Today:
Hybrid solar
eclipse
Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:45:13 AM
Good morning. We are experiencing expansion. During the
night We experienced living an entire day of this waking reality and
it only took a short time. We are not sure if it was a day from the
recent passed, a current day or future day or a day that never
happens in Our waking experience. It shifted Our perspective. We also
experienced other realities during the night. No clear memories right
of the details right now because We are more focused on Our current
shift in perspective. It makes Our world different even though
nothing in this world needs to have change. We are aware that is
more.
As
We felt around in this more We experienced bilocating, flying and the
release of the power over Us that We had given to outside influences.
This does not negate or eliminate the experience of limitation. That
is the important part (for Us anyway). This experience, this world is
important (to Us) and We have to get beyond the idea of leaving it.
We have to get to the point of being here AND there. This is hard to
adjust to since We are sooooo familiar with being totally focused in
only One where. It is trippy to be aware of and experience being here
AND there.
Remembering
and experiencing that there is more. All-ways more. We have expected
(and even thought that We wanted) to leave this reality. However,
deeper in Our heartmind We knew this was not Our course or Our
choice. We want it All. So, We could not leave. Not because it is not
possible but because We do not really want to. Our deeper/higher Self
prevented it. We needed (and still need) to change. It is not Our
world that needs to change. How it affects Us is changing for certain
because We are taking back Our power. It is a simple process and
nothing grandiose. It is not easy because it goes against everything
We have taught, been taught and believed for lifetimes. It is not
hard in any sense of physical toil. It just takes choosing and
choosing and when We revert to the old, familiar and normal then We
choose again to go for more and more and more. When We fall off Our
bike (which seems like the most natural thing to do) We just brush
OurSelf off and get back on.
This
is exciting for Us, this phase of Our journey. We are getting it that
it is All an experience. It is NOT life threatening or something that
it is even possible to fail at or suffer from. Not really. We knew
this but now it is becoming experiential. There IS a big difference.
We
are exploring flying and taking Shadow and some of Our “stuff”
with Us. There are many options.
As We expand We do not really need the “stuff” and
because We are aware of bilocating Shadow can stay home if he does
not want to fly with Us. Everything is changing and everything
includes everything. That is a much harder concept to grasp than We
would think.
At
the same time We are NOT willing to discard these limitation 3D
experiences and explorations completely, at least not yet. However,
We can experience it from an enlarged perspective. Even things that
seem to go “wrong” do
not have any power over Us. We can (mentally) step back and view each
situation from a higher vibration and perspective. This makes a lot
of difference. Our brain tries to figure out what this will look and
be like but it needs to access information it has buried and hidden
from itSelf. We need to give it the access codes to these locked
files. We are granting OurSelf (heart and head) permission to access
these hidden files.
We are doing a lot of pony hopping and a lot of letting
go.
Another thing that We are finding (Once again) is that
We do have to really concentrate on simple tasks in order to remember
how to do “them” when We are in multidimensional and multiworld
mode. This used to frustrate Us when We were unaware of what is going
on. We are certain it frustrates many people and is another lock on
Our cage. It is not locked, just hanging there and annoying Us back
into submission.
Here
is something else that is trippy but the kind of thing that used to
upset Us. We decided to make a cranberry cake. Looking through the
recipes We have saved on Our computer We real-eyes that We made One
last thanksgiving or Xmas. We had no recall of this until
We
looked at those recipes, none whatsoever. Even now, with the clear
memory of sharing this cake with friends, it All-most seems like an
alternate/extra memory from an alternate life. It surely seems that
way because it is. How many times in this passed year have We slipped
in and out of that life? Would We like to return there right now? We
are open.
In case We have not mentioned it: instead of
saying/thinking/type “We don't know”, We are substituting: “We
are open”. We like that better. It feels better and more accurate.
We think that One thing Our brain is telling Us is that it is tired
of Us lieing to it. We may have forgotten and forgotten good but We
DO KNOW.
We returned to dream and it was waking dream and
processing. We also are experiencing something that We need to let go
of (a repair on Our bus) that We do NOT want to let go of. It is One
of those willing to be willing episodes.
In Our waking dream We were aware of Our multilocating.
This (We believe) has All-ways been going on and is going on for Us
(personally and collectively) but We have not been aware of it. We
have been (and still are to some degree) living in De-Nile. In this
waking dream We experienced being this present focus version AND a
version that travels freely by whatever means/method he desires at
the time. One of Our fears of this is that We will just appear in
some public place naked. This is part of Our denial of who We are and
what We can do. We believe that We can teleport and/or fly but We do
not believe We are capable of clothing OurSelf in the process and
after the fact. What the hell is that about? It is about keeping
OurSelf in limitation 3D.
In this waking dream We remembered that We can clothe
OurSelf and do many other things that We have forgotten about. We
experienced being this version experiencing limitation AND an
expanded version. The expanded version can go out and bring things
(food, water, etc.) back to Our limitation version. He All-ways has.
However Our limitation version did not accept his gifts because We
did not accept him/Us. This ties to many other versions and dreams
that We are somewhat aware of. Our limitation version is saying: “But
I do not want to just stay home. I want to go out and experience the
world, even if it is the limitation version I experience”. We are
free to do that. We are free to experience whatever version appeals
to Us.
It is still a struggle for Our head to just let go and
flow but Our heart is getting stronger and stronger.
We watered Our plants and tried to plan about when We
will water, what will live and what will die, when We need to harvest
more stevia and on and on and on. When We let go (even just a little)
We got the visions of many versions, some dead some thriving and
everything in between. We get it that We are familiar with seeing a
limited version and so We just automatically reference that view. We
are changing that. We may see the/a limitation view but We sense,
feel and even see a ghost image of more realities, more versions.
We got Our cranberry cake mixed up and in the oven. We
are amazed at how We tried to stress over this and how We used to
succeed. We used to put sooooo much pressure on OurSelf over such
simple tasks. No Oneder We have to learn how to do “them” All
over again. Today, We kept reminding Us to relax and We did a lot of
deep breathing. We really are putting a lot less pressure on
OurSelves these days. Applying that pressure was so automatic for so
many years/lifetimes that it seemed natural and mandatory. That is
the lie.
Now,
We are taking a break from limitation 3D and remembering to breath.
We are still here (familiar limitation 3D) AND We are there
(expanding). We think/plan to change the thermostat on the dragon
next (unless We don't). It is a bit of a struggle to relax and let
Our heart lead Our head. We are pondering the first steps. There is
some kind of balance between pondering and
remembering
what to do first, second, etc. and planning, worrying, fretting. We
have not found it yet but We seek it. We know it is there and We are
getting closer with every practice. We really do see many benefits
from this round of dragon experiences. We are liking it more (or not
liking it less). We do get it that there is a version where the
dragon is running smooth and sweet. We are certain that if We held a
lot of money in Our hand, We would deprive OurSelf of some very
valuable experiences and insights.
We frosted Our cake: ½ homemade cranberry sauce and ½
store bought cream cheese frosting. We will taste it later but the
batter and both frostings are GREAT.
It seem that even though We did not follow the proper
procedures when installing the new thermostat it installed itSelf
properly. Go figure. This teaches Us (Once again) what abilities We
have. As We suspected there is a large radiator leak. So.......... We
also get it that We are sending mixed messages to Our dragon, the
uni-verse, Our higher Self, the great whatever. We really do NOT want
to continue driving cars. However, it would be nice to have “them”
function properly while We do continue to drive “them”.
Everything Our dragon is doing is common and natural for dragons. He
may just be tired of pretending to be a car and since We would rather
ride a dragon (or fly a space shuttle like We dreamed about with Our
dragon) than drive a car, well the mixed messages are pretty clear to
Us.
So,
the question persists: What to do and how to do it? We have wanted to
remember how to fly and allow OurSelf to do so. We feel We ARE
getting closer but for some reason We still resist. FEAR.
We are facing Our fear but We have yet to lift off. We know that We
probably won't do it out of fear because Our car isn't running right.
That has not worked these passed many years. We MUST do it from pure
desire to fly and knowledge that We really are able. Thinking: “We
can't” is part of the old thinking and belief system which We are
willing to expand and add possibilities to. We are more AND We can do
more. We just have to accept and allow it. One step at a time and be
gentle with OurSelf when/if We fall off Our bike again.
So,
Our cake is great. Our dragon is still running hot, steaming and
pissing when very hot. AND, We are okay with it (right now). We know
that this is in Our best interest and We do NOT have to fully
understand to accept and allow and let go. What We do know is that
there is something even better waiting for Us. What We need to do is
stop “trying”
to
figure what that will look like. Stop limiting it. We would love to
find Our dragon flying around (with or without Us but eventually We
would hope to ride).
Open, let go and allow.
Oh, it looks like We can watch “Flatland” on NetFlix
and We found some more fantasy and time travel type movies there too.
Fun, fun, fun.
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