Today:
Releasing liquid
fear
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:35:28 AM
Good morning. We do not remember anything from last
night except that Shadow got Us up to let him out and back in around
10:00 PM. The only way to get OurSelf up and out of dream and bed was
to remind Us that We do not have to wake fully AND We get to dream a
lot during Our work day. Talk about a dream job.
We
are focused in/on Our change/expansion in thinking and beliefs. That
is probably what We were focused on during the night. It is probably
stuff that is still beyond the scope of Our physical brain. We are
expanding that but it takes time if We do not want to damage OurSelf
and that is not Our intent.
Not
sure how to describe Our morning. We seem to be going
back and forth between limitation 3D (experiences and thinking) AND
multiworlds and multidimensional experiences and thinking. We are
learning to be and do both.
Many interesting experiences today. When We first went outside, this morning, Our thermothing read 0, it felt like 20 above, Our indicators were acting like about ten below and Our chariot started ace.like 20 below. So many worlds All in the same space.
Many interesting experiences today. When We first went outside, this morning, Our thermothing read 0, it felt like 20 above, Our indicators were acting like about ten below and Our chariot started ace.like 20 below. So many worlds All in the same space.
Our energetic gradeschooler did much better and We read his book to him for a while. It did seem to help until he lost interest. Later it seemed like he had a complete personality shift and it was not pleasant.
We are having a repair issue on Our bus and We are having difficulty letting go. We are arguing for and demanding Our limitations. We do not want to do this, it is just habit.
We are having a very experiential day. Not All of it is what We would call pleasing. However it is All (good and bad) helping Us change/expand Our thinking, see where/how We are still stuck and easily get stuck in the old mindset.
We are getting what We asked for AND We appreciate it even when We do not enjoy it.
All day (especially afternoon) We are very thirsty and drinking lots of liquids (mostly water). We are releasing a lot of fear in its liquid form. We theel this is also part of Our body transition.
This morning One highschooler was using sign to tell Us something. We told him that We do not know sign and it seemed like his signing turned into a combination of universal and his own personal sign. As far as We saw he did not fly the bird (just to be clear here). He was opening up and We know he heard Our thoughts as well as Our spoken words.
Apparently the repairs to Our bus were completed and someOne else took it out on route. We have no idea why. We took a standby and the battery died while We were waiting for Our gradeschoolers. We split Our students between two other buses for the ride home and We rode with the larger group. This route ended up being about an hour longer and We All-most released Our fear All over OurSelf.
To be honest (which We really do try to do and usually succeed) We have no clear idea about what All is going on. It is about letting go but We were not willing to let go of liquid fear on the bus.
We were All-most dysfunctional when it came time to drive home and yet We were fully functional. We were well aware of this condition and that it is learning how to do this physical stuff while being aware of being in multiworlds and multiD. It is learning how to be and live as Our true nature.
Again, We need to release specific expectations of what this will turn out to look like. We are transitioning into something that no One has been/done while still in the physical.
We are repeating Our mantras a lot and telling OurSelf and All Our others that We love Us All unconditionally. We are love. We love is what We are and do. We just forgot. We forgot real good so it seems new to Us and in the physical it is new to Us.
This world that We call: "The Real world" is a hologram, it is Our fantasy AND it IS Ours. One fear is that We will have to give it up because that has been Our experience every lifetime before. Even when We hate this limitation reality (or any limitation reality) it is still Our creation and deep down We know that and love it (whether We are aware of this or not). We do NOT want to give it up. "It's Mine and YOU can't have it." That is like a universal battle cry.
Perhaps this is the fear that We are releasing. Since it is a physical fear it makes sense that it is liquid fear.
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