Today:
More processing and
insighting
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:11:18 AM
Good morning. Once again We have no idea where We were
or what We were doing but We did NOT want to stop and We did NOT want
to leave. When We did get up We were very limitation 3D focused for
some reason. We had to remember and remind OurSelf to pony hop. Of
course the good news is that We recognized this and started cleaning
(pony hooping) right away.
At
the beginning of the night We were processing and pony hopping Our
memory of living large. We recognize that contemplating living as
love triggered that memory but somehow it turned sour. That
memory/experience definitely has a lot of control over Us in Our
familiar waking life. We think of living in Our power and ability as
bad, VERY
bad,
because of that memory. When We first real-eyesed this We wondered if
maybe We were not really living as love in that life. All-though that
is possible it feels more like We were just experiencing it from a
different perspective. Remember, We chose to experience OurSelf and
everything from every possible angle and then some more. That
includes experiencing good as bad.
There is a whole slew of things coming up about this. We
love You. Please forgive Us. We thank You. Let this cleanse these
memories and set “them” free with love across All time,
dimensions, space and reality and fill Us with love and return Us to
Our true nature of love. And so it is done. We thank Us. We love Us
unconditionally. This is working. We are getting into Our mind and
changing Our mindset. There is a lot to type up about this newest
experience/memory and We theel that We can set it free AND type about
it. If We were trying to destroy it, then the whole experience: All
experience would actually be pointless.
We are very drifty now so We will see if We can type up
any more about the experience/memory or not. Typing about Our
insights AND setting the experience/memory free do NOT have to be
diametrically opposed. This is a real learning experience. We are
familiar with clinging to such memories but We are NOT familiar with
setting “them” free.
There are a lot of memories and choices coming up for
cleaning and setting “them” free.
As We peruse Our email, We find that others are going
through the same or similar process around choosing love. This is
simple but NOT easy because of All the sour memories and defenses We
built up and set up. As Matt Kahn says: changing Our world One I love
You at a time. We say I love You to each of these memories and
defenses as “they” come up.
We have not mentioned the kids much lately because of
being focused on Our process and pony hopping. We ARE having a great
time with “them”. Even the over active gradeschooler is teaching
Us and giving Us lots of opportunity to pony hop. We have several new
preschoolers and the preschoolers really are the most fun for Us. One
preschooler is strongly autistic and even he is cooperating more and
more especially if We let him do it himSelf. We hope to be able to
teach/show/help him to buckle himSelf into his starseat next.
Whatever it is within Us that shows up as difficult behavior in the
kids is getting cleaned and set free with love.
We read some more about pony hopping and even though We
had read this before it kinda cemented the Self I-dentity in for Us.
A lot of programs work on a thought or belief but do not replace it
with something else or what “they” do replace it with is only
“better” from a limitation perspective. Self I-dentity is
the void (as We understand it now) but it is also love. So, as We
have been focused on love for some time, We theel this is bringing Us
closer to Self I-dentity. Even though We are getting closer to the
void We are not leaving Our mind empty and searching for something to
occupy it. We are cleaning and setting free with love and filling
with love and returning to the void which is Our true nature. The
void is nothing AND it is everything. A concept that is unfathomable
to a limitation 3D mindset.
There was a slight incident around leaving a student
stop early and We told Our supervisor that she needed to talk to Our
driver. (We have no control or say over what he does unless We tattle
on him.) He got angry and blah, blah. We are sorry for whatever it is
within Us that is showing up as this behavior, please forgive Us. We
love You and We thank You. Let this cleanse this and set it free with
love, across All time, dimensions, space and realities, filling Us
with love and returning Us to Self I-dentity. And so it is done. We
thank Us. We love Us unconditionally.
We are working on some hypnotic suggestions for OurSelf
like: “It is Onederfull and exciting to have lots of money.” “It
is Onederfull and exciting to live as love, to live in and use Our
natural power and abilities.” We hope to incorporate these into
some recorded trance inductions and sessions.
What We are doing IS working and We want to keep going.
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