A VERY experiential day

1/16/2015

Today

A VERY experiential day

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:41 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

The song “Cherokee People” was playing on the bus radio yesterday and it was going through Our head most of the night. We visited several worlds but “they” seemed more serious and less playful than the night before. “They” were transitional and more free than Our waking world but still a bit of limitation. We met several new friends and really enjoyed “them”.

We are clearly still in multiD (which is a good thing) and words are hard. We are reminded that We can start Our weekend early and perhaps that is what We are doing. More and more Our waking worlds seems surreal.

We are reminded to stay in the now. Now is where multiD lives. Our head does NOT like Our mood and focus this morning because it is not limited and certainly NOT familiar. It is not entirely new but in the passed We were really good at resisting it.

Happy thoughts do seem to be the doorway, gateway and portal to multiD. We theel closer to Our paradise world than We have (in waking) before. If only We will allow it.

As We check Our email and do NOT find much interest in reading most of “them” We real-eyes how often We have NOT followed inspiration but chose to follow “duty” and responsibility instead. This too is part of Our old thinking, beliefs and mindset. We ARE changing. Our head still does NOT believe that Our changing will change Our world and that soon We will have to return to the real world. The thing is that We have NOT left that world. We just know that it is NOT the only thing that is real. We know that We do not have to plan and worry about that world. We know that All things work together for Our best. Oh: Our head does NOT want to hear this. This is new and unfamiliar and NOT limited. We set the old free with love. We are sorry if this scares Our head but We are here together and We can and will support each other.

Our head thinks that it has been left alone, hanging off some cliff before. Maybe it has and We are sorry (even if it never happened). We forgive Us and We ask forgiveness. We love Us and We thank Us. We are going to watch Our cleaning video now.

Most of Our day was pretty typical for now days. We were totally functional in 3D but mostly focused in multiD. We are very aware of living and experiencing multiworlds. We are reminded that multiD DOES most definitely include 3D. That 3D may even appear limited because that is still Our default thinking and experience. However: as part of multidimensional awareness AND experience it is no longer limited and actually never was. Limitation is only Our imagination and projection. Nothing more and certainly nothing less and because We are sooooo f’ing powerfull it IS real. Our belief makes it real. Again: the physical brain can not yet fathom this dichotomy.

Our last section of the day is Our gradeschool section. And what an experience it was today: it started out with finding out that One of Our students was taken out of “their” home by the state and the outcome is unknown at this time. We are NOT told the reason. Then One of the students had an incident at school that affected “them” (and the rest of Us) on the bus. (Notice We are being very to NOT identify and of the students). We got “them” seated and went back to the rest of the students. Our driver came back and tried to talk to, listen and calm the first student who was nearing meltdown. We had One student who was screaming because “they” had a bad day and are still having trouble adjusting to All the changes in “their’ life. Two other students still needed to be buckled into “their” star seats and another was crying/sobbing because “they” had a headache. If We did not know better We have blamed it All on a full moon.

We got Our driver to start the bus moving because that usually quiets the screamer. We got the rest of the students settled down. The moving bus helped with that. We started sitting at the back of the bus as usual but quickly moved forward to sit with the melting student. Through the efforts and attention of Us and Our driver the student never did reach full meltdown but did continue to rise and fall emotionally. We listened to what the student was saying and even the most talkative and interrupting other student left Us alone. We talked calmly with the melting student but did NOT really know what to say. We did Our best. “They” did calm for a wile but would work “themSelves” back up until late in the ride. We know that also paying attention to the other students did NOT help but “they” need the attention too and We do NOT want to short any student.

After We finished Our route both Us and Our driver did incident reports and Our supervisor called/notified Our general manage, the school district transportation manager and the superintendent of schools. The school district got ahold of the principal since Our supervisor was unable to. The principal happened to be nearby with another principal and came over to talk to All of Us.

The principal said that “they” will take Our reports to OCS (child services apparently) who will contact the troopers and the incident at school will be investigated. WOW but We knew this needed to be the case. Our waking world remains One where harm is possible. We do NOT know why We get some of the experiences that We do. We do know that the students We have need Our attention and how We handle such things. We appreciate the prompt response and attention that We received from Our supervisor, school district and the principal. “They” thanked and complimented both Us and Our driver. It felt good. We knew We had done the right thing. So far: no One has asked why We left school without getting an administrator. We theel that with the other students and other circumstances going on with All the students everyOne agrees with Our decision to get everyOne home as quickly and calmly as possible. We did emphasize that We talked calmly with the melting students AND took care of the other students as well.

We are up a bit late. Processing. Getting the roasts (that We bought on Our break) in the crockpot. Making and eating dinner. Processing. Doing Our best to theel happy thoughts. Looking for better theeling thoughts. Doing Our best to simply observe Our looping, mental rehearsing of the incident and not judge and criticize Our head. Remembering that Our head is also an injured, frightened child. We ARE delighted with OurSelves for how We acted and reacted and how We are acting and reacting now. We are delighted with OurSelves for noticing and observing when Our head reacted in Our old default manner. We are delighted with OurSelves for how We are handling and observing Our head and old thinking.

Our current program/process IS working and We are delighted for the change. The squirrel cage is calming and We really want that as Our way of life and thinking. We do NOT need to feel stressed and worried. We need to be calm and at ease and We see/theel that happening. We ARE delighted with Our progress.

 

Good night AND thank You for playing.