A day in and out of 3D focus

1/17/2015

Today

A day in and out of 3D focus

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:13 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

Well: We woke several times thirsty and each time We know that We woke from a different world. However: We also remember going to sleep (or right after that) into a world where We are working in some kind of institution where children are living and allowed to play and do what “they” want to do. This is a transitioning world or at least a transitioning institution in some world. We could tell because the kids do not want to go there because of how it used to be. Once “they” are there “they” find that “they” really like it.

The staff are learning (and We are training “them”) to treat the children differently. “They” are learning to respect the children and NOT try to tell the kids what to do. The staff is NOT there to teach the children but to prevent any harmful or hurtful behavior. So: this is not (yet) a world where it is impossible to do harm. This is a very advanced institution but the base thinking and beliefs of the world still need to change in order to live in peace, harmony, prosperity, equality, freedom, free of needs and limitless. Even though this is a physical change before a complete, worldwide, psychic change it does theel that it is a step in the right direction.

This is interesting because We have trouble being tolerant, loving and accepting of people who are trying to make physical changes in Our world without getting at the root of the problem: Our thinking and beliefs. Of course We ARE seeing more and more people (in Our waking world) trying to help and teach people to change “their” thinking. Yet: in this dream We are the people making physical changes first and then aiming at helping people change “their” hearts and minds. We do notice (in waking AND in this dream/alternate world) that most kids are still so indoctrinated that even “they” have forgotten how to be children. “They” have All-ready lost that childlike innocence at an early age. In Our waking world special needs children start school at age three. Even the most loving and caring teachers that We have met are still indoctrinated in the old ways.

We do hope that We remember this experience as it might just help Us be more tolerant and understanding of the need to make physical changes before and during the mental and heart evolution of the masses. We do NOT have All the information and We know that and even remember it most of the time. Healing hearts and minds is Our primary mission here (We theel anyway). It is One of the very first things We real-I-said about OurSelves and We have remembered it for many years now. This often makes Us intolerant at those who try to change the world from the outside in. Knowing that in some worlds WE ARE those people might help Us. We have known (in Our heart) for some time that it IS possible to change the outside and then change the inside but We still remain judgmental of those who think that the outer change is the goal and endgame. There is NO endgame and that IS the good news.

We ARE changing. This IS part of Our own mental and psychic change. We welcome it even if We have been dragging Our feet in this particular area. The kids do and are helping Us in dream AND in waking. These are some real insights into Our waking experiences. Yesterday: We were really questioning the experiences. It seems that We have really gotten some real lulus. Of course: We have no idea what All the other routes go through. We do doubt that many (if any) handle “them” as well as We (Our driver included here) do. That is NOT pride and ego speaking (or at least not totally). That is recognizing Our gift. That is taking credit where credit is due. That is a sign of increasing Self esteem and NOT the false pride of Self debasement. We ARE making progress and Our head does try to resist and continue to lie to Us. We ARE being gentle with Our head for it does think (key word there) that it is doing what is best for Us. We love Our head, brain and ego. We love and appreciate “them” and All Our children/family within.

We also want to mention that Our driver really has changed a lot in a positive way. The care and love for children that she had tried to bury, hide and deny under a hard crust is resurfacing. It is gradual but actually pretty fast (less than half the school year before it started to emerge). We do know that We ARE responsible (at least in part) even though Our head wants to deny this. We ARE sorry for whatever it is within Us that causes this fear in Our head. We forgive Us. We hold Us and caress Us as We would a frightened, injured child. (We know this is no longer allowed by non-family in Our society and that is a crime against humanity). We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us.

Unfortunately: We seem to be short on time this morning before We need to go for Our firstaid class. We know this is an illusion but We are creating that illusion.

Our class was not as painful as “they” used to be. The format and instructor have changed. There is still too much limitation 3D focus and touching other people but We survived.

The thing is that We ARE aware that during and after class and after yesterday’s incident We are having a hard time finding and holding those happy thoughts. We recognize that any better theeling thought is a start but Our head is having more success than a few days ago. We ARE delighted that We recognize this. This IS progress.

We fiddle around some and have dinner early. We will probably go to dream early. We really do not know what We are doing. Perhaps We are more in multiD than We real-eyes.

Good night AND thank You for playing.