Today "How perfect is My now" 6/8/12

06/08/12

How perfect is My now

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:30:13 AM

Good morning. Thinking about My life and how perfect is My now.

Once again, the first thing I did was go back to dreaming.

Feeling very much the desire to send love and focus now on creating a world of love. Feeling very supported.

Continuing to get the impression that free energy technology is very close and will be a part of My next adventure in 3D.

Did more creative stuff and in the afternoon felt very much that I was drifting further and further away from 3D. Found a One-der-full vid that I linked to at the top of My homepage under Sending Love. I really do feel that the change, the shift has more than begun.

Love is in the air. And I ain't talking maple syrple.

Another huge storm moved through.

Today "Letting go" 6/7/12

06/07/12

Letting go

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:19:22 AM

Good morning. A lot of dreams about choices. I was looking at My feelings about 3D. I know (and was shown more) that I think I dislike 3D but what I dislike is limitation and feeling stuck. Yet, I chose this. We/I remember (usually vaguely) what it is like to be free and limitless and We want to experience this again. But moment to moment We tend to choose limitation and stuckness because it is familiar and seems stable, safe and secure. Plus, We usually believe that We don't have any choice. Traps within traps.

When We begin to break free of these traps it is a lot like walking on shifting sands, walking in an avalanche. It can feel like living in “The Twilight Zone” and We have been conditioned to believe that these are “bad” things. The unfamiliar seems “bad”.

I even had a conversation with My nemesis. He was talking about how ungrateful I Am, here he offers Me safety and stability and I rebel and demand freedom. I pointed out that it is false and fake safety and stability. PLUS with All the changes, the apparent safe and secure is turning into something more like a forest fire. Of course, he blames that on Me. So be it.

Today I Am experiencing and experimenting with letting go of My attachments to schedules, limitations, restrictions and “shoulds”. This is not anything I planned, just where I find MySelf living. It is a bit like experiencing and applying what I dreamt as I wake. I like that. As much as I have worked to get away from these things/thoughts in My life, I still revert to “them”. Old habits die hard. The trick (Once again) is building new rather than trying to destroy the old.

Mid-afternoon My dreams called and I returned to dream. It didn't really seem like I had even gotten into dream when I looked at the clock and it was two hours later.

Today "Many worlds" 6/6/12

06/06/12

Many worlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:08:00 AM

Good morning. Gradually drifting into 3Dm or knot. It is the 6/6/12 but I'm not sure what that means. I got night school typed up, seems like ages since I did One.

Checking out Celia Fenn's webinar now. I read a lot of her stuff but this is the first webinar of hers I've listened to.

Doing a little creative stuff outside but it's cloudy and a bit rainy.

Did a trip to town but never was fully engaged in limitation 3D. Often found MySelf wondering where I was and what I was doing and why I was doing it.

I think I have stayed up a bit later than usual, not sure again what I Am doing even as I do it.

Definitely walking/waking in several worlds. I Am doing and living what I have wanted for a long, long time.

Night School "An explanation of where I Am" 6/6/12

06/06/12

An explanation of where I Am

(From night school last night)

I began with a dream of when I was a waiter. I quickly real-eyesed this was about serving people. I enjoyed being a waiter, I enjoy serving people, being a servant. Then I reflected on the reason I remain in limitation and in My current familiar reality is to be of service. Then My first thought was: “Being of service bites”. I knew I don't really feel that way but being stuck bites. However, I no longer feel stuck, at least not the way I did. I real-eyes now that when I was a waiter I also felt stuck in some ways. I enjoyed My job and there were good things about My life. I was fairly well rewarded for the work I did. What is that phrase: “Like a bird in a gilded cage”??????

I Am very okay with being of service but couldn't I do it from a distance? Of course, the answer to that lies within Me. As soon as I get comfortable living in many worlds and realities, as soon as I feel and appear natural in these then I can experience serving while not feeling stuck in One reality. This is beginning to happen, it is beginning to be My experience.

Then I had a dream that began with: “Oh look, a toy human”. “I assure You I Am very real”. “Of course You are dear” as “they” lifted Me up by One of My arms. This was not at All comfortable. “Put the human down, 'they' are not to be played with like that.” Wasn't there a Star Trek episode like that??????

Once again We reviewed some of the material that I have not been able or willing to translate into words. I see the reason for this. Again there is sooooo much. So much of it is so new and different that I can not (yet) relate it to this reality. People have choices. Much of what I have been experiencing in dream and night school will not be real and/or true for many people for a long, long time (if ever).

I was reminded of a dream from several years back: I was in a crowded movie theater with some friends. It appeared that We were All watching the same screen at the front of the theater just like We are familiar with. However, each person actually had “their” own screen and was watching “their” own, personal movie. One friend kept leaning over trying to watch other people's movies. Most of Us were perfectly happy watching only Our personal movie. I actually felt violated when “they” tried to watch My movie without being invited. This represents how We live. Most of Us have no clue that Our movie is any different than everyOne else's. We think We are looking at the same screen at the front of the theater. I real-eyesed that having experienced this dream (having this experience be real to Me) gives Me an advantage over many people. That had never occurred to Me before when I wondered why so many people have a hard time getting “their” mind around this concept (of alternate realities co-existing) when it seems so natural to Me. Don't get Me wrong, I still (quite often) revert to the mass mind set that We are All experiencing the completely same reality (refer back to the first lesson tonight) but the concept that We experience different realities makes perfect sense to Me.

The current energies (and who knows how many other influences) are helping and supporting Us to move beyond the limitations and negative mindset of the masses. Even the masses are able (and many are) to move beyond these imagined limits. The stranglehold of negativity and limitation and separation and duality and polarity has been broken. We needed to fully believe in these things to fully experience “them”. We did that and We did it well and very thoroughly. Now We can move on. It takes love to move on for love is the energy that connects Us and prevents Us being separate. We can do things to change the outer (and imitate the world We can create through love) but those changes will never last unless We change from the inside out. The change (in order to last) must begin with Us living from and AS love. We are being supported if We wish to make this change.

Gradually, in My waking (or semi-waking) experience I Am getting it that I Am beginning to break the accepted rules for exis-dance in the mass culture. I Am living a rather story book life still mixed with a smattering of limitation 3D.

I did feel some change/expansion with the Venus transit but I also know that I got a ton of downloads and upgrades during the time between the new moon annular solar eclipse and the full moon lunar eclipse.

Today "A bird and the transit" 6/5/12

06/05/12

A bird and the transit

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:55:45 AM

Good morning. Not quite here yet. Will probably go back to dreaming. Even tho there was something about facing fear I was still having fun and haven't really come into waking yet.

I was very successful at going back to dream. Today is the Venus transit, and even though My physical energy is higher than last week, I may need to do a lot of dreaming today.

I was reading about being in nature (which is where I live) and I remembered One (or part of One) of My dreams. There were some tame birds perched on a wall or such and others flying around. “They” were free, not caged or fettered but also interacting with people. There was One sitting alone and I went to it and asked if it would like to ride on My shoulder. I accepted the offer and We walked around a while together. For some reason I returned it to it's place and went about doing other things or I may have left the area. When I returned, this same bird was sitting right where I left it and looked quite forlorn. A person there explained to Me that the bird had bonded with Me and was feeling abandoned. That had not been My intention in any way so I explained that I had thought the bird would be happier with it's friends and kin. I again invited the bird to ride on My shoulder and We remained together. My dog was okay with All this which was a bit surprising since he is very possessive.

I got the new front pallet steps done, I may do some finishing touches later but about the time that the Venus transit started and I was losing My gumption another heavy storm moved in. I thought it was quite interesting how the storm moved in as the transit started. Much, much clearing out.

As I participate in My creativity I get the feeling that I Am opening the magik around Me.

I do feel something happening inside as the transit progresses.