Today:
learning to live as
love
Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:53:28 AM
Good morning. We are pony hopping.
This
is Our first weekend without Shadow in All-most sixteen years. The
last few days: We have been reflecting on the fact that except for
sobriety sixteen years is the longest We have done anything. Also
since We are single, Shadow was Our only companion All those years.
This is a new beginning. Not exactly the way We have chosen but We
did know that it was coming. Yes, We had hoped that Shadow would be
here physically to make the shift with Us but as his condition
deteriorated We knew that he would move on and help Us from that side
of the illusion, the veil.
It
is the veil that is the actual illusion.
We
love You. We love the game of separation and limitation no matter how
painful it is. We love Our child within who keeps clinging to the
game. However, it does seem like the grip is weaker. It does help to
know that We can return to the game anytime We want. It also helps
that now We KNOW that limitation and separation is NOT All there is
even if it still does have a death grip on Us (quite literally
still).
We
continue to be aware of and examine the memory(ies) of living as We
truly are: rich and powerful. Scary. And that is why We avoid it
still.
For
several years We have thelt that We were NOT leaving the game of
separation and limitation but rather changing the rules and
parameters. We needed/wanted to experience the game thoroughly and
completely. The only to do that was to completely in it. We had to
absolutely believe that it is real and the ONLY thing that is real.
We did good. Now, We have been learning experientially that there is
more. There is a multiverse (or many multiverses) and We are just
beginning to explore that.
There
are realities where wealth and rich and such terms are meaningless
because EVERYONE receives the bounty of the multiverse. We have
visited at least One of those realities when We visit the two
brothers. To Us “they” are the two “rich” brothers but to
“them” “they” are just like everyOne else. We like those
kinds of realities. But, until We get over Our stuff around money and
power We can only visit that type of reality. It is even hard for Us
to live in any realities where anyOne is rich because of Our memories
(false or imagined) of being rich and powerful.
We
decided to watch another vid of Dr. Hew Len and had to pause it to
type down something profound that he said: “If I/You/We have a
judgment about another person, place or thing then We are judging
God.
We
have been getting more and more insights into Our learning to live as
love, pony hopping and changing Our thinking. These ARE happening in
Our life. We are learning to live by allowing and following
inspiration. We also recognize several examples of doing this in Our
passed. We also recognize and remember the joy We feel in doing this.
It
seems like We are drifting again. We like this feeling and expanded
awareness AND We recognize how much We have avoided it and rejected
it in the passed. Lots of “to do”s are popping into Our
head/mind. We set “them” free with love and choose to allow and
follow inspiration in each moment to the best of Our ability. We
real-eyes that We are well trained in living in limitation and memory
and programs. It is normal to place blame but that only keeps Us
blocked from living as who We really are.
We
ARE the problem AND the solution.
It
seems that All Our thoughts and plans have left. We set “them”
free in love.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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