Today:
A day of choices
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:51:27 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
We
are not sure what last night was about: if there is a point beyond
experiencing and being aware of different realities. Of course, not
long ago that alone would have been remarkable. In One reality We are
high school age and Our mother is very controlling. We decided to
skip the last week of school and miss the finals just to spite her.
Once she accepted that then We went and did graduate. In another
reality We are in Our 80s and learning to ice skate. In another We
are around Our current waking age and trying to get two young men
(who are at odds) to reconcile and be supportive friends for each
other.
An
interesting combination of realities to visit and remember in One
night. We are reminded to NOT try to figure stuff out but to remain
in the now, be open, set free and allow with love. When We first went
to dream (last night) We were pondering different aspects and
attributes of OurSelf and Our purpose. We even paid a short visit to
the two rich brothers. That was about living free of need. It does
seem like We were discovering or All-ready living being free of need.
In
Our waking world We are exploring that possibility. We love what We
do as a job but it is tainted with time restrictions and needing to
earn money to survive. These are old paradigm needs and values and
beliefs but “they” still seem very real. We still cling to the
old ways. This is changing and We feel the change within.
We
are reminded of Our current life focus and purpose. As far as major
world changes We function more in the background. We introduce
concepts to the mass mind and then others introduce “them” more
publicly. We ARE the advisor more than the visible leader. We find it
a bit hard to describe. We do Our best work in Our dreams. However
the play We do and attention that We give to the children in Our
waking is also very important but does not “appear” to
have global consequences.
It seems that every morning (when We go outside for the
first time) We get more insights and intuits into Our process. It has
been sooooo rainy (and it is raining this morning) that it All-most
feels like We are living in a rain forest rather than a semi-arid
region. We are also reminded of the importance of pony hopping and
how much pony hopping We did (and usually do) during the night and
again during Our waking day.
There was a rather remarkable bit that We forgot to
mention yesterday. Our challenging boy wanted to (and made a definite
point of) showing Us his new bike. It is a big boy bike. He also
offered to bring Us some strawberries. This from the boy who was
fighting Us the first few days. We knew at the time that Once We got
through whatever was going on that We would probably bond but still
it is amazing to experience. Reminds Us of the highschooler on Our
big bus who wanted to ride without a deviation (he was going to the
athletic club which requires a deviation since it is not anyOne's
home) and got mad at Us. (We let him ride Once without the deviation
but the second time did not let him ride and that is when he got mad
at Us. After getting the deviation We are pretty sure that he said
fuck You each day, for several days when he got off the bus.) After a
while he started waving good bye (with All five fingers) and then One
day as he got on the bus: he stopped and made a point of showing Us
his new tennis shoes. Little things mean a lot.
We are practicing allowing OurSelf to drift into multiD
in the morning before work rather than demanding that We focus into
limitation 3D the way We All-ways have. It is a much nicer way to
wake. It is part of Our change. It is important to just allow with
love rather than try to analyze the way We used to do. We are still
tempted to analyze but We are remembering to allow and experience
multiworlds, multiD, multilocating and distance viewing.
This morning Our challenge was great at the beginning
and end but somewhere in the middle he decided he needed to yell. It
was not as bad as before and We knew he was wound up when he ran to
the bus yelling All the way. On the parts of the ride when he was not
yelling We were able to play a game with him and talk to him. When he
is in yelling mode he does not really want to talk to Us.
The rest of the kids were a delight as All-ways. We
really enjoy and appreciate interacting with “them”. We are a
little less out in multiworlds and multiD today but still
multifocused. A yelling child does still tend to bring Us back to
limitation 3D.
However, now We feel OurSelf slipping away. That is a
good thing.
We seem to have slipped into some kind of choices
experience and One of those choices was not to dwell on/in it enough
to type it All up.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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