Today:
Facing more fear
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:05:04 AM
Good morning. Lots more memories coming up to be loved
and set free. Memories that We really thought were long gone. Parts
of Our childhood that We have not remembered for years are coming to
the surface to be loved and set free. Some memories are pleasant and
some are painful but “they” are All memories that need to be set
free with love.
We
woke several times during the night and were saying: “I love You”
and pony hopping each time. We woke about an hour early and lay in
bed pony hopping. We feel a lot of change happening within that is
and will be reflected in/on Our outer world. We love You. We continue
to voice Our feelings that We miss Shadow. We feel his presence but
We miss his physical presence. We grieve and that is a good thing.
The
question comes up as to what Our ability, Our gift is. The answer is
love. Feeling Our feelings, feeling and expressing love is a strength
and NOT a weakness as We have taught and been taught. We really did a
number on OurSelf and Our world. We completely bought into separation
and limitation and now We are afraid to leave. The fear is not as
strong as it was yesterday when We recognized it. Yesterday it was
shear terror and today it is more like caution. We are okay with
being cautious. We go gently as All-ways.
The
changes are happening, We feel it. The words fall short but the
feeling is very strong. We also are setting Our specific expectations
free in love. We can expect great things and loving change but if We
try to define it and create/allow specific expectations about how it
will be then We limit it completely. We choose to set it free in love
and allow love to flow and play freely, without restrictions. We are
removing the bonds and restrictions We had placed upon OurSelf and
Our world.
We
ARE free. Thank You.
It
is definitely feeling like We are waking Our natural abilities. We
have been afraid, very afraid of living as Our true Self, in and from
Our true nature.
As
a bit of an aside: somehow Our laptop disabled its wireless connector
and now Our desktop is making funny symbols in the task bar????? We
asked Our laptop to fix itSelf and after a few tries it did but We
are clueless what the blinking symbols on Our desktop are about. It
seems that it is connected to Our virus protection. We are going to
restart Our desktop. We theel that Our changing energy (internal
especially and also external) was/is causing these computer problems
and “they” All seem to be resolved now. This is probably
connected to leaving the security of Our limitation 3D world.
It
is bound to be an interesting journey. We are doing a lot of adapting
and experimenting. Who knows where this will lead? Adventure awaits.
Interesting:
We have been theeling (during the night and this morning) that time
is One of the changes We are choosing to embrace and the Mayan Majix
sun sign for today is serpent which represents movement and the
creation of time. Also, yesterday's reading in Our Miracle Mastery
course spoke about creating time. It did feel like last night's
process was mainly about opening and allowing these abilities that
the course and other input is reminding Us about.
Our
day is so full with Our route due to the recent additions that We
rarely have time to type during the day. We could type while We wait
at school for the next pickup but that is Our dream time during the
day. Sometimes We read or listen to a audio recording and even that
feels like an intrusion sometimes. We know that We know when We need
to read or listen to a recording and when We need to dream. We are
following Our inner guidance system and We are getting better at
that. This is and will be the corner stone of change and Our future.
We
sense several of the physical changes that will be happening soon.
It theels like We will be traveling and We really do NOT know how We
feel about that. We know that if it is right for Us We will be fine
with it. We still would like to remember how to take Our cabin with
Us but We also would have liked to take Shadow with Us in similar
fashion. We also feel strongly that Shadow is helping from the other
side of the veil and able to do more for Us than when he was in a
physical body.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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