (later) and We thanked her too
and told her that We had thanked the other person. We are very happy
about this outcome. It is another time that pony hopping worked well.
We made the choice to take responsibility and ask forgiveness rather
than holding onto the frustration. It took a lot of repetition but it
sure was worth it.
We do not remember if We have typed about the insights
about what We think and the questions We ask but in a nutshell We are
getting it that if We think about not liking something, guess what:
We don't like it. Then We wonder why We continue to not like it after
repeating that We don't like it. DUH. And the questions We ask can
send Us into not wanting and not liking the same way. We need to make
the choice to think and speak differently (in Allmost every
situation) and We are doing that when We catch OurSelf. We are doing
well with this and We are being gentle with Us when We do not do so
well. Remember to that if We say and think that We want then We are
saying that do not have it. This can be a fine line and balancing
act. We must start where We are and We must also stop arguing for Our
limitations.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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