02/22/13

Today:

And yet more choices

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:07:20 AM

Good morning. More dreams about being stuck in the matrix and getting free. This does seem to be an ongoing theme of Our nightly adventures. The room that opens on to everything seems to be a key. We theel there is a decision that remains to be made. We theel that the masses are choosing (by “their” beliefs and actions) to go through what might be a prolonged transition and transformation. We (personally and probably a minority of others) are pondering something even better and something completely different.

We do not think that We will be forced to surrender to the will of the majority, but We may choose to do so. We theel that We can stand outside the confines of the matrix and invite people to leave and assist or accompany “them” as “they” pass through gateways and portals like Our own room that opens on to everything. The more We accompany and make comfortable with making this journey, the more there will be beckoning and accompanying others to journey beyond the matrix.

Throughout the night and again this morning We are reminded that love is the foundation of the world We desire. We are love. We are also reminded to open, let go and allow, another key. And We are reminded that We can not (nor would We wish to) push the river.

The choice between living in the transitional world or the expanded, loving world is not absolute. We do not have to totally give up One to have the other. That thinking and belief and way of living is part of the old paradigm. Wherever, whenever and whatever We are living We are NOT in the old paradigm. Some may be still there but We definitely are not. We rehearsed lines from hypnotherapy training which seem to be very applicable now: remove any unwanted suggestions, remember All that is important and You can return here any time You want. These too seem to be important pieces for Our waking.

We seem to be asking OurSelf: “Do We want to pass through the portal into everything or do We wish to fully experience the transition rather than just observe it?” As usual, We want it All, We want both. Thankfully, We as multidimensional beans get to have it All. The One-der of being connected and limitless.

That awareness is very helpful. So many questions that We continue to think must be either/or can be AND. How quickly We forget. We can experience the transitional earth with a new financial system and government system etc. AND We can be free of All limits. We can be on the journey and at the destination both. That is Our choice. Obviously, it may get a little confusing until We get familiar with being both. We will be bilocating, maybe even multi-locating AND aware that We are in multirealities at the same time.

We are reminded that We made a similar choice in/at the time of Atlantis: We chose to observe from a distance AND We chose to go through the full experience of the rise and fall of the Atlantean culture: start to finish. We have distinct memories from both experiences.

We just remembered that there was a part of Our dreams last night about banks beginning to give money to people as gifts, not loans. Even though We played around with this a bit, it seemed quite unlikely and We All-most dismissed it. However, with the way things are changing and expanding it is a possibility. A nice possibility. Also, We experienced being a portal, a gateway as well as being a gatekeeper.

Often, We want to know “how” things will happen and unfold. The “not knowing” is what makes it an adventure. Plus, because so much remains undecided there really is way to fully “know” much of anything. The closest We can possibly come is know that in truth: everything is going to happen. So what We really want to know is what will We choose to experience. Remember, We All have Our primary worlds and Our secondary worlds.

We also “get it” that most of Us (personally and collectively) want a completion a finish. Well, that is NOT going to happen and We really do not want it to. We are (and want to be) infinite and eternal. There is no hint at being finished in being infinite and eternal. We also want “it” (whatever “it” might be) to be easier. Now that We can attain. Life is not really meant to be a struggle. It is the lies of limitation and separation that make life a struggle. We must face Our lies (as well Our fears) and name “them” what “they” are.

We returned to dream and got some interesting inspirations and insights. A lot of what brings up worry and doubt is the passed. We were reminded that We are building, growing and creating this new earth based on love, with, by, through and from love. We (at least as 3D beings) have never done this in this way before. We have no conscious awareness or memory of what it is to like to create without struggle. We can not even fathom how it could work to not “plan” everything out to the smallest detail and instead to just allow it to grow and happen. The All probably has a plan, and We can follow that step by step without trying to get Our head and hands in the works.

To let go of resis-dance and get out of the way is new for Us. At least as far as We remember. This is part of allowing Our feminine aspect to lead. Of course, Our masculine aspect is screaming its head off (literally?). Creating with Our feelings and heart instead of with Our head is new. The new is unfamiliar and the unfamiliar is All-ways a bit uncomfortable and often frightening. Fear is the mind killer. I will not fear. I will face My fear, I will let it pass through Me. When the fear is gone, there will be nothing, only I will remain. (from Dune)

We are love, We are creating. We open, let go and allow.

These insights have given Us a new hope. “They” have dispelled Our doubts, at least for now. And, now is All there is.